Water Lily

by Terri Farley

  Dee was getting to him. The promise of his own ranch was too wonderful to push aside. Darby understood that, but what if it was a hollow offer? Dee might just want him back to do all the work around the place.

  “So? What do you think?” Dee pressed Cade for an answer.

  You think she’s crazy! Darby wanted to give Cade’s shoulder a punch to distract him, but she didn’t. She kept her lips pressed together, locking her opinion inside.

  Listen, or your tongue will make you deaf, she reminded herself, but Darby was only doing it in the hope that Cade would see through his mother, not because she thought Dee would say anything of value.

  “I don’t know,” Cade said slowly. “Things around here would have to change.”

  “Like how?” Dee asked.

  “Like you’d have to get a legal divorce from Manny,” he said firmly, “and you’d have to get a job.”

  “What kind of job could I possibly get?” Dee asked. Her tone bordered on anger. “All I’ve ever done was take care of you, cook, clean, and help Manny work the taro fields, and now look at them! Ruined by that flood. Besides, why would I need a job?”

  “The cattle and horses, remember? How can that happen if you’re not working?”

  “Jonah Kealoha doesn’t pay you?” Dee asked, darting a quick look at Darby.

  “Not in dollars,” Cade said, and there was a stubborn pride in his words that warned Dee not to criticize his mentor.

  “Okay.” She gave in. “I’ll go out and see what I can find, but it might take a while and it would be easier if you were here to look after things while I’m job hunting.”

  “Nuh-uh,” Cade said. “I’ll come back once you have the job and have kept it for a while.”

  “What’s a while?” Dee’s eyes narrowed.

  “Long enough to have money in the bank—some money, anyway.”

  “If I do that, you’ll come back?” Dee checked.

  “And if you divorce Manny,” he reminded her.

  Looking gloomy, she shook her head. “That won’t happen overnight, either.”

  Then you’d better get started, Darby thought, but she couldn’t have said it to her own mother. In fact, she thought, letting her eyes slide to the side to assess Cade, where was he getting the nerve to confront his mom like this?

  “This will be really good for both of us,” Dee said suddenly. She tossed away her cigarette and used both hands to smooth her hair back from her face.

  For the first time, Darby thought it might work.

  After all, her own mother had left home for good, and now she and Darby’s grandfather were piecing their relationship back together. Of course, neither her mother nor Jonah had been as irresponsible as Dee. Still, Cade loved his mother, and Dee was showing a glimmer of affection for her son.

  Even ugly problems between a parent and child should probably be patched up, shouldn’t they? Darby thought.

  “Mom? There’s one more thing,” Cade added. He walked toward Joker, keeping his back to Dee. “You’d have to quit the cigarettes.”

  Yes! Darby thought. Go, Cade!

  “Aw, come on, son—”

  “You only started after you married Manny.”

  “But it’s been years,” Dee complained.

  Cade stuck his foot in his stirrup and swung onto Joker. He was looking down, evening out his reins, and that was when Darby saw his hands shaking. Cade’s bravado was costing him something, but Dee couldn’t possibly guess that by the way he shrugged.

  “Either you want me to come back or you don’t.”

  “I do, Cade.” Dee said it quickly, firmly. “I want you to come back home. That’s one thing you can count on.”

  Darby couldn’t tell if Cade believed her or not, because he didn’t answer. He just flashed his hand in a sort of wave.

  Besides, Darby was paying close attention to her horse. She didn’t have to ask Hoku to back up. The filly was ready to leave.

  Right now.

  Chapter Ten

  Riding home, they didn’t talk much.

  When they neared the pond, Darby asked, “Should we try to find Honi before it gets dark?”

  “Nope,” he said curtly.

  Darby didn’t ask what Cade was thinking and, at first, she didn’t share her own thoughts, even though her mind was churning and full.

  She wanted to tell Cade he could not leave ‘Iolani Ranch. He’d be leaving them shorthanded. He’d be giving up his study of paniolo ways. It would make her grandfather sad. It would be like throwing Jonah’s affection and protection back in his face, even if Jonah understood why Cade was going.

  “Jonah would miss you,” Darby said.

  “Same here,” Cade snapped, then he extended Joker’s trot so that Hoku was no longer even with the Appaloosa’s shoulder but with his rump.

  And Darby couldn’t see Cade’s face.

  “Huh.” She breathed out a mix of frustration and admiration.

  A few minutes later, she began wondering if there was another reason Cade would consider moving—something besides his longing to reconnect with his mother.

  Cade knew cattle and horses because Jonah had taught him well, and Cade probably wanted to make ranching his life’s work. But because he was not Jonah’s biological son, did he think he stood no chance of inheriting ‘Iolani Ranch someday?

  Was he right?

  Jonah wanted Darby to have the ranch, if she proved herself worthy of it. And he’d hinted—Darby smiled and sat a little straighter on her horse—that she was on the right track.

  Was going back to Dee the only way Cade could ever be in charge of his own ranch?

  If she had been sure of it, Darby would have told him things didn’t have to be that way.

  She tried not to daydream. Riding Hoku, she had to pay attention.

  But Darby couldn’t help picturing how it might be, ten or twelve years from now. She imagined Jonah, Aunty Cathy, and Ellen sitting on the lanai of Sun House, looking down on the pasture where Megan and Cade were walking on each side of Biscuit, holding a little child centered in the buckskin’s saddle.

  She saw herself riding in from Pearl Pasture at a full gallop, dressed in jeans and a paniolo’s hala hat; she’d be jumping a fence, and her long black braid and Hoku’s golden tail would be streaking straight out behind them.

  It was a good picture, a happy one. And it could happen if they all stuck together.

  But where did that leave Dee?

  Darby swallowed hard and felt a little guilty.

  Dee was definitely not in Darby’s picture.

  Finally, just as the roof of Sun House showed above the trees, Darby thought of a conversational topic Cade shouldn’t be touchy about.

  “Did you hear we’re herding the wild horses up toward Sky Mountain?” Darby asked.

  “We?” Cade asked in a belittling tone.

  Darby swallowed hard.

  “I’m so happy to be an only child. I couldn’t stand having a brother like you.”

  She managed to say it like a joke, but that single word vibrated between them until they reached home.

  Okay, Darby thought as she brushed the dust from Hoku’s coat. She knew she wasn’t a good enough rider to go on the adventure.

  Darby also knew why Cade had talked to her in that tone, putting her down. He didn’t want to talk. He wanted her to back off because his feelings were raw from his conversation with Dee.

  Fine, but that was still no excuse for being mean.

  But, Darby told herself later, Cade’s unpleasantness did give her an excuse for not feeling like a traitor when she told Megan about Cade’s encounter with Dee. And that’s just what she did, while Megan chopped onions and Darby grated gingerroot for Aunty Cathy’s tankatsu sauce that night.

  “He’s not seriously thinking of doing it? Moving back in with his mom, yeah?” Megan asked.

  “I think he might be, but—ow!” Darby yelped as she grated a bit of her fingertip along with the ginger. She examined the scuff. “
I’m not bleeding.”

  “Just like that?” Megan’s voice sounded oddly nasal.

  “Yeah, I was grating the ginger and—”

  Megan sniffed, shook her head, and corrected Darby. “No, I mean Cade.”

  “Oh, well, he told her that before he’ll move back, she has to do three things: divorce Manny, get a job, and stop smoking.”

  Megan was blinking back tears!

  “I don’t know Dee, but I don’t think you have to worry.” Darby tried to make Megan feel better. “I mean, I can’t imagine her doing all those things. Not soon, anyway.”

  She looked over to see Megan use the back of her wrist to wipe her eyes.

  “Megan, don’t cry,” Darby begged.

  “I’b not,” Megan said, with a funny gulp. Then she fanned the air and explained, “The onions.”

  “Ohh,” Darby said, relieved.

  Finished with the task, Megan pushed aside the cutting board and went to the sink to wash her hands. “Actually, I’m happy.”

  Happy? That didn’t make sense.

  “So, uh, you don’t think we have to worry?” Darby checked.

  Megan turned back to the sink and shook the suds from her hands.

  “Nope!” Megan definitely sounded smug.

  “Why not?” Darby asked.

  “Oh, nothing.” Megan’s singsong tone contradicted her words.

  “What?” Darby demanded.

  “It’s just that, you know when I went down to talk to him? Well, I told him that if his mother wanted him to come home—”

  “How did you know she would?”

  “It just made sense. First there was Cade’s dad, then Manny, and, I don’t know, it just seems like she’d want him back, so I told him that I wouldn’t blame him for going—”

  “That was nice of you,” Darby said sarcastically.

  “Do you want to hear this?” Megan asked. “Because I’m good at giving advice, you know, but I don’t throw my pearls before swine.”

  “Yes! I want to hear!”

  “Okay.” Megan gave a satisfied nod. “So, I said that if he didn’t want to end up with things like they were before, he should have a list of demands, and he said, ‘Like what?’ And so we sat down together on the bunkhouse step and—”

  “Those were your ideas?”

  “No, they were totally his,” Megan insisted. “I just put a little steel in his spine, yeah?”

  Chapter Eleven

  The next morning was Friday, but Darby woke up to the smell of pancakes. They were usually a weekend treat, but since school was still closed, Jonah had made his special coconut pancakes. This was also surprising because Jonah hadn’t eaten his tankatsu chicken dinner until eleven o’clock the night before.

  Jonah, Kit, and Cade had stayed outside, working by porch light and flashlight to finish the cremellos’ pasture fence. That meant they needed piping supplies from the hardware store in Hapuna for their next job.

  Despite the aroma of pancakes, Jonah wasn’t in the kitchen. But Megan was backing away from the refrigerator and Aunty Cathy was opening the oven.

  “Good morning,” Darby said.

  “We’re going into town.” Megan shot her fist toward the ceiling in celebration.

  “I have to arrange for more hay to be delivered—we didn’t include the cremellos in our last order—and buy some replacement pipe for Flatlands.” Aunty Cathy nodded toward one of the far pastures as she handed Darby pancakes on a warm plate. “If you girls can finish your chores and move the cremellos into their pasture by ten o’clock, you can come along to help me. If you want.”

  “Definitely,” Darby agreed.

  She shoveled down breakfast, pulled on boots and a sweatshirt, and got to work.

  The dogs greeted them with barks of joy. Jack and Jill trotted at Darby’s heels, waiting for her to do something more exciting than feed Francie the goat and her piglet, Pigolo. Knowing she’d spend even more time with Hoku, the Australian shepherds threw themselves down on their bellies. Muzzles between their front paws, they followed her with mournful brown eyes.

  Darby glanced at the dogs while she hand-fed the sorrel wisps of hay.

  This is so boring, the dogs’ eyes seemed to say. But when it was time to lead the cremellos to their new pasture, the dogs knew it.

  They sensed Darby’s excitement as she went to meet Megan. The walk was short. It took fewer than five minutes to go from Hoku’s pen to the gate, but the impatient neighs of the cremellos made Darby break into a jog.

  Megan fell in beside her, and Bart streaked two circles around their legs before bouncing back to Cade.

  Cade was working on something at the open gate. Perfectly balanced, he squatted at eye level with the bolt. His head was bent to his task, which involved rubbing something on the slide that extended into the fence post.

  At first Darby thought it was a bar of soap. Then she caught the aroma of honey.

  “Beeswax,” Megan told her when she saw Darby lick her lips. “You wouldn’t want to eat it, but it smells great, yeah?”

  “Oh, yeah,” Darby said as Cade stood and slipped the yellow-brown lump into his pocket.

  “I’ve walked every inch of fence and made sure the bolt slides smoothly,” Cade told them. He turned away to yawn, and Darby noticed a piece of blond hair straggling out from under his hat. Cade’s tight paniolo braid was missing. It looked like he’d just stuffed his hair up under his hat.

  “You were up late last night, weren’t you?” Darby sympathized.

  “What’s your point?” Cade asked, then frowned at the gate as if she’d criticized his work.

  As if on cue both girls held up their hands, pretending to ward off his crankiness, then headed for the round pen.

  Cash, the first cremello Darby picked out, was well mannered enough not to drag Darby off her feet, but he pranced with excitement as she led him inside the gate of the grassy front pasture, slipped off his halter, and released him.

  He scanned the enclosure, then burst into a run, tail cocked up high and streaming.

  When the girls had moved all six of the cremellos, they leaned against the fence to watch them.

  The pale horses raced over the grass, stopping to give bucks of joy, to roll with legs thrashing, then bolt to their hooves, to shake, and run again.

  Although their coats ranged from stark white to tawny cream, all six horses had the same leggy conformation.

  “Aren’t they beautiful?” Megan asked.

  “Like a flock of Pegasus, uh—”

  “Pegasuses?” Megan suggested.

  “Yeah,” Darby said.

  “Even though Babe takes good care of her horses, I bet this is the biggest pasture they’ve had for years,” Megan mused.

  Darby pictured her great-aunt Babe’s Sugar Sands Cove Resort and nodded in agreement. The landscaped acres were designed to be a deluxe getaway for humans, not horses. The cremellos had lived in a well-tended paddock, but there hadn’t been much room for stretching their long, slender legs.

  All at once, Darby thought of Honi the pony, running on short, sturdy legs ahead of Hoku yesterday.

  No matter what Dee wanted, someone should examine Honi.

  Even if tests were expensive, and even if Dee was right that a vet couldn’t “eyeball” the pony and make a diagnosis, someone had to take an interest in the elfin creature.

  Elfin equine, Darby was thinking, when suddenly an idea popped into her mind.

  Aunty Cathy had said they were going to the feed store. Cricket would be there. She’d talk to Cricket and see if the Animal Rescue Society had jurisdiction over animals that were allowed to run free. They might capture and keep the pony for her own good, just until the danger of disease had passed.

  “Have fun!” Darby called to the cremellos, and then she tugged Megan’s sleeve. “Let’s go. We can’t let your mom leave without us!”

  The girls stampeded toward their rooms together, but Darby’s face and hands were washed first and she was dresse
d in a clean yellow T-shirt, good jeans, and brown boots in under five minutes.

  A record, Darby thought as she stood in front of Sun House. She’d taken her long hair out of its ponytail, brushed it briskly, and let it swing loose behind her back. She shifted restlessly, certain her blood was carbonated and fizzing in impatience.

  Darby reminded herself that Honi had looked healthy, even perky, yesterday, but bacteria had a way of hiding inside for a while, didn’t they? For Honi, every minute could count.

  Megan and Aunty Cathy finally hurried down from their upstairs apartment, and they all climbed into the Land Rover.

  “I wish you’d lose that hat,” Aunty Cathy said. As she drove slowly out of the ranch yard, she glanced in the rearview mirror at the beloved baseball cap Megan wore, her ponytail poking through the back.

  Megan’s chin rose in stubbornness, but only for a few seconds. Then, she pulled off the cap, took down her hair, and fluffed it with her fingers.

  “Hey, Mom?” Megan asked. “Do you know if Black Lava’s herd is still on the football field?”

  “They didn’t move them yet, did they? They couldn’t have!” Darby blurted, but Megan reached over and patted her hand in reassurance.

  “I don’t think so,” Aunty Cathy said.

  “Well, if they’re still there, can we go see them?” Megan asked. “Before they’re gone for good?”

  “Maybe on the way home. Let’s see how our time goes,” Aunty Cathy replied.

  They were only a few miles from ‘Iolani Ranch when the signs of earthquake damage started to show.

  “What are you so nervous about?” Megan asked Darby.

  “I’m not,” Darby said automatically.

  “You’re scratching your fingernails along the seams of your jeans,” Megan observed.

  “I’m worried about Honi, Cade’s mom’s pony.”

  “She’s probably fine. If she’s lived in Crimson Vale—or around there—for most of her life, she probably knows what to eat and drink, and I bet her immunities would be pretty good, right, Mom?”

  “You’d have to ask a vet. Or Tutu.” Aunty Cathy’s voice piped higher at that idea. “I’m okay at patching up injuries, but when it comes to invisible bugs, I’m not much help.”