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by Jeremy Reed


  writing a poem about a wounded Kink,

  the sky burning on mauve and pink and grey,

  everyone alive believing they’ll never stop.

  WHITE BOY BLUES

  White Boy Blues

  When Pete Doherty shimmied lugubriously into Red Snapper Books, 22 Cecil Court, his laterally synaptic thoughts time-slipping iconisation of punk kamikazes like Sid Vicious and Johnny Rotten into the present, he’d inevitably want a third or was it thirteenth copy of Jean Genet’s The Thief’s Journal, the Grove Press first edition (1964), with the celebrated Jerry Bauer photo on the cover, of Genet as a delinquent outlaw, a skinhead recidivist, a reprieved criminal on life licence whose books unconditionally celebrated crime as a glamorised dopamine catharsis.

  But I mean Pete’s voice is bona palare, a sort of scrunched retread of street singers’ ‘When I Went to Lunnon Town Sirs’ of ingenuous East End cockney music hall rag, 1880s D’Oyly Carte protégés at the Savoy Theatre, the gay slang polari grabbed from Romany and pie-and-mash docker speak, all the default of English pop; it’s an unstudied amalgam of all those genres of dubious probity licked like a Rizla paper roll-up into timeless update.

  Breaking out of the poem or novel I was writing by hand at the time—cutting the page with a familiar violet Pentel Sign Pen—(multitasking is a faculty well developed in me) I’d stack a compact pile of books on the table for Pete: Burroughs, John Fante, J.G. Ballard and of course that diamond cold user’s novel, the smack-drenched Cain’s Book by Alexander Trocchi, in which a needle is used to intravenously pilot neurology as an opioid pathway into reprogramming sensory data. All dust jackets near fine, the physicals fastidiously maintained by our modern firsts’ specialist acumen, we’d dialect white boy blues, that is make language happen by provoking it into elliptical breakage—slang. Pete’s lyricism (and he is arguably the unrivalled inheritor to Muswell Hill’s Ray Davies, as the social pop commentator on London’s subcultural energies) comes from making streetwise slang (music hall lingo) into drawlishly phrased poetry—Babyshambles as dandified indie bandits spiking literacy with souf London gangsta.

  The emergent white boy blues artist was a London phenomenon relay-filtered eclectically from hollering street costers (who’d got lingo from the 18th century saturation of ethnic blacks, and their 19th century scions, the Victorian Ethiopians of the street) to buskers, Piccadilly rent boys selling sex outside Swan & Edgar’s at Piccadilly Circus (where Oscar Wilde picked up not only rudimentary panthers but STDs from rough trade), through night club smoothies, gangster operations like the Nash, Richardsons and Krays—thuggish interlopers with their dandy apprentice rap—and again through Teddy boys in accessorised velvet-trimmed Edwardian drape coats, quiffed spivs, tearjerker crooners and rock ’n’ roll Elvis clones, to the raw meritocracy of sweaty R&B, like a viral strain of rock emerged from virulent Soho cellars—and to Pete; they materialise, the flagrantly anarchic Rolling Stones, the hoodlum Pretty Things like a sonic heist, the detonative pilled-up auto-destructive The Who, Pete inheriting their blues genre, and the Pretties, Phil May’s primal autonomy, ‘Don’t Bring Me Down’, 1964, stop and start as a howitzer confronting Gulf missiles.

  I’m on my own, nowhere to roam

  I tell you, baby, don’t want no home

  I wander round, feet off the ground

  I even go from town to town

  I said I think this rock is grand

  Say I’ll be your man

  Don’t bring me down

  And, Pete, you surf off that raw impacting degeneracy, proto-Lydon, Sid’s knife in the teeth, dyslexic piracy playing bass like he’s in an OD coma. And the Forest Hill South London sunglassed skinny Romantic focus Peter Perrett and the Only Ones, no predecessors as losers, no successors as winners, just the voice vertically dipping into the drop

  ‘Breaking Down Again’

  ‘Out There in the Night’

  ‘The Big Sleep’

  ‘Oh Lucinda’

  ‘Why Don’t You Kill Yourself’

  the unparalleled depressants given semantic uplift by John Perry’s fluently scratchy guitar figures—howdya ever do that with three-chord compression, filling in time with the light-speed cyan sky—‘space travels in my blood,’ like light travelling at 186,000 miles per second, unrecognisable in its arrival, 8 mins time travel from the Sun, and because you’re full of it you don’t even know the info checking in. The difference between Ed Dorn’s cool hip epic Gunslinger, 1968–69, and the Only Ones is a molecular dissolve, the one unconscious of the other, but accidentally interrelating, Dorn’s hipster old West tradition cowboy manoeuvres in Black Mountain spatialised lingo find their counterpart in the indie punk Romantics The Only Ones, Peter Perrett with a shooter in the pocket of his Chelsea Antiques Market sixties fur coat, worn as a deliberately non-polarised fashion moment, as the androgynous sophisticate to Ian Dury’s invalided pub rock pulled from Upminster in the Essex badlands between Dagenham and Ockenden. If Dury’s fist-fight stroppy, geezered into verbal dexterity by his savvy as a cockney rhymester, then Perrett’s more intellectually refined elegies, as loser takes all, are Pete Doherty’s prototypes: users’ songs that put powders into language, opiates into streetwise palare, the way Ronnie Kray must have card-shuffled a wedge of crisply laundered camellia-pink fifties. At Red Snapper, we contemplated it through Colin, printing notes in nearby Soho as a form of serially numbered silver hologram strip poetry.

  I once wrote a poem called ‘Flip-Side’ on the back of ten laundered fifties (and it’s in my collection Sooner or Later Frank) in a Cecil Court basement, sitting on a 60s lipstick-red Chesterfield, one muzzy overhung December lunchtime, the subterranean rumble of the city in my networking arteries, a Babyshambles Get Loaded as my soundtrack, and outside a slow rain printing polka dots on the court, dab by dab like a cold water beady nosebleed.

  If you follow that trail through Dr Feelgood, Suggs’ Madness, Squeeze’s ‘Cool for Cats’, you’re getting to Pete, and it’s all outta the physical assault projected by London’s disruptively intransigent speed merchants, the Pretty Things as proto-punk, toxic as cholera in Soho’s underground blue ribbon, but seminal to London white boy garage, the rogue gene sourced in sweaty London rooms with the music coming off the walls like a thunderstorm caged in a cellar. What you got as compressed aggro was raw harmonica-whipped surges of defiant rock banditry drenched in southern blues—‘Midnight To Six Men’ (2.18) 1965, ‘Honey I Need’ (1.57) 1965, ‘Roadrunner’ (3.11) 1965, and those down-in-the-hole slouchy broken-hearted blues, ‘Cry To Me’, (2.49) 1965, the last two hitting places that poetry doesn’t usually reach, because the phrasing meshes with the music in ways the printed word can’t get, partly because it’s laid on the page. But the Pretties’ ‘LSD’ (2.23) 1966 gangsterises blues, and they’re years before ‘Pipedown’, ‘What Katie Did’ ‘Sedative’ ‘Fuck Forever’, as little tolerated by mainstream metabolism as Pete—a lawless incitement to explode social convention.

  The thing about Pretties’ lyrics, like Pete’s, is that they’re invariably synaptic, they break out of linear cohesive order (like most non-mainstream poetry attempts) and get more real by the randomised associations that are like life pulled off the senses, rather than crunched into rational meaning.

  White boy blues, it’s a coded gene, an individual neuron enhancer, a sort of tetrahydrocannabinol (THC) binding to a molecular anchor called cannabinoid type (CB1): a sonic psychoactive. For the brain chemistry to interact with the music, there’s usually a drug to fire-up serotonin levels—speed for the Pretty Things in their mod affiliation and later coke for accelerated signals, and for Pete, rum, coke and smack—an OD cocktail.

  As I write this at First Out café, St Giles, the cluster of hot yellow daffodils clenched into a glass jug, their orange fired up with fried egg-coloured centres, the real focus bringing a bunched sun into the room, accumulative Asian foot traffic outside for ASSA, with its crimson façade, my Denise text reads crazily, ‘jeremy did try Mayfair l
ast night, I’d say mount st C(church) day some nice guys (20s) on a fag break from posh club whiskey mist told me most poetry now so bad is it worth reading 10 bad to read 1 good. My guy agreed rap = poetry, beggar lol said south bank guy not reading poems selling poems coloured envelopes.’

  In St

  Giles now you don’t see Pete’s

  dematerialising aura

  like a molecular tiara

  Dior suit, the banjo

  and mister the fedora

  and hey what’s the price

  of being me baby,

  my pineal’s hyper

  my language like atomised

  shattered kabala

  White boy blues is a bonus to busking poetry on Mount Street: I used to write poems leaning in the smudgy blond Piccadilly Circus sunshine on the black railings some afternoons, you need some attitude for that, and they always came out right (one take only), and the punter sizing me up for configurated sex, said, ‘Hey what’s the price?’ And I said, ‘You’re too fat, mister, you’d be buying a 130 lbs 18 carat diamond.’ And he said, ‘I want you at the going price,’ and I replied, ‘The price of a poetry gene ain’t convertible like my personality, you don’t know nothing, mister. Slim down.’

  THREE SONGS FOR JAKE ARNOTT’S THE LONG FIRM

  Suck Grease Off Fingers

  Purple hearts, French blues, black bombers,

  I’m Jack and I’m jerky fisting the lot

  I’m Jack the hat

  and I bite like a rat

  in Soho’s Flamingo or blocked in a flat

  I’ve got Ronny and Reggie hot on my scent

  they’re suited and black Chelsea boot booted

  I’m Jack the hat

  with a baseball bat

  both Ronny and Reggie do Dilly rent

  You get Dot on the stage she’s drenched in gin

  a diva with purple coloratura

  I’m Jack the hat

  I don’t stop at that

  I’ll give you mouthwash with a loaded gun

  I break up the club when the stripper comes on

  a gangster dragging it like an artiste

  I’m Jack the hat

  and I scratch like a cat

  and I’ve got your blood all over my fist

  There’s a suitcase murder—a teen runaway

  Harry’s on the case—criminals solve crime

  I’m Jack the hat

  and I’ll trash your flat

  but there’s gold in my heart coated with grime

  We cruise round the Dilly for info on Bernie

  Harry bleeds Phil into telling the lot

  I’m Jack the hat

  and I’d leave it at that

  if there’s grease on your fingers I’ll fry them hot

  Vada the Mystery

  When you’re a mod you’re up for three days

  a dandified pill-head on SFK blues

  and vada the mystery he comes in three ways

  and dances to the mirror

  on the cellar dance floor

  There’s criminals, whores, aristos and queens

  all doobed at the Scene in their tonic suits

  and vada the mystery he’s a courier

  he knows dealers and pop stars

  and underground gay bars

  When you’re a sharp-suited city boy

  with an Ivy League or Cecil Gee look

  and vada the mystery he’s a blond toy

  you wait for his entrée

  from Friday to Sunday

  When you’re a mod you’re clean as good hygiene

  you wear button-downs a black knitted tie

  and vada the mystery he’s out on the scene

  he don’t look in your eyes

  as he’s heard all the lies

  When you’re a Face you don’t mix with tickets

  your college boy hairdo’s done to a T

  and vada the mystery wears tight fitted jackets

  and dances alone

  as the untouchable one

  The Casbah Lounge

  It’s sharp mods bitchy queens

  in rainbow shirts and white jeans

  skinny teens—and me Terry

  cherry-picked by a gangster

  a cool hipster called Harry

  in a sharp suit and red tie

  and a look that’s so scary

  you don’t dare meet his eye

  I was drawn there by pills

  and pop Johnny Leyton

  Johnny Ray and his anguished

  Hysterical emotion

  I was looking for kicks

  turning tricks in the bar

  and bitching polari

  bona vada bona riah

  And Harry the extortionist

  the torture gang boss

  his hair black as his Daimler

  a slick lick of gloss.

  I went back to Sloane Square

  the driver smelled of cheap scent

  Harry’s cash made me trash

  as disposable rent

  Oh there’s no biz like show biz

  when you’re tied to a chair

  and the trickster’s a gangster

  with slippery black hair

  Harry Starks and the long firm

  stitched me up with their rackets

  handling contraband stolen

  and still sealed in packets

  Harry’s scam was a business

  where you bought stuff on credit

  sold the whole lot off cheap

  leaving no one to debit

  Oh there’s no biz like show biz

  when you’re tied to a chair

  and the fraudster’s a gangster

  with black slippery hair

  And I couldn’t separate

  love from hate in my heart

  fascination from attraction

  it all tore me apart

  Harry leaked into me

  like a virus destroys

  both good and bad matter

  I was one of his boys

  Oh there’s no biz like show biz

  when you’re tied to a chair

  and the mobster’s a gangster

  with slippery black hair

  When it all hit the floor

  Harry got me for stealing

  broke me up in a lock-up

  but not without feeling

  and I couldn’t get over

  the long firm’s rejection

  its corruption coercion

  and also protection

  Oh there’s no biz like show biz

  when you’re tied to a chair

  and the fraudster’s a gangster

  with slippery black hair

  Goldfinger—Remix of Jean Genet’s Un Chant D’Amour

  LOVE SONG

  Love Song by Jean Genet—(Goldfinger remix)

  Honey, come down from sleeping on a cloud—

  all I want for winter’s a black greatcoat.

  If your cock’s still frozen beneath my breath

  my tongue will gloss it like a satin dress.

  Dawn’s like a glass of wine thrown on the sheets,

  let’s open curtains, while you come alive

  to love: the clouds stacked up like a film-set

  and listen to Bassey’s impacted ‘Goldfinger’.

  Your little ways dissolve me, like Shirley’s

  drenched sassy bravura. I slip away

  as though we’re pirates cruising an island.

  My sadness comes up deep as a black bay.

  Your hand brings the clouds down like two white gloves

  placed on our eyes. The sky’s so glitzy blond

  it’s platinum. Our breath’s an easy mix,

  its confusion knocks you back into sleep.

  It’s softness singles you out, a light touch

  like November rain drizzled in your eyes.

  Your balls are tropical like Africa:

  my hand coaxes your sex into a snake.

  ‘Goldfingerr />
  he’s the man with the Midas touch

  a spider’s touch

  such a cold finger’

  A yellow leaf tangos through puffy mist,

  the wind opens like a transparent flower.

  My finger breaks frost on your banjo case:

  a small jungle darkens your parted hair.

  My beret’s badged with diamante paste

  I’ve a flower placed like Billie at my ear.

  You’re one of Shirley’s camp epigones

  soaked in the luxury she sings for queer.

  Touching your blue eyes like a vacant sea,

  my sandal leaks near the degraded heel

  as though I’ve walked across a beach. You grown

  inside my hand like I’ve made a quick steal.

  ‘Golden words he will pour in your ear

  but his lies can’t disguise what you fear

  for a golden girl knows when he’s kissed her

  it’s the kiss of death from

  Mister Goldfinger’

  A green pirate’s flag raised on the summit

  stays permanent in a deep polar freeze:

  Goldfinger’s songwriters, they’re the real deal

  (John Barry, Tony Newley, Leslie Bricusse)

  Billboard No. 8 UK No. 21

  Your skin’s scented by Chanel No. 5

  a drizzled opulence. Night dusts your skin

  cyan, peacock, turquoise, a Pantone slash.

  To climb naked again on the blue stairs

  was it reality or in a dream

  we did that raiding a mansion, your lips

  tasting like mine, of rainy horizons.

  Your naked arms contort, tear the night up:

  I hear black horses crashing in a lake

 

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