Hotel Hollywood: A Lesbian Romance

by Nicolette Dane

  I looked over at Kelsie once more, the smallest, cutest little sporadic snore coming from her nose as she slept, and I felt tears stream down either side of my face. I believed. How could I not?

  “I love you, Kelsie,” I said aloud to her. She smiled.

  Kelsie and I stood together in the lobby of the Hotel Champlain, both of us tired, having not got enough sleep the night before. She was dressed in an ankle-length grey dress, an athletic stretchy material, sleeveless and casual, with sandals on her feet, a straw hat on her head with her red tresses tumbling out behind, sunglasses over her eyes. Without a bra on underneath, the slightest outline of her nipples could be seen through the fabric. I could just gaze at her for hours, drink her in with all my senses, describe her in thousands and thousands of words with a pen and paper, and I still could not even touch how wonderful I thought she was. How beautiful. How brilliant.

  She caught me looking at her and she grinned.

  “Like what you see?” Kelsie radiated light.

  “Totally.”

  All around us stood other people from the cast and crew of the movie, each of them roving about, chatting groggily with one another, suitcases and bags in hand. It was different than I’d ever imagined something like a Hollywood film production would be. It felt… normal. These were just people, just normal people like me. Of course, there was a certain preference granted to Kelsie, Josh Timony, some of the producers, the director. But I personally had a difficult time seeing the line and where it was drawn. Maybe that was my naivety. Maybe that would change once I got into the thick of it in LA.

  “Does everybody just… co-mingle like this?” I asked Kelsie sheepishly. “Is that how it’ll be on the plane?”

  “No,” she said. “We’re taking the studio jet. Most of the crew will be on a normal airline.”

  “Okay,” I said. “So, like, what… we’ll just be mostly alone on-board?”

  “Yeah,” laughed Kelsie. “And I’ll be able to lean over and finger you.” As she said this, Kelsie snuck a single finger up the leg of my shorts and wiggled it around, stirring an embarrassed laugh out of me.

  “Stop it!” I giggled, smacking her hand. She laughed along with me. “Are you serious?”

  “Am I serious?” she repeated. “Am I going to finger you on the jet? No, Audra, of course not. You’re a freak.”

  “Well, I wouldn’t stop you,” I said off-handedly, looking away and shrugging.

  “There will be other people around,” said Kelsie matter-of-factly. “And although I’m sure some of them would quite enjoy the show, I’m not that girl.”

  After a little more playful back and forth, we were interrupted by a call for attention from the front of the lobby. It was Jennifer. She whistled loudly and waved her arms back and forth to make herself look big.

  “All right everyone,” Jennifer called. “Please focus up here. The busses have arrived and we’re about to head to the airport. Everyone flying on the commercial regional airline, make sure you’ve got your ticket. You’ll be flying from Ford International in Grand Rapids to Chicago O’Hare, where you should have a quick layover before you fly back to LAX.”

  When Jennifer said this, I suddenly felt a minor frenzy. I didn’t have a ticket. For whatever reason, I patted myself down, checking my back pocket, checking my bag, just to see if I had completely spaced out on the entire thing.

  “No, it’s okay,” cooed Kelsie in a low murmur, stilling my arm with her hand. “We don’t need tickets.”

  “Crew, I want you all to board busses 2, 3, and 4 when you get outside,” continued Jennifer. “They’ll take you to your terminal. For the cast, please board bus 1 which will take you to your terminal.”

  “We bypass all the ticket stuff and security,” whispered Kelsie. “It’s a private jet. No layover, nothing. We’re heading directly to Los Angeles.”

  “That’s nice,” I hummed.

  “It is.”

  “Also, to the cast,” said Jennifer, her voice booming in the lobby. “Remember, you’ll be heading directly to the soundstage at Regal Studios and going posthaste to hair and makeup. You’ve got a long day today, the call sheet says you’re shooting until midnight.”

  “Ugh,” Kelsie groaned in secret to me. “I’m sorry I’ll be gone so long.”

  “I can’t believe you’ll be working that late,” I said.

  “That’s the way she goes,” said Kelsie, acquiescing with a grin.

  “I bet you’ll be crying yourself to sleep tonight on your silky golden pillow,” I teased.

  Kelsie smiled devilishly and pinched my side. I squeaked out and batted at her hand, causing a couple people to look at us.

  “Shh!” said Kelsie, putting a finger to her lips, barely covering her smile.

  “So if there are no questions,” continued Jennifer. “Let’s get moving. Thank you Hotel Champlain for being our home base for these past six weeks.” As Jennifer said this, a handful of people in the group rumbled a half-hearted ‘thank you.’ But when she said these words, I felt a pang inside me. I, too, thanked the Hotel Champlain. It had been my home for years.

  Jennifer waved once dramatically, motioning everybody to follow her out of the front door and the exit commenced. I looked behind me and saw Meredith, sitting behind my old desk, waving at us as the group began filtering out. Jake was there too, the smile on his face looking somewhat pained. I knew this had been a big deal for him, and a nice chunk of money, a sum of money that he probably wouldn’t see again too soon. If at all. I felt for him, really I did, I loved him for how he treated me. You don’t often get bosses like that. But he understood. He understood that I had to go. Champlain just wasn’t where I belonged anymore. I hadn’t belonged here for a very long time.

  I felt in some way I was abandoning everything, my family, much like my mother had done. I couldn’t help but feel like that, even if it wasn’t the same thing. And it wasn’t. My state of fear, of feeling stuck, of being marooned in Champlain, it was a product of my mother’s leaving. And I had finally been able to wiggle myself free from the reeds.

  When I was younger, 16 or so, I walked up to my favorite beach on Lake Michigan, that very same beach I had taken Kelsie to, and I came upon a shipwrecked sailboat. It was so out of the ordinary to see that, to see that beached boat, helpless, lifeless, laying about in ruin. I couldn’t help but wonder what had happened to it. Was the person, or people, sailing it… dead? Where they inside? How long had it floated capsized on the Lake until it washed up on this shore?

  I was that sailboat. Uncertain, mired, near wrecked. And just as that boat’s owners, very much alive and well, swooped in eventually, righted the hull, hoisted the sails, and returned the schooner to its former glory, so had Kelsie to me. I was ready to explore. Not just Los Angeles, not just life, but me… I was ready to hoist my own sails and find out who I truly was.

  “Hey,” said Kelsie, taking my hand. “Let’s go.”

  I walked with Kelsie, hand in hand, outside the lobby doors of the Hotel Champlain for the last time. The bright, early sun gleamed down, instilling upon us a wonderful late summer warmth, the kind of late summer warmth you can only feel here on the west coast of Michigan. The nostalgia was palpable to me. I would miss it. But I knew I would be back. I couldn’t stray too far from Lake Michigan. It held a special place in my heart. And when I came back to it, I knew that I would be a changed woman, the kind of woman that Lake Michigan wanted me to be. Just as it was impossible to tame something as ephemeral as Mishigami, the Greatest of the Great Lakes, so too would it be impossible to tame me.

  I finally felt free. Everything was opening up. I squeezed Kelsie’s hand as we boarded the bus, she ascending the steps in front of me, and I felt entirely different in that very moment from anything I’d ever experienced before. Like I wasn’t even Audra Durand. I was just watching Audra Durand. I was watching her act out the movie that was her life.

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