Possessive Protectors [Triple Dare County, South Dakota 1] (Siren Publishing Everlasting Polyromance)
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“What, you’ll fight me like we did that one time in college?”
“She twists my insides into a ball when she starts denying she has feelings for us. Mainly that she has none for me. You’re charming.” He gave Gray a tight smile. “The ladies fall over themselves to get to you.”
“And you, too. They beat themselves silly against your rock-hard wall.” Gray nodded toward the cabin. “If you love her, which I don’t doubt, then you have to let her inside. Let her know the real you. You both have big trust issues. Get over yours. I want her for our wife.”
“You can marry her.”
“Shit, right. And I’d lose my best friend and all our plans. She doesn’t want just me. But you frighten her. Loosen up. I’m going to my parents’ house tonight. I’ve had a great twenty-four hours with her. You two need alone time.” Gray stood. “I’ll grab a few things and be on my way.”
“You don’t have to do this.”
“Don’t waste the time, or I’ll knock you in the head when I get back.”
“You and who else?” But Holt grinned and waved him on.
Chapter Eleven
Holt waited until he heard Gray’s truck leave. Then he went into the cabin. He stoked the fireplace until the logs blazed with warmth. Tiptoeing, he walked to her door and listened. He heard the sobs she’d tried to cover. When he tried the doorknob and found it locked, he grinned. Surely she didn’t think she’d keep either him or Gray out with this flimsy door.
He stepped back, raised his boot, and kicked right at the lock area. The door hit the wall, making an enormously loud bang. Natalie sat straight up. Her flushed face and wet eyelashes hit him in the gut like a punch.
Taking quick steps to her bedside he lifted her into his arms. She hit at him with her hands.
“Put me down. Go away.”
“Never. Get used to it.” He strode out of her room and up the stairs to the loft. He lay her on his bed, and she scooted off the other side.
“As I said before, it’s going to be so much fun to tame you.”
“Just try, buddy.”
He laughed. “Buddy?”
She sputtered and glanced around looking for an escape. Down below the fire crackled. The loft was dark except for the fire and one small lamp on in the living room. Her lush breasts raised as she took a deep breath. He waited patiently for her to move.
“You can’t use me for sex and then act like I’m totally unimportant afterwards. Tonight you let me know you’d changed your mind about marrying me. I won’t be your sex toy.”
Holt laughed, hard. He lay on the side of the bed and couldn’t stop chuckling. Out of the corner of his eye he saw her puzzled expression. He patiently waited until she walked around the bed.
“It’s not funny.” Tears welled in her eyes again.
His hand reached out and grabbed her wrist before she could dart away. He pulled her down beside him and rolled to face her.
“No, making you cry is not funny or fair.” He wiped the tears from her cheeks and kissed each wet eyelid. His lips nuzzled her ear. “It’s never been just sex with us. I made love to you. It scared me to death.”
Natalie pulled her head back and glared at him. “Nothing scares you.”
“Your not loving me does.”
She had been wiggling, trying to put distance between their bodies. His hard cock pulsed against her abdomen, and her little movements sent his hunger soaring. But she stopped when he had whispered in her ear.
“Why didn’t you say you cared at the table?”
“You didn’t. Men have to save face.”
Skepticism and hope chased across her captivating face. “I’m not sure I trust you.”
“I know. I’ll work on it.”
Tenderly, he kissed her lips, and his tongue darted inside to caress her tender, warm mouth. Her sweet, soft body melted against his hard frame. He pulled her tighter against him as he ravished her mouth. His hands threaded through her thick hair. When his lips moved to her throat, she moaned, and the scent of her arousal filled his lungs.
He unbuttoned the top of her gown, grasped the two sides, and tore the thin flannel from top to bottom. His hands immediately covered her luscious breasts.
Natalie raised her head. “You tore my favorite gown.”
“I’ll get you a new one, but I prefer you naked. Clothes keep me from these jewels.” He bent and sucked on one rosy nipple. Her head fell back on the pillow as he worked his way down to her lower lips.
Holt stopped and moved off the bed. Natalie protested until she saw him grab a condom out of his jeans pocket. He quickly pulled off his T-shirt, kicked his shoes off, and pushed down his pants. Her beautiful body lay waiting for him to feast on her. His heart pounded almost out of his chest.
He spread her legs wide and nuzzled his way between her folds to the tiny nub at the top. His tongue licked across her clit. She raised her hips to meet his mouth. He licked and tasted the delectable moisture coating her lower lips and seeping out of her pussy opening. Sliding one finger inside her pussy, he felt for her sweet spot. When she caught her breath and breathed out his name he knew he’d found it.
Holt sucked on her nub and ran his finger across the sensitive spot in her pussy. She moved her hips upward, and he slid another finger inside. His thumb pressed against her nub, and he watched her expression as her orgasm began to roll over her. As she reached her peak, he removed his fingers and plunged inside her to the hilt. She clenched her tight pussy around his hard cock and moved with him.
Her head thrashed from side to side. “Give it all to me, Natalie.” He purred her name. Her glazed eyes looked into his.
“Open yourself to me,” his husky voice demanded of her.
* * * *
Nat heard his voice and lifted her body to meet his again. A pulse pounded inside the inner walls of her pussy. She unclenched from around his cock, and he pushed in farther. He put her legs on his shoulders and his hands on her breasts.
Her body totally accepted him, yet he was still an enigma to her. and her brain and body were miles apart in surrendering to him. When they got too close, he pulled back. She didn’t want to be on a roller coaster, but she couldn’t resist him physically. His cock moved inside her and all thought went out of her head.
His cock was buried deep in her pussy, and his fingers tightened on her pebbled nipples sending shock waves from her feet all along her body. There was only him and her. Him all wrapped around her, in her, and her body craving to be closer and closer. She’d explode any minute. The craving became an ache building until she screamed his name as he groaned, taking them both over the top.
His cock held tight against her womb. Ripples of pleasure continued to flood her system. Holt rolled, taking her with him. She lay exhausted across his body. His heart beat hard against her chest.
“Do you believe I care?” he whispered in her ear.
“It’s a good start.” She smiled into his Nordic blue eyes.
“I’ll work harder. Let’s go shower.”
Holt rubbed all over her skin with the soap as the water poured over their heads. She did the same to him.
She traced his face with her fingertip. She brushed the edge of his stubbled jaw, traced his sensuous lips, went along the side of his hawk nose and across his forehead to slide her fingers in his soft, thick, dark hair.
“You are beautiful in your own way.” She studied his body, his broad chest, tight abs, and his cock starting to rise again. His long legs were muscled and tan like the rest of him.
“See what you do to me with one look.” His warm voice speeded her heartbeat.
This time Natalie took the lead. First, she turned the faucet to the side where the water barely fell on them. Then she proceeded to kiss him, from his earlobe to his neck. She rubbed her fingers across his chest and hard abs then nibbled at his firm abdomen.
She stopped at his cock and studied the long, wide shaft. Her tongue licked across the top and tasted his salty essence. He held hi
mself rigid, letting her explore. Trepidation held her still for a moment before she leaned forward and took him deep into her mouth. She sucked on his cock, and his lusty groan told her she didn’t have much longer to arouse him before the tiger came loose.
Natalie held his balls in one hand and moved her head up and down his length. Strong hands gripped her arms. “Enough.” His words came out harsh. She glanced at his face.
“Come.” He lifted her up, grabbed towels, and took her to the bedside where he dried her off, and she dried him. He grabbed a condom from the bedside drawer and lay on the bed.
“Straddle me,” he demanded. She did. “Roll the condom on me and then take me inside you.”
Her hands were shaky, but she managed to roll it onto his cock.
He lifted her where his cock was right at her opening. “Now.”
As he’d directed, she slowly sank down on his hot, pulsing dick. She pushed and he went in farther. Impatient, he rolled her on her back and plunged all the way in. He pounded into her pussy, taking all she had to give. When her pulsing orgasm gripped her, she heard him say, “Mine, mine.” She shivered in her release as he moved faster and reached his own.
He tipped his head against her forehead. “I hope I didn’t hurt you.”
“Not at all. It was good, wonderful.”
“You had me strung so tight I exploded.” He kissed her mouth and rolled to the side. This time he didn’t pull her against him.
“You’re the only thing that frightens me.”
She hardly heard the words he spoke so softly. She turned in bed to face him. He stared at the ceiling.
“What do you mean?”
He looked her way. “I lost my parents when I was six. Nana raised me. She said I was a solitary child.” He shrugged. “I liked to go off alone, to hunt or just to observe the wildlife. We lived miles from the nearest town. Nana had eked a living out of her small ranch. My parents died in a car crash. What she got from the insurance helped the ranch thrive and provided for a growing boy.”
“How sad for you.”
“I suppose. I never admitted it. The hurt and confusion was stuffed deep down. But Nana is a wise woman. She worked most of it out.”
“She sounds wonderful. I’d like to meet her.”
“I thought when you’re cleared maybe afterwards you’d go with me to see her.”
“I think she might help me understand you better than anyone else can.”
“Gray will come along. He and Nana are fast friends. He’s a good friend to me. He understood we needed this time to ourselves.”
“There you two go planning ways around my resistance.”
“Are you still protesting against our marriage?
“Not really. However, this has happened fast, and during a confusing and frightening time for me. The fear of going to jail has made it difficult for me to think clearly about anything else. Give me a chance to recover and be certain of my feelings. I’m frightened of making another mistake. I don’t trust myself or you at times.”
“Fair enough, but Gray and I plan to continue to try and convince you to our way of thinking.”
Natalie kissed his sexy mouth. “I expected as much.” She snuggled down into Holt’s arms, and they slept.
When they heard a knock and a door open, early morning light streaked across the sky above the half curtains on the window.
“Can I come in? I thought I’d better see if you both survived the night,” Gray called out.
She giggled against Holt’s throat.
“Shall we invite him up?”
“You mean both of you with me at the same time?” Her face went hot again.
“Didn’t you expect that eventually?” Holt asked. His deep blue eyes studied her expression.
“I didn’t know. Well, I never asked my parents the details.”
“Come on up, Gray. Our lady has some more lessons to learn.”
“What if I don’t like it?”
“Trust me, you will.”
Gray appeared at the top of the stairs. “Sure I’m not intruding?”
“You’re right on time. Natalie isn’t sure if she’d like us to love her at the same time. I promised she’d enjoy it.”
Gray shook his head and smiled. “Darlin’, how did you get to thirty and still be such an innocent? It’ll be our pleasure to show you how good we three can be together.” Gray quickly threw his clothes to the side. He grabbed Nat’s hand and pulled her up. “Let’s start in the shower and work our way back to the bed.”
“Sounds good to me,” Holt said. He followed Natalie and Gray into the large bathroom. Once the water was warm Gray held Nat in his arms and stepped in the shower. He gradually let her feet touch the tiled floor.
Holt positioned himself in front of her and massaged her breasts and sucked on her nipple. Gray kissed the back of her neck and slid his hand down her front to put two fingers into her wet pussy.
“She likes the idea. Her pussy’s nice and wet already,” Gray said. He continued to nuzzle the side of her neck and slid his fingers in and out of her pussy and then up to rub her clit.
Nat started to speak, and Holt kissed her deeply while his fingers played over her sensitive breasts and nipples. Heat flushed through her veins, and a spark of desire shot up her spine.
“Her nipples are like strawberries,” Holt added after he resumed kissing first one peaked nipple and then the other.
A beat began inside Natalie’s pussy walls. A carving for both of them swept over her. A part of her was embarrassed to have them so close touching and kissing her. She’d never really thought about what happened in a threesome.
Her mother had been so adamantly against the lifestyle that Nat had never considered it for herself until now. But she’d seen how happy her fathers and May were in their marriage.
Holt cupped her face in his hands. “What is it?” he asked. “I sensed you drawing away from us.
“All of this, us, is a bit overwhelming.” She knew her face was red from the heat they’d stirred in her body and her embarrassment. Gray had pulled back and stared at her, too.
Holt ran his finger down the side of her face. “Do you want us to stop?”
Did she? Her body screamed no. She couldn’t get the word out, but she shook her head. She did want to see how it would be to have two husbands, namely Gray and Holt. She pushed back her other thoughts and gave herself up to the physical pleasure of enjoying them.
“We’ll go slow,” Gray promised. They’d traded places and he took the soap and began to massage the front of her body with soft suds. Holt rubbed her shoulders and back. They were incredibly gentle. Her skin soaked up the strokes making her muscles loose and relaxed. When she thought she’d melt into a puddle and flow down the drain, Gray picked her up in his arms and carried her to the bed.
He sat her on her feet by the bedside, and he and Holt dried her with two soft, warm towels. She sank onto the bed. All her resistance forgotten, she was putty in their hands.
Gray spread her legs wide and kissed the area around her lower lips and the tops of her thighs.
Holt straddled her upper body. She took his large cock into her mouth.
“Ah, hot damn that’s good, sweetheart.”
Gray spread her lower lips and rubbed his tongue across her nub. She felt moisture seep from her pussy.
Gray licked and tasted her. “Damn, you taste sweet and tart.” His tongue darted into her pussy opening.
She moved her hips upward toward Gray’s mouth as he continued to kiss and lick all along her folds.
Nat licked and sucked on Holt’s hard dick. He groaned several times urging her on. Nat had forgotten her initial shock about the threesome. She was caught up in the intense arousal of being with both her men at once. She sucked hard on Holt’s dick as Gray pushed slowly into her hungry pussy. Holt stiffened and started to move away. Natalie held his hips tight and cupped his balls. He grasped her head and threw his head back. She swallowed his salty essence and licke
d the top of his cock.
Holt moved away as Gray’s movements came faster and harder. Gray took her pebbled nipple in his mouth and sucked as he pushed in and out of her pussy. Her desire exploded deep inside her and her inner walls clenched tight around him as an enormous wave of euphoria shook her body. Gray continued to take long hard strokes in and out. Her pussy rippled around him in joy. Then Gray stared into her eyes, and he went deep one more time. Gray trembled in her arms as his orgasm hit him. All three lay close as they tried to catch their breath.
When Holt could speak, he rolled onto her soft body and stared into her eyes. “Still think you might not like it?”
“I’m considering my answer. You might have to show me a few more times before I’m certain.”
Gray raised his head and smiled at her. “No problem, darlin’. Any time.”
“I’m going to shower and check the horses,” Holt said. He got out of bed. “We might go riding later.”
“I’ll go with you.” Gray kissed Nat and got his clothes from the floor. He skipped down the steps.
“Forsaken again,” Nat mumbled teasingly. She pulled the covers to her chin and closed her eyes. Her body still tingled and throbbed from the workout her sexy men had given her, first from Holt and then both of them. It felt rather naughty and nice.
“I see your smile,” Holt said when he came out of the bathroom. “Get ready and after we ride around here, we’ll go on to Gray’s parents’ house. They usually barbecue on the weekends. We’ll crash the party.”
She sat on the side of the bed and let the sheet slide to her waist. Holt’s hungry gaze warmed her skin.
“You are tempting me, sweetheart. But you’ve had enough for one day. We don’t want to abuse that gorgeous body. I’m betting you’re sore.”
Nat pretended to pout, then said, “Maybe a little.” She took her torn gown and went to her bedroom. She’d soak in a warm tub before riding.
She stretched out in the warm water. Her mind whirled with thoughts of next week and going to court hopefully for the last time. It was as though someone had tipped her whole world upside down. First, Tom’s death and the accusations she had killed him, and then Gray and Holt saying they wanted to marry her. One month ago her life was school, grading papers, maybe a movie with a girlfriend. A slow, peaceful pace.