Christie Kelley

by Every Night Im Yours

  Lady Anne had all those qualifications, but the idea of spending the rest of his life with her set his stomach roiling. He had promised his mother he would seriously pursue marriage this Season. At one and thirty, he knew it was long past time to settle down and have children. The idea of children made him smile. The idea of a wife set his lips in a downward position.

  Sophie’s light cough drew him out of his musing. Banning glanced at both women and knew something was going on between them today. Instead of talking, they kept giving odd looks to each other, which they appeared to understand, but he certainly did not. He wondered if he should ask them about their lack of conversation and then decided it was best to let the normally chatty ladies stay quiet.

  Until Sophie could no longer hold her tongue and blurted out, “We can’t let her do this.”

  “This is not the time,” Jennette warned, with a quick nod toward Banning.

  “This may be the perfect time. Your brother might just be able to help us.”

  Help them? With what? Instead of asking, he decided to wait to see what they would do. He leaned back against the velvet squabs of the carriage and crossed his arms over his chest.

  “Sophie, she needs our help. Banning could never help her.”

  Sophie raised an eyebrow. “Tell me, Lord Selby. What do you know of Emory Billingsworth?”

  Warning signals flared throughout his brain. Was there more to Billingsworth and Avis’s relationship than friendship? “He is not a man I would want a friend of mine associating with.”

  Sophie gave Jennette a smug smile.

  “Why not?” Jennette asked.

  “He’s not a man to be trusted,” Banning said.

  “Could you give us a little more information?” Jennette complained. “Why can he not be trusted? What has he ever done to you that leads you to believe he is not a good man?”

  Banning grimaced. Dreadful memories flashed through his mind. He couldn’t tell them everything he knew about Billingsworth, but he could give the women a reason to warn Avis if she was indeed the reason they were worried.

  “Emory Billingsworth has a sordid past. His last three books have not sold. He is living on handouts and not just from Miss Copley.”

  Sophie played with the folds of her gown. “So Mr. Billingsworth is using Avis for his own gains,” she concluded.

  “I believe you understand me.”

  The carriage pulled to a stop in front of Selby House in Grosvenor Square. Banning climbed down and held out his hand to assist both women from the carriage while a footman attempted to cover them all with an umbrella. Assuming their conversation finished, he walked inside his home, handed his wet greatcoat to Battenford and headed straight for his study. He didn’t need to know any more about what Avis Copley had in her head. In fact the less he knew, the better…at least for him.

  Banning flexed his fists in frustration as he paced in his study. The woman made him insane.

  What was she about? And how was Billingsworth involved?

  Bloody hell. Avis Copley meant nothing to him.

  Instead of thinking about her any further, he walked to the decanter on the corner cabinet and poured a brandy to chase away the chill from the cool June rain. The smooth liquid eased his irritation and warmed him. He dropped into the leather chair behind his mahogany desk, determined to put the infinitely frustrating woman out of his mind.

  He stared at the papers in front of him. Only a few more weeks of Parliament then he could leave London and Avis behind for a few months. He shuffled through the missives and invitations until he heard a delicate cough. Glancing up, he saw Sophie standing there but looking behind her as if she wanted to make sure no one saw her.

  “Miss Reynard?” He stood up, waiting for her to say something.

  She turned her head back toward him. “Lord Selby, I must speak with you in private.”

  “Where is Jennette?”

  Sophie walked into the room and closed the door behind her. “Your mother needed her upstairs. I don’t have much time before she returns looking for me.”

  “What is the matter?” He waited for her to take a seat across from him before returning to his chair.

  “It’s Avis.”

  “I assumed that from our conversation in the carriage. What about Miss Copley?”

  “She plans to take Emory Billingsworth as her…her…”

  “Her what?”

  “Lover,” she whispered. Her cheeks reddened in embarrassment.

  Banning’s blood went cold. “I had no idea she was in love with Billingsworth,” he said, staring at the desk.

  “I don’t believe she is. They act far more like friends than lovers or even people in love with each other. If they love each other at all I fear it may be only in a sibling manner.”

  “Then why?”

  “She told us she believes this will help her write more realistic characters.”

  Bloody hell it would. Yet something in Sophie’s voice gave him pause. People said she had visions and read futures. He wondered idly if perhaps she sensed the truth about Billingsworth.

  “But you don’t believe her, do you?”

  “No.” She raised her head slowly and looked him square in the eye. “But I don’t know her true reason. It might come to me in time, as in a dream. But for now…” Sophie shrugged.

  “So why are you bringing this matter to me?” Avis Copley could do whatever she wished with whomever she wanted.

  “Because I believe you have information that could stop her.”

  He might, but Avis would never believe him. She thought far too highly of Billingsworth.

  “And you must stop her,” Sophie whispered.

  “Miss Copley and her love affair is none of my concern,” Banning replied harshly.

  Miss Reynard glared at him. “Indeed? She is your sister’s dearest friend. Do you want Jennette’s reputation sullied by her association with Avis if she takes that libertine as her lover?”

  Banning clenched his fists on the desk. As much as Jennette might not care if her reputation were tainted, he cared.

  Miss Reynard continued to glare at him. “You will stop her.”

  “Why me? You should stop her. After all you are her friend, not I.”

  “I have no information about Mr. Billingsworth that would influence her. I’m quite certain you do. Tell her what you know about the man.”

  “It is highly unlikely that Miss Copley would even believe me.”

  “You must try,” she implored in a quieter tone. “If not for Avis, then do this for your sister.”

  “Very well.” He stood to his full height and crossed his arms over his chest. “Miss Copley despises me. How exactly do you propose I prevent her from involving herself with him?”

  “I am certain you shall devise something,” she answered sweetly. “If all else fails, lie to her.”

  She rose and quickly headed for the door. Before she reached for the knob, she looked back at him.

  “She intends to slip away at her cousin’s ball tomorrow night with Mr. Billingsworth. He normally leaves for his crumbling estate in Devon as soon as the Season ends. Prevent her from asking him before he leaves. Hopefully by the time he returns, she will have forgotten her mad idea.” She inclined her head toward him. “Good day, my lord.”

  He mumbled something as she shut the door behind her but it certainly wasn’t “goodbye.”

  One day.

  He had one day to determine the best course of action. How had he allowed himself to be pulled into this? He did not even like Avis Copley. Well, that wasn’t exactly the truth. But like and lust were two very different emotions. It was the lust that always caused his frustration with her. Every time they were near each other they bickered. It kept the desire at bay and seemed a much better course of action than carrying her to his bed and keeping her there until their attraction waned.

  Keeping her away from Billingsworth would not be easy. She would be wary if he suddenly followed her around at
a ball. And Billingsworth would be suspicious if Banning attempted to befriend him after all that was between them.

  Banning would have to make certain she never had the opportunity to speak with Billingsworth alone. It sounded like a simple plan, but everyone in the ton knew he despised Billingsworth, and everyone in the ton knew Avis Copley despised Banning.

  The Ice Maiden had a long memory.

  “Excuse me, my lord,” Battenford said from the doorway. “Lord Kesgrave is here.”

  “Show him in.” Perhaps Trey could help him.

  “Banning, I have news you might not want to hear,” Trey said upon entering the room. He sank into the nearest chair, pulled out a handkerchief, and wiped the droplets of rain from his face.

  Banning poured a brandy and handed it to Trey before picking up his own snifter and slipping into the leather chair across from him. “All right, go ahead.”

  “I stopped by Tattersall’s this afternoon and discovered Arthur’s Pride has been purchased in a private sale. It’s a damn shame. He would have made a great addition to our stables.”

  “Yes, he will make a wonderful addition to our stables. Mate him with Delilah when she is ready.”

  Trey shook his head. “Damnation, Ban. Do you get your way in all matters?”

  “I certainly try,” he said with a smile. “Besides, I couldn’t let you get outbid. We needed another stud.”

  Banning sipped his drink, wondering how to bring up the subject of Avis Copley and how best to solve her problem.

  “Are you attending the Watton affair tomorrow?” Trey asked. “I understand he is very interested in investing some money. He might wish to throw some money toward the horses.”

  One dilemma solved. “Yes, I am attending. And I could use your help, but not with Watton.”

  “Oh?”

  “I need to stick close to Emory Billingsworth.”

  Trey raised a brow in question. “I see.”

  “I need to keep someone from speaking with him.”

  “Anyone I might know?”

  Banning glanced down at the amber liquid in his glass. “I don’t believe you do.”

  Trey leaned his head back and laughed. “Right. In other words, you are trying to prevent someone, and by someone I can only assume a woman, from contacting him.”

  “Perhaps.”

  “I know how you loathe the man. Of course I can help you.”

  “And no questions about whom I’m trying to protect, or why?”

  “Absolutely not,” Trey replied with a slight grin. “So how am I to help you?”

  Trey sipped his brandy, then swirled the remaining liquid around in his glass as if bored with their conversation. Banning knew him well enough to be certain Trey was anything but bored.

  “I need to stay close to Billingsworth, and you know it would be too irregular for me to suddenly interject myself with his crowd.”

  Trey’s always-present smile faded as he stared into the empty firebox. “So we must find a mutual friend in Billingsworth’s group that we can talk to.”

  “Anyone come to mind?” Banning had only one thought, but he wasn’t certain Trey would agree.

  “Unfortunately, it has to be Somerton.”

  Banning blew out a long breath. “Are you certain?”

  “Yes.”

  There was no one who could discover information on people like Somerton. He had contacts everywhere. And Banning wanted to know exactly what Billingsworth was about now.

  “I shall talk to him.” Trey blew out a long breath. “Somerton and I go back to Harrow. While we may move in different circles now, I believe he may still owe me one favor.”

  “So, if he agrees, then all we have to do is pretend I wish to speak with him.”

  “We wish to speak with him. You don’t know Somerton as I do. Which is more than likely a good thing.”

  “Very well, then,” Banning replied, holding his glass up in salute. Now he had to determine how to deal with Avis Copley’s anger if she discovered his plan. The woman was more stubborn than a mule. Like his sister, once Avis had an idea in her head there was no dissuading her. But he would stop her, for her own sake.

  Chapter Three

  As Avis dressed for her cousin’s ball, she continued to tell herself that everything she had designed was for the best. Emory Billingsworth was a gentleman and would not speak a word of their affair. As a writer and a friend, he would be a good choice to initiate her into the passions of the flesh.

  As her maid placed the final pins in her hair, Avis reviewed her list of the benefits and disadvantages of her planned affair. Discovering the truth of what happens between a man and a woman—to satisfy her curiosity—was most definitely a benefit. Putting a stop to these persistent dreams, another plus.

  Yet, being ostracized by Society wasn’t something she desired. And the thought of pregnancy terrified her. Since her friends had reminded her of the consequences, Avis had thought of little else.

  She enjoyed meeting with her friends and attending the balls and the theater. But she was twenty-six-years old. She wanted, no needed, to discover what she was missing by remaining a spinster. The way her married friends giggled and whispered about their husbands when they thought no one could hear them had only increased her curiosity. Assuming she could find her courage to go through with the idea, she would spend only a night or two with the man anyway.

  Once she had contained her inquisitiveness, they would end their time together and resume their platonic friendship. She had worked out every detail of their relationship from how she would ask him to how they would end as friends. Everything would work out perfectly.

  Closing her eyes, she tried to imagine Emory Billingsworth kissing her. Unfortunately, the only image that came to mind looked nothing like Emory and far too much like Lord Selby.

  She clenched her fists in her lap. Selby was a cur. She hated him. She most certainly did not want to kiss him…again.

  “All done, ma’am,” her maid said with a satisfied smile.

  Avis stood up and walked to the mirror. While not an “Incomparable,” tonight the woman reflected back at her appeared different, almost alluring. Highly unusual for her normally rather bookish self.

  The lower than normal neckline on her new emerald gown might have something to do with her bold feelings. The dress gave her a sensual look, not something for which she normally strived. Her brown hair was piled into curls upon her head with long, spiral tendrils framing her face. There was a hint of confidence in her smile; hopefully, that same self-assurance would reach her mind, too.

  With a nod of determined satisfaction, she departed for the ball. She would make the arrangements with Emory tonight. Everything was organized. She could sneak him into the house after dismissing her servants for the night. Then all she had to do was make sure he left via the back entrance before the servants awoke for their morning preparations.

  The carriage rolled to a stop in front of her former home. As the maroon and gold liveried footman opened the door, a familiar ache touched her soul. She did not miss the house, only her mother. She had been dead for ten years, yet the pain remained. Her heart wept for all the wrongs that had played out in that house, misdeeds a child couldn’t fix and a wife should never have to endure.

  With a deep breath for courage, she walked up the steps. Bateman opened the door and smiled broadly at her.

  “Miss Avis, welcome home,” he said as if this was still her home.

  “Good evening, Bateman. Is everything ready?”

  “Yes, miss.”

  Avis walked up to the first floor and gave an approving nod. The ballroom was exactly as she and Celia had ordered. Long pink and white roses stood in crystal vases at every corner and near every entrance to the room, just as she’d requested. Glancing up at the ceiling, she was taken aback to notice the yellow silk draped across it like the blazing sun on a summer afternoon.

  That girl knew nothing about decorating a room for a ball.

  “A
vis!”

  She turned to see the new Lady Watton all but running to her. She remembered what her mother said about controlling her temper—breathe, count to ten. One, two, three, four, five—

  “Why is the ceiling draped in yellow?” At least she’d made it to five.

  “The room is perfect, isn’t it?” Celia twirled around as her jonquil dress flared out and her golden tresses spun with her. She looked like a golden canary in her elaborate birdcage.

  “I thought we had agreed on the pale pink silk for the ceiling?”

  Celia twisted her bow shaped mouth into a frown. “But pink wouldn’t go with my new gown.”

  “That is true,” Avis said, resigned.

  The sound of voices from the hall announced their first guests, saving her from a whimsical conversation about the importance of fashion matching the ball decorations.

  “I must go and greet my guests,” Celia said with a slight giggle. She and Lord Watton took their positions at the entrance to the ballroom.

  Avis watched the people arrive and greeted many of her acquaintances, but she searched for only one person. Finally she glanced back to the entrance relieved to see Emory assessing the room. His perfectly combed back, graying blonde hair drew attention to his broad forehead and brown eyes. He wore black form-fitting breeches and a well-padded emerald jacket that spread across his narrow shoulders like moss on a tree. The cravat he wore was tied in some new fashion. They would look splendid dancing together.

  He scanned the room once more but did not seem to notice her.

  She was determined to rectify that.

  While she still had her courage, she strolled across the deserted dance floor, her gaze locked on her victim. Halfway to him, a large body bumped into her. The man caught her close to keep her from tumbling to the floor. She looked up into sparkling blue eyes and wanted to scream.

  “Selby, you oaf! Don’t you ever look where you are going?”

  “I must apologize, Miss Copley. I barely recognized you,” he said with a pointed look at the valley of her breasts exposed by her dress.

  She yanked herself away from him. “You are a beast.”