19 Headed for Trouble

by Suzanne Brockmann

  “Time,” the senior said.

  “Last chance,” Magic told Shane.

  Shane held out his hand, well aware that this was the last opportunity he’d have to talk to his friend without others listening in and monitoring every word. At best, for a good long time. At worst, for the rest of his soon-to-be worthless life. “Good luck in OTS, Dean.”

  Magic clasped Shane’s hand. It was more than a handshake. It was a promise. A vow. A pledge.

  “You know I’d follow you anywhere, sir.” It was the most respectful sir Shane had ever heard fall from Magic’s irreverent lips. “If you ever need anything. Anything …”

  “That means a lot to me,” Shane said quietly as he released his friend’s hand. “Thank you.”

  Of course Magic couldn’t leave it like that. “I fucking hate you, douchebag,” he said. “And—fair warning—I just might take you up on that whole marrying-Ashley thing.”

  Shane laughed as Magic walked away. “Good luck with that, too. And by the way …? She loves me. None of this is over until it’s over.”

  Magic nodded, but when he glanced back at Shane, it was clear in his eyes, and written all over his face. The fat lady had sung, and the curtain was coming down.

  And a half hour later, as Shane heard the extraction helo thrumming overhead, as he injected himself—this time for real—with that dose of the heavy-duty painkiller that Rick had given him, he knew it wouldn’t be long now before the hammer came down, too.

  As the drug dulled his senses and surrounded him with a cushion of warmth and odd indifference, he was pulled aboard the gunship, where the medics immediately went to work on his ankle. And Shane knew they were going above and beyond to keep it from becoming a career-ending injury.

  But Magic was right. His superiors up the chain of command were going to crucify him.

  It was over.

  He was over.

  And in the last few moments before Shane succumbed to unconsciousness, he wondered what would become of him, where he would go, what he would do.

  As hard as it was going to be to lose Ashley, her impending, inevitable defection would sadden but not crush him.

  But losing his command? Being dishonorably discharged?

  Being a SEAL was everything to him. It had defined him since he was barely even ten years old. He’d worked, his entire life, to be the best of the best.

  Still Shane knew with a certainty that warmed him even more deeply than the drug, that he’d made the right choice, he’d done the right thing. Tomasin was safe. His team was safe.

  He might be over.

  But he was far from done.

  For Jules and Robin.

  For Sam and Alyssa.

  For Tom and Kelly and Max and Gina and Izzy and Jenk and Tony and Gillman and all the others who have so completely come to life that readers frequently email to ask me how you’re doing.

  And for the readers who believe.

  BY SUZANNE BROCKMANN

  FIGHTING DESTINY SERIES

  Born to Darkness

  TROUBLESHOOTERS SERIES

  The Unsung Hero

  The Defiant Hero

  Over the Edge

  Out of Control

  Into the Night

  Gone Too Far

  Flashpoint

  Hot Target

  Breaking Point

  Into the Storm

  Force of Nature

  All Through the Night

  Into the Fire

  Dark of the Night

  Hot Pursuit

  Breaking the Rules

  Headed for Trouble

  SUNRISE KEY SERIES

  Kiss and Tell

  The Kissing Game

  Otherwise Engaged

  OTHER BOOKS

  Heartthrob

  Forbidden

  Freedom’s Price

  Body Language

  Stand-in Groom

  Time Enough for Love

  infamous

  Ladies’ Man

  Bodyguard

  Future Perfect

  Did Shane sweep you off your feet?

  Then you won’t want to miss

  BORN TO DARKNESS

  Read on for an excerpt of this thrilling novel.…

  Shane was winning when she walked in.

  His plan was a simple one: spend a few hours here in this lowlife bar, and win enough money playing pool to take the T down to Copley Square, where there were a cluster of expensive hotels. Hit one of the hotel bars, where the women not only had all of their teeth, but they also had corporate expense accounts and key cards to the comfortable rooms upstairs.

  But drinks there were pricey. Shane had spent his remaining fifty-eight seconds at the Kenmore comm-station checking menus, and he knew he’d need at least twenty dollars merely to sit at the bar and nurse a beer. Fifty to buy a lady a drink. And expense account or not, you had to be ready to start the game by buying the lady a drink.

  But then she walked in—or rather, limped in. She was smaller than the average woman, and slight of build. She’d also injured her foot, probably her ankle, but other than that, she carried herself like an operator. She’d certainly scanned the room like one as she’d come in.

  Which was when Shane had gotten a hit from her eyes. They were pale, and he couldn’t tell from this distance whether they were blue or green or even a light shade of brown. But the color didn’t matter; it was the glimpse he got of the woman within that had made him snap to attention—internally, that is.

  She looked right at him, gave him some direct eye contact, then assessed him. She took a very brief second to appreciate his handsome face and trim form, catalogued him, and finally dismissed him.

  Of course, he was playing the role of the hick just off the turnip truck—he would have dismissed himself, too, had he just walked in.

  Shane watched from the corner of his eye as she sat at the bar, shrugged out of her jacket to reveal a black tank top, then pulled off her hat and scarf. She was completely tattoo-free—at least in all of the traditional places that he could currently see.

  Her light-colored hair was cut short and was charmingly messed. But it was the back of her neck that killed him. Long and slender and pale, it was so utterly feminine—almost in proud defiance of her masculine clothing choices, her nicely toned shoulders and arms, and her complete and total lack of makeup.

  And Shane was instantly intrigued. He found himself restrategizing and forming a very solid Plan B almost before he was aware he was doing it.

  Plan A had him missing the next shot—the seven in the side pocket and the four in the corner—which would lead to his opponent, a likable enough local man named Pete, winning the game. After which Shane would proclaim it was Pete’s lucky night, and challenge the man to a rematch, double or nothing, all the while seeming to get more and more loaded.

  Because Pete was a far better player than he was pretending to be. Pete was hustling him, and all of the regulars in this bar knew it, and at that point the bets would start to fly. Shane would drunkenly cover them all, but then would play the next game in earnest, identifying himself as a hustler in kind as he kicked Pete’s decent but amateurish ass. He’d then take his fairly won earnings and boogie out of Dodge.

  Because if there was one thing Shane had learned from the best pool payer in his SEAL team—an E-6 named Magic Kozinski—it was that you didn’t hustle a game and stick around for a victory beer. That could be hazardous to one’s health. Resentment would grow. And resentment plus alcohol was never a good mix.

  Plan B, however, allowed Shane to stick around. It gave him options.

  So he called and then sank both the seven and the four, then called and missed the two, which put the balls on the table into a not-impossible but definitely tricky setup. Which Pete intentionally missed, because making the shot would’ve ID’d him as the hustler that he was.

  They finished the game that way—with Pete setting up a bunch of nice, easy shots, and letting Shane win. Which put five dol
lars into Shane’s nearly empty pocket.

  Which was enough to buy a lady a drink in a shithole like this.

  “You’re on fire tonight,” Pete said, when Shane didn’t do an appropriate asshole-ish victory dance. “How ’bout a rematch, bro?”

  And Shane wanted to sit Pete down and give him a crash course in hustling, because this was a beginner’s mistake. You never, ever suggested the rematch yourself, not if you’d just intentionally lost the game. The mark had to do it, otherwise the hustle was too much of a con. The mark had to think he was going to screw you out of your hard-earned pay.

  Pete’s suggestion made him significantly less likable and more of the kind of sleazebag who deserved his ass handed to him on a platter.

  “I don’t know, man,” Shane said, massaging the muscles at the base of his skull as if he’d had a hard day at the construction site. “You’re pretty good. Let me think about it …?”

  Pete thankfully didn’t push. “I’ll be here all night. But, hey, lemme buy you another beer. On account of your winning and all.”

  Better and better. As long as Pete didn’t follow him over to the bar. “Thanks,” Shane said. “I’m going to, um, hit the men’s and …”

  But instead of going into the bathroom in the back, he went to the bar and slid up onto one of the stools next to the woman with the pretty eyes. She was drinking whiskey, straight up, and she’d already ordered and paid for her next two glasses—they were lined up in front of her in a very clear message that said, No, butt-head, you may not buy me a drink. She’d also purposely left an empty-stool buffer between herself and the other patrons. And the glance she gave Shane as he sat let him know that she would have preferred keeping her personal DMZ intact.

  Her eyes were light brown, but she’d flattened them into a very frosty don’t fuck with me, dead-woman-walking glare. It was a hell of a talent. The first chief Shane had ever worked with in the SEAL teams—Andy Markos, rest his soul—could deliver the same soulless affect. It was scary as shit to be hit with that look. Even to those who knew him well and outranked him.

  But here and now, Shane let this woman know that he wasn’t scared and didn’t give a shit that she didn’t want him sitting there, by giving her an answering smile; letting his eyes twinkle a little, as if they were sharing a private joke.

  She broke the eye contact as she shook her head, muttering something that sounded like, “Why do I do this to myself?”

  Any conversational opener was a win, so Shane took it for the invitation that it wasn’t. “Do what to yourself?”

  Another head shake, this one with an eye roll. “Look, I’m not interested.”

  “Actually, I came over because I saw that you were limping,” Shane lied. “You know, when you came in? I trashed my ankle about a year ago. They giving you steroids for the swelling?”

  “Really,” she said. “You’re wasting your time.”

  She wasn’t as pretty as he’d thought she was, from a distance. But she wasn’t exactly not-pretty either. Still, her face was a little too square, her nose a little too small and round, her lips a little too narrow. Her short hair wasn’t blond as he’d first thought, but rather a bland shade of uninspiring light brown. She was also athletic to the point of near breastlessness. The thug he’d tangled with earlier that evening had had bigger pecs than this woman did beneath her tank top.

  But those eyes …

  They weren’t just brown, they were golden brown, with bits of hazel and specks of green and darker brown thrown in for good measure.

  They were incredible.

  “Be careful if they do,” Shane told her. “You know, give you steroids. I had a series of shots that made me feel great. They really helped, but ten months after the last injection, I was still testing positive for performance enhancing drugs. Which was problematic when I tried to earn some easy money cage fighting.”

  She turned to look at him. “Is that it? You done with your public service announcement?”

  He smiled back at her. “Not quite. I did a little research online and found out that that particular drug can stay in your system for as long as eighteen months. I’ve still got six months to kill.”

  “Before you can become a cage fighter,” she said, with plenty of yeah, right scorn in her voice. “Does that usually impress the girls?”

  “I’ve actually never told anyone before,” Shane admitted. “You know, that I stooped that low? But it is amazing what you’ll do when you’re broke, isn’t it?” He finished his beer and held the empty up toward the bartender, asking for another. “Pete’s paying,” he told the man then turned back to the woman, who’d gone back to staring at her whiskey. “I’m Shane Laughlin. From San Diego.”

  She sighed and finished her drink, pushing the empty glass toward the far edge of the bar and pulling her second closer to her and taking a sip.

  “So what are you doing in Boston, Shane?” he asked for her, as if she actually cared. “Wow, that’s a good question. I’m former Navy. I haven’t been out all that long, and I’ve been having some trouble finding a job. I got a lead on something short term—here in Boston. I actually start tomorrow. How about you? Are you local?”

  When she turned and looked at him, her eyes were finally filled with life. It was a life that leaned a little heavy on the anger and disgust, but that was better than that flat nothing she’d given him earlier. “You seriously think I don’t know that you’re slumming?”

  Shane laughed his surprise. “What?”

  “You heard what I said and you know what I meant.”

  “Wow. If anyone’s slumming here … Did you miss the part of the conversation where I admitted to being the loser who can’t find a job?”

  “You and how many millions of Americans?” she asked. “Except it’s a shocker for you, isn’t it, Navy? You’ve never not been in demand—you probably went into the military right out of high school and … Plus, you were an officer, right? I can smell it on you.” She narrowed her eyes as if his being an officer was a terrible thing.

  “Yeah, I was officer.” He dropped his biggest bomb. “In the SEAL teams.”

  She looked him dead in the eye as it bounced. “Big fucking deal, Dixie-Cup. You’re out now. Welcome to the real world, where things don’t always go your way.”

  He laughed—because what she’d just said was pretty funny. “You obviously have no idea what a SEAL does.”

  “I don’t,” she admitted. “No one does. Not since the military entered the government’s cone of silence.”

  “I specialized in things not going my way,” Shane told her.

  “So why’d you leave, then?” she asked, and when he didn’t answer right away, she toasted him with her drink and drained it. “Yeah, that’s what I thought.”

  “I’m proud of what I did—what I was,” he said quietly. “Even now. Especially now. But you’re right—partly right. About the shock. I had no idea how bad bad could be, before I was … kicked out and blacklisted.” Her head came up at that. “So, see, you’re the one who’s slumming. You could get into trouble just for talking to me.”

  She was looking at him now—really looking. “What exactly did you do?”

  Shane looked back at her, directly into those eyes as he thought about his team, about Rick and Owen, about Slinger and Johnny, and yes, Magic, too.… “I disobeyed a direct order—which is something I did all the time out in the world, as a SEAL team CO. But this time? It was apparently unforgivable. And that, combined with my need to speak truth, even to power, and my inability to grovel and appropriately kiss ass … It got ugly. In the end, someone had to go, so …” He shrugged, still convinced after all these hard months that he’d done the right thing. “I was stripped of my rank and command—and dishonorably discharged.”

  She sat there, gazing at him. His answer had been rather vague and even cryptic, but it was still more than he’d told anyone since it had happened. So he just waited, looking back at her, until she finally asked, “So what do you wan
t from me?”

  There were so many possible answers to that question, but Shane went with honesty. “I saw you come in and I thought … Maybe you’re looking for the same thing I am. And since I find you unbelievably attractive …”

  She smiled at that, and even though it was a rueful smile, it transformed her. “Yeah, actually, you don’t. I mean, you think you find me … But …” She shook her head.

  Shane leaned forward. “I’m pretty sure you don’t know what I’m thinking.” He tried to let her see it in his eyes, though—the fact that he was thinking about how it would feel for both of them with his tongue in her mouth, with her hands in his hair, her legs locked around him as he pushed himself home.

  He reached out to touch her—nothing too aggressive or invasive—just the back of one finger against the narrow gracefulness of her wrist.

  But just like that, the vaguely fuzzy picture in his head slammed into sharp focus, and she was moving against him, naked in his arms, and, Christ, he was seconds from release as he gazed into her incredible eyes.…

  Shane sat back so fast that he knocked over his bottle of beer. He fumbled after it, grabbing it and, because it had been nearly full, the foam volcanoed out of the top. He covered it with his mouth, taking a long swig, grateful for the cold liquid, aware as hell that he’d gone from semi-aroused to fully locked and loaded in the beat of a heart.

  What the hell?

  Yeah, it had been a long time since he’d gotten some, but damn.

  His nameless new friend had pushed her stool slightly back from the bar—away from him—and she was now frowning down at her injured foot, rotating her ankle.

  She then looked up at him, and the world seemed to tilt. Because there was heat in her eyes, too. Heat and surprise and speculation and … Absolute possibility.

  “I’m Mac,” she told him as she tossed back the remains of her final drink. “And I don’t usually do this, but … I’ve got a place, just around the corner.”

  She was already pulling on her jacket, putting on her scarf and hat.

  As if his going with her was a given. As if there were no way in hell that he’d turn her down.