We always watch movies and enjoy how couples behave and do their stuff. As soon as the film ends we compare their life with ours and just start our monotonous routine. I don't want us to be those people. I want us to write our own story, act in that theatre of life, and then make people wonder about our secret of happiness. I want you to be my lead lady who is there with me in all the ups and downs of my life, not just because I need your support (I do need it now and will need it forever), but I want to see that happy ending moment on your and my face now and then. Movies might end at the ecstatic climax; our end should be holding each other's hand, tears in the eyes, but smile on the face. I want to look back in our history and cherish those moments I spent with you and improve my habits from fights I had with you.
I am not saying I won't argue with you, fight with you or won't have differences with you. I will definitely have those. The thing is I will make sure we make through those hurdles and win the best actor award (definitely in the theatre of life). I don't have much to promise you about, which I may or may not be able to keep, but one thing I can assure you that our differences or fights won't be the reason for our separation ever. Being a guy, I will always have the upper hand over you (which you don't like), but I will always try my best to make you comfortable in this relationship. I do have my ego, personality, flaws, aggression, responsibilities, but I will make sure you never feel like these are more important than you. I know sometimes you will feel sidelined, but believe me, there is a particular spot for you in me, so I request you never to compare yourself with other things I am involved or linked. Sometimes I might not be able to put you above something, but I will make sure you are not below anything (I don't mean literally here).
I started the company, magazine, other activities and still I don't see any hope of success, but when I talk to you about my problems you are there to listen, to support me. It gives me a new energy keep it going and do more stuff like these. At one point in my life, I thought that you are a distraction for my goals, and I should focus on them, but now I realize that you are a source of inspiration in reality. I don't want to prove to this world that I am something, I want to prove myself to you that I am worthy to you. You always asked me why I wanted to marry you? The answer is simple; you complete me. Yes, I wanted someone who can beat me in my substantial area, but later I realized that life is full circle. When I can make a stable molecule being with you, why would I want to free radical and fight for free energy? Our relationship is the most straightforward description of the lock and key model. Why I want to prove my worthiness, if you ask, then the answer is simple again. You are the world to me, and if you are happy with my work and performance, I don't give a damn about the rest of the world. I am going to spend the rest of my life with you, so if I care about the rest of society, then it's about making an impact on it.
You might be reading this and feeling like, “Ohh! too much shenanigans in paragraphs. Too much to digest. Such a self centred person. Not even 2 words about me and full letter describing about own legacy.” Again I have simple description for you. It doesn't matter much how you are, you are mine and that is what matters to me. I just ran out of ideas now, so I am ending this letter now. As such, I can't afford more than two pages to write.
So at the end I just want to tell you that this is just the beginning of milestones. We will lay many more together, we will create many memories together and all I want from you is your participation in those. So I want you to make a promise to me that you will there always by my side.
Don't know what to write here,
Aditya
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