My Savior Forever

by Vicki Green

  “Ugh, Jesse, more, more please. Ugh,” I say withering underneath him. I reach down and take his cock in my hand and rub my thumb over the head, wiping off the semen that has seeped from the tip. My hand follows his big shaft to the bottom and I squeeze it all the way back up to the top.

  He lets out a loud groan and looks down at me with the sexiest look on his face. “Ah, baby, you’re gonna make me come too soon. I want to be inside you when I come,” he says looking at me with his eyes half-mast.

  He reaches over to the night stand, getting a condom out. He rips it open with his teeth. He sits up, in between my legs, and quickly sheaths his cock. Before he resumes his previous position on top of me he looks at me and slides a finger inside my core. I buck and arch my back. “OHHHH my God! That feels so good!” I yell.

  He puts another finger in me, crooking them, hitting my g-spot. OH, MY GOD! I start to see dots in front of my eyes, my body shaking.

  Next thing I know he is back on top of me and thrusts his cock inside me. I slowly open my eyes and look at him. He is so beautiful. His eyes are full of love and they are looking into mine as he moves. I meet his thrusts and we find a rhythm together. He starts sucking on my right nipple and fondling my left breast as he continues to bring me closer and closer to the brink.

  “Come for me, baby. Come with me,” he whispers and that’s all it took. I yell out his name over and over as he yells out mine and we fall together.

  We lay there together, Jesse laying half on top of me. He is breathing heavy into my neck. “Baby, you’re incredible! I am the luckiest man on this earth,” he says into my neck.

  I rest my head onto his and sigh. “I love you, Jesse. I’m the lucky one.” He looks up as I move my head back and he kisses me hard on my lips.

  He gets up and starts walking to the bathroom, “Don’t move. I want my place back as soon as I clean us up.” I hear him running the water in the sink. In a couple of minutes he comes and sits next to me with a wash cloth. “Open those legs for me, baby,” he says to me.

  I do what he asks. Wow! Does that feel good! He places the warm wash cloth on my vagina and rubs softly up and down cleaning me up. OHHHHH! I feel so spoiled. I could so get used to this. “Hmmmm, that feels great, babe,” I moan.

  He finishes cleaning me and proceeds to clean his cock. Once done he throws the washcloth on the floor over by the bathroom door. He crawls into bed and pulls me into his arms. I lay my head on his chest, my right leg over his and I start rubbing circles on his chest. The last thing I remember before I went into my blissful sleep is him kissing the top of my head and whispering, “I love you, Cassie. I always will. You have saved me too.”

  Chapter nineteen

  I awake the next morning yawning and stretching. Hmmm, my ribs aren’t as sore, maybe it’s the workout I am getting. Laughing to myself, I just realized I haven’t had any nightmares the last couple of nights either.

  I look to my left and Jesse isn’t there. I turn over to his pillow and sniff. It smells of my Jesse. Yum! I could bottle that scent, sell it and make a fortune! Shaking my head, nah, I want to keep that for myself.

  I get up and go to the bathroom and look at myself in the mirror. There is definitely an afterglow about me this morning. My cheeks are tinted pink. I have kissed lips and oh, my God I have sex hair. I quickly get my brush and start working on it. Dangit! I need a trim so badly!

  I get dressed and make my way downstairs. I can hear Jesse and Allie talking in the kitchen. I walk in to Jesse cooking breakfast while Allie sits at the table. She has her hair piled up on top of her head. Her left leg is crossed over her right, swinging it as she talks. She grabs a piece of bacon from the plate on the table and says, “I love her, Jesse. She is beautiful, sweet, and genuine. I could just go on and on and on.”

  “Please go ahead,” I say with a big grin on my face.

  Allie sits up straight and drops her bacon onto her plate. “Oh, um, Cassie. Morning!” She says smiling. Walking over to Jesse, I am laughing now. He bends down, while cooking eggs in the skillet, and I kiss him on the cheek while patting his back. I walk over and sit across from Allie, grabbing a piece of bacon and stuffing it in my mouth, looking at her smiling the whole time.

  “Sorry, didn’t mean to interrupt. Please, continue,” I say with my mouth full. Allie smirks at me playfully and continues to eat. “I was just telling Jesse how much I am enjoying my time here. I might not want to leave.” She laughs.

  Jesse walks over with a bowl of scrambled eggs, toast, jelly and sausage. He places them on the table and sits next to me. He leans over and gives me a very welcome good morning kiss. Allie clears her throat. Ok, maybe we kissed a little longer than the usual good morning kiss.

  “Even though I thoroughly enjoyed the night time activities I heard last night, can you guys please at least refrain a little in front of me?” She says with a grin. Oops! I didn’t realize we had been that loud last night.

  I turn a million shades of red when I look at her.

  “Aw, don’t be embarrassed, Cassie. I’m so happy for you and Jesse, truly I am!” She says, “I love you being a new addition to our family and now I have the sister I always wanted.” Her smile is contagious.

  “So, what are you girls going to do today? I have to head into town and get a few supplies.” Jesse looks at me from the corner of his eyes. “Do either of you need anything?”

  I look at him and mouth ‘What?’ and he shrugs. What is that all about? We both tell Jesse we’re fine and don’t need anything.

  I tell them I will clean up so Allie goes upstairs to get dressed. Left in the kitchen with Jesse I walk over to him and ask, “What was that all about? Why did you look at me that way?”

  He puts his arms around me. “I, um, think I need to get a couple of pregnancy tests. Remember Dr. Moore says that you should take more tests to make sure you’re not pregnant. We want to make sure, right?”

  I look at him with tears in my eyes. “Oh, my God, Jesse. What if I am? I could never, ever get rid of it. I know I couldn’t do that. But, but what about us? What will happen to us?” I ask, my voice shaking.

  He reaches his hand to my cheek and wipes away the tear that has now fallen down my face. “Baby, shhhh, it will all be ok. If you are, we will deal with it. I am not going anywhere. I love you. And if you are pregnant, then I will love the baby as much as I do you. Shhhh, don’t worry.” He kisses my forehead and lingers there. I close my eyes and let out a sigh of relief.

  A couple of hours later, Jesse leaves us to go into town, showing us how to arm the alarm and making us promise to set it when he leaves.

  Allie and I spend the time talking and getting to know each other. She talks about her and Jesse’s childhood and I talk about getting back to my friends at the Café.

  “Um, if you don’t want to talk about this you don’t have to, but what happened Cassie? Why did those men have you?” She asks me with a frown.

  I look at her. She has such concern in her eyes. I am starting to love her like a sister and a best friend. Can I tell her? Will she feel differently about me after she knows what happened? Do I take that chance?

  I take a deep breath and tell her everything. I don’t leave out any details. I tell her about how Jesse is my savior and not only did he save me from the men that kidnapped me but he has saved me from my life of loneliness and unhappiness. I am crying by the time I am done.

  Allie gets up from her spot on the chair and sits next to me on the couch and envelopes me in a hug, she is crying too. We sit there crying and hugging for the longest time. By the time we pull back I am sniffling and hiccupping.

  Allie reaches over to the end table and grabs a couple of Kleenex’s and hands me one. While wiping her eyes she says, “Oh, Cassie. You have to be the bravest person I have ever met. I am so sorry that happened to you and the life you’ve had to endure.”

  “Jesse is getting pregnancy tests because there is still a chance I could be pregnant,” I say while crying again. “J
esse told me he didn’t care if I was, he would still love me and the baby.” Now I am bawling.

  Allie hugs me again and holds me tight. “Of course he will and so will I. He loves you, sweetie.”

  I am crying harder now. What did I do to deserve these wonderful people’s love? I never thought I would have this, that I would feel this. I feel so blessed right now.

  We both pull back from each other and she wipes some tears off my face with her tissue. “Why don’t you go upstairs and lie down for a little while? Hmmm? Jesse should be home pretty soon and if you’re still asleep, I’ll make sure he comes to you, ok?” She says patting my knee.

  “Are you sure you don’t mind? I hate just leaving you down here alone,” I ask. She shakes her head at me. “No, of course I don’t mind. Go ahead. I’ll be fine. Jesse won’t be much longer.”

  I nod at her and slowly walk to the stairs. I turn my head to her. “If you need me, come wake me up. Promise?” I ask her. She nods at me, “I promise. Now go get some rest.”

  Chapter twenty

  I am disoriented as I open my eyes to find Jesse looking at me as he shakes me really hard. “Cassie, baby, wake up! Honey, shhhh, wake up. It’s just a dream. I’m here now, shhhh.” He pulls me into his arms and holds me.

  I feel really out of it. “Um, what happened?” I ask.

  Jesse pulls away, just slightly, as he searches my eyes. “You were having a bad dream. Allie told me you told her everything that happened to you. I think that may have caused your bad dream. Can you remember anything?”

  I shake my head a bit while closing my eyes. “Um, yeah, it was the same nightmare I was having before. It felt so real, like it was happening all over again.” I push my face into his chest while my arms go around him. He places his hand on the back of my head, stroking my hair over and over.

  Allie comes racing into the bedroom and skids to a stop right before she hits the bed. “Oh, my God, Cassie! Are you ok? You were screaming so loud!” She yells.

  Still holding me, Jesse looks over at Allie. “She’s ok, sis. Just a nightmare, she’ll be ok in a bit.” Allie reaches over and rubs my back. I dig my head deeper into Jesse’s chest.

  Allie whispers, “Its ok Cassie. We both love you, remember that, we love you and we’re here for you.” She quietly leaves the room, but I can hear the door shut.

  I look up at Jesse. “I’m sorry. I feel like that’s all you do is take care of me. I don’t mean for you to have to do that so much.” I sniffle.

  He cups my face with his hands. “Don’t ever feel that way, baby. I will always take care of you. I love caring for you. I love you. Don’t ever forget that. I think talking about it today with sis put it all in your head again.” He kisses my forehead, and I begin to calm down.

  “I hate to bring this up but do you feel like taking one of these tests now? I really think you should do one today and then maybe take another in a few days. I bought several. I know the doctor said in a couple of weeks but I want this to be behind you.” He kisses me softly.

  I pull back from him and brush the hair out of my eyes. “I’m ok. Thanks for getting those for me. I’ll go take one and be downstairs in a few minutes, ok?” I look at him with a small smile.

  “Ok, but are you sure you don’t want me to stay up here with you? Moral support?” He asks. I shake my head. “I think I need to do this on my own. But, thank you.” I give him a hug and get up from the bed. As I walk towards the bathroom I look over my shoulder and watch him leave the room.

  After taking one of the tests, I lay it on the counter and decide to take a quick shower. Maybe that will help me get refreshed. Once I am done and toweled off, I wrap the towel around my body and begin the tedious process of brushing out my hair. I look down at the test but nothing is showing yet. I pick up the box and read the back to see how long it takes. Hmmm should be any second now.

  I hear the bathroom door open slowly behind me. I look over my shoulder and its Allie peeking in.

  “I’m sorry, I hope you don’t mind. Can I stay? I just wanted to be with you,” she says smiling. I shake my head and turn back around and start brushing my hair again.

  “Ouch! Damn that hurt. My hair has needed a trim for quite a while now,” I say as I snag my hair, yet again!

  Allie looks at me fondly. “Hey, I have some scissors in my bathroom. I’m always snipping at my hair. May I trim it for you? I promise I won’t screw it up too bad.”

  “Wow that would be great if you’re sure you don’t mind?” I ask hesitantly. She turns to walk out. “I don’t mind at all, what are friends for?” She smiles and then leaves.

  While Allie is gone, I look back down at the test on the counter. I pick it up to get a better look. “Negative,” I say aloud. I slump and sigh in relief. There’s still a small chance I could be pregnant, I know, but I am still relieved just the same.

  Allie comes back into the bathroom, shutting the door behind her. She looks at me and then down to the test in my hand. “May I?” She asks. I hand the test to her and next thing I know she slams into me hard, wrapping her arms around me, knocking us into the counter.

  She pulls back still holding onto my shoulders. “What? You’re not happy with the result? I thought you would be jumping up and down,” she says and she studies my face.

  I smile and nod. “I’m happy it’s just that the doctor said it could be too soon to tell yet. She suggested I take one in a couple of weeks, but Jesse thought maybe I could take one every few days.” I shrug.

  “Well, negative now is still good news in my book. Now, let’s see about your hair. I brought some detangler with me. I’ll put that on first to see if I can get through your tangles easier. May I?” She says as she reaches for my brush.

  Once Allie has gotten all the tangles out of my hair, she trims it. Perfect! Oh, it feels so much better! I turn around to her. “Thanks so much Allie. You should be a beautician.”

  She smiles at me and waves me off. “Oh, that’s nothing. I’ve been cutting Jesse’s hair and mine for ages. You have beautiful hair, with just enough wave to give it that extra body. And I love the color!” She smiles at me as she is fluffing my hair.

  That evening we all sat around watching movies, munching on snacks and laughing together. I haven’t had this much fun in a long time. I feel so comfortable around them. I’m starting to feel like maybe I can be part of their family.

  Chapter twenty-one

  Allie has me in a hug whispering, “I love you, Cassie. You’re my sister now. Please take care of each other.” She sniffs as she turns to Jesse. I can hear her whisper to him but can’t make out what she’s saying.

  “I can’t believe it’s been a week already! I don’t want to go back. I want to stay here with my new sister and my bro,” she says with a sigh.

  I look sadly at Jesse then back to Allie. “I know, I wish you could stay. But it could end up being too dangerous for you and you have a life. Go, be great at your job. We will see each other again soon, I promise. You’re not getting away from me that easy,” I smile and wink at her.

  Allie reluctantly leaves the house promising Jesse she will call us soon. Jesse turns around after shutting the door, setting the alarm and stalks towards me.

  I back up step by step matching his. “Now,” Jesse says wagging his eyebrows, “where were we?”

  He’s smiling at me and starts to reach out. I turn and run toward the stairs. I am laughing so hard I can hardly breathe.

  I am half way up the stairs when Jesse catches me, holding my back to his front. We are both laughing. He sets me down on the step above him, and I turn around to face him. At this advantage, I don’t have to look up at him quite so much. Once our laughter dies, we stand there looking into each other’s eyes, both of us breathing heavily.

  He takes the hair that has fallen in my face and places it behind my ear. He keeps his hand there on the side of my face and lowers his lips slowly to mine.

  He lowers me on the steps and straddles me, our kisses n
ever break stride. He’s kissing me with hunger, need, want. I give back equally.

  He stops kissing my lips and begins kissing all over my face. “I (kiss) don’t (kiss) want (kiss) to (kiss) hurt (kiss) your (kiss) ribs (kiss).” He stops long enough to get up off me, bends down and next thing I know, I am in his arms. “Whoa,” I screech.

  He carries me up the rest of the stairs and to the bedroom. When we reach the door he turns his head to me and says, “Hmmm, I think we need a shower. We are very (kiss) very (kiss) dirty.” He winks at me and continues to carry me to the bathroom.

  Jesse sets me down and I watch him as he turns on the water, testing it periodically. Once he feels he has the right temperature, he turns and begins taking off his clothes.

  Ah! A strip show! I like this! Before I know it, he grabs me and pulls off my shirt. Oh, my! He reaches around me and unclasps my bra and flings it behind him. I hear it hit the wall. He places my hands on his strong shoulders and squats down in front of me. He starts pulling down my pants and underwear at the same time. Nudging me with one of his elbows, I step out of them, one foot and then the other. While he is still squatting he looks up at my ribs and places soft kisses there.

  I choke up a little. Tears are threatening to flow. I watch him as he stands back up. Then he picks me up and steps into the shower. He shuts the shower door with his foot closing us in. He takes the soap and begins to lather it in his hands. Water begins to cascade around his body as he turns around to face me.

  I watch the water trickling down his body, down, down, until I am staring at his engorged cock. Man, that’s gotta hurt all big and bulging like that.

  He clears his throat and I snap my head back up to look at him. He has a cocky (pun intended) look on his face. He sets the bar of soap down and with his lathered hands he starts washing me. He starts at my neck and slowly washes down my arms. I gulp. He slides his soapy hands down my chest until he gets to my breasts and holds them there. He squeezes them gently and I moan, rather loudly. His eyes are half-mast now, staring at me.