The Earth's Children Series 6-Book Bundle

by Jean M. Auel

“I’m not sure we should bother with that bowl boat anymore,” Jondalar commented. “The horses can wade across the small streams without getting much of anything wet. With deeper rivers, we can lift the pack baskets to their backs, instead of letting them hang down.”

  “I tied my things to a log once. After I left the Clan and was looking for people like me, I came to a wide river. I swam across it pushing the log,” Ayla said.

  “That must have been hard to do, and maybe more dangerous, not having your arms free.”

  “It was hard, but I had to get across, and I couldn’t think of any other way,” Ayla said.

  She was quiet for a while, thinking. The man, lying beside her, wondered if she had fallen asleep; then she revealed the direction her thoughts had taken.

  “Jondalar, I’m sure we have already traveled much farther than I did before I found my valley. We have come a long way, haven’t we?”

  “Yes, we have come a long way,” he replied, a little guarded in his answer. He shifted to his side and raised up on one arm so he could see her. “But we are still a long way from my home. Are you tired of traveling already, Ayla?”

  “A little. I would like to rest for a while. Then I’ll be ready to travel again. As long as I’m with you, I don’t care how far we have to go. I just didn’t know this world was so big. Does it ever end?”

  “To the west of my home, the land ends at the Great Waters. No one knows what lies beyond that. I know another man who says he has traveled even farther, and has seen great waters in the east, though many people doubt him. Most people travel a little, but few travel very far, so they find it hard to believe the stories of long Journeys, unless they see something that convinces them. But there are always a few who travel far.” He made a disparaging chuckle. “Though I never expected to be one. Wymez traveled around the Southern Sea and found there was more land even farther to the south.”

  “He also found Ranec’s mother and brought her back. It’s hard to doubt Wymez. Have you ever seen anyone else with brown skin like Ranec’s? Wymez had to travel far to find a woman like that,” Ayla said.

  Jondalar looked at the face glowing in the firelight, feeling a great love for the woman beside him, and a great worry. This talk of long Journeys made him think about the long way they still had to go.

  “In the north, the land ends in ice,” she continued. “No one can go beyond the glacier.”

  “Unless they go by boat,” Jondalar said. “But I’m told that all you will find is a land of ice and snow, where white spirit bears live, and they say there are fish bigger than mammoths. Some of the western people claim there are shamans powerful enough to Call them to the land. And once they are beached, they can’t go back, but …”

  There was a sudden crashing among the trees. The man and woman both jumped with fright, then lay perfectly still, not uttering a sound. Hardly even breathing. A low, rumbling growl came from Wolf’s throat, but Ayla had her arm around him and wasn’t about to let him go. There was more thrashing about, and then silence. After a while Wolf stopped his rumbling, too. Jondalar wasn’t sure if he’d be able to sleep at all that night. He finally got up to put a log on the fire, grateful that he had earlier found some good-size broken limbs that he could chop with his small ivory-hafted stone axe into pieces.

  “The glacier we have to cross isn’t in the north, is it?” Ayla asked after he came back to bed, her mind still on their Journey.

  “Well, it’s north of here, but not as far as that wall of ice to the north. There is another range of mountains west of these, and the ice we must cross is on a highland north of them.”

  “Is it hard to cross ice?”

  “It’s very cold, and there can be terrible blizzards. In spring and summer it melts a little and the ice gets rotten. Big cracks split open. If you fall in a deep crack, no one can get you out. In winter, most of the cracks fill with snow and ice, though it can still be dangerous.”

  Ayla shivered suddenly. “You said there’s a way around. Why do we have to cross the ice?”

  “It’s the only way we can avoid fla … Clan country.”

  “You were going to say flathead country.”

  “It’s just the name I’ve always heard, Ayla,” Jondalar tried to explain. “It’s what everyone calls it. You’re going to have to get used to that word, you know. That is what most people call them.”

  She ignored the comment, and went on, “Why do we have to avoid them?”

  “There’s been some trouble.” He frowned. “I don’t even know if those northern flatheads are the same as your Clan.” He stopped, then went on. “But they didn’t start the trouble. On our way here, we heard of a band of young men who were … harassing them. They are Losadunai, the people who live near that plateau glacier.”

  “Why do the Losadunai want to cause trouble with the Clan?” Ayla was puzzled.

  “It’s not the Losadunai. Not all of them. They don’t want trouble. It’s just this band of young men. I guess they think it’s fun, or at least that’s how it started.”

  Ayla thought that some people’s idea of fun didn’t sound like much fun to her, but it was their Journey that she couldn’t get off her mind, and how much farther they had to go. From the way Jondalar talked, they weren’t even close yet. She decided that it might be best not to think too far ahead. She tried to put it out of her mind.

  She stared up into the night and wished she could see the sky through the high canopy. “Jondalar, I think I see stars up there. Can you see them?”

  “Where?” he said, looking up.

  “Over there. You have to look straight up and back a little. See?”

  “Yes … Yes, I think I do. It’s nothing like the Mother’s path of milk, but I do see a few stars,” Jondalar said.

  “What’s the Mother’s path of milk?”

  “That’s another part of the story about the Mother and Her child,” he explained.

  “Tell me it.”

  “I’m not sure if I can remember. Let’s see, it goes something like …” He began to chant the rhythm without words, then came in at the middle of a verse.

  Her blood clotted and dried into red-ochred soil.

  But the luminous child made it all worth the toil.

  The Mother’s great joy.

  A bright shining boy.

  Mountains rose up spouting flames from their crests,

  She suckled Her son from Her mountainous breasts.

  He suckled so hard, and the sparks flew so high,

  The Mother’s hot milk laid a path through the sky.

  “That’s it,” he concluded. “Zelandoni would be pleased that I remembered.”

  “That’s wonderful, Jondalar. I love the sound of it, the way the sound of it feels.” She closed her eyes, repeating the verses to herself aloud a few times.

  Jondalar listened, and was reminded of how quickly she could memorize. She repeated it exactly right after only one hearing. He wished his memory was as good and his knack for picking up language as quick as hers.

  “It’s not really true, is it?” Ayla asked.

  “What isn’t true?”

  “That the stars are the Mother’s milk.”

  “I don’t think they are really milk,” Jondalar said. “But I think there is truth in what the story means. The whole story.”

  “What does the story mean?”

  “It tells about the beginnings of things, how we came to be. That we were made by the Great Earth Mother, out of Her own body; that She lives in the same place as the sun and the moon, and is the Great Earth Mother to them as She is to us; and that the stars are a part of their world.”

  Ayla nodded. “There could be some truth in that,” she said. She liked what he said, and thought that maybe, someday, she would like to meet this Zelandoni and ask her to tell the whole story. “Creb told me the stars were the hearths of the people who live in the spirit world. All the people who have returned, and all the people not yet born. And the home of the spirits of the tote
ms.”

  “There could be truth in that, too,” Jondalar said. Flatheads really must be almost human, he thought. No animal would think like that.

  “He once showed me where my totem’s home was, the Great Cave Lion,” Ayla said and, stifling a yawn, she rolled over on her side.

  Ayla tried to see the way ahead, but huge, moss-covered trunks of trees blocked her view. She kept climbing, not sure where she was going or why, just wishing she could stop and rest. She was so tired. If she could just sit down. The log ahead looked inviting, if she could reach it, but it always seemed another step farther. Then she was on top of it, but it gave way beneath her, collapsing into rotten wood and wriggling grubs. She was falling through it, clawing at the earth, trying to climb back up.

  Then the dense forest was gone, and she was clambering up the steep side of a mountain through an open woods along a familiar path. At the top was a high mountain meadow where a small family of deer fed. Hazelnut bushes grew against the rock of a mountain wall. She was afraid, and there was safety behind the bushes, but she couldn’t find the way in. The opening was blocked by the hazelnut bushes, and they were growing, growing to the size of huge trees, with mossy trunks. She tried to see the way ahead, but all she could see were the trees, and it was getting dark. She was afraid, but then, in the distance, she saw someone moving through the deep shade.

  It was Creb. He was standing in front of the opening of a small cave, blocking her way, his hand signs saying she couldn’t stay. This was not her place. She had to leave, to find another place, the place where she belonged. He tried to tell her the way, but it was dark and she couldn’t quite see what he was saying, only that she had to keep going. Then he stretched out his good arm and pointed.

  When she looked ahead, the trees were gone. She started climbing again, toward the opening of another cave. Though she knew she had never seen it before, it was a strangely familiar cave, with an oddly misplaced boulder silhoutted against the sky above it. When she looked back, Creb was leaving. She called out to him, pleading with him.

  “Creb! Creb! Help me! Don’t go!”

  “Ayla! Wake up! You’re dreaming,” Jondalar said, shaking her gently.

  She opened her eyes, but the fire had gone out and it was dark. She clung to the man.

  “Oh, Jondalar, it was Creb. He was blocking the way. He wouldn’t let me in—he wouldn’t let me stay. He was trying to tell me something, but it was so dark I couldn’t see. He was pointing toward a cave, and something about it looked familiar, but he wouldn’t stay.”

  Jondalar could feel her shaking in his arms as he held her close, comforting her with his presence. Suddenly she sat up. “That cave! The one he was blocking, that was my cave. That was where I went after Durc was born, when I was afraid they wouldn’t let me keep him.”

  “Dreams are hard to understand. Sometimes a zelandoni can tell you what they mean. Maybe you are still feeling bad about leaving your son,” the man said.

  “Maybe,” she said. She did feel bad about leaving Durc, but if that was what her dream meant, why was she dreaming it now? Why not after she stood on the island looking across Beran Sea, trying to see the peninsula, and cried her final goodbye to him. There was something about it that made her feel there was more to her dream than that. Finally she settled down and they both dozed off for a while. When she woke again, it was daylight, though they were still in the shaded gloom of the forest.

  Ayla and Jondalar started north in the morning on foot, with the travois poles lashed together, and then fastened across the middle of the round boat. With each of them carrying an end, they could lift the poles and the boat over and around obstacles much more easily than trying to drag them behind the horse. It gave the horses a rest, too, with only the pack baskets to carry and their own feet to worry about. But after a while, without the guiding hand of the man on his back, Racer had a tendency to wander off to browse a little on the green leaves of young trees, since there hadn’t been much pasture. He took a detour to the side and back a ways when he smelled the grass in a small clearing where a strong wind had blown down several trees, allowing sunlight in.

  Jondalar, tired of going after him, tried for a time to hold on to both Racer’s lead rope and his end of the poles, but it was hard to watch where Ayla was going to lift the poles out of the way, to watch his own footing, and to be careful that he wasn’t leading the young horse into a hole, or something worse. He wished that Racer would follow him without rein or harness the way Whinney followed Ayla. Finally, when Jondalar accidentally shoved his end of the poles and jabbed Ayla rather hard, she came up with a suggestion.

  “Why don’t you tie Racer’s lead rope to Whinney?” she said. “You know she’ll follow me, and she’ll watch her own footing, and won’t lead Racer astray, and he’s used to following her. Then you won’t have to be concerned about him wandering off, or getting into some other kind of trouble, and you’ll only have to worry about your end of the poles.”

  He stopped for a moment, frowning, then suddenly broke into a big grin. “Why didn’t I think of that?” he said.

  Though they had been gaining in elevation slowly, when the land began to get noticeably steeper the forest changed character rather abruptly. The woodland thinned out, and they quickly left the large deciduous hardwood trees behind. Fir and spruce became the primary trees, with the remaining hardwoods, even those of the same variety, much smaller.

  They reached the top of a ridge and looked out over it onto a wide plateau that dropped down gently and then extended nearly level for quite some distance. A mostly coniferous forest of dark green fir, spruce, and pine, accented by a scattering of larch, with needles turning golden, dominated the plateau. It was set off by bright greenish-gold high meadows, and splashed with blue and white tarns, reflecting the clear sky above and the clouds in the distance. A fast river partitioned the space, fed by a rampaging falls cascading down the mountainside at the far end. Rising up beyond the tableland, and filling the sky, was the breathtaking vista of a high peak capped in white, partially masked by the clouds.

  It seemed so close that Ayla felt she could almost reach out and touch it. The sun behind her illuminated the colors and shapes of the mountain stone; light tan rock jutting out from pale gray walls; nearly white faces contrasting with the dark gray of strangely regular columns that had emerged from the fiery core of the earth and cooled to the angled form of their basic crystal structure. Shimmering above that was the beautiful blue-green ice of a true glacier, frosted with snow that still lingered on the highest reaches. And while they watched, as if by magic, the sun and the rain clouds created a glowing rainbow and stretched it in a great arc over the mountain.

  The man and woman gazed in wonder, drinking in the beauty and the serenity. Ayla wondered if the rainbow was meant to tell them something, if only that they were welcome. She noticed that the air she was breathing was deliciously cool and fresh, and she breathed with relief to be away from the deadening heat of the plains. Then she suddenly realized that the swarming bothersome gnats were gone. As far as she was concerned, she wouldn’t have needed to go a step farther than this plateau. She could have made her home right there.

  She turned to face the man, smiling. Jondalar was stunned for a moment by the sheer force of her emotions, her pleasure in the beauty of the place, and her desire to stay, but he felt it as pleasure in her beauty and desire for her. He wanted her that instant, and it showed in his rich blue eyes and his look of love and yearning. Ayla felt his force, a reflection of her own, but transmuted, and amplified through him.

  Mounted on their horses, they stared into each other’s eyes, transfixed by something they could not explain but felt the force of: their evenly matched, though unique, emotions; the power of a charisma each possessed, aimed at the other; and the strength of their mutual love. Unthinking, they reached out to each other—which the horses misinterpreted. Whinney started walking downhill and Racer followed. The movement brought the woman and man back to an aw
areness of where they were. Feeling an inexplicable warmth and tenderness, and just a touch foolish because they didn’t quite know what had happened, they smiled at each other with a look that held a promise, and they continued down the hill, turning northwest to follow the plateau.

  The morning that Jondalar thought they might reach the Sharamudoi settlement brought a crisp breath of frost to the air, foretelling the changing of seasons, and Ayla welcomed it. As they rode through the wooded hillsides, she could almost believe she had been there before, if she hadn’t known better. For some reason, she kept expecting to recognize a landmark. Everything seemed so familiar: the trees, the plants, the slopes, the lay of the land. The more she saw, the more at home she felt.

  When she saw hazelnuts, still on the tree in their green prickly casings, but nearly ripe, the way she liked them, she had to stop and pick some. As she cracked a few with her teeth, suddenly it struck her. The reason she felt that she knew the area, that it felt like home, was that it resembled the mountainous region at the tip of the peninsula, around the cave of Brun’s clan. She had grown up in a place very much like this.

  The area was becoming more familiar to Jondalar, too, with good reason, and when he found a clearly marked trail that he recognized, descending toward a path that led to the outside edge of a cliff face, he knew they weren’t far. He could feel the excitement growing inside him. When Ayla found a big, thorny briar mound, high in the middle with long prickly runners, and branches weighted down with ripe, juicy blackberries, he felt an edge of irritation that she wanted to delay their arrival just to pick some.

  “Jondalar! Stop. Look. Blackberries!” Ayla said, sliding off Whinney and rushing to the briar patch.

  “But we’re almost there.”

  “We can bring them some.” Her mouth was full. “I haven’t had blackberries like this since I left the Clan. Taste them, Jondalar! Have you ever tasted anything so sweet and good?” Her hands and mouth were purple from picking small handfuls and popping them all in her mouth at one time.