For Your Love

by Caine, Candy

  “Whh…why? Is it because I cheated? It was a mistake—and it only happened once. I told you,” he replied, his voiced sounding thin and shrill. “I said I was sorry—”

  She cut him off, ignoring his blatant lie. Every time he opened his mouth he lied and his whining was hurting her ears. “That’s only part of it—”

  In disbelief, he practically shouted, “There’s more?”

  “I’m in love with another man.”

  Anger chased away the look of shock on Martin’s face. “Who’s the son-of-a-bitch?

  I’ll—”

  Carla waved a hand to stop him. “Don’t bother; I doubt if he loves me. Besides, he doesn’t even know how I feel.”

  The expression on Martin’s face transformed into one of sheer astonishment. “Are you out of your fuckin’ mind? You’re telling me you’re dumping me because you love someone who has no idea that you love him?”

  She nodded.

  “And you’re going to throw our marriage away because of it?” His tone was accusatorial and filled with hurt.

  Carla knew Martin would try to shift the blame toward her and didn’t care. All she wanted was for him to go. She’d wasted enough time lying to herself that all was well when his love for her had been so shallow. Maybe not in the beginning when they were first married, but definitely now. There was little room for her in his life alongside his ego.

  “You’re sure you want to split?” he asked her again.

  “Yes. I’d like you to take your things and leave.”

  “Now?”

  “There’s no use for you to hang around. I won’t change my mind.”

  “I can’t believe you’re fucking doing this!” he said, banging the beer bottle down on the table before stomping out of the kitchen.

  Carla heard drawers slamming in the bedroom. Good, she thought. This meant he was going to leave tonight. She knew this was for the best and what she wanted, fearing that if he stayed she might waiver. It was always easier to try and mend things, but trying to save her marriage would be like putting a Band-aid over a broken heart. She’d wasted enough of her life with a self-centered, selfish man and wouldn’t shed any more tears. It was time to move on.

  Martin appeared before her with two bulging suitcases. Knowing Martin, he probably tossed the stuff into the luggage from across the room. “When you come to your senses call me,” he snapped.

  Carla said nothing as she looked into his angry blue eyes one last time before he stormed out of the house and hopefully out of her life. All she wanted was for the phone to ring and hear the sound of Richard’s voice.

  * * *

  Lynne and Haywood had just ordered. They were having a late supper in a quiet, Italian restaurant near her last house showing of the evening. He’d driven over to meet her still feeling the elation of being with her, which he likened to the smell of a new car. Things couldn’t be better for them. After drifting from job to job, he’d finally found one he enjoyed and did well. It was all because of Lynne, who believed in him.

  The fact that she loved him was the most fantastic thing to happen to him in a long time. Before she’d entered his life, he’d already reconciled to the fact that he was a loser. Of course the feeling had been nurtured by loving help of his mother. However, that was old history he didn’t want to dwell on —especially now with such a rosy future ahead of him.

  He looked at the petite raven-haired woman who had the power to make his heart bubble over with happiness. Though her hazel eyes changed color with her clothing, they were always full of life and insatiable warmth—except when they were making love. Then they glittered like precious jewels. Though she was short and only came up to the middle of his chest, she possessed the love of an Amazon. And she gave all of that love to only him.

  “What?” Lynne asked, noticing his stare.

  “I love to look at you—but you already know that,” he said reaching over to take her hand in his.

  “I’m glad. You’re kinda cute yourself,” was Lynne’s reply, which caused him to blush.

  “You’re blushing.”

  “I guess you could just about make me do anything.”

  Lynne gazed at her watch.

  “What’s wrong?” Haywood asked concerned.

  “I’m worried about Carla. She must have told Martin she wanted a divorce by now.”

  “He’s violent? Seemed like a wuss to me.”

  “I’d say somewhere in-between. Either way, he wouldn’t be happy about it.”

  “He wouldn’t hurt her, would he?” Haywood frowned.

  Lynne shook her head.” I doubt it. Though the blow to his ego would be severe. I doubt he’s ever been rejected by a woman before.”

  * * *

  Like most cities, downtown Phoenix had a seamy underbelly where drugs and sex were sold. Old abandoned warehouses and factories housed the disenfranchised and misbegotten souls that society had left by the wayside. That night as the prostitutes were plying their trade to score enough to appease their own habits and keep their pimps happy, a step-van pulled behind a vacant lot where a landfill had grown from strewn garbage and rusted car skeletons. Two men got out of the van’s cab and walked toward the back. Each took an end of a large, black plastic bag and carried it to the open trunk of a car. They placed it inside and closed the trunk. Without a word, they got back into the van and drove off. None of the denizens of the night took any notice.

  * * *

  Richard had fallen into a fitful sleep. At some point he began to dream. In it he was chasing after Carla who was, in turn, chasing after her husband. Around and around they went until someone was hitting a gong ending the round. As the dream receded into the back of his mind, he became aware that the phone was ringing. He turned toward the night stand and lifted the receiver. It was 4:30AM. Who would call him at such an ungodly hour?

  As he lifted the receiver, he already knew it wasn’t going to be good news.

  “Richie, meet us at General. It’s Mom. Maybe a stroke.” His sister’s voice trembled.

  “Be there as soon as I can,” he said, already out of bed.

  It was happening all over again. First Dad and now Mom. His father hadn’t survived. As his gut clenched, he’d prayed the outcome with his mother would be different.

  * * *

  Richard sat by his mother’s bed in intensive care. She’d had a stroke. It had been a bad one that left her entire left side paralyzed. He and his sister, Ellen, had remained in the hospital hoping for the best.

  Sam, Ellen’s husband, had gone down to the cafeteria to get something to eat. Neither Richard nor Ellen had an appetite. Instead, they both sat at their mother’s side lost in their own private thoughts and prayers.

  Suddenly, Ellen began to sob. “I don’t want to be an orphan.”

  Richard got up and put his arms around his older sister and held her close. “Shh, shh. She’s going to be all right.”

  “No, she’s not. She’s going die just like Daddy,” she wailed.

  “Things are different today. And Mom’s a fighter—way too stubborn to let go,” Richard reassured her, trying to believe his own words. “Besides, she’s not going anywhere until she sees me married.”

  Richard watched his mother’s chest slowly rise and fall. Ultimately her fate was now in God’s hands. This was absolutely nothing Richard could do to change the fact he was merely a bystander. In fact the only life he could influence was his own and yet here, too, he was acting as a bystander.

  It was time for him to take an active role in his life. There was a lesson in his being in that hospital room. Life could be fickle, but was definitely short. And he was wasting his. He had to stop watching the events of his life unfold from the sidelines. He had to be more proactive.

  If he wanted Carla in his life, he had to fight for her. He would do whatever it took to open her eyes to that worthless husband and make her his own. She cared for him and he’d transform that caring into love if it was the last thing he ever did.


  * * *

  Gilda Stein opened one eye and looked around her. Then she opened the other and tried to focus her eyes. Finally she looked directly at her children. Ellen noticed she was awake and nudged Richard.

  “You were right. She is too stubborn to let go,” Ellen said.

  Through a lopsided mouth, Gilda said, her speech slurred, “I heard that.”

  Both of her children got up and kissed her.

  “I want to go home,” Gilda said.

  “What else is new, Ma?” Ellen said, tears of joy running down her face.

  * * *

  Hours later, Richard and Ellen left the hospital laughing. Now that their mother was out of the woods and expected to be okay, she was already driving the staff crazy. All that was left was the assessment of the damage done by the stroke and then rehab.

  “I have to go back to work this afternoon. Can you stay with Mom later so she’s not alone?” Richard asked.

  Ellen put her hand on his shoulder. “Of course. I know how important that case is. I’ll tell her you’ll be there after dinner.”

  “Thanks, Sis.”

  “Just win the case and make partner. Then Mom can really brag.”

  Only Richard’s mind wasn’t on the case. He was thinking of Carla and what he was going to do to make her his.

  * * *

  Heather’s heart was aflutter as she got out of the cab in front of the St. Regis Grand Hotel.

  Driving toward the hotel, her emotions had been stoked by all the old memories from the first time she’d been in the eternal city. How could she ever have forgotten those evening strolls, arm-in-arm with Salvatore to the famed Trevi Fountain into which he’d tossed a coin and she’d made a wish? Then they had climbed the Spanish Steps, a monumental stairway consisting of 138 steps that once linked the Bourbon Spanish Embassy to the Holy See. Salvatore had shown her Rome through a lover’s eyes and she’d kept it hidden within her heart all these years.

  Now it was all coming back like the eternal tide.

  The doorman greeted her and took her bags over to the elaborate front desk. She was too busy looking around at the ornate décor and hardly noticed the man. Two gentlemen in suits stood behind the desk ready to serve her. About to ask for a room, she was distracted by movement to her right and turned.

  Salvatore, of all people, was coming toward her looking just as mouth-watering as he did when they’d first met. However, he wasn’t alone. Instead, he had his arm possessively around a well-dressed, beautiful woman in her early forties and was whispering something into her ear.

  Anger had already replaced Heather’s romantic desire and clouded her judgment with fury, but she could hardly contain herself when they stopped walking and he began to kiss the woman with the passion that had been promised to her.

  The neurons in Heather’s head seemed to spark and ignite as she barreled full-speed over to the oblivious couple.

  “How could you?” she spat, her ample chest heaving.

  “Heather! What are you doing here?” Salvatore asked as soon as the shock of seeing her wore off.

  “You invited me to come. ‘Desperate and alone’, I believe you said.”

  “Yes…but a man like me has needs—”

  A sharp slap across his face stopped his words. The woman glared at Heather and others moving about the grand lobby stopped to watch the action. This was unexpected excitement. Heather’s hand was poised to slap him again when Salvatore’s arm shot out and grabbed her wrist.

  “You’ll never hit me like that again,” he sneered, dark eyes flashing.

  Realizing she’d made a spectacle of herself, Heather grabbed her bag and headed for the doors.

  She should have known better. Men weren’t to be trusted.

  However, she never reached the door.

  As if she weren’t embarrassed enough by her scene with Salvatore, the latch on one of her suitcases opened, spilling its contents onto the marble floor. Trying to keep the tears swimming in her eyes from falling, she knelt to sweep the clothing back into the bag.

  “Here, let me help you, Signorina,” a deep accented Italian voice said.

  She looked up to see an attractive man with beautiful grey-green eyes smiling at her.

  “Oh, thank you,” Heather replied, her mind already calculating the possibilities.

  Chapter Thirty-Four

  The taxi dropped Orson Hemmings off in front of his house early Sunday evening. On the ride over, he steeled himself to what he’d see. The sight of blood had always freaked him out since he was a kid. He’d hoped to get over it as an adult, but the mere sight of that red, life-giving liquid still had the power to sending him reeling.

  Perhaps he should have offered Louie more money to strangle her instead. Hindsight. Why hadn’t he ever gotten the great ideas before the fact?

  As he approached the front door he heard the dog yapping in the garage. He chuckled. He figured Louie didn’t like the mutt too much and left it there. Inhaling deeply, he steeled himself before he turned the key in the lock. As he opened the door a funky smell assaulted his nasal passages.

  He flipped the light switch. The crystal chandelier instantly lighted the room. No matter how much he’d tried to prepare himself on the drive from the airport, nothing could have stopped the nausea that rose from the pit of his stomach. The room spun around him at the sight of all the gore. Bloody chunks of what he guessed to be brain matter had spattered all over the tiled floor across the center hall and walls.

  Feeling the bile rising to his throat, Hemmings half-ran, half-slid in blood as he fled the room. He made it to the bathroom and fell to his knees before the commode just in time to vomit up the contents of his stomach. As he barfed, the sickening image of Heather, lying there in a pool of congealed blood with a bloody pulpy mass where her beautiful face once had been, danced before his mind’s eye, the diamond necklace she wore sparkling obscenely.

  He groaned.

  He could hear the damn dog yelping its head off and scratching in the garage as his stomach heaved and convulsed causing him to spew again. He remained in the bathroom until his stomach finally settled.

  The next thing was to call 911 and report Heather’s murder. He would have to sound convincing since the call would be recorded and scrutinized later by the police. He’d seen enough Law and Order episodes to know that and would have to watch his every move until his wife’s body was buried and the case closed.

  Hemmings lifted the phone receiver, but dropped it as if it were a hot potato. A wave of unexpected uncertainty passed through him. What if the cops didn’t believe his story? Could he hold up under their extensive questioning? No way did he want to spend the rest of his life behind bars because of that bitch.

  Then he remembered he had a water-tight alibi. There were two business cards in his pocket to prove it. He had no powder residue on his hands or any other incriminating evidence to link him to Heather’s murder.

  Nor did he have any motive.

  The investigation by the private investigator he’d hired months ago had shown no reason to kill her. He also had a prenup so he could have divorced her without too much of a dent to his bank account. So, why in the world was he hesitating? Decisively, he grabbed for the phone and keyed in 911.

  “I’ve just come home. My wife—Someone’s killed her!” He gasped.

  He answered the dispatcher’s questions sounding as upset as he could in order to give the impression he gave a damn. Too bad no one could have seen him spew. Now that would have been helpful to his cause. He shouldn’t have flushed the toilet. Yet, it may have looked odd if he hadn’t.

  He looked down at himself. There was a little blood on the lower half of his trousers. He’d probably gotten it on him when he tripped on the way to the bathroom. As much as he wanted to change and wash, he knew the cops had to see him that way. It wouldn’t be long, though. According to the dispatcher, the police were on their way.

  While he waited, he thought about what he’d say to them.


  Why did he have to rehearse his spiel? With his airtight alibi all he had to do was tell the truth—plain and simple. Still, he was troubled. Would the police find him convincing? He didn’t know how a bereaved husband should behave. And afterward, should he submerge himself in his work—in order to drown his sorrow of the loss of his beloved wife—or should he remain at home acting like a man who could no longer face the world without his ray of sunshine?

  And what about the funeral? He’d have to plan some kind of a sendoff as soon as the police released the body. A devilish thought then occurred to him. Would her former lover attend? What would it matter? He didn’t know the man’s identity. It would have to remain one of the mysteries of life. His thoughts on the subject were cut short by the door chimes signaling the arrival of the police.

  Fast, he mused. Nice to know his taxes were being put to good use.

  Hemmings opened the door to two detectives in cheap, off-the-rack polyester suits. Behind them he could see the coroner’s truck, and a police cruiser parked behind an unmarked car. Both detectives flashed their badges.

  “I’m detective Price and this is detective Ortega.” The older of the two said. “Is that your dog making all that racket in the garage?”

  Hemmings visibly sighed. “It was my wife’s. I never cared for it.”

  “Did you put it in there?” Ortega asked.

  Hemmings shook his head.

  “Must have been the perp,” Price said.

  Price looked like he was ready for retirement, overweight and tired looking. He wore a brown suit and what was left of his hair was grey. Ortega looked younger. He was a wiry short man with thick black hair. His blue suit looked just as rumpled as the one Price was wearing. Overworked, probably.

  “Be careful where you step,” Hemmings cautioned as he led them inside.

  “Jeez!” the younger detective shouted as he jumped back to avoid stepping in the blood.