by Carly White
Melissa had convinced me to let her do my hair and makeup. The hair wasn’t bad, it was down to my back and getting a little poofy from the teasing, but the makeup was way too dark. In truth I felt like a harlot and it came as no surprise that I was treated like one. Dancing with a few guys, I got more action on the dance floor than I had had all month. One man in particular was trying to grind up on me and I had to go to the bathroom to get away from him. I looked for Melissa, but she was busy working on her next footballer.
My phone rang while I was trying to wipe some of the makeup off and smooth my hair down. It didn’t even look like me in the mirror.
“Hello?”
“Deidra?”
“Yes, who is this?”
I pulled the phone back to look at the number and I didn’t recognize it.”
“It’s Billy. Why didn’t you come see me today?”
“Because I have the night off.”
The door opened and the music blasted in from the main area. “Where are you?”
“O’Malleys.”
“I thought all you did was work and study?”
“I have occasions where I go out. This is college after all.”
There was a silence on the other side of the phone and I looked again at the display to see if he had hung up. “So what are you doing?”
“I’m about to leave.”
“Will you come see me?”
I detected a note of not desperation, but something akin to it in a different form. He was lonely. “Visiting hours end at eight Billy.”
“Come on, you know they won’t care.”
“Sure, but just for a bit. I will swing by there on my way home.”
“Thanks.”
“Okay, see you in a bit.”
Now, I know many may think that I did it for him and in a way I was, but there was another reason as well. I still couldn’t get that kiss out of my mind. He had awakened something in me that had been laid dormant as I pushed everything but my studies aside. I needed something more.
***
To say it was strange to walk into work as I was would be an understatement. Dr. Rhodes didn’t even recognize me and he stopped me in the hall. “Miss? Are you here to see someone?”
I turned around and gave him a look. “I am here to see a patient.”
“Deidra?”
The look of shock was unsettling and then there was a leap of desire in his dark green eyes. “I would have never guessed…”
He didn’t finish and I wondered what it was that he was going to say. “Go ahead.”
His eyes took in my curves and I had to fight the urge to pull up the dress to cover my chest. If I did though, it would make it too short. There just wasn’t enough material, so I walked away down the hall instead. His reaction made me wonder if I should be there at all. What would Billy say, especially after the way he had kissed me? I almost turned around, changing my mind as I got closer to his room.
“Deidra, what are you doing here? Don’t you spend enough time here as it is?”
Rita was coming from the other hallway. “Just here to say hi to someone.”
“I bet.”
She made me blush a little and I knew that she had caught me yesterday kissing the very patient I was about to go see. We were outside of his room and there was no way for me to back out now. He knew I was there. Rita winked and walked down the hallway and I don’t know why, but I could feel my cheeks getting warm. I shouldn’t be there, but it was too late to leave now.
I looked down at the dress and wasn’t sure which way to pull it. I was nervous about what he would say, though in the back of my head I was kind of happy about it. If his reaction was anything like Dr. Rhodes had been, than it would be worth it to have worn it.
Walking into the room after a minute, I said hello to Billy as nonchalant as possible. His eyes changed like the doctor’s did and I have to say, it made me even wetter inside. We didn’t speak for a moment, my eyes avoiding his after the change in his dark gaze made them look black. I was not too naïve to know what he was thinking about. He was thinking about the same thing that I was and I looked away, afraid that I was as transparent as he was.
“So are you feeling any better today?”
I looked at his drip and it had slowed down and he was without his morphine. That meant that he was feeling better. When I looked back at him, his eyes were on the tight dress hugging my full curves. I could feel the heat of his gaze on my derriere and I turned towards him to take away the view.
“Wow Deidra. I knew that you were hot, but wow. Why do you wear all those baggy clothes in class?”
“Because they are comfortable.”
“I know, but damn. You should show off a little bit more. You are beautiful.”
I laughed, waving my hand like he was being silly. He patted the bed next to him. “Here, sit down.”
Instead I pulled up a chair. There was no way that I was going that close to him again. I had learned my lesson from the last time. Today though, there was less between me and him. Not to mention that I was raring to go from one little kiss.
He frowned at me a little, so I crossed my legs, letting the dress rise dangerously high on my legs. That seemed to distract him enough. “So have the doctors told you anything?”
“No.”
“You aren’t getting morphine anymore, so you are feeling less pain?”
“Uh huh.’
“Are you feeling better than?”
He just nodded his head. “I thought you wanted to talk?”
“I can’t talk to you like this.”
“Why?”
“Look at you. Do you even know what you do to men like that?”
“Yes, unfortunately I do.”
“Did you have problem at O’Malley’s?”
“Nothing I couldn’t handle.”
“It’s that dress and what’s in the dress. Yours are definitely bigger.”
I looked down at the cleavage spilling forth from the low-cut top and I sighed. “And this is why I don’t wear stuff like this. Too much of a distraction.”
He shook his head as if he was clearing his mind. “Yes it is distracting.”
We sat there silently for a few minutes and then I asked him if he knew when they were going to release him.”
“Couple of days if there isn’t any infection.”
“Do you mind if I look at it?”
“Sure go ahead.”
I needed to get my mind off of his attention on me. It was driving me a little crazy and I didn’t want to embarrass myself further. Getting up, I walked over to the other side of the bed and moved the sheet that was covering him. It didn’t look red or swollen and that made me happy. It didn’t look like it was infecting.
I stood up quickly when I felt his hands started up one of my legs. I was not expecting it and he got almost to my upper thighs before I moved away. Recovering his leg, I sat back down on the chair. “You are a tease, you know that?”
“Hardly Billy. I was just here to see how you were. Would you have rather me went and changed first?”
“No, then I wouldn’t have known what you were hiding.”
“So you know, now what?”
“Come here and I will show you.”
I kind of laughed a little. “Billy, you are in a hospital bed with mending bones. I don’t think you are able to show me anything”
“Ye of little faith.”
He patted the bed again and I was almost tempted to go to him, but I knew that I shouldn’t. I knew that if I did, there would be no coming back from that. I had had feelings for Billy for a while and the very idea of him touching me or kissing me again was too much to risk.
“I think I will stay here. So have you thought about when you are going to go to school again? I can bring you your homework so you don’t get behind.”
“There are a couple freshmen that are going to take care of it for me.”
“Of course.” I should have known that, but he was too smart to be just
a dumb jock. “What is your major anyways?”
“Business. I want something to fall back on if, this happened.” He waved his hand towards his leg.”
“It won’t be the end of it. I have a feeling that everything is going to work out for you.”
“And why is that?”
“Because you are a golden boy and that is just how it works for you guys.”
He stopped for a second, looking at me strangely. “You know, I have ever met anyone like you before.”
“Well I have an IQ over 80, so that probably has something to do with it.”
“The women I date aren’t that bad.”
“Leslie?”
He sighed. “I don’t know what that was. She’s easy and did whatever I said.”
“Oh, you are one of those bossy men huh?”
“I wouldn’t say bossy.”
“Than what would you say?”
“I am commanding.”
I nodded. He was that. When he had asked me to sit down, it had been harder than I could have imagined it would be to say no. His dark eyes looked at me like I should do as he said and so help me, I wanted to. But I had to be the voice of reason. “Well some girls are into that I guess.”
“All girls like a man to take contro
Chapter 4
I escaped the hospital without being molested, but his words rattled around in my head. Surely that couldn’t be true? I certainly didn’t want to be controlled, but the thought of his hands on me, I wondered if I could deny a man like Billy. We shouldn’t even be talking, let alone him lusting after me. It was just weird to have such a man looking at me in such a way. Would I do anything he told me to? Would I like being controlled?
I couldn’t think of a time that it was possible, but with Billy, it could be. He was just so handsome and ruggedly manly that my heart skipped a beat. I didn’t sleep well that night and when I did, all I could think about was Billy. My dreams were filled with his sandy brown hair and those dark eyes that seemed to look right into my soul. Could I say no to him? It was certainly a lot easier when he was bed bound, for that I was sure. If he had been able to touch me again, like he had the day before, I doubt I would have had the strength to say no.
Melissa was still out when I got back and I figured it was just as well that I didn’t have to explain to her where I went. She probably didn’t even notice that I was gone, I thought. She had her sights on one of the seniors that played football, Thomas I think it was, though I wasn’t a hundred percent sure. It didn’t matter really, she would be on to the next one soon enough. It made me start to wonder if she had Billy. She would have said something, I was sure of it, though I wondered.
My classes dragged on and it was one of the first times that I was happy to get out of there. I wanted to go to work and I knew the reason for me wanting to go. Billy had gotten under my skin and I couldn’t get him out of my mind. What had he done to me?
***
“So how did your visit with Romeo in room 114 go?”
I looked back at Rita as I came in. “Romeo? Not hardly. I think he is just having a rough time. Girlfriend dumped him and his is not used to being along. I just came to say hi before I went home.”
“Mmmhmmm.”
I felt like I had to defend my actions. “Really Rita. You know that I have too much going on to be dating anyone, especially him.”
“Mmmmhmmm.”
“Is that all you are going to say?”
“I saw it in your eyes. You like him.”
I started walking towards the break room to put up my purse and clock in. She followed me and I knew that she was not going to let it go. “Well since you don’t have any feelings for him or anything, than I have no problem telling you to go give him a sponge bath. I was going to have Bella, but since you guys are just friends, that won’t be a problem, right?”
I know my face fell, but I tried to cover it up with a smile. “Sure. I just clocked in. When is it scheduled for?”
“Anytime. Might want to catch him before he goes to sleep.”
“No Billy is a night owl, so I doubt he is going to bed anytime soon.”
“Billy is it?”
I sighed. I wanted to ask her not to make me do it. There was something in the way that she looked, the triumph in her face that made me decide I would just get through it, like I got through everything else.
“Fine, I will go ahead and take care of this right now. Was there anything else Rita?”
She smirked a little at my squared shoulders. “No I think that will be it.”
I walked away with my legs shaking and I tried to steady my hands. There was no way for me to have seen this coming and I wasn’t sure how it was all going to turn out. I didn’t want to get close enough for him to touch me, but what happened when I had to touch him? And in such an intimate way was inconceivable to my mind. But it was my job and it had to be done.
Cursing Rita in my head, I made it down to Billy’s room and he smiled when I walked in. Why did he have to smile at me in that way? It made my heart flutter and I lost my train of thought. “Are you here for the sponge bath? Seriously?”
I looked down at the stuff in my hands. “It appears so.”
Closing the door behind me, Billy looked far too happy about the change of events for me to not be a little nervous. “I mean this day keeps getting better and better. First I find out I get to leave in the morning and now this.”
I didn’t answer him. There was nothing to be said. I was going to have to push aside the fact that I wanted to jump on him and treat him as I would any other patient. It wasn’t the first sponge bath I had to give, but it was certainly the first one that I thought I was going to enjoy far more than I was supposed to.
Billy moved the sheet away and I realized that he was in only the hospital gown. He looked even bigger sitting there with that grin on his face. The look in his eyes was back and he asked me to lock the door.
“No one will come in. Your modesty is safe.”
“I want to make sure no one comes in.”
“Fine, no big deal Billy. I didn’t think you were so shy. I’ve heard stories about you running around parties naked.”
“To be fair, I was really drunk. What else did you hear about me?”
“That you are a good lover, but you leave before they wake up. Bit of a heart breaker I hear.”
“You hear a lot.”
“It’s a lot easier when you just listen.”
Chapter 5
I tried to ignore what was going on in my head and focus on what I was doing. It was not that easy with him in my peripheral almost naked. He had started to take off the gown and I had to stop him. “Woah Billy. You don’t have to take that all the way off. Some parts you will have to wash yourself.”
He did it anyways. He stopped for a minute and then stared back at me, daring me to say something. I didn’t, though I tried not to look. It was hard though. I could see his hard muscles rippling with each movement and breath. Heaven help me when I looked back at him and saw the excitement he had to see me.
I bent down and took the gown that he had thrown aside and covered his hard manhood. I tried not to look, but it really was impossible not to. He had a look of satisfaction on his face that made me want to hit him or find another alternative way to wipe the smile off of his face. He was not going to make this any easier on me, that much was clear.
“Are you okay to sit up a little more or do you need me to get someone else in here to help you?”
“I think I can manage.”
I was sure that he could. “Okay.”
I went to the side of the bed that he had beckoned me to before with the pink tub of hot water. I helped him sit up so I could wash his back first. In truth I just couldn’t face him right then and it was the only way that I was going to be able to get through it. Even his back was sexy though and my touch on his hot skin made it even worse. I could feel my blood pounding in my ears and it wasn’t stopping.
Billy
did not move an inch, even though I could feel his muscles bunching underneath my fingertips where we touched. When I moved up to his neck, the tension in him mounted further. “That feels so good Deidra. I bet it would be easier if you just took your top off. I know that you don’t want to get your shirt all wet.”
I paused behind him, my hands still on the cloth that I was washing him with. He couldn’t be serious, could he? “I think it will be all right.”
His back moved back against me, dampening the front of my scrubs. It apparently wasn’t going to fine and I had to move away before I would have to leave with a see-through shirt on. It was not ideal and he was forcing my hand. I could of course, just refuse and leave. I could walk away, but looking at his body in front of me, I really didn’t want to. I wanted to feel his smooth skin against me.
I moved behind him again and started to take my shirt off. I was going to leave my bra, but decided against it. My reasoning had nothing to do with how wet it would get or the state of me when I walked out of there. In reality, I wanted to feel my skin pressed against his. Hanging the two pieces on the back of the bed, I moved in behind him again and it was I that pressed my chest against him.
Cleaning his neck, I made sure my movement was noticeable and my tits swayed behind him. My hands moved down to his chest, making all of his hot flesh slippery with the soapy water. I could hear a hitch in his breath with first contact and it drove me wild. There was nothing else to say and the longer I was there, the wetter I became. At least I could keep my secret, but his excitement was clearly shown underneath the hospital gown that I had tossed over it. It tented and twitched under the material, silently calling to me.
My hands moved lower, long abandoning the guise of washing him, though I didn’t miss a spot. As I got closer to his need, there was a change in his breathing and he groaned low in his throat. It was amazingly seductive to hear the sound, but I wouldn’t do what he wanted. I refused to touch it. It just seemed only right after trying to push his way. Sweeping just above the dark patch of hair and his covering, he actually growled, the sound reverberating off of me. He was so large I had to press tightly against him to reach where I was.
I moved away and got up. Billy made a noise of disappointment and looked over at me. Ignoring his glare, I moved to his uncovered leg and I was as quick as I was with most patients. I felt his hand move to my leg, slowly moving up the back of my thigh. He almost got to my ass before I was done. I stood up and our eyes met. I shouldn’t have looked at him, his eyes dark and needy. “The rest is yours to handle Billy.”