by Shan
He took his thumb and wiped away the wetness that had formed beneath my eyes. Picking me up, Jaheim sat me on my kitchen counter and picked up where I left off by rolling up the Kush and firing it up. He looked over at me with seriousness written all over his face.
“You know you can talk to me about whatever I won’t judge you. I can see ol’ girl hit a soft spot somehow. I’m sure that that’s some shit that you probably call up your home girls to talk to them about, but I’m trying to be your nigga and I want you to feel comfortable with talking to me about whatever. If I don’t have a solution, best believe I won’t stop at nothing until I come up with one,” Jaheim told me. He took a toke off the blunt and passed it in my direction. I looked at him and I could see that he was truly genuine with his words and decided that it might not be so bad talking to him and letting him know what had me so riled up.
I had almost told him about Tamar when Keysha walked up and interrupted us, but now I figured I would hold onto that for a little while longer. I enjoyed having him as a friend, and I didn’t want to lose that just yet. Call me selfish, but sometimes you had to go after what you want and I wanted Jaheim just as much as I could tell he wanted me.
I just had to make sure I was careful when talking to him until I told him the truth. I knew I couldn’t say Tamar’s name, or even say that I was married. Hell, I had told Jaheim that Tamar and I had divorced over six months ago, being I had served him with those papers that he refused to sign. I hated to start my relationship off with Jaheim with so many lies, but I would get around to tell him the truth sooner or later.
“My ex cheated on me the entire time we were together pretty much. My daughter Trina isn’t even biologically mine. I’ve just been taking care of her since she was born. Her dad cheated on me with her mother Kari, that bitch tried to kill me while she was pregnant. My ex’s brother ended up shooting her and she went to jail. The fucked up thing is that he assisted her with her legal care and she only has to do a part of the seven years that she was sentenced to, as long as she has good behavior. She’ll be out in about eighteen or nineteen months.”
“Damn, that’s fucked up.”
“Now, this new chick is the reason why I had to get a divorce from my husband. I can’t really blame her fully though because she didn’t know about me in the beginning, but when she did find out, it didn’t stop her from continuing to see him. He wanted to have his cake and eat it too, all the while treating me like shit and I had enough. I asked for a divorce and I haven’t looked back since. But even though he and I are not together, it still hurts to see another woman carrying a baby for him. I won’t lie about that,” I sighed.
“That’s a natural emotion. He was your husband so he was obviously someone you cared about. It’s normal to feel hurt after seeing someone you love continuously hurt you when you expected them to love you and never be the cause of any pain.”
I nodded my head in agreement and handed Jaheim the blunt. This dude was starting to make me like him more and more. I grabbed my glass of Absolut and took slow sips as I watched Jaheim in admiration. He faced the remainder of the blunt, sat it down in the ashtray, and then downed the rest of his drink. He caught me staring at him and I didn’t know if it was the liquor or the weed talking to me, but I spread my leg for him to come and stand in between them.
He walked over to me and immediately his lips found their way to mine and he slid his tongue into my mouth. I wrapped my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck. Jaheim was at least six-one and even with me sitting atop the counter, he still towered over me. I threw my head back as Jaheim, brought his lips to my neck and began to suck and kiss all over me. By now, my pussy was soaking and I wanted to feel him inside of me so bad, but I kept thinking that maybe we were moving too fast for a first date.
My thoughts started fucking with me even more wondering if it was just too soon. I knew that we both were grown and knew what we wanted, but there was always just an inkling of me that wanted to do things the traditional way. I remember back when Tamar and I first started dating, and didn’t immediately have sex with him. There was longevity in our relationship and I could already tell that I wanted the same with Jaheim.
Reasoning that it was the best thing to do, I pushed Jaheim away and quickly shut my damn legs. I was so fucking hot down there. My breathing was hard and my clit thumped like a second heart. I tried to jump down from the countertop but Jaheim came back over to me and forcefully pushed my legs open.
“I didn’t get to eat since that bitch caused us to cut our lunch short.”
“I can make you something to eat right quick,” I said ready to jump down again. I knew I sounded stupid, but I was trying to do whatever I had to do to get away from him and onto another subject. I knew damn well he wasn’t talking about no real food. With the way he was looking at me and constantly licking and biting down on his bottom lip, I could tell that it was me that he wanted to eat. The thought of it alone almost made me cum all over my white dress.
It had been so long since I had this pussy eaten that my heart started to speed up with anticipation. Hell it had been so long since I had any type of pleasure besides what I had given to myself. I had a few toys in my closet that I would break out when it got too bad that I had to do something in order to relieve myself.
“You don’t think we’re moving too fast. We’ve only been knowing each other a couple of weeks, and today was just our first date. Maybe we should wait a while.”
Jaheim looked at me with his left brow raised and then at the same time, we both looked down at the tent that had formed in jeans. I started laughing. He wasn’t trying to hear shit about waiting and neither was his dick.
“Nah, I don’t think we moving too fast. Damn, don’t tell me you be on that ninety day rule and shit.”
“No, I just don’t want to go too fast for you to not be around in a week or two or for you to think I’m some type of hoe and that I do this often.”
“I don’t think none of that. The only thing I’m thinking right now is that I know once I taste this pussy, I’mma wanna eat it again for breakfast, lunch, and dinner tomorrow and the next day, and the day after that.”
I looked into Jaheim’s eyes as he pulled my dress above my waist and pushed my legs further apart. He dropped down to his knees with his eyes still on mine. He used his fingers to spread my pussy lips apart and I jumped from his touch. I let out a soft moan and my body began to shake.
“Calm down, I’m not gonna hurt you,” Jaheim said just before he dove in. My head dropped backwards as his lips connected with the ones between my legs. He pulled my clit into his mouth sucking and then releasing just long enough to maneuver his tongue around my juicy kitty. Traces of my sweetness were gushing all over the place. He hadn’t even been down there a good minute and I was already soaking wet.
“Mmmh,” Jaheim grunted while looking up a me. He twirled his tongue in a circular motion before sucking me into his mouth again and applying pressure to it. My hands immediately went to his head and I tried to push him back, but he wasn’t budging.
“Oh, shit! Oh, my goodness!” I yelled. He pulled me all the way to the edge of the countertop so that I was no longer sitting on top of it and pretty much sitting on top of his face. I had to use my elbows to hold me up in fear that I would fall. I guess he knew what I was feeling because he gripped his arms around my body and held onto me tightly while never stopping the work that he was putting on my pussy.
The feeling became so good to me that I no longer gave a damn about falling and starting working my hips, bouncing up and down, going round and round to heighten the intensity of the orgasm that I knew was about to come my way. I closed my eyes and groped my hands around Jaheim’s head while pulling him between my legs as if he could go any further. This shit felt so bomb! I was about to explode. The feeling started in the bottom of my damn stomach and my breathing became heavy as fuck.
“Shit, baby! Shit! Yessss, eat this pussy!” I cried out. It was beco
ming more and more intense. I could feel it on the horizon but it hadn’t quite hit me just yet. The more and more he sucked on my clit, the fatter it became and the closer I came to cumming all in his mouth. I rode his face with no mercy. I had my legs locked so tightly around his head that I wasn’t sure if he could breathe or not, but I couldn’t care about that.
The nut that was building between my thighs was so fat that I was scared that when I released it that I might not be able to walk, think, or do shit right afterwards.
“Jaheim! Jah—Oh—Jah-shit-oh, fuck got damnit! I’m about to cum! Shit you about to---make-this-pussy cum!” The shit was so intense that I could barely get the words out of my mouth. I shook violently and suddenly my body went completely limp as I squirted every damn where. Jaheim took that shit like a pro and drunk every bit of what I put out down. He tried to keep going and I almost punched him in the eye trying to get away from him.
He placed me down on the floor and I hurried and grabbed a hold of the counter to keep myself from falling. Before I could even get myself together, Jaheim grabbed me, picked me up from the floor, and started walking towards the back of my house. We began kissing each other as he went room from room trying to figure out where my bedroom was located.
“It's on the other side of the house, by the kitchen,” I laughed. He chuckled and carried me to my bedroom, barely shutting the door behind us. Gently sitting me down on the floor, he turned me around and helped me to remove my dress. I was completely naked and he was no longer touching me. Once again, I was riddled with nervousness, and the insecurities I felt about my recent weight gain had me feeling unsure of myself.
Slowly, I turned around to see if my body had turned him off only to see him standing behind me naked as the day he was born with his dick pointing to the heavens as he rolled a condom over it. He was watching me while doing so. The way he looked at me told me I had nothing to be worried about. I could tell that it was one of pure ecstasy rather than one of disgust.
I continued to watch over my shoulder as Jaheim made his way towards me. He pushed me towards the bed and positioned me on all fours. He slid his tongue down the crack of my ass and I damn near collapsed onto the bed. I grabbed a hold of the sheets as he worked his tongue in and out of my pussy, slid it down my slit, and then pushed it in and out of my anal opening.
He grabbed my hand, and while placing his hand over mine, he positioned it over my love button, and together we massaged it while he licked my backside clean. Shit I was in love already. This nigga was gonna have my head gone and all fucked up by the way he was working me over. After bringing me to another soul clenching orgasm, he climbed on top of the bed and plunged his thick meat inside of me.
“Shit!” I hollered. I was so fucking wet that I could feel every inch and every bit of the thickness that he was packing. “Be gentle.”
Jaheim completely ignored my pleas and stroked my pussy like he had something to prove. I felt like I was digging a hole in my sheets by the way I was grabbing and scratching away at the fabric. Every time I tried to squeeze my muscles around his dick, my legs vibrated and my legs became weak. He grabbed a hold of my waist and pulled me back each time he went in. I was in pure bliss. He was feeling so good to me that I didn’t want it to ever end.
Jaheim slapped me on the ass, pulled out of me, and began to lick the shit out of my clit once again. I crawled away from him unable to take his pleasure any longer. He was working this pussy so good that all I wanted to do was ball up in the fetal position and suck my thumb until I went to sleep.
“Nah, I ain’t done with you yet. I’m about to be in this good pussy for the rest of the muthafuckin’ day,” he said as he laid me on my back and slid back inside of me. I wrapped my legs tightly around his waist while he took one of my breasts into his mouth and slowly sucked away at my nipples. The tingling sensation caused me to cream and I could feel myself about to burst again.
I began to throw the pussy back at him, clenching down on his fat dick while riding the wave of the pleasure I was feeling. Jaheim started to pull back and I knew then that I was now the one putting it on him.
“Shit girl, slow down before you make a nigga nut!”
“Nah, I’m about to cum on this dick! Where you going?” I cuffed my arms under his and threw my ass into him squeezing tighter and tighter. “Shit! Oh, my goodness! This dick is so goooood!”
“This pussy is good. You about to make me cum! Keep throwing that pussy at me ma and I’m a fucking nut! Shit!”
I threw myself into him and we were both howling with ecstasy. Jaheim slowly pumped in and out of me and I watched as the veins in his neck protruded through his skin. His dick thumped inside of me causing me to have an unexpected orgasm.
“Oh fuck!” I cooed.
Minutes later, we were both spent and sprawled out over the bed. I laughed inside cause the nigga said he was about to be up in me all day, but the minute his head hit that pillow, he was out, and snoring and I wasn’t too far behind him.
***
The next morning, I woke up at the crack of dawn and started to make breakfast for Jaheim and me. I was so fucking tired. After having sex with Jaheim the first time, we slept for a few hours, went at it again, slept some more, and then woke up and had sex again. The only reason why I didn’t jump on the dick again this morning was because he had ran out of condoms, I didn’t have any around the house, and we were both too tired to go and get any. The kids would be coming home soon and I didn’t know if Taylana or Ms. Cheryl would be bringing them home, or if Tamar decided that he would be doing so this time.
He had been texting and calling me non-stop over the past couple of weeks and I had been very short with him. Just yesterday before meeting up with Jaheim, I said that I was going to stop being so mean to him and act like an adult, but after seeing Keysha all I could think was fuck him.
I pulled the carton of eggs out of the fridge along with some bacon and butter. I placed the bacon in the skillet and cracked a few eggs inside of a bowel. I added some onion, bell pepper, shredded cheese along with a little seasoning to my eggs and began to stir them up.
“Shit,” I cussed and damn near jumped out of my skin when Jaheim wrapped his arms around my waist. He placed soft kisses down the back of my neck causing goose bumps to form all over my body.
“My bad, I didn’t mean to scare you. I woke up looking for you in the bed and you was gone. Why the hell you up so early?” Jaheim laughed and slid his hand underneath my satin robe.
“I’m always up this early. I’m used to having to get up and make the kids breakfast that I can barely sleep past six o’clock no matter how much sleep I get the night before.”
“Damn, this what time I usually go to bed.”
“I bet,” I giggled. He pulled my head back and slid his tongue into my mouth.
“I think I need to make a run to the store for another box of condoms. I just wanna climb inside of you and never leave.”
“Hmmm,” I said turning around to face him. “I wish that you could, but my kids will be here in a few hours and I’m not sure if their father will be the one bringing them home. I told you how crazy that nigga is and I don't need y’all shooting at each other.”
Just as those words left my mouth, Jaheim patted his side and told me that he would be right back. I shook my head because I knew that he was going to get the pistol that he thought that I didn’t notice he was carrying. When he came back, he turned the stove off, picked me up, and placed me on the countertop again. I looked at him and shook my head, but he wanted to be a hardhead and have his way with me.
For the next forty-five minutes, Jaheim ate me out causing me to cum countless times. I was so fucking weak and exhausted that I no longer had the energy to make breakfast. I hope the kids had eaten because I already knew that I would be laying around on my ass for the better part of the day.
“Damn, I hate to leave your beautiful ass. When am I gonna see you again?” Jaheim asked as he stood the doorway.
“Three days. Shit, I gotta wait three days before I get to see you again. Man, you gonna have to sneak me in when the shorties or sleep or something. I don’t think I can go that long without seeing you again and too, I’ll be flying back home Sunday.”
“Damn baby, you leaving me already?” I asked feeling a little sad.
“Yea, I gotta get back to check on my little brother Nas and make sure he’s good, and my pops talking about I need to get back so he can talk to me, but I’ll be back soon. I plan to stay out here until I can get this nigga to hear me out on this business I got for him.”
I held my head down and then stood up on the tips of my toes to kiss Jaheim on his lips. I didn’t want him speaking about business to me anymore because it made me feel bad each time he mentioned it.
“Fuck that waiting until Wednesday shit. I’ll see you tonight. Call me when you put the kids to bed,” Jaheim said breaking the kiss. I nodded my head and watched as he walked away to his car. Once he was inside, I closed and locked the door and headed to take a long, hot shower with a smile on my face. For the first time in a long time, I felt happy. I don’t know why but I felt like Jaheim was going to be the one that brightened my days. It was just something about him that felt so right to me.
“Such a good fuckin’ night,” I said to myself before I twisted the knob to turn the water on in the shower. I untied my robe and allowed it to fall to the floor. For a few seconds, I checked myself in the mirror to make sure Jaheim didn’t leave any marks behind, and then quickly jumped inside the shower, closing the glass doors behind me. I was hoping that I could get a couple of hours of sleep before the kids came home knowing that I wouldn’t get a wink when they got here.