Desire

by Jayne A. Krentz

  Clare took a deep breath and prepared to say the vows that would forever link her fortunes and the fortunes of Desire with those of the Hellhound.

  ***

  An hour later, in front of the large crowd that had assembled in the great hall, Ulrich opened a massive chest. He lifted out the contents with an air of solemn ceremony. A shimmering rainbow of silks spilled from his hands.

  The throng gasped appreciatively.

  "My lord's gifts to his esteemed bride," Ulrich announced in ringing tones.

  One by one he held aloft long, lustrous lengths of rich fabric from the East. Bolts of crimson silk shot through with gold and silver threads were unwrapped and displayed.

  Lengths of green silk as dark in hue as precious emeralds appeared.

  Yellows and oranges the shade of brilliant sunsets streamed forth from the chest. The variety and colors of the exquisite materials seemed unending.

  The villagers roundly cheered their approval as they inspected the Hellhound's costly bride gifts.

  Everyone was duly impressed. The oohs and aahs cascaded through the hall. Neighbor murmured to neighbor in tones of deep satisfaction. It was clear to one and all that their lady had chosen a wealthy lord.

  And apparently a generous one.

  The silks were followed by casks of valuable spices. Saffron, cloves, nutmeg, cinnamon, ginger, cumin, and pepper were presented. Again the crowd roared its appreciation of the respect their new lord was showing to their beloved lady.

  Clare listened to the comments of her people. They were well pleased.

  The villagers knew that their lord's wealth reflected directly on the entire Isle of Desire. The inhabitants would be bathed in the glow of his prestige and power.

  On a more practical level, Gareth's personal wealth was insurance that people would continue to prosper under his governance.

  "A bastard born, yet he has won great riches for himself by his own hand," John Blacksmith said to a farmer. "Tis a good sign."

  "Aye." The farmer bobbed his head sagely. "He'll take good care of these lands. Lady Clare chose well."

  John chuckled. " Tis not clear who did the choosing. If you ask me, Lord Gareth took a hand in making her decision for her."

  Clare wrinkled her nose, but she gave no other indication that she had overheard the remark. She was not entirely certain she could refute it.

  When Gareth's gifts to his bride had all been properly displayed and suitably admired, yet another chest was brought forward. New murmurs of excitement rippled through the crowd. When the second chest was opened, a great pile of coins was revealed.

  The cries of wonder turned to whoops of delight when it became clear that the coins were to be handed out to the villagers.

  "Your husband, it would seem, does not come to this marriage a pauper,"

  Prioress Margaret observed quietly. She stood next to Clare and watched as Gareth's men handed out a coin to everyone in the manor.

  "Aye, he brings the wealth he earned as the Hellhound of Wyckmere,"

  Clare said. "And he does not mind displaying it, does he?"

  "A great lord must display his wealth and power. How else will people know of it?"

  Clare sighed. "He had money enough before he married me. But he did not have lands."

  "Now he has those, too." Margaret looked at her. "Are you content with this marriage, my daughter?"

  " 'Tis done," Clare said quietly. "There is no point in debating the matter now."

  " Tis not quite done. There is still the business of your wedding night."

  "As to that, I assure you I have everything in hand."

  Margaret cleared her throat. "There is gossip that you lost your temper with your new lord yesterday morn and threatened to deny him his husbandly privileges tonight."

  "Twas a foolish challenge," Clare said distantly. "He made me very angry and I made certain statements which I have since withdrawn."

  "I am pleased to hear that. You are a woman of strong passions. You do not always govern your emotions as well as you govern your lands. Now that you are a married woman, you must exert more control over yourself."

  "Aye, my lady." She could do without an admonishing speech on the importance of self-mastery today, Clare thought glumly. She had enough weighing on her mind as it was.

  "You must guard your temper whenever you are in your husband's presence," Margaret continued.

  "Tis obvious that Sir Gareth is not a man who will tolerate defiance in his wife."

  "I have already heard this lecture. Why is it that everyone else seems to think she knows more about managing Lord Gareth than I do?"

  "Mayhap because the rest of us are older and wiser. Heed me, my child.

  If you would manage your lord, you must do so with a gentle tongue and a woman's clever ways."

  "Very well, madam. I shall heed your advice. You need not alarm yourself about my safety tonight.

  When the time comes, I shall welcome my lord into my bedchamber."

  Margaret smiled complacently. "Marriage is difficult enough without starting it off by offending your lord on your wedding night. And since we are speaking of making a good beginning, I may as well give you this now before I forget."

  Clare glanced down as Margaret removed a small, carefully wrapped bundle from a pouch that hung from the girdle of her habit. "A gift, madam? How kind of you. What is it?"

  "A small vial of chicken blood."

  Clare choked back laughter. "I vow, I am going to be awash in the stuff."

  "What do you mean?"

  "You are not the first one to give me such a thoughtful gift." Clare stuffed the small packet into the little woven pouch on her own girdle.

  "I thank you, madam. I shall add it to my collection."

  "Keep one of the vials close by tonight. Sprinkle a bit on the sheets before your lord awakes and all will be well."

  "What would you say, madam, if I were to tell you that such a precaution is unnecessary?"

  "As to that, I make no comment," Margaret said briskly. "You are a woman, not a young girl. You have carried out a woman's duties and responsibilities here on this manor since you were twelve years old. I am well aware of your feelings for Raymond de Coleville and as far as I am concerned, whatever transpired between the two of you is your affair."

  "Thank you," Clare said. "But in truth, Raymond was a most chivalrous knight. He and I?"

  Margaret held up a hand to stop the tale. "As I said, the matter of your virginity is your business and yours alone. But husbands, especially knights as proud as Sir Gareth, seldom see such matters in that light."

  "I disagree. I think they are quite capable of overlooking such small details when a woman's dowry is sufficiently large."

  "Heed me well, my daughter. Men, even the more intelligent among them, as I believe Lord Gareth to be, are fundamentally simple creatures."

  "So?"

  "So, as long as they believe honor is satisfied, they are inclined to be generous and chivalrous, especially to a new bride. I would have you give your husband the gift that will content him most on his wedding night so that you, in turn, will find contentment in your marriage on the morrow."

  Clare patted the new vial of blood that was safely stored in her girdle purse. "I must remember to say a prayer for all those noble chickens that have died for my honor this day."

  "You'll be eating some of them at the banquet."

  ***

  The feasting began shortly before noon and carried on without pause throughout the afternoon and long into the night. Everyone on the isle was invited, from the poorest laborer to the plumpest farmer. Even the nuns of Saint Hermione's partook of the extravagant array of food and ale along with everyone else.

  Although she had given orders to spare no expense, Clare was impressed, in spite of herself, with what Eadgar and the household servants had accomplished in such a short period of time. Elaborate preserves of turnips and carrots flavored with mustard seed were sent to the tables.


  Stuffed ducks, fragrant pottages, broiled fish, and honeyed chicken and pork tarts were carried to the hall in a constant stream from the kitchens.

  The celebration took on the boisterous mood of a fair. Children played games in the courtyard. Men told ribald jokes. Dalian entertained everyone with his tabor, flute, and harp. William helped himself to a bite from every serving plate in sight.

  The ominous fog which gripped the isle was forgotten as the river of ale and wine took effect. The main hall was crammed with people who drank toast after toast to the bride and groom at the head table.

  Out in the courtyard tables had been set up to feed those who could not be squeezed inside the hall. Braziers warded off the chill in the air.

  As the night deepened, the fire in the central hall threw a warm, golden glow over the raucous scene. Although she was seated next to him, the noise and merriment made it nearly impossible for Clare to engage in conversation with her new husband. She was, however, intensely aware of his gaze sliding intimately over her from time to time.

  The water clock at the far end of the hall had just marked the hour before midnight when Joanna caught Clare's eye. It was time to go upstairs to the bridal chamber.

  For no apparent reason, Clare's fingers suddenly trembled as she gripped her goblet. She put her unfinished wine down very slowly and looked at Gareth.

  He leaned toward her so that she would be able to hear him. "I comprehend that it is time for my bride to leave the hall?"

  "Aye, so it would seem." Clare did not care for the inexplicable attack of unease that had just assailed her. There was nothing to fear tonight, she reminded herself, no reason to shiver in anticipation or dread. Nothing at all was going to happen.

  She had made her position clear to Gareth yesterday. He had not argued or raised an objection.

  They had an understanding. They would become friends before they became lovers.

  Lovers. The word sang in Clare's head. She recalled the one kiss Gareth had given her and grew warm all over.

  Gareth rose to his feet. The laughter and the loud conversation ceased abruptly. A hush claimed the crowd as all eyes turned toward the head table.

  Clare knew that everyone in the hall was waiting to see what would happen next. It was time for her to carry out her end of the bargain that she had struck with Gareth. She must go to the bridal chamber with the air of a willing, welcoming bride.

  Gareth lifted his silver goblet and looked down at Clare. His gaze was brilliant and intent. Clare swallowed. Her smile felt shaky.

  Friends first. Then lovers.

  She could trust the Hellhound, she told herself. He would keep his end of the bargain.

  "I drink a toast to my fair and lovely bride," Gareth said into the taut silence. He took a deep sip from the goblet.

  Cheers rang through the hall. The boisterous crowd pounded tankards on the tables.

  Gareth set his goblet down and drew the Window of Hell from its scabbard. The steel flashed in the firelight as he held the blade aloft just as he had the day of his arrival. A murmur of excitement rippled through the hall.

  "I am a fortunate man, for I have wed a most gracious lady." Gareth's voice carried to the farthest corner of the large chamber.

  A shout of agreement went up from the audience. Clare smiled wryly. The Hellhound really was very good at making the grand gesture.

  "Hear me, good people of Desire," Gareth said. "Listen well, for I would have all those present here tonight witness that I give this sword, which had never been stained with dishonor, once more into the hands of my lady. This I do as a symbol of regard for her. She is now my wife.

  She holds my honor in her hands even as she holds my sword."

  "Aye, aye."

  Another round of enthusiastic shouts and yells echoed from the stone walls, the revelers slamming tankards and knife butts against the tables.

  Gareth reversed the blade and presented the sword, hilt first, to Clare.

  "Know that I am well pleased in my wife."

  The thundering yells of approval made it impossible for Clare to say a word. She did not know if she would have been able to speak had the hall been empty.

  For some reason, Gareth's extravagantly chivalrous gesture, though she knew it to be carefully calculated for the effect it would have on the crowd, brought tears to her eyes.

  She took the heavy, crystal-pommeled sword from his hand and rose to her feet.

  Once more the hall fell silent in anticipation. Clare drew a deep breath and prepared to make a formal gesture of her own.

  She nodded at William, who immediately came forward down the aisle between a row of trestle tables. He carried a large bunch of dried flowers and herbs.

  "My lord," Clare said, "in exchange for the honor and strength that you bring to us this day, I give into your safekeeping the source of the prosperity of our fair isle."

  William went down on one knee and handed the fragrant sheaf of dried lavender, rosemary, roses, and mug-wort to Clare. She took it from his hand and gave the ribbon-tied bundle to Gareth.

  Gareth looked down at the sheaf of flowers and herbs that were symbolic of the perfumed isle. When he raised his eyes, Clare was stunned by the fierceness of his gaze.

  "I will guard this isle, its people, and its lady with more care than I would use to guard my own life," Gareth said so that all could hear.

  Clare saw the unwavering promise in his strong face. She knew that he meant every word. Their personal relationship was far from settled, but she could be certain that her isle was in good hands.

  She smiled tremulously. "I have chosen well."

  "I would have you believe so."

  Clare could hardly breathe. For a moment it was as if she and Gareth were alone in the hall. She could feel the unbreakable, invisible cords that now bound them together.

  Friends first, Clare reminded herself. It was far too soon for her and Gareth to become lovers.

  Much too soon.

  They barely knew each other.

  Joanna rose from her place at the table and hurried toward Clare. The movement freed Clare of the spell that had settled on her. It was time to leave the hall.

  Aware of the growing curiosity and expectation of the throng, Clare gripped the heavy sword and looked at Gareth.

  "I go now to prepare to welcome my husband to the bridal chamber," Clare said very distinctly.

  The crowd cheered and tankards were raised.

  Gareth raised his goblet once more. "I pray you will not delay a moment longer, my lady. As a gardener, you know well that some herbs are most potent when they are shriveled and dried. There are others, however, which are best used when the stalk is strong and fully erect. Tis the latter variety that I shall bring to you tonight."

  Laughter shook the hall.

  Clare's eyes widened as the meaning of his words sank home. "For a man who claims that he does not jest, my lord, you have an unusual turn of phrase," she muttered.

  "Aye, well, a wedding is an unusual event, madam."

  Joanna seized her arm. "Come. We must hurry." She tugged impatiently.

  Clare sent Gareth a speaking look as she was led away.

  "Have a care with my sword," Gareth called after her. "It is the only one I have."

  More shouts of laughter rang through the chamber.

  "I vow, I shall find some good use for it." Clare clutched the blade hilt very tightly as Joanna drew her toward the staircase. " Twill make an excellent stake from which to string pea vines in my garden."

  Shouts of encouragement accompanied Clare and Joanna as they picked up their skirts and hurried toward the ower stairs.

  "Take this," Joanna whispered to Clare as they went lown the hall. "Hide it about your person. Do not let Lord jareth or anyone else see it."

  Clare's fingers closed around yet another small object. Let me hazard a guess. Chicken blood?"

  "Aye. Sprinkle some on the sheets before morning md all will be well."

  Several other wom
en appeared in the hall. Giggling ind laughing, they all crowded into the bedchamber to prepare the bride.

  Within a few minutes Clare's gown had been stripped rom her. A beautifully embroidered night robe of fine soft inen was dropped over her head and she was tucked into:he sweet-smelling bed.

  "There, now, ye look lovely," Eunice said as she ran a;omb through Clare's unbound hair. She leaned close and owered her voice. "Don't be forgetting the chicken blood."

  "Believe me, I am unlikely to forget it."

  Joanna went to the door and put her ear to the wood. 'I can hear Lord Gareth and his men on the stairs."

  "Grooms is always an impatient lot." Agnes elbowed ler way to the side of the bed. "As yer old nurse, 'tis my right to say good night to the maid I helped raise. On the norrow, I'll greet the woman who rises from this bed."

  "Hurry," Joanna said. "They're almost here."

  Masculine voices and roars of mirth could be heard echoing down the corridor. The serving girls quickly poured svine into two goblets that stood on a table near the fire. Eunice dabbed a tear from her eye and smiled benignly.

  Everyone's attention was on the door, waiting for it to Dpen. Agnes leaned over the bed.

  "Here, now, take this, m'lady." She pressed a small object into Clare's hand.

  With a sense of resignation, Clare glanced down at yet another small vial. "Thank you, Agnes. You cannot know how much your thoughtfulness means to me."

  "Hush." Agnes cast a quick look about to make certain no one had overheard. "Be sure to dab a few drops on the sheets ere morning and all will be well."

  "But, Agnes?"

  " Tis just a useful precaution." Agnes fussed with the bedding. "When you've lived as long as I have, ye learn it pays to help nature along now and again. Especially when a man's honor is involved."

  The door crashed open before Clare could argue.

  Ulrich and the other men thrust Gareth into the chamber. The serving maids shrieked.

  "Here's your new lord, my lady." Ulrich swept a deep, mocking bow toward Clare. When he raised his head, he wore a distinctly lecherous grin. "He has come here tonight to practice with his sword. I trust you'll see to it that he gets a good deal of exercise with it. We would not want the Hellhound of Wyckmere to grow soft."