You're It

by Shari J. Ryan

  My fingertips sensually stroke over his tough ivory skin as I tug at the papers. “Thank you, professor.” I place the tip of my finger between my teeth. “Did you forget to introduce yourself? Or was I too . . . preoccupied to notice?” I look him up and down, playing into the game I already know he likes to win.

  He stumbles backwards until he knocks into the podium. “Class, I apologize. I seemed to have forgotten to introduce myself. My name is Professor Lance,” he says breathlessly as he scribbles his name out across the board. His handwriting looks as though it belongs to an eight-year-old boy, which confirms his sloppiness.

  “Ah, much better, professor . . . Lance.” I speak loud enough so my voice carries over the muffled whispers behind me, forcing him to shift his weight awkwardly from foot to foot. Check. I have this game in the bag.

  Might be the fastest one yet.

  When he passes by me to the next aisle, my hair is tugged and my head is pulled backward. I swivel my body around in my blue plastic seat and offer a guileful grin.

  “Cali, seriously?” Lex sighs, giving me an exaggerated eye-roll. “Leave him alone. He looks like a nice person.”

  “Those are the most fun, Lex.” I thrust my chest out and release an exaggerated sigh. “You wouldn’t believe me unless you tried it.” She won’t try it. So unknowing. So innocent.

  “You need help, lady,” she says with a sidelong smile.

  I waggle my eyebrows and turn back around. It isn’t me who needs help, I want to say out loud. Lex thinks this is a game I play, but she doesn’t realize I’m only here at this school for one reason. And it’s not to pick up random guys like she thinks I like to do. It’s all part of the act I’ve had to make believable. Even to her.

  “He’s married. And not interested,” she whispers in my ear with a hint of hostility. “You know, like that guy from last night? You’re becoming a home wrecker.” She thinks I took that guy home last night. Another part of the act.

  “Is that a challenge?” I whisper back. I love proving her wrong. She has yet to acknowledge my expertise on the male brain. I’ve only been in this town for a couple weeks, but Lex has followed me around like a lost child ever since we met at the administration office when I came to register for classes shortly after I moved here. She’s an intern there, helped me settle in, and then attached herself to me like glue. I guess my life is entertaining for her, or at least the life I’ve pretended to lead.

  I study his every word, his every move and his every blink over the course of the next hour. When the bell in the hallway chimes and the class filters out, excitement rushes through me. But Lex ruins that when she slaps my arm, nudging me out of my study. “Let’s go, Cali. Lunch.” I can sense she’s becoming bored with what she thinks is a game.

  “Meet you there in five,” I say, pulling my arm out of her reach. She groans, ultimately giving up the fight, then turns and bustles out the door with the rest of the eager lunch-ravenous students.

  I drop my notebook into my bag and stand up slowly. Once again, I clinch my lip in-between my teeth. Then I sling my bag over my shoulder. Perfect. Last one to exit the room.

  Three. Two. One—

  “I’m sorry I didn’t hear your name?” he calls over.

  I shake my head, locking my most innocent looking gaze on his eyes. “Nice to meet you,” I say in a hushed voice. “I’m Cali Sullen.” A nervous smile tugs at his lips. Captured.

  It’s clear he doesn’t recognize me, which is surprising since Krissy and I looked so much alike. There was a three-year difference between us, but she looked a little older, and I look a little younger, making it easy for us to pass as twins if we wanted to pull it off. I twirl a strand of hair around my finger and widen my eyes. “You didn’t ask any of the other students their names. Why me? Do you . . . like what you see? Is that why?” I curl my lips into a slight smirk, knowing I likely twisted his fucked up mind into pretty little knots.

  “I. Ah. Ah. Have a nice day, Ms. Sullen.”

  I fidget with the buttons on my shirt and drop my gaze to the ground. “Um. You too, professor?” I spin on my heels and rush out the classroom. I’ve added the icing to this cake. I love fucking with men who I know are fuckers.

  I slump down into the warm leather driver’s seat of my car and pull down my mirror to reapply lip-gloss. When I look at my eyes, I feel ashamed. I feel like Mom would be disappointed in me. Then I wonder if she would be proud of me for protecting the innocent. Although, I’m not sure retaliation falls under protection. In any case, I try to avoid my reflection—the uncontrollable bitch who stares back at me. It’s hard to remember back to when I wasn’t like this—when I wasn’t on a constant revenge kick—when Mom and Krissy were still alive. I feel like when that life ended, this new shitty one was its replacement.

  The vibration of my phone disrupts my stony glare, and I slap the mirror shut. I answer and press speaker while coiling my other hand around the steering wheel. “Hey.”

  “Where are you, Carolina?”

  “School,” I respond matter-of-factly.

  “You need to drop out and leave.”

  I bite my tongue. We’re like oil and water, but I try to keep our arguments at a minimum. He’s gotten so much worse over the years since Mom died. “Dad, I’m fine where I am.”

  “The hell you are,” his voice lowers into a whisper. “He’s inbound to your location.”

  Shit. I impulsively check the rearview mirror. It’s clear. This asshole isn’t going to stop until he kills every last person in my family. It’s why I call him Reaper. He’s been after Dad for years for a reason I don’t know, one in which I obviously can’t be trusted with knowing. I’ve begged to know why his location is always confidential, but just the same as the many secrets in my life, it’s on a need to know basis. Since Reaper can’t find Dad, he’s been trying to work his way through Krissy and me. And since I’m the last daughter standing, I will continue to be his target until one of us has the last shot.

  “Okay,” I reply earnestly. “Four days and out.”

  “No. I want you out of there now. I want you to head to Boston. Is that clear?”

  I press end and drop the phone back into my bag. Dammit. I reopen the mirror and look back at my reflection. The bright blue hues that used to reside within my irises are now dull, making the color appear gray. My eyes are always half-lidded, and my complexion is pale. I’m worn out, and I’m constantly in battle with the mission my attention is focused on. I’m doing this for the right reason. Krissy. The end of her short nineteen years were filled with lies, deceit, pain and suffering. And now I’m going to make sure anyone and everyone who caused her pain will get back what they have given.

  I flip the mirror shut and duck back out of my car. I guess I don’t need four days. I can do it today. I send Lex a text message telling her something came up, and I have to leave for the day. She responds with a sad face and tells me she’ll see me tomorrow. But she probably won’t.

  I poke my head back into the classroom I left minutes earlier, spotting my target. It’s his lucky lunch hour. I enter into the room and close the door quietly behind me, pressing my thumb into the lock button at the same time.

  “First name?” I ask in a tempestuous voice.

  “Zach.” He visibly swallows the rising lump in his throat, and I now realize how much I’m going to love this moment, knowing he has no fucking idea what’s about to happen. “Can I do something for you, Ms. Sullen?” I allow my eyes to draw a slow line from his lips down to the bulging seam in his pants.

  “Yeah.” I let the strap of my bag fall off my shoulder and drop to my feet as I unfasten the top button of my blouse, giving him the okay to move in toward me—which he does, timidly. His eyes dart back and forth between my face and the doorknob. “Locked,” I whisper.

  His hand wraps around my back, and he pulls me into his hardness. “I don’t like games, Ms. Sullen.”

  That’s not what I heard.

  “That’s too bad.” I
lean forward and skim my teeth against his ear lobe, breathing heavily for extra measure. “Because, I love them.” I utter the words into his ear, and his grip tightens in response. His other hand cups my chin and he pulls my lips into his. He smells like coffee but tastes like mint. He’s rough in all the wrong ways, and he’s impatient as well as unpleasantly forceful.

  His hand slips down the back of my jeans and palms my ass as he lifts me up, forcing my legs to straddle around his thin, bony waist. My shirt is pulled up over my head, and his tongue connects with my skin, tracing a line over my collarbone. His movements are animalistic and untamed, and his slobbering is making this hard to work through.

  I lower my lips to his ear. “You want me?” I honestly scare myself with how well I can pull this off.

  “You’re a bad girl, Ms. Sullen.”

  You have no fucking idea.

  “Have you ever raped anyone in here?” I ask while running my tongue over his earlobe. He hesitates, and I graze my lips down to his jawbone. “I get off on that kind of shit. Did you know that?”

  “In that case, yes.” Got it. “She asked for it, though.”

  “Krissy, wasn’t that her name?” I nibble on the skin below his ear, letting my teeth linger on his lobe so my words vibrate within him. “So, if I stop you from going any further—” I pant a little, for effect. “Are you going to pretend I’m Krissy?”

  “You-you knew her?” he stutters.

  “I guess you could say that. But don’t let it distract you from this.”

  He pulls away and looks at me for a brief second, studying the look on my face. I’m a good actress, though. All he sees is a seductive grin and my wanting eyes. “I’m not distracted, and I don’t need to pretend,” he says, breaking up the moment of silence. “After these little teasing games of yours, you will be mine, one way or another. You can call it rape, but I’ll call it retribution for you coming in here like this and looking like that.” He looks me up and down shamelessly and bites down on his bottom lip.

  I uncoil my body from his as I hop down, pushing him away so I can take a few steps back. In a honeyed voice, I say, “Before you rape me, I need a second.” I pull my phone out of my pocket and click upload.

  “What the fuck did you do?” he asks. “Get over here you fucking bitch.” He grabs my arm and pushes me over to his desk. He pounces on top of me from behind and claws at my bra, so I let out a few cries—pretend cries. But he doesn’t know they aren’t real. He flips me around and tries to shove his hand down my pants, which gives me the perfect opportunity to attack. I lift my leg and wrap it around the back of his knee. Then he lifts me up to his chest, and I wrap my arms around his head, putting him in a choke hold.

  “It’s your move,” I let out a small laugh. “But I warn you. You make the wrong one, and I’ll kill you.”

  He releases his hands, so I release mine, but then he shoves me to the ground. I rebound quicker than I fell, though, and while I want nothing more than to attack him again, I’d much rather get the hell out of here. I slide my shirt back on and fix the few stray hairs curled up on the top of my head. Then I pull my lipstick out of my back pocket and glide it slowly over each lip. I’ve pushed him to the point of no return, which is precisely where I intended for him to go.

  “What the fuck is your problem, psycho?” He moves in behind me, and I back kick, shoving the stiletto of my boot right into his perpetrator.

  “Fuck you. That’s what,” I respond, turning around to stare down at his crouched body and flushed face. “Oh, and you don’t have to worry about hiding that rape from your wife, the dean, or police anymore.” I slide my phone back out of my pocket and play up my smug grin while checking the screen. “YouTube works so freaking fast nowadays. I’m pretty sure this is record timing, actually. Don’t you think?” I ask, playfully. I show him the display on my phone screen. “Damn. I’m good. This is totally going viral.” I laugh a little more, knowing I’m pushing him far over the edge.

  His jaw drops open as he adjusts himself and backs up until his knees buckle at the desk chair. “What the . . . “ He stumbles over his words as a white pallor clouds his strawberry licked cheeks. “Why would you . . . ?“

  “Krissy Tate? The girl you raped—you know, your straight A student?” Confusion washes over his already flushed face. I’ve been waiting for this moment for so long. “I lied about that not being a distraction. You see . . .“ I lift my hand to check out my nails, dragging this out to build up the suspense. “I’m her sister. Carolina Tate.” I shove my hand out to him. “Nice to meet you, asshole.”

  “Oh shit,” he says with a sickening sneer. “You two do look alike.”

  “You think because you’re a psychology professor you can work a girl’s mind over?” I quirk my brow. “Did you ever wonder what would happen when one of them worked your mind over?”

  I straighten my sweater and lift my bag up from the ground, ending this encounter once and for all. “By the way,” my voice rises in tone as I turn around and tap my finger into the air for effect, bending my thumb down as if pulling an invisible trigger. “If I were you I’d go ahead and off yourself. I mean . . . your wife is gone.” I count the reasons on my fingers. “Your career is gone.” I press my fingertip into my chin and grin for the final shot. “Oh, and you’re looking at some serious jail time—you know, the place where you’ll be raped by massive dudes every day? Fun times ahead, I’m sure.” As I saunter toward the classroom door, leaving him dumbstruck with his hand cupped around his mouth, I make sure to leave him with a proper message. “Consider this little visit . . . payback for what you did to my sister.”

  * * *

  I pull my Elios pizza out of the microwave and drop myself onto the couch for what’s going to be my nightly entertainment. But right as I’m about to shove a greasy slice of pepperoni into my mouth, my phone buzzes on the coffee table. Dammit. I snatch my phone up, staring at the caller ID for a second—a random number, as always. But no one else knows my number except Sasha. So I know it’s Dad.

  “Hi Dad. Don’t worry, I’m leaving soon,” I say, sounding as unfazed as I normally do.

  “I received some information today, Carolina.” Hello to you too. He sounds worn and tired, making me wonder where he is now. “Did you approach that professor at Krissy’s old university?”

  “Depends,” I say playfully.

  “What did you do?” Dad whispers, as if someone were tracing our call—not that whispering would keep the listener from hearing this.

  “Just had a little talk with him.” I can’t hide the pride in my voice.

  “Dammit, Carolina. I was told about the YouTube video. He’s dead now, and who knows if that will be traced back to you?” He forces a long heavy sigh into the phone, making his annoyance with me clear. “Leave. Tonight. You hear? There’s a flight heading to Boston at twenty-one-hundred hours. Flight number AA220. Your ticket will be waiting for you. I want a text in two hours confirming you have your ticket.” I flick the TV on, hoping one of the local stations is reporting on the death of Professor Lance.

  “Okay,” I say as the call ends. Love you too, Dad. Ass.

  I shove the slice of pizza into my mouth and turn up the volume. Sweet. I love when people take my advice.

  Breaking News: Dead at thirty-five. Psychology professor and a recently reported rapist, Zach Lance was found in his classroom dead. The cause is unclear at this time, but rumors of a drug overdose appear to be the cause, leading us to believe this is an alleged act of suicide.

  Job complete.

  I press Sasha’s number in my phone, and she answers after one ring. “Cali-girl, did you see?”

  “Good riddance, huh?” I say, listening to her breathe a sigh of relief.

  “Maybe it all finally caught up to him,” she says. “I still can’t believe Krissy didn’t tell anyone.” She was like that—she always kept her head down, but the weak link usually seems to be the target. And she was twice—unfortunately in the wrong places at t
he wrong times. “Cali, did you have something to do with this?”

  “It was suicide. Nothing more,” I reassure her. Or at least I try to reassure her. But if anyone in this world knows me and what I’m capable of, it’s her. “I gotta run, Sash. Talk to you soon.” I hear her kisses being blown into the receiver as I click end.

  TEASER

  - RED NIGHTS -

  A STANDALONE ROMANTIC SUSPENSE

  CHAPTER ONE

  WHY AM I SO WARM? And what is that smell? I force my eyes open, but I’m having a hard time focusing. Everything is hazy. Is that—smoke? Oh my God. I struggle to pull the tangled sheets off as I clamber to the floor. Shit. What the hell is going on? I grab my phone and run for the door, and as soon as I yank it open, a rush of smoke consumes me. It’s everywhere. Flames are ripping down one side of the hall, leaving me hardly any room to get by.

  Standing here in shock, I feel frozen, like I don’t know what to do. I’ve never smelled a burning house before, but the combination of everything I own burning into specs of dust makes my insides feel like they’re on fire too. It’s seeping through every one of my veins, making my chest ache and my eyes burn. With my shirt over my mouth, I drop to my knees and blindly crawl through the narrowing open space, feeling the heat of the flames licking at my exposed skin. I must look like one of those mice they drop into a maze, desperately searching for a way out. “Can anyone hear me?” I scream, but the smoke swallows my words. “Help!”

  I know my shouting is completely useless. Blake isn’t home, and I doubt my neighbors can hear me. Panic is shooting through me like lightning, and I can’t stop shaking. Every time I cough, I inhale more smoke, and it’s filling my lungs now. The flames are rising around me so quickly. Smoke is encasing me, suffocating me. It’s locking me in and taking me as its prisoner.