Dream 3 - Finding the Dream

by Nora Roberts

  Give him blues or honest rock any day.

  But there was a spiffy view of the coastline through a wall of windows. The drama of it, the war of fretful waves against mean-edged rocks, provided an interesting contrast to the quiet, undeniably stuffy group inside the polished, overheated club.

  The women had decked themselves out, absolutely dripping bangles and beads and other jewelry, he noted. They wore layers of perfumes and silks and lace. Overdone, in his estimation, like the decor. He preferred Laura's simple and feminine choice. It was class, he supposed, that set her apart. Simple class that came straight through the blood and bone. He might have mentioned it to her, but she had drifted away quickly, making, as he termed it, her Templeton rounds.

  Most of the men were in tuxes. A little fact that Josh had conveniently neglected to mention. Not that Michael minded. He wouldn't have worn one anyway. If he'd had one to wear.

  Still it gave him another bone to pick with his old friend. If the slippery son of a bitch ever showed up.

  On the bright side, he had a cold beer in his hand. The finger food spread out artistically on buffet tables looked delicate, but it tasted fine. He'd already enjoyed a mild flirtation with a woman who mistook him for some Hollywood young gun. Michael hadn't bothered to disabuse her.

  He was considering wandering about, maybe taking a turn outside in the fresh air or checking out one of the other rooms. He might find that pool table and a few suckers to fleece. Then Laura moved back to him.

  "I'm sorry. There were a few people I needed to speak with." In a gesture that was both absentminded and automatic, she accepted a glass of champagne from a roving waiter, murmured her thanks.

  "No problem."

  But it was, she thought, her problem. She'd had some time to think about it. "I am sorry, Michael. I was annoyed with Josh for maneuvering me into this evening and I took it out on you." When he didn't respond, she drummed up a smile. "So, what were you and Kitty Bennett talking about?"

  "Who? Oh, the ditzy brunette with all the teeth."

  Laura choked on her champagne. She'd never heard the chair of the Monterey Arts Council described just that way. Or quite that accurately. "Yes."

  "She dug my last flick."

  "Did she?"

  He decided to be friendly, smiled. "Not Braveheart, though I had a couple of nice stunts in it. She thought I was the director of some art house film. Something about foot fetishes."

  "Mm-hmm. And you discussed the metaphoric twists on our sex-obsessed society, along with the multiple layers of symbolism representing moral decay."

  He started to feel better. "Something like that. She thinks I'm brilliant, and underrated. I think I might be getting a grant."

  "Congratulations.''

  "Of course, she really only wanted my body."

  "Well, an artist must make sacrifices. Ah, there's Byron and Kate."

  Michael glanced over. His brows rose in surprise as he saw the streamlined brunette in slinky black. The gamine face, all sloe-colored eyes, and the close-cropped dark hair tipped him off, though the girl he remembered had been skinny, coltish—a borderline nerd.

  "That's Kate? Kate Powell?"

  "She works out now," Laura muttered. "She's gotten obsessive about it, so don't get her started."

  "That her trainer?" Michael muttered back, measuring the broad-shouldered, long-limbed man beside her.

  "And husband. He's also my boss. Byron." She held out a hand as the couple maneuvered through the crowd toward them. A quick kiss and she turned to Kate. "Margo was right, as usual. The Karan suits you. Byron De Witt, Michael Fury."

  "Nice to meet you. Kate's been telling me stories."

  "And I didn't even need to exaggerate." Grinning, she stepped forward and gave Michael a quick, friendly hug.

  Her arms might have been lean, Michael noted, but they were tough. Enjoying her, he drew her back. "Katie Powell. Looking good."

  Because she'd always enjoyed him as well, she wiggled her brows. "Same goes, Mick."

  "Can I get drinks for anyone?" Byron asked in a voice that reminded Michael of mint juleps and magnolia.

  "I'll have what Laura's having," Kate decided.

  "Michael?"

  "Bass ale."

  "That ought to go down just fine," Byron decided. "I think I'll join you. Excuse me a minute."

  "It's the Southern," Kate said, watching him walk toward the bar with a proprietary and satisfied gleam in her eye. "He's just a gentleman."

  "It doesn't look like it's just the dress that suits you," Michael commented.

  "It's not." Kate turned back, smiled warmly. "And unlike the dress, which goes back into stock tomorrow, he's all mine. So, how the hell are you, Michael Fury, and when do we get to see your horses?"

  It was so easy for Kate, Laura thought as she listened, to make the appropriate comments. She'd fallen right into casual conversation with Michael. Didn't she feel any of those… oh, she hated to use the term "vibes," but it was the only word that came to her. Dark, restless, dangerous vibes. It made her jittery to stand next to him, to encounter a brush of his arm against hers, to catch that gleam in his hot blue eyes.

  It helped when Josh and Margo arrived. There was more conversation, and laughter. Byron fell into an easy discussion of horses with Michael. Apparently Byron's family owned several. Before the topic switched to cars—another interest the men shared—Byron had arranged to take a look at Michael's stock.

  It wasn't difficult to ease away again and draw Margo with her. "So," Margo began, "are you enjoying yourself? You and Michael are getting some speculative looks."

  Nothing could have been better designed to set Laura off. She could see it now, perfectly, and wondered how she'd missed the master plan.

  Her temper hitched, but she controlled it.

  "Is that part of your little plot? To give the country club set an eyeful of poor Laura and her escort?''

  "When the escort looks like Michael." Margo waved an impatient hand. "Oh, lighten up, Laura. It's only one evening out of your life, and why shouldn't you spend part of it with a good-looking man? God knows, you've been hiding out long enough."

  "Hiding out." There was that hitch again. "Is that what you call it?"

  "Don't." Regretting her choice of words, Margo put a hand on Laura's arm. "I just meant that you've been so focused on work and responsibility, you haven't let yourself have much fun. So have some. Ask him to dance, take a walk, whatever, before he and Byron bond like Siamese twins over engine talk."

  "I don't want to dance, or take a walk with Michael," Laura said evenly. Now she felt pathetic. The homely younger sister, the neglected wallflower, the pitiable ex-wife. "And I'm relieved that he's found something to salvage his evening. He's been miserably bored."

  "Then you haven't been doing your job, have you?" Irritated herself, Margo inclined her head. "It wouldn't hurt you to be friendly to the man, Laura. In fact, it would be good for you and everyone in close proximity to you if you had a nice hot bout of sex with him and popped your own frustration cork."

  Laura's calm gray eyes turned to steel. "Oh, really? I hadn't realized that those in close proximity were so affected by my lifestyle."

  "Hey." Recognizing the signs of a battle in progress, Kate sidled up. "Are we fighting?"

  "Laura's peeved because we made her come here with Michael tonight."

  "I like Mick." Kate chose an olive from her tiny plate and popped it into her mouth. "What's the problem?"

  "I'm peeved," Laura returned, emphasizing the word, "because Margo apparently thinks I should jump into bed with him so that she and my other friends don't have to put up with my sexual frustration."

  Kate glanced around to where Michael and Byron and Josh stood. "Couldn't hurt," she said with a shrug. "If I wasn't a happily married woman I'd consider it myself."

  "That's nice for you, isn't it? For both of you happily married women. Christ, I hope I wasn't ever so smug." Training overcame temper just enough that she managed to w
alk away instead of stalking.

  "Wrong buttons," Kate muttered. "We definitely pushed the wrong buttons."

  "It's past time some of them were pushed." But Margo sighed before sipping her wine. "I don't mind making her angry, but I didn't mean to make her unhappy. I just hoped that she'd enjoy herself, let Michael entertain her. And eventually screw her brains out."

  Kate chuckled. "You're a considerate friend, Margo. Hell, are we smug?"

  "I'm afraid so."

  A few minutes in the ladies' lounge cooled Laura off. She sat on one of the dainty padded stools at the long, mirrored counter and meticulously reapplied her lipstick.

  Was she frustrated? Was she becoming difficult to be around? She didn't like to think so. What she was was busy, focused, committed to her family and work.

  What was so wrong with that? Then she sighed, propped her elbows on the counter, her head in the vee of her hands. No, it was she who had blown a simple evening out of proportion, she admitted. Because she hadn't had a simple evening in too long.

  And because, she could admit privately, she didn't know how to behave with a man, especially one like Michael Fury.

  She'd been seventeen when she fell in love with Peter. Eighteen when she married him. Her dating record beforehand had been brief and uncomplicated.

  She'd been married for ten years and had indulged in no flirtations, much less affairs. The men she knew were relatives or old family friends. They were casual acquaintances, the husbands of women she knew, or business contacts.

  She was thirty years old, she thought miserably, and she didn't know how to date. Even when it wasn't a bona fide date.

  When the door to the lounge opened, she straightened quickly and took out her comb.

  "Hi, Laura."

  "Judy." Her smile warmed. Judy Prentice was a friend and a regular customer at Pretenses. "It's good to see you. You look wonderful."

  "Holding my own." Always ready for a chat or a quick gossip, Judy sat down beside her. "Did you see Maddie Greene? She had a boob job last month."

  She simply couldn't be overly dignified with Judy. "It was a little hard to miss, her with those twin soldiers."

  "Well, watch yourself. I made the polite comment when she brought it up. I think I said something about them looking very perky." She grinned when Laura snorted. "Next thing I knew, she'd dragged me in here and stripped to the waist to show them off. Up close, my dear, and much too personal."

  "Oh, God, thanks for the warning."

  "I have to admit, they're beauties. Speaking of which." Judy set down her jeweled compact. "I didn't recognize that incredibly gorgeous specimen you're with tonight. Is he from around here?''

  "He's an old friend."

  Judy rolled her eyes. "We should, all have such old friends."

  "He's just moved back to the area." A little thought leaked through. "Your daughter takes riding lessons, doesn't she, Judy?"

  "She's horse crazy. I went through the same stage, but it seems to be sticking with Mandy."

  "Michael raises horses, trains them. He's working out of

  Templeton House for the moment until he can rebuild. His property was destroyed in those mud slides."

  "Oh, God, weren't they horrible? Another friend of mine watched her house slide down a cliff. Just going, going, gone. Heartbreaking." Judy dabbed perfume at her wrists. "Why do we live in California?"

  "I hear it's the weather," Laura said dryly. "In any case, you might want to contact Michael if you decide to get Mandy a mount of her own."

  "Actually, we are considering it. Her birthday's coming up, and there's nothing she'd like better than her own horse." Lips pursed in thought, Judy replaced her perfume. "Thanks for the tip. I'll talk to my husband about it. Meanwhile, good luck with your old friend."

  Laura left the lounge in better spirits. The evening was wearing on, she was getting through it. The least she could do was make an effort to enjoy what was left of it.

  "Cooled off?"

  She jumped a little, muffled an oath. Must the man sneak up behind her? "I'm sorry."

  "You looked ready to chew steel when you marched off to the ladies' room." Michael handed her a fresh glass of champagne.

  "Maybe it was indigestion. I ran into a friend in there."

  "You women have little summit meetings in the john, don't you? Isn't that why you usually go inside in packs?"

  "Actually, we play poker and smoke cigars, but my point is, this friend of mine has a daughter and she's very keen on riding. They're considering buying her a horse. I gave Judy your name. I hope you don't mind."

  "Hey, anytime you want to toss business my way, feel free. I like your brother-in-law."

  "It showed. I expected the two of you to have a secret handshake by now."

  "Is that a subtle way of telling me I was ignoring you?"

  "No." She said it too quickly, and then tried to backtrack. "Not at all. I'm glad you and Byron hit it off." She spotted him on the dance floor with Kate. And her eyes warmed. "They're so happy together. They've only been married a couple of months, but with some people you can just tell that the way they look at each other isn't going to change."

  "Your romantic side's showing."

  She didn't take offense. "I'm allowed to have one."

  "Then I guess I should ask you to dance."

  She looked up at him. What the hell, she decided. ' Then I guess I should accept."

  Before he could take her hand, he saw her smile fade and freeze, her color drain to white. The hand that had lifted to take his fell to her side.

  "What's the problem?"

  She only took a quiet, shaky breath. "Hello, Peter. Candy."

  "Laura."

  Michael shifted, his hand instinctively moving to the small of Laura's back to support her. This must be the ex, he realized, with the perky, cat-eyed redhead clinging to his arm.

  He supposed this would be Laura's type. Tall and golden, distinguished, perfectly presented in a tailored tux, diamonds winking discreetly at his cuffs.

  "I didn't realize you were in town," Laura managed. She knew, though conversations continued, that attention was focusing on the little tableau. "When I spoke to you about Allison's school supper, you indicated you'd be away."

  "My plans changed a bit, but I'm still not able to attend." He said it formally, as if declining an invitation to a polo match.

  "It's very important to her, Peter. Just a few hours—"

  "And my plans are important to me." His gaze flicked to Michael, lingered in speculation. "I don't believe I know your escort."

  "Michael Fury." And Michael didn't offer a hand.

  "Of course. I thought I recognized you." Candy Litchfield's voice bubbled up. "Michael is an old friend of Josh Templeton's, darling. You ran away to sea or something, didn't you?"

  "Or something," Michael said, sparing her a glance. Her type had always grated on him. Overly bright, overly vicious. "I don't remember you."

  The statement had been calculated to deflate and annoy. He usually hit his mark. She bristled a little, then purred. "Well, after all, we didn't run in the same circles, did we? Your mother was a waitress, wasn't she?"

  "That's right. At Templeton Resort. And my father ran off with a redhead. I don't think she was related to you."

  "I shouldn't think so." After sneering down her nose, she looked back at Laura. "Now don't nag Peter, Laura. We've been so incredibly pressed. We've hardly had time to catch our breath since we got in this morning. We've been in St. Thomas."

  "How lovely for you, but the fact is that these pesky domestic details do require some communication. If you'd…"

  She trailed off as her gaze lighted on the ring Candy was displaying on the hand she deliberately fluttered against Peter's chest. The stone was as big as a hen's egg, sitting atop a platinum Tiffany setting.

  Satisfied that she'd finally shifted Laura's attention where she wanted it, Candy giggled. "Oh, dear, you've found us out. Peter and I want to make the announcement quie
tly, but I'm sure I can trust you to be discreet." And miserable, she hoped. She'd detested Laura for more years than she cared to count, and now she savored her moment of triumph.

  Every muscle in her stomach twisted as Laura looked into Peter's eyes. Oh, they were amused. Coolly amused. "Congratulations. I'm sure you'll be very happy together."

  "I have no doubt of it." Candace was perfect for him, he thought. Perfect for this new stage of his life, just as Laura had been perfect for another stage. "We're planning a small ceremony in May in Palm Springs."

  "Not too small." Candy pouted prettily, but her eyes were gleaming as they stayed locked on Laura's face. "May's such a lovely month for a wedding, don't you think? Something charming and alfresco would be nice. But not too small or informal. After all, a bride needs to show off a bit."

  "And you'd know all about that." Laura's hands were threatening to tremble. It couldn't be permitted. "Are you planning on telling the girls about your marriage, Peter, or is that up to me?"

  "I'll leave that to you."

  "I'm sure they'll be delighted," Candy purred, as she slid a glass off the tray of a nearby waiter. "Mine are. Little Charles is very fond of Peter, and Adrianna is thrilled with the prospect of a wedding."

  "How nice for you," Laura said stiffly. "But then, Charles and Adrianna must be used to your weddings by now."

  "Don't be snide, Laura." Peter's voice was cool and mild. "It never suited you. You'll have to excuse us now. We need to mingle."

  "Steady," Michael murmured as they slipped away.

  "That bitch! How am I going to tolerate that bitch being stepmother to my babies? How am I going to stand it?"

  It surprised him that that would be her first thought. Then he realized it shouldn't have. "They're bright girls, Laura, and she doesn't strike me as the maternal type."

  "I can't stay here."

  Before she could dash, he took a firm hold on her arm. The way he drew her to him made it seem as if they were sharing secrets. "You run out now, it's going to look like retreat. That's not what you want."

  "I can't stay here." There was panic swirling inside her, along with a bubbling brew of fury. "How could he do this? How could he do this to them?"