The tiny shop was a maze of tables filled with all types of nativities. A nativity mobile hung from the ceiling in the center of the room and another nativity lit with candles spun in a slow circle on the counter. Breezy stopped in front of one that had the tiniest baby Jesus, his minuscule hands reaching for his mother as Joseph looked over Mary’s shoulder with obvious pride. A music box attached to the side had a switch and she flipped it. “Away in a Manger” played in soft, music-box tones and the angel on top of the manger spun with wings spread.
The door opened. She turned, smiling at the creator of this art that she never would have imagined in a town like Martin’s Crossing.
“Do you like it?” Lefty stepped close, settling a pair of wire-framed glasses on his rather large nose.
“They’re all beautiful,” she answered.
“This one is yours.” He indicated the one she’d been looking at.
“No, I can’t. I mean…”
He smiled back at her. “Breezy, you should have a nativity. Do you have one?”
She’d never had one in her life. She’d seen them in front of churches, sometimes homemade, sometimes made from brightly colored plastic. She had loved the one that Mia’s family put up in their home each year. But she’d never had one of her own. She didn’t want to think about all of the things she hadn’t had because they’d moved so often. She’d had a few dolls, but each time they moved on the dolls were left behind. The books were left. Friends were left. She’d learned early that getting attached hurt.
It had become easier to not have, to not get attached. Lefty Mueller stood behind the counter, staring at her over the frames of his glasses. She managed a smile and he nodded, as if that meant acceptance.
“It’s yours, so don’t argue. It’s my welcome gift to you. You see, my great grandfather was German. He settled here, where he continued to do his wood carvings, and he taught his son, who taught his son. What good is such a gift if it can’t be shared with people we meet?”
“But you can’t just give it to me. I can buy it.”
“Then it wouldn’t be a gift, my friend. It wouldn’t be a story you can share someday, about an old man who shared a piece of Christmas with you.”
As he’d been talking, he had been wrapping the nativity in paper and then settling the pieces in a box.
“Thank you.” She spoke softly, afraid she would cry at his kindness.
“You’re very welcome. Someday you will tell stories about this nativity. Let them be stories of faith, of an old man who carved what he knew best, a savior.”
She nodded as he handed her the box. He came out from behind the counter and she gave him a quick hug. He chuckled as he hugged her back.
“I will treasure it forever, Lefty.”
“And I hope you find the meaning of it all, Breezy.”
“Yes, of course.”
He opened the door for her and she walked out, putting the nativity in the front seat of her car. Across the street, a car door slammed. She looked that way and saw Jake Martin. Of course it was. He would be everywhere in this small town. He waved, then proceeded to pull a pine tree from the bed of his truck. He wore gloves and a long-sleeved shirt. His hat was pulled low.
She turned away from him and bumped into a man coming down the sidewalk. He steadied her but then moved back. Breezy studied the elderly man with an oversize coat, dusty, bent-up hat and several days’ growth of whiskers on his craggy face.
“I’m so sorry,” she said quickly.
“No need to apologize, miss. I wasn’t really watching where I was going, either.” He grinned a little, holding tight to a potted poinsettia. “But I wasn’t watching Jake Martin, either.”
“Oh, I…”
“No need,” he said. “I would guess you’re the aunt of those two little girls.”
“I am.” Did everyone in town know her business? She didn’t even know this man’s name. “And you are?”
“Joe, I’m Joe.”
“You live here in Martin’s Crossing?”
His smile shifted and she saw sadness in his eyes. “Oh, I guess I do. I’m passing through, eventually. But it seemed a good place to spend Christmas.”
“Yes, it does seem like it would be.” She studied his face, his eyes, and she thought she understood Joe.
“Let me offer you this lovely welcoming gift.” Joe held out the plant with its bright red flowers.
“But I…I couldn’t take your poinsettia.”
“Nonsense.” He smiled and pushed the potted plant at her, settling it in her hands. “I’ve nowhere really to keep it and there’s nothing better than a poinsettia to put a person in the holiday mood.”
“But it’s yours.”
“Now it belongs to you.”
And with a tip of his dirty, bent-up hat, he left. Breezy watched him walk down the street. Then she put the poinsettia in her car, setting it next to the nativity. After locking the car door she looked in the direction Joe had gone, but he’d already vanished from sight. She headed for the grocery store.
The Martin’s Crossing grocer had hardwood floors, three aisles and a meat counter in the back next to produce that was labeled Locally Grown and Worth It.
A woman came out from the back of the store through swinging doors, wiping her hands on an apron that hung from her waist. She was middle-aged with short brown hair and an open smile.
“Well, hello.”
Breezy smiled as she filled a basket with fruit. “Hello.”
The woman followed her down the cereal aisle. “I’m Wanda Howard. My husband, Gene, and I own this place. And you must be Lawton’s sister.”
“Yes, I am.” She smiled and held out a hand. “I’m Breezy Hernandez. I believe I met your husband the other day.”
“Yes, you did. And we’re looking forward to having you with us at church on Sunday.”
“Yes, of course.”
Because that’s what a person did when she lived in a small town where everyone knew her name—she went to church. That person would also have a plant and even a nativity to set out for Christmas each year.
As she walked back to her car with her bags of groceries, she saw Jake on the long, covered porch of Duke’s. He wore faded jeans, work boots and a shirt with the sleeves rolled to his elbows. She thought that a person who lived in Martin’s Crossing would also manage to be friends with Jake Martin.
Friendship was easy.
And then she thought of his many rules and she added one for herself. Rule Number Five: don’t lie to yourself.
*
Jake unloaded the tub of decorations for his brother Duke and headed across the street to the grocery store to have a talk with Miss Breezy Hernandez.
“Where are you going?” Duke called out from the door of his restaurant.
Jake glanced back at his brother. “I need a word with Breezy.”
“You could…”
Jake kept walking. He didn’t need Duke’s advice. Duke had always found it a little easier to smile, to joke. Duke hadn’t been the oldest. He hadn’t been the one begging their mother not to pack her bags. Duke hadn’t been the one holding Samantha, just a toddler, as their mother drove away. Or trying to keep Brody from chasing her car.
That memory was the one that always undid him.
He raised a hand as he headed across the street, silencing his brother who continued to call out to him. Breezy had come out of the store carrying two bags of groceries. He watched her heft those bags and he couldn’t help but smile. He hoped she wasn’t buying more fake cheese. Or something as un-Texas as veggie burgers.
The wind whipped her pale blue skirt, wrapping the cotton material around Western boots. She wore a denim jacket and her hair was pulled back in a ponytail. She saw him and smiled.
It made his step falter a little. It took some of the steam out of him and made him forget what he’d been so determined to tell her. He didn’t know how she did that because it didn’t happen often, that someone sidetracked him.
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“Jake,” he corrected.
“Of course, Jake.”
He took one of the bags of groceries and followed her to the little economy car she drove. “There’s a truck in the garage at Lawton’s. You can drive it.”
“I’m okay with my car.”
He waited as she opened the door and then he set the bag inside, next to a package from Lefty’s and the poinsettia he’d seen her accept from Joe.
After she’d closed the car door and stood facing him, he cleared his throat and remembered that he’d approached her for a reason and it had nothing to do with carrying groceries, the lavender scent of her hair or the way she studied him with eyes the color of caramel.
“I saw you with Joe.”
“Oh, yes. He gave me a poinsettia.”
“You need to be more careful,” he started, but stopped when her eyes narrowed to a glare. “I mean, you are going to be a parent. You’ll have the girls to think about.”
“You’re telling me who I can and can’t talk to?”
“I’m asking you to be careful with someone you don’t know,” he explained.
Her smile lit up her eyes. “I don’t really know you.”
“You’re being purposely difficult.”
She laughed. “Yes, I am. Are you being purposely bossy?”
No, he was being derailed, sidetracked and maybe even a little convicted for what he’d said about Joe. “I’m not bossy, I’m careful.”
“I’m a black belt. I’m very capable of taking care of myself. And that man, Joe, only wanted to do something nice for a stranger. Everyone has been kind today. Lefty gave me a nativity. Mrs. Howard gave me a basket of fruit.”
“Joe isn’t from Martin’s Crossing. We don’t know anything about him.”
“Do I need to remind you that you don’t know anything about me?”
He could have disagreed. But disagreeing would have meant admitting to the private investigator he’d hired when he’d first learned of the will. He should tell her about it. Marty had told him that if they were going to raise the twins together, they needed to be honest and trust each other.
“I don’t know everything about you, Breezy. But what I’m learning is that you’re too trusting.”
“I’m not that trusting. And I’m not afraid of Joe. I’ve been Joe. I know what it’s like to be on the streets. If you’re worried about Joe, you should be worried about me.”
“I’m not worried about you.” He glanced toward Duke’s. This wasn’t getting them anywhere. “Let’s get a cup of coffee.”
She stood there, wind whipping that blue skirt around her legs. She held her hair back with her hand and smiled at him as he made the offer. They had to start somewhere.
Because, like it or not, they were in each other’s lives. Lawton and Elizabeth had tied them together, two unlikely people raising two little girls. When Lawton had mentioned it, Jake had tried to talk him out of it. There were better people than him. And Breezy, she was just an unknown.
Lawton had asked him who would be better. They had no one else they would trust the way they trusted Jake. Breezy, they’d told him, would help him get through.
It shouldn’t have been like this. It should never have happened at all.
“I don’t drink coffee.” She paused, studying his face. “But tea would be good.”
Jake walked with her across the street, aware that anyone who happened to be in town would be watching the two of them. He’d really stepped in a mess this time. And all because of Joe.
Joe was a man who had done odd jobs around town, been to church a few times, and really hadn’t done more than appear to be suspicious. Because no one knew where he’d come from, where he was staying or when he’d be moving on.
They walked up the steps of Duke’s. The building was wood-sided, rustic with a long covered porch. In good weather Duke put tables and chairs on that porch for people who wanted to eat outside. This wasn’t exactly good weather. The tables were gone and Duke was decorating for Christmas.
The holidays and life would go on. Without Elizabeth and Lawton. They would all continue to live each day. They would raise the twins. They would be happy. They would laugh again, tell jokes and move on with their lives.
All of that made Jake real friendly with the punching bag his dad had strung up in the barn years ago. It gave him something to take his anger out on. Even way back when his mom had walked out on them. She’d left without looking back, occasionally sending a letter to let them know how happy she was in whatever state she lived in.
He’d used that punching bag when he’d caught his ex-fiancée, Alison, cheating on him two months before their wedding. He’d used it when he’d caught Samantha with a hired hand, not doing anything too serious, but serious enough Jake had wanted to hurt the younger man.
He’d used the punching bag a lot the past couple of weeks as grief had torn him up inside. But the woman standing next to him didn’t need to know that. He reached past her to open the door and she said a soft “Thank you.”
It was midafternoon and there were few customers in Duke’s this time of day. Even though the sign said to wait to be seated, he motioned her to a booth on the far wall. He waved at John Gordon, owner of the garage next to the gas station.
“Jake, did you get that backhoe going the other day?” John asked.
“Sure did, John. But I’ll probably still bring it in.”
John nodded his head and gave both him and Breezy a careful look before returning to the piece of pie on his plate.
As they sat down, the doors to the kitchen opened. Duke walked out, a giant with a goatee, shaved head and big grin.
“Hey, brother, did you decide to come back and help?”
“Brother?” Breezy repeated.
“That’s me. Little brother of Jake.” Duke grinned and pulled a chair from a nearby table to sit at the end of their booth. “And you must be Breezy Hernandez?”
“That’s me.” She smiled at Duke, and Jake didn’t know what to make of that. How in the world did Duke, who looked like he brawled behind buildings, put everyone at ease?
“My big brother isn’t being too hard to get along with, is he?” Duke said it with a grin directed at Jake, for which Jake wasn’t too thankful.
“No, of course not.”
“That’s good to know.”
Jake turned over the coffee cup that was on the table, settling it in the saucer. Maybe Duke would take the hint.
Instead Duke, younger by two years, stretched and settled in. Relaxed. Jake hadn’t known many moments in his life like that, when he could let go and pretend everything would get done, everyone would be taken care of.
“You’re going to help me put those lights up, right?” Duke gave Jake a kick in the shin. He managed to not flinch.
“Yes, I’m going to help. I dragged them to town for you, didn’t I?”
“Yes, you did.” Duke continued to study Breezy. “We’re kind of big on Christmas here in Martin’s Crossing,” he explained. “It won’t be easy this year but we’ll all be together.”
Including Breezy, if she stayed. Family now included her. Jake knew it hadn’t been Lawton’s intention to make him feel responsible for her, but that’s the way it worked.
“Christmas is a good time for healing.” Duke’s voice was low, sending a strong hint. “I think what we all need is a deep breath and something to help us focus a little.”
Right, Jake thought, because it was that easy. To forget a sister, a best friend and that the twins had lost their parents.
Duke nailed him with a look. “It isn’t going to be easy,” Duke responded to Jake’s unspoken thoughts. “But we’ll get through the way we always do. We’re family.”
“Yes, family.” Jake moved his empty coffee cup. “Do you have a waitress who could pour a cup of coffee and get Breezy a glass of tea?”
“When did you get so impatient?” Duke grinned as he eased out of the chair, unbending
his six feet eight inches of solid muscle to tower over them. Jake was only a few inches shorter than his mammoth brother, but even he was a little intimidated. He looked up, smiling at his little brother, as he liked to think of Duke.
“Oh, are you the waitress?” Jake asked. “You need a little cap, or an apron, I think.”
Duke’s eyes narrowed and he growled a little. “You’re asking for it, brother.”
As Duke walked away, Jake made eye contact with the woman sitting across from him. She drummed her fingers a little on the table and he wondered what in the world he’d done now.
“So, Christmas with the family. Rule Number Six. Or is it Seven?”
“Are you really going to keep track?”
“It seems like the easiest way to stay out of trouble. Church. Check. No scary vagrants. Check. Real cheese. Check.”
He added, “Christmas with the family. Check.”
“Gotcha.”
“You don’t like Christmas?”
“I do. I’m just…”
He waited for her to explain. Duke returned with the coffeepot and a glass of tea. “Pie?”
“Might as well. What do you have?” Jake asked as he reached for the creamer. “Homemade chocolate?”
“Made it myself.” He stood there for a moment looking from Jake to Breezy, then back again. He grinned a little too big. “I’ll get you a piece and then I guess I’ll make myself scarce.”
“Sounds like a good idea,” Jake agreed.
Duke disappeared through the door to the kitchen. Jake’s gaze connected with Breezy’s, and he wondered a little more about her past. He wanted more than the sterile facts uncovered by the private investigator. For a brief moment he saw shades of vulnerability in her eyes and then, quickly, the look was gone. She didn’t like to be vulnerable. She was all about being independent. She was about being in control. Yeah, he got her.
But understanding her was the last thing he wanted or needed. What he’d like most would be for her to decide Martin’s Crossing was the last place she wanted to be, tied down to him and two little girls. He had a feeling that she wasn’t a quitter. He needed to adjust because she was in his life. For better or worse.
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