The Night Dahlia
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I’m in the cool comfort of AC right now, writing these words, but I still feel the same unease, the same uncertainty, that I felt in the lodge. I stumble daily, hourly, between right and wrong, good and evil, harm and care. We build a life out of our comfortable facades, our public faces, and we hope that no one realizes how haunted our houses truly are.
As Ballard has pointed out to me, we rise and we fall. Hopefully, the understanding comes somewhere in that climb. I would like to say I’m sorry to all of those who I grabbed, flailing, on my way down, and thank you to all those who helped me stand again and begin the climb anew. Hopefully, there is wisdom discovered in that cycle.
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Thank you to Bruce A. Cutthroat, for winning the “Name Ballard’s Band” contest on my Facebook page. Thank you, also, to my daughter, Emily, for her band name that I used as well. I wish I had the space to name all the hundreds of contestants here. Thank you to everyone! I have the most wonderful, twisted readers in this dimension or any other.
Thank you to my dear friends, the League of Extraordinary Beta Readers and Editors: Susan Lystlund, David Lystlund, and Faye Jefferies, for their tireless work and invaluable support. I could not do this without you.
Thank you to the fantastic people I have the privilege to work with at Tor: Tom Doherty, Patty Garcia, Marco Palmieri, Desirae Friesen, Christopher Morgan, Stacy Hill, and my fantastic editor, Greg Cox, who I owe so very much to for his good nature, his patience, his imagination, and his talent. Thank you to my brilliant, nurturing agent, Lucienne Diver, of The Knight Agency, and to all the remarkable people at Knight I have had the opportunity to meet.
And as always, thank you to my children, for being the reason I stand, and the reason I keep climbing. I love you.
BOOKS BY R. S. BELCHER
The Six-Gun Tarot
The Shotgun Arcana
The Queen of Swords
Nightwise
The Brotherhood of the Wheel
The Night Dahlia
King of the Road (forthcoming)
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
R. S. BELCHER is the award-winning author of Nightwise, The Brotherhood of the Wheel, The Six-Gun Tarot, The Shotgun Arcana, and The Queen of Swords. He lives in Salem, Virginia. You can sign up for email updates here.
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CONTENTS
Title Page
Copyright Notice
Dedication
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-One
Chapter Twenty-Two
Chapter Twenty-Three
Chapter Twenty-Four
Chapter Twenty-Five
Chapter Twenty-Six
Chapter Twenty-Seven
Acknowledgments
Books by R. S . Belcher
About the Author
Copyright
This is a work of fiction. All of the characters, organizations, and events portrayed in this novel are either products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously.
THE NIGHT DAHLIA
Copyright © 2018 by Rod Belcher
All rights reserved.
Cover art by Alejandro Colucci
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Names: Belcher, R. S., author.
Title: The night Dahlia / R. S. Belcher.
Description: First edition. | New York: Tom Doherty Associates, 2018. | Identifiers: LCCN 2017039424 (print) | LCCN 2017044101 (ebook) | ISBN 9780765390141 (ebook) | ISBN 9780765390127 (softcover: acid-free paper)
Subjects: LCSH: Missing persons—Investigation—Fiction. | Secret societies—Fiction. | Fairies—Fiction. | GSAFD: Fantasy fiction. | Occult fiction.
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