Building the Family

by Amy DeMeritt

  After a minute of battling for control, there’s a crashing sound in the music and I whisper in her ear, “take control, baby”, and she gasps. She spins around to face me, so I spin away like I’m being thrown from her. I feign being unstable and stumble a moment. The music picks back up and she immediately takes full control. I follow her with no hesitation and we move in perfect sync like when I puppet her.

  When the music ends, Sam jumps in my arms smiling and wraps her legs around my waist. I wince a little, but the pain in my ribs isn’t that bad anymore, so this is bearable. Suddenly, there’s an eruption of applause from a group of people we hadn’t even notice had circled us and are watching. Almost every one of them has their phones out and is recording this. I laugh and tip my hat them and wave. Sam smiles really big, pulls my hat off, and pulls me into an intense kiss. I hear some gasps, a couple rude comments, and some more wild applause. After a couple minutes, Sam releases my mouth smiling.

  “I love you. Thank you for the amazing dance, baby.” I smile and kiss her lips. “I love you too.”

  Her smile widens and she climbs off of me. Thankfully, most of the onlookers have dispersed, and as we start to walk over to Madison and Shannon, the rest also leave.

  “That was incredible. I thought the last dance with you blindfolded was amazing, but this was just insane.” Sam smiles at Madison and wraps her arms around her and kisses her. “Thank, Mommy. Did you help plan this?” Madison shakes her head. “No, we didn’t know about it till just before we left to come pick you up. Kayla, how did you mix the music like that?”

  “I found an app that let me cut the robot and mechanical bass sounds into the song. It took a few dry runs in my dorm to memorize the spacing and plan out the moves. It really looked ok? I’ve never been that strong with the robot technique.”

  “It looked amazing. You both did. So, uh, you let Sam make you her puppet at the end. Was that planned?” Madison’s face is hard to read. I can’t tell if she’s upset or not. I shake my head. “No, it wasn’t planned. It just kind of happened in the moment.”

  “Are you upset?”

  Madison looks from me to Sam and then back to me. I understand her concern, so I drop to my knees in front of her and hang my head. I want to relay to her in a sign of submission and penance that she is my number one queen. Madison runs her fingers through my hair and lifts my face to look up at her. She smiles and grabs my bottom lip firmly. She tugs upwards, pulling me off the floor by my lip. When I’m standing again, she pulls me into a kiss.

  Heat rises up in my chest so hot that I feel like I need to take this shirt off. I grip her hips and push her backwards a couple of feet into the wall and she moans as I press against her. I grab the backs of her thighs and she hops up and wraps her legs around me. I pull her arms up and press them firmly against the wall and thrust my hips against her center. Madison moans and pulls back panting for air.

  “Shit, baby. What are you trying to do to me?”

  “If she was strapped, she’d probably fuck you right here in the airport.” Madison blushes bright red. “Strapped?” I laugh a little at her nervous look and I let her down from the wall. “You haven’t done that yet?” Madison looks at Sam and slowly shakes her head. “Why not? I mean, obviously, Kayla doesn’t need the assistance. She’s fucking amazing without it. But it’s fun sometimes.”

  Madison nervously looks at Shannon and Shannon nods with a small smile.

  “I’ve done it before. Given and received. It is fun, but my orgasms are better without one.”

  “Maddi, we don’t ever have to do that. They make me greedy anyway.” Sam laughs and licks her lips. Madison looks between us with a curious look and her nervousness fades a little bit. “What do you mean, greedy?” I just smile and shrug my shoulders. Sam laughs and pushes me playfully. “Kayla likes to feel you and taste you. Fucking with a dildo doesn’t let her feel and taste you as much. So, after she’s fucked you, she goes down on you. Usually a few times, before her jealousy over that rubber being inside of you is satisfied.”

  “Does it hurt?” Sam smiles in a kind way and takes her hand. “It might. I bled the first time we used one. Kayla freaked. It was adorable.”

  I blush and look away, feeling embarrassed. Shannon smiles and takes my hand. I give her a small smile and lean in closer to her, allowing her love to comfort me. It was just spotting, but I got very emotional, thinking I had hurt her.

  “I don’t know if I like the idea of that being inside me.” Sam smiles and places a hand on her cheek, looking in her eyes. “Baby, you don’t have to. Kayla’s right. We don’t ever need to use one. I honestly only liked them because of how jealous Kayla got over them. Our love is beautiful and incredible without one, so I’m ok if we never have one.”

  Madison smiles and wraps her arms around Sam and squeezes her. Sam runs her fingers through her hair and rubs her back in a soothing way. After a minute, they pull apart and Madison bends down to grab Sam’s large bookbag.

  “Come on, let’s go home.”

  Sam smiles and kisses her cheek. With Madison and Sam holding hands, and Shannon and I holding hands, we work our way out of the airport and to the parking garage. Madison puts Sam’s bookbag in the trunk and then walks to get in the front passenger seat. Sam looks at me and smiles so big that it makes me release a small laugh.

  We slide in the backseat and Sam sits right next to me in the middle of the bench. After buckling our seat belts, Sam gently grabs the sides of my face and looks in my eyes with a beautiful smile.

  “I missed these beautiful blue eyes.” I smile and look at her soft inviting eyes. Her sage green eyes look lighter and brighter than I remember. “Wow, I just realized something.” Sam grins and kisses my lips. “What’s that, baby?”

  “All of my girls have gorgeous green eyes.”

  Even Awenasa has beautiful bright green eyes.

  “Have I been gone that long that you forgot what color eyes I have?” I smile and shake my head. “I didn’t forget. I just didn’t make the connection before. I could never forget what you look like.” She smiles in a playful way. “I have four scars on my body. Where are they?”

  “One is on your left knee that you got when you were four years old, after a swing broke free and you cut your knee open on a rock when you landed.” She smiles really big and rewards me with a kiss. “And the next?”

  “The top of your right foot from scrapping it really bad on the bottom of a swimming pool when you were twelve. Then when you were fourteen, you fell off a ladder while helping your dad hang Christmas lights, and you have a two-inch scar on the back of your right shoulder where you landed on one of those sidewalk lights. The last scar you have if from me and is on the inside of your left thigh.”

  Her smile just couldn’t get any bigger.

  “How did you give me that scar, baby?”

  I laugh in embarrassment and glance up to the front seat. Shannon is watching through the rearview mirror as she drives, and Madison is turned in her seating watching with intent curiosity, but she doesn’t look insecure like she did at the airport after I let Sam puppet me.

  “I bit you for the first time.”

  “How many scars does Mommy and Shannon have?”

  “Is this going to be quiz Daddy all the way home?” Sam laughs and kisses my lips. “Are you delaying answering because you don’t know?” I grin and lick my lips. “Madison has seven and Shannon has twelve.” Sam smiles and looks to the front seat. “Is she correct?” They both smile and confirm I’m correct. “And she knows how you got all of them?”

  “Yes, she went all over our bodies with gentle fingers looking for them and asking us what happened.”

  “Good.” She looks back at me and gets a dangerously mischievous smirk on her face. “The first time you made me scream out during sex – what did I say and when was it?” My heartbeat increase and I glance at the front seat again, nervous to answer. Shannon and Madison giggle and smile at me. “Well?” Madison asks with a laugh. />
  “You girls are naughty. Fine. It was our first time and you screamed, ‘fucking not human, holy shit’.” Sam laughs and kisses my lips. “Now, do Madison’s and Shannon’s.” I exhale and shake my head. “Seriously naughty. Girls, do you mind having your very personal outbursts shared with this naughty girl?” They both laugh and agree its ok. “First time with Madison, she moaned, ‘oh, so amazing, shit’. And the first time with Shannon, she had a wild bursting of victorious screams, most of which included my name, ‘holy fuck’, and ‘oh shit’.”

  “What is my favorite ice cream?”

  “Mint chocolate chip. Madison’s is vanilla and Shannon’s is strawberry.”

  “When I was a kid, what did I want to be when I grew up?” I laugh and kiss her lips. “You are so cute when you get in these trivia moods. Under the age of seven, you believed that painters put rainbows in the sky and you wanted to do that. Then you wanted to be an astronaut and collect stars and bring them home, till you learned you couldn’t actually collect stars. Then you wanted to be a tomb raider and fight zombie mummies. I think you started to grow up too much after that because then you wanted to do a whole bunch of boring adult stuff.” She laughs and kisses me for a couple moments.

  “Madison and Shannon?”

  “Madison has pretty much always wanted to be a singer and then added child psychologist to her future goals in eighth grade. Shannon wanted to be a boat captain till she was fourteen, and then decided she wanted to help people and decided to be a nurse instead.”

  Madison and Shannon both confirm I’m correct again and Sam looks at me with puckered lips, trying to think of my next question. She continues asking questions and I continue to answer each one correctly for the duration of the ride. Its adorable seeing the amusement and affection on all of their faces as I’m quizzed and answer correctly.

  “What do I get for answering all of these questions correctly? I think I’ve done a great job showing that I know my babies very well.”

  “You have, but I think I might stump you this time.” I smile and nod. “Give me your best shot.”

  “Our greatest fears.” I shake my head. “Each of you have told me those, but I don’t think you know each other’s. I can’t share those, so I’ll have to forfeit the win for this question. You’ll have to share that with each other when you’re ready.”

  “I thought I could trick you by letting you feel all cocky and proud, but you didn’t fall for it. Thank you, baby.”

  They’re all looking at me with loving affectionate smiles and it just warms my heart so much. I can’t wait till we’re back to the apartment so I can hold all of them in my arms.

  “I have a question.” I look to the front seat. We’re stopped at a red light, so Shannon is turned facing us with a challenging grin. “Ok, shoot.”

  “The person each of us admires the most.” I smile and laugh a little. “Damn, that’s a good one. None of you have actually said specifically that you admire someone. Ok, give me a minute.” The light changes, so she has to turn back around, but I smile and meet her eyes in the mirror. “For you, it’s your grandmother.” She smiles really big and nods. “Correct.”

  “Ok, for Madison.” She looks nervous and her mouth is slightly open like she wants to tell me to be quiet. I give her a small smile and simply say, “An old friend that was strongest in his worst days.” She smiles affectionately at me and confirms I’m correct. “Now, for Sam. Oh, Sam, you are just such a complicated, ever changing creature. You really are like a chameleon.” She giggles and pushes me playfully. “Are you saying you don’t know the answer?” I shake my head. “No, this is my way of preparing our other babies for mental overload.” She laughs hard and pushes my shoulder again. “You’re just stalling.” I smile and lick my lips. “Want to wager on that?”

  “What do you have in mind?”

  “I get this correct, and you have to give yourself to me completely in bed later. You’re not allowed to touch me or push me where you want me.” She inhales deeply and toys at the corner of her bottom lip. “You may have to tie me down for that to work.” I shake my head. “I like your willing submission; I wouldn’t enjoy it if it seemed forced.” She smiles and quirks her head to the side. “You really are such a cute baby-dom. Ok, I’ll try to meet that requirement, if you get the question right.”

  “Well, you have many people you respect for the work they do for the environment and human and animal rights. Recently, you’ve become fascinated with an international council of women scientists that are leading the campaign of awareness to climate change. You really like some British physicist named, Joanna Haigh. You’ve always loved Susan B. Anthony and Eleanor Roosevelt. But, if I was to pick one person you admire the most, I’d have to say, Amelia Earhart, because she didn’t just change the way women are viewed in society through activism. She did it through living how she wanted to as a brave adventurer without care for men saying she couldn’t do it just because she was a woman.”

  “Jesus Christ. How I am going to keep my hands off of you?” I laugh hard and feel my pride swell up in my chest. “Fuck, I love you so much.”

  Before I can say anything, Sam has me locked in a deep, hard kiss.

  “We’re home.”

  Sam quickly unbuckles both of our seatbelts, but doesn’t release my mouth. She leans into me and reaches over to open the door. I try to pull back, but she holds my face firmly and just encourages me out of the car.

  I end up bumping my shoulders and my head as we clumsily climb out of the car lip locked.

  “You should probably get the door open, Shannon.”

  Sam presses me against the side of the car and reaches for my pants button, but Madison grabs our arms.

  “Come on, babes, bring that inside.”

  Sam only releases me till we get inside and then she immediately pins me against the wall and starts kissing me hard and fast again.

  She fumbles with the top button on my shirt, but loses patience and rips my shirt open in two hard tugs. I hear the fabric rip and Madison and Shannon gasp. I moan and slightly weaken under her rough urgent passion. She roughly palms and squeezes my breasts a moment before she starts unbuttoning and unzipping my pants. Sam pulls back just for a second to look in my eyes and smiles. She starts kissing me again and pushes my pants and underwear off my hips. As her right-hand slips between my thighs, her left hand firmly grips my throat.

  I release a choked moan and slump some as my knees weaken. She tightens her grip on my throat and I feel the circulation to my head restricted and my air is very minimal.

  “Oh, my god. Stop! What are you doing?”

  “Shannon, its ok. Kayla likes that.”

  “No, it’s not. That’s not safe.”

  “I’ve seen Sam do this before. She knows what she’s doing.”

  “I can’t watch this.” Sam releases my neck and pulls her hand out of my pants. “Shannon, wait.” Shannon turns back to look at Sam with pain and worry all over her face. “I promise, I’m not hurting her.”

  Shannon shakes her head and starts to cry. I quickly fix my pants and I get to her before Sam.

  “Baby, come here.” Shannon wraps her arms around me and cries into my neck. “I’m sorry that scared you. There are some things that I like that we haven’t done because I’ve been healing, but this is one of those things I really like. Sam has never hurt me when doing this.”

  “But why do you like being choked? That doesn’t seem healthy. Being choked is a bad thing.”

  I smile and kiss her lips and her wet eyes, before I give her the same explanation I had to give Madison when she questioned me after Sam did it the last time she was here.

  “Shannon?”

  Shannon looks over my shoulder at Sam. Sam steps over and tugs on her elbow. Shannon gives her a small smile and releases me, so Sam can embrace her. Sam gives her a small kiss on the lips and wraps her arms around her, holding her head close to her.

  “Baby, I’m sorry I got so caught up in the hea
t of the moment. I just wanted to make Kayla feel good.” Shannon releases a small laugh and pulls her face back to look at Sam and then at me. “I know that feeling.”

  I smile and blush. Shannon had gotten caught up in wanting to make me feel good when I was in the hospital and fingered me twice while I was in there, before we even really knew anything about each other.

  Sam runs her fingers through Shannon’s hair looking in her eyes a moment and then pulls her into their first real kiss. It’s slow and soft and I can see the power of the kiss working on both of them as their cheeks blush. Shannon’s hand glides down Sam’s exposed shoulder and gently squeezes her. Sam leans into her more and grips Shannon’s hip.

  They slowly pull their lips apart and smile at each other. Nearly simultaneously, they quietly say, “I love you”, for the first time to each other. Both of them release an adorable happy giggle and peck each other’s lips again.

  Sam looks over at me and blushes darker red and gives me a shy smile. I laugh a little and wrap my arms around both of them. Madison joins us and I give each of them a kiss on the lips.

  “I love my babies. You’re all so beautiful and sweet.”

  Each of them grin in a naughty way and start dragging me to the bedroom. Madison is pulling me by my tie around my neck, while Shannon and Sam have my hands.

  When we reach the bedroom, I wrap my arms around them and push them all down on the bed with a big smile.

  “You naughty girls need some serious Daddy treatment.” They smile up at me, but slightly lean back on their hands. Madison teases, “Are you going to spank us, Daddy?”

  I smile as I feel my cocky confidence growing. Madison smiles wider and sits forward. She grabs my tie and tugs down hard, sending me on my knees in front of her. I release a small moan and Madison licks her lips.

  “I think Daddy needs to be roughed up. We need to finish what Sam started so you have the energy to love on all of us, baby.”

  I glance at Shannon and she looks a little nervous. I pucker my lips at her and she leans forward to kiss me.