Shattered

by Haven Anne Lennox

  I wonder if he was always like he is. I don’t get to think on it too long. I’m pulled from the shower by my hair. I land on my ass but they don’t let go of my hair. I’m trying to get my footing to stand whoever this is, he’s strong as fuck and pulls me up by my hair. I look up into the eyes of Shady. Six foot even, shaved head, green eyes. Rick looks like he should be on a beach somewhere. He is a little over six feet blonde hair and baby blue eyes. He looks like he could be a surfer.

  Shady stands me up. Tyler says, “It’s time for you to finish up. My dick is hard as hell. I’m way past ready to be balls deep inside you.”

  He lets my hair go and backs out of the bathroom with his hand rubbing his cock through his pants. He winks and blows me a kiss. “Hurry up, whore. It won’t suck itself.”

  Laughing, he turns and walks down the hall, going back to the living room.

  Drying off, I put on a pair of black boy shorts and a black tank top. I look at myself one more time in the mirror. My eye is turning black, my cheek has a bruise, my lip is a little swollen, and I have a cut at my hair line. You would think that I had never healed if you go based on how I look right now.

  Walking down the hall, I hear the men talking and a female voice. Over all that thou I can hear Guns and Roses. Axel’s voice belts out sweet child. When I first meet Tyler, he sang song to me. Liam acting like he was slash and played the hell out of an air guitar. That was before Tyler changed to whoever he is now.

  Walking around the wall to enter the living room, I see Vegas is leaning against the door jam and runs his finger down my arm. He looks like he could eat me alive. I look to the sofa. Tyler sits there with only one chick by his side. Guess the blonde was smarter then she looked. Tyler is singing Sweet Child to the red head. I wait for it to bother me but it doesn’t so I keep moving forward until I’m standing in front of Tyler.

  He continues to sing to his new cum guzzler. And she is eating it up like he is asking her to marry him.

  When he sang it to me it was a different time. He had this whole thing with Guns and Roses back then. I remember me and him had a fight once. I just knew it was the end of us. I went to the lake and just sat there looking out into the water. Tyler shows up but I had refused to talk to him. I can’t remember what we had fought about now but I know it was bad.

  Finally he walks away and I’m thinking he was gone for good but he came back and he had his guitar with him. He sang Patience to me. I was such a sucker back then, I fell head first for that bullshit.

  Now here I am almost twenty years later watching him run the same game on someone else.

  When the song changes and Bones Exposed by Of Mice and Men starts to play, Tyler looks up and sees me standing there.

  I want to ask where the blonde went but he doesn’t give me time. And he answers the question anyway.

  “You must be really proud of yourself. Scaring that poor girl like that. Making her want to leave.” Tyler says as he runs his hand up and down the red head’s leg.

  I don’t think, I just speak. Something I have only done once before and it earned me the words “dirty whore” craved into my stomach. But it happens anyway.

  “I wouldn’t say I’m proud, but if I can save someone from living the life you make me live then I will. I hate that you lost a piece of ass over it, maybe if you try not being a dick, it wouldn’t happen.” I move my eyes from Tyler and look to the red head.

  “If you were smart, your ass would be gone just as fast.”

  I don’t get another word out before Tyler is off the sofa and backhands me. I lose my footing and almost fall to the floor. Before I can hit the ground, strong arms wrap around my waist.

  Tyler grabs my chin painfully and forces me to look at him.

  “You a big girl now, Rainy? You think you can just talk to me any ol’ kinda way? Did you forget who the king is in this fucking house?”

  He yells the last part in my face. I can smell the beer and what I would guess to smell like ass. I don’t want him to know that he gets to me. I can’t show that I’m scared, they eat that shit up. But I can’t help to jump a little when he yells in my face.

  “You keep your fucking mouth shut unless you are told to open it whore, do you understand me?”

  I nod my head yes that I understand but I’m guessing he wanted my words seeing as how he backhands me again.

  “I didn’t ask you to nod your fucking head. You must be the dumbest bitch alive. Now answer me the right fucking way, bitch. Do you understand what I’m saying to you?”

  “Yes, Tyler I understand.”

  “That’s better,” he says.

  I watch his eyes. You can tell a lot about a person just by looking into their eyes. I wish I would have seen the evil in him all those years ago. But I didn’t and now I’m paying for it.

  Tyler looks at the men in the room. Whoever caught me before I could face plant on the floor is still behind me, arms still around my waist, the way he is holding onto me is like we are a high school couple that’s in love. That could be further from the truth.

  Tyler begins to speak. I lose all the breath in my body at his words. A part of me can’t believe that he is going to go through with this. But the other part of me wonders why he didn’t think of it before now.

  “You guys know the rules. For tonight, she belongs to the three of you.”

  The arms around my waist tighten just a small bit at Tyler’s words.

  “Anything goes, fuck her however you want in as many places as you want. You stay where I can see you. I want to be able to see my wife being the whore I always knew she was.

  His lip curls up with his words.

  I look at the red head that is with Tyler. The bitch is smiling. I tried to save her. I wouldn’t want anyone to live the life I live. This bitch though is twisted on a different level. She may be one of the few that would get off on what Tyler would do. At least one of the girls was smart. You can’t save them all, I guess.

  To the man standing behind me, Tyler says, “Make sure you make this shit hurt, no holding back, no easy shit. You treat her like you treat the whores you buy on the streets. Don’t fucking hold back. You hear me, fucker?”

  Tyler’s eyes meet mine and he says, “Besides, she likes it rough, don’t you, Rain?”

  As Tyler sits back down beside Red he says, “Ok, Rain, let’s this party started. Take off your clothes.”

  I shake my no. I don’t want this to happen. I mean, I knew this is what he said would happen but I was hoping he was just trying to scare me.

  “Please, Tyler, please don’t make me do this.”

  Tyler rolls his eyes while pulling the red head onto his lap.

  “I’m not making you do anything. This is what whores do. So fucking get to it.”

  I keep shaking my head no. “No, I won’t do it.”

  Tyler looks at the guy behind me, shit it’s Vegas. Tyler nods his head at him, telling him to go ahead.

  Next thing I know I am spun around and my shirt is yanked from my body. Groans fill the room. I turn my head so that I don’t have to see Vegas while he looks at my body. My eyes are closed. I should have left them closed. When I open my eyes, Rick and Shady are pushing their pants down their knees and have their cocks in their hands stoking, with their eyes on me and moans coming from them.

  It makes me sick to my stomach. Vegas turns me slowly, pulling me close to his body. My back is to his chest and I can feel his cock pressing into my ass.

  I’m facing Tyler now. He has his cock in one hand and his other knuckles deep in the red head. She is moaning and pinching her nipples. Tyler isn’t even looking at her. His eyes are trained on me. He sees the tear fall down my cheek and he smiles.

  Vegas reaches around my body and palms my breast. His mouth is placing kisses up and down my neck while his hand squeeze my breast. He pinches my nipples so hard the pain causes me to cry out. He moans in my ear and says, “That’s it, baby, feel it.” He pushes his cock harder against my ass.

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bsp; His hands move down my body. He stops at my waist and starts pulling my shorts from my body.

  Right as they pass my hip bones we hear,

  BOOM BOOM BOOM.

  Someone is beating on the door.

  Vegas' hands stop mid-pull and he looks at Tyler.

  “Who the fuck is that, man?” Vegas asks Tyler.

  Before Tyler can answer, they speak.

  “Rainy, open the door, sweet girl. I know you are in there. Come on, open it. If you don’t, I’ll bust the bitch down.”

  Vegas is gone from behind me but is replaced with Tyler.

  “Get rid of him, Rain,” Tyler says.

  I know he is pissed but I had no idea what Liam is doing here. I nod my head and bend to get my shirt. Tyler’s knee comes right at my face. I move just in time for it to skim the side of my face. If he would have kneed me in the face, and Liam saw blood there is no way I would be able to get rid of him.

  More pounding on the door.

  “Liam, is that you? What are you doing here?” I yell like I don’t already know that it’s Liam. But I have to buy time.

  “Rain, its’ Felix Falls. Can you come open the door? Please, sweet heart.”

  “Your boyfriend’s trying to come fucking save you. Too bad it won’t work. Get the fucking door,” Tyler hisses. Like the snake he is.

  I look around the apartment. The guys are rushing to get their dicks in their pants. All you hear is shush zip. They look like little high school boys that just got caught having a circle jerk. They are all trying to figure out how to hide the hardness of their tiny teenage cocks.

  I look around for the red head because she was naked. She would be the hardest to explain. She is nowhere to be seen so she must have run to the back somewhere.

  Looking back at Tyler, he is finishing up doing his pants and nods his head for me to open the door.

  I head for the door and Vegas smacks me on my ass and says, “You aren’t saved, sweet thang, you never will be.”

  I pull my shirt over my head and walk toward the door. Liam is still knocking so I yell, “I’m coming, I’m coming.”

  Vegas laughs and says, “Not tonight.”

  Lord please let him find a way to save me. I don’t think I’ll walk away with my life if I stay.

  I open the door expecting to see Liam and Falls. My mouths opens when I see not only Liam and falls but Storm, Man, Callum, Malachi, and a man in plain clothes but he has his badge hanging around his neck.

  They look like they are ready to kill. I can’t let any of them do anything stupid. I don’t need them to be locked up, I need them out and free and happy.

  “What are you all doing here? You know that Tyler doesn’t want y’all here.”

  I try to plead with them with my eyes. I need them to help me find a way to get away. Falls speaks first, holding his hand up when they are try to speak all at once.

  “We are here because we got a call from someone that said you were in trouble.”

  They all walk into the apartment at this time. I step back and let them in.

  Falls looks at Tyler.

  “Seems there was someone here that thought you hurt your wife. But that can’t be right, can it, Tyler? I mean, after all, you are a loving father and husband, right?”

  “Yeah, right. That bastard isn’t a loving anything. He isn’t even really a fucking man.” This comes from Man.

  Tyler doesn’t like the way that Man talks to him. Man shows him no respect and he isn’t scared to bow back like I am.

  “You little shit. You should have died with your brother. You ever talk to me like that again and I’ll show you how a real man will kick his SON’S ass. You ready for that, boy?” Tyler says.

  The comments about Jeremiah cut deep, but the guys know he does that to hurt them. The only one he really hurts is me.

  Man looks at him, with a smirk on his face. “You don’t scare me, old man. I’m not fifteen anymore, I can fucking take you. I’m not scared of you. I’m not going to let you get away with what you do to my mom every day of her fucking life. She deals with you to keep us all safe. Guess what, dick face, we are all safe now. You will never get at Genesis again. As far as me and my brothers go, you haven’t been able to touch us in a very long time. Mom will be going with us. And if you ever think about coming after her, take a look at what you will have to deal with. No one here is scared of you, Tyler. We feel sorry for you. You are a worthless piece of shit. And a sorry excuse for a man.”

  Man holds his hand out to me, begging me with his eyes to take it. I reach for it and Tyler’s voice chills my blood.

  “You leave, Rain, and you will fucking regret it.”

  “Come on, Mom, we can and will protect you. Just take my hand and let’s get out of here. Please, Mom,” Man says.

  I take his hand. He pulls me to him and crushes me to his chest, it causes me to cry out. Between the re-broken ribs and the words carved into my stomach the pain was horrible and I couldn’t hold in the cry of pain Man hugging me caused.

  He pulls back from me with his hands still at my shoulders and looks me up and down. My stomach is still bleeding. I was hoping that my shirt would soak up the blood. The cuts are deep and I’ll probably have to get stitches. His stare stops at my thigh. When I look down, I close my eyes and try to think of something fast. But I’m too late. All the guys can now see the blood. Falls has to grab Man because he tries to charge Tyler. Man is yelling at Tyler, telling him he is going to get him, that Falls won’t be around to save his ass forever.

  Liam comes up to me. One of his large hands go to my cheek and he rubs his thumb over the bruise and cut on my cheek bone. He keeps his eyes on mine and slowly lifts my shirt. But I don’t want to see what I know I will see when he looks at what Tyler has done.

  “Motherfucker,” is yelled throughout the room. Falls can’t hold them all back. The undercover is trying to help but no one can stop Storm.

  Storm is across the room and on Tyler in the blink of an eye. Left right, left right. Storm punches Tyler in the face over and over. Yelling at him the whole time.

  “One day, you fucking bastard, everything you have done to her, I’m going to fucking do to you. You worthless piece of shit. I’m going to fucking kill you.”

  Liam, Falls, and the undercover are trying to pull Storm away. Tyler is just laying there. He isn’t moving. Lord please don’t let Storm have killed him. I think I check out at this point. I start the Lord ’s Prayer in my mind and sink to my knees. It’s too much for me to handle

  The lords prayer

  Our father who art in heaven,

  Hallowed be thy name

  Thy kingdom come

  Thy will be done

  On earth as it is in heaven

  Give us this day our daily bread

  And forgive us our trespasses

  As we forgive those who trespass

  Against us

  And lead us not into temptation,

  But deliver us from evil.

  For thine is the kingdom

  The power and the glory

  Forever and ever

  Amen

  I don’t know what is happening. I feel myself being lifted but I don’t want to open my eyes. It’s all too much.

  Doors close and then Man is in my ear.

  “Mom, come on, mom, open your eyes. Don’t break now. You’re free, Mom. Come on.”

  I think that’s Man, it sounds like Man.

  “Drive the fucking car, Callum.”

  That was Malachi.

  “Ow, why did you hit me, Liam?”

  Callum.

  Liam is here. So he is ok. But what about Storm. Where is Storm?

  “Don’t talk like that around your mom. This is not news to you. Don’t disrespect your mother,” Liam says.

  “But she won’t wake up, Liam.”

  “She isn’t dead. Her body just shut down. She couldn’t deal with what was happening. It was just too much for her to handle. When she is ready, she will
come back to us.”

  I hear them and I want to see them. I open my eyes and look up into the most amazing eyes I have ever seen.

  Liam is leaning over me. Half of his body in the front seat and half in the back with me. I could get lost in his grey eyes. Every time that man looks at me I feel like he can see into my soul. He knows me better than anyone.

  Tears fall. I have no idea why. They are all here. I look around the car. Callum is behind the wheel. I wonder when he got legal. I need to remember to ask. Malachi is on Man’s left, sitting behind Callum. I haven’t seen Storm yet. But then his face comes over mine like Liam did.

  “Storm,” I say.

  “Oh my god. You’re ok.”

  “Yeah, baby girl, I’m ok. What about you. How do you feel? We are getting you to the hospital as fast as we can.”

  “No, I don’t want to go to the hospital. Please don’t make me go back. Not like this. I’m begging you, please don’t make me go, Storm.”