After a couple more thrusts, she felt him tense up, and soon he started to let out a groan. She felt a gasp as he emptied himself into her, and soon she let her body start to melt against his own. The power of her orgasm was something, unlike anything she had ever felt before.
She didn’t know what to think, for it was amazing and perfect for her. After a moment or so, he pulled out, looking at her with a smile.
“Did you like that?” he asked.
“I did. I really did. You’re definitely something,” she said.
I get that a lot. But trust me, I’m the something that you want to have,” he joked.
She blushed at his words, realizing what he meant. He was what she wanted, but she was nervous to admit it. Of course right now she had another issue at hand, and that was the fact that she had a strange sort of conflicting feeling within her.
He got rid of the condom and the two of them cuddled under the blankets. They looked up, and they could see the stars there.
“It’s beautiful,” she said.
“That it is. I’m happy you enjoy it,” he replied.
“Well I’m glad that I have someone to enjoy the stars with,” she replied.
The two of them cuddled for a bit, both of them not really saying anything. There wasn’t anything to say, but rather, it was time for them to feel the pleasure of the moment and let their bodies melt against one another.
For the first time ever Ayaka was happy, but she still had a bit of an aching feeling within the pit of her stomach. What did this mean for her? What did she do now? The only thing that she could really do at this point was to wait and see.
She wanted to tell him the feelings that she had, that she was starting to wonder if he really did like her, or if he was just playing around, and she didn’t want to think about the flirting that he did.
But right now, in this moment, the only thing on her mind was him, and the love that she had for him.
Was she in love? Maybe, but she didn’t want to tell him just yet. Right now, she had other feelings to take care of, and they were feelings that made her wonder if she was making the best decision.
Chapter V
Unfortunately, once they got back, things started to go bad. They were an official couple, but Ayaka was still feeling strange about something.
She wondered if it was the wounds of the past that were causing this, or the playboy in front of her, but she was starting to get annoyed with the flirting that the man did.
She was starting to get annoyed when he would compliment women all the time, even though she knew that he didn’t really think twice about it. She thought maybe it was because the game had changed, and now she would have to listen to this now she was his official girlfriend.
She didn’t know what it was and one day, she just snapped. He was flirting with one of the people at the bakery, and she looked at him with a glare.
“Do you mind Kelvin?” she asked.
He looked at her with a semi-offended glance. “What do you mean?” he asked.
“Can you please stop flirting with people? It’s getting old,” she said.
“I thought you didn’t mind it,” he replied.
“Well now I do. It makes me uncomfortable okay? I just don’t really like it,” she said.
“Well that’s a complete change. You were fine with it initially, but now you’re acting like it’s the worst thing in the world,” he replied.
She was getting annoyed by that. She didn’t think it was the worst, but not really the best thing. It bothered her to no end that he was doing it now, and now that he was continuing it, she felt a bit disgruntled that’s for sure. She started to wonder if maybe this was the right thing to do.
“I don’t know, I thought that maybe when you finally told me that you liked me, and when we finally did it, that you would tone it down a little. I don’t really feel as loved as I do before, or at least cared for,” she said.
“Well I’m trying. It’s hard for me not to flirt. And you’re acting more like a stick in the mud than usual. What gives?” he asked.
“I don’t know, I’m just annoyed,” she replied.
“Well do you want me to leave? Because I can,” he offered.
“Don’t do that, but I’m just getting really fed up with the little antics that you do. I mean, I really like you, so when you do shit like that, it bothers the crap out of me,” she replied.
“Well sorry princess. Maybe you should stop trying to demand one thing and then ask for another,” he replied.
She felt so conflicted. She wanted to tell him that she still loved him regardless of what happened, but at the same time, the fact that he was still a flirt really bothered her.
“Sorry, but it does bother me. I’m done with trying to be a little princess to you,” she said.
“Well maybe I wasn’t asking for a princess. Maybe you need to grow up,” he replied.
That was it. She wasn’t trying to be immature, but this was getting out of hand.
“Grow up? Coming from the same guy who flirts with women all the time. Asshole,” she replied.
Kelvin was about to say something, but she got up, feeling angry with herself. Was this really the right man for her? She felt conflicted.
He was a total playboy, but there was just something about him that made her want to apologize for it all. But at that moment, she hated herself, and she hated this moment more than anything. She got up, leaving him in the wake of everything that was going on.
“Fuck you,” she told him to his face before she walked away. Ayaka hated that it had to happen, but she definitely didn’t want to be treated like dirt, that’s for sure.
Things had been getting rough. She was worried that he was too immature to handle a relationship like that.
The thing is, she knew that he was the type of guy that was a bit awkward about actually going into a full-fledged relationship, but it bothered the living shit out of her that he thought it was okay for him to act like a dipshit when possible.
She didn’t like it, but she didn’t know what else to do. Plus, she couldn’t really explain the inexplicable feelings that she had inside of her. What the hell was going on? Why was she acting like this? The only thing she could do, was to wait for time to help explain it to her.
Unfortunately, she hadn’t heard from Kelvin in a while. She wanted to talk to him, but refused to, gut at the same time, she felt like she was doing something bad by not doing a damn thing about this.
There was some unresolved tension that was left in the air, and a part of her wondered if maybe there was a reason of that. However, she continued to ignore the feelings, letting her mind continue to flutter.
She then started to feel a bit anxious one day. She decided to take a walk, and she hoped maybe it would make everything better. She went over to the lakefront, but she didn’t see him this time.
However, she saw another a familiar face, one that would make her feel happy and giddy, but at the same time a bit confused.
“Jackie?” she said out loud?
“Hey there Ayaka. How you been?” the other asked.
She went over to the woman, her cousin and a friend, and she embraced her. Jackie and her had quite the history, and she wondered if it was fate that brought them together. It might as well be considering who this person was.
Jackie was her cousin, a great friend of hers, but she was also a woman who was dating another billionaire. That was Brandon, a guy who was apparently super perfect, and they had a great relationship.
Ayaka knew that the only way to quell these feelings would be to talk to someone who understood them, and to be honest, her cousin might be the best bet.
She loved Denise more than life itself, but she knew that the woman wouldn’t be able to handle this shit. She was the type who was confused about relationships and the different parts of them.
“How you been girls?” Jackie asked. She was still the same as ever, a petite beauty with a heart of gold.
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sp; “Eh okay. I’ve had a couple of things happen recently,” she said.
“Well come with me. I’m honestly just taking a break right now. Brandon let me off early so I’m having some nice alone time before I get ready to go out to dinner,” she replied.
“That’s awesome. So how is living the life of a billionaire’s girlfriend?” she asked her cousin.
“Well it’s certainly something. We honestly got through a rough patch recently, and I’m happy that things are only getting better,” she said.
“Oh really? What happened?” she asked. She wondered if Jackie would spill the beans to her cousin. Ayaka and her were friends, so it’s not like they haven’t talked about this sort of thing before.
“Well, we had a bit of an upset. See, I was with him, but he had this secretary that I didn’t really like. He made a big mistake, and it honestly took me forever to forgive him. I mean cheating is something that can ruin a relationship. But, after we talked it out, I forgave him.
I told him no more cute little secretaries, and I was going to help him out. Hell, he actually offered me the potion, and since then, we’ve been the power couple of the company,” she explained.
“That’s fucking amazing Jackie. But it sucks that it happened. I’m going through the same shit,” Ayaka replied.
“Who? I thought you were single?” Jackie asked.
“nah. I’m with a guy. You probably know him. Kelvin Thompson,” she explained to her cousin.
“Oh my gosh really? Wow, I didn’t even know that!” she said.
“Well yeah. We’ve kept it secret. But there is something that he does, and I’m confused. And the thing is, I have this strange feeling within me, and I don’t know how to quell it,” she replied.
“What is it? Did he cheat on you? You have to watch out for Kelvin. Hell even Brandon is wary of the guy,” she admitted.
“I know, but he has a good heart. But I don’t know how to approach him on this scenario. I mean, I feel like I should ask him why he thinks it’s okay to do this, but I’m scared,” Ayaka replied.
“Well I think you need to tell him. But the thing is, you’re going to have to let him work it out on his own. You can tell him that you don’t like it, but he needs to change. Just let the change on his end come to yours.
To be honest, I know that it’s hard to wait for a guy like that, but trust me, if he’s as amazing as you say that he is, he will change, at least for you. I mean, some things are hard to change especially a behavior like that. He’s definitely known a as a playboy, but maybe he’ll come through,” she replied.
“Maybe. But then, what about this feeling that I have. I don’t want to let him go and I don’t want to lose him, but goddamn that type of shit pisses me off. But, if he’s willing to change, I’m willing to look past it,” she explained.
“honey, that’s love right there. That’s all you need to know,” she said with a smile.
Love? Is that what it’s really turned into? She never thought that she could feel in love with a billionaire, especially Kelvin.
“How do you know?” she asked.
“Because that’s how I felt. The thing is, I hated him for what he did to me. I mean cheating is so unforgivable. But there was a part of me, a part of me that wanted to leave the door open and see if he would bust through it.
It took a while, but to be honest, it was the best choice I’ve ever made. I never thought that he would come through like that, but I guess he did,” she replied.
“True. But what about now, does he ever do that anymore” she asked.
“Nope. Doesn’t even want to. You just have to tell him how you feel, and let him change,” she replied.
Ayaka understood that. Jackie seemed to have a similar situation to her, but hers was way worse. She was just happy that her cousin could get through it, and it meant to her that there was hope.
“You know, you give me hope on shit like this,” she admitted.
“Well I’m glad that I do. But don’t worry, everything will be okay. Just give it time, and then tell him how you feel about it. If he’s as mature as he should be, he’ll get it. And if you’re worth it, he’ll do anything to keep you,” she replied.
She listened to what Jackie said. And it made so much sense. She knew deep down that it was going to be hard for him to get over the feelings that he had for other women. Maybe he might need some time, but it was going to be okay.
“Thank you so much Jackie,” Ayaka said.
“Not a problem. And if you ever need anything, let me know. I’ll be there for you,” the other replied.
Jackie got up, and Ayaka watched as she walked away. Ayaka was still trying to process everything that went down. She couldn’t believe that the truth was right there, that she was in love with him, which was why she wasn’t able to give him up.
She honestly did wonder at times how that would all work, but apparently, this was the way. She was in love with that man, that hunky man that changed everything, and Ayaka would wait for him to come to her.
Maybe it would be in a bit, but she wanted him to realize what he did, and the immaturity of the situation. She knew that people can change, it just had to be on their own determination.
Of course, Ayaka wondered how long that was going to be, but she knew deep down that it was only a matter of time before the tides changed, and she would be able to finally have the life that she wanted with the man that she adored.
She just had to give it time, wait, and then see what would happen.
Chapter VI
About three weeks went by, with no sing from Kelvin. She didn’t even want to talk to anyone else besides him, but it bothered her that he still refused to talk to her after everything that went down.
Did that mean that he didn’t care about them, about the future that they were trying to have with one another? It worried her to a degree, but she tried to keep clam. It was something that made her get a bit antsy though, but one day, when she was at home, she heard a knock at the door.
It was strange, because Jackie was out of town, and Denise was working out right now, just like how she normally did, but this time, it was someone that she didn’t even expect. When she opened the door, it was Kelvin, and he had a box in his hands.
“Hey there. May I come in?” he asked.
She blushed. “Of course,” she replied. She didn’t want to give the man the satisfaction of being wooed, but it was hard not to blush around the guy. Kelvin was seriously attractive, and it wasn’t fair.
She wished she could just turn back time and all of the other bullshit in the past, and just talk with him about their lives.
“So I take it you know why I’m here, right?” he asked.
“Not really, but you can tell me,” she replied.
“Well, I wanted to talk to you about what happened the last time. When we went out and we had that fight,” he said.
“Yeah…that’s,” she replied.
“Well I think it’s time that I tell you how I feel about it,” he said.
“What do you mean?” Ayaka asked. It was definitely shocking to her to even hear his thoughts on the situation. She wondered if he was mad, or if it was just a bit of a preface to something else.
“You were right. I mean, I realized soon after that I was being a damn fool. I didn’t realize just how much I had hurt you with that, and for that, I’m sorry. I don’t want to hurt you like that ever again,” he admitted.
He pulled her into his arms, and she hugged him as he started to cry. She felt his hands wrap around her, and she did the same, and they stayed like that for a bit. After a while, he pulled away and looked at her.
“Well I realized that you’re the only girl that matters. The rest can all be jealous however, they want, but you’re the only one I’m trying to impress now.
Fuck the rest of them, I realized at that moment that I messed up because there was something that I’ve wanted to tell you for a while that I was scared to admit,” he said.
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sp; “What is it?” she asked. She blushed as he looked at her.
“Ayaka, I love you. I’ve loved you for a very long time, and I’m shocked that it took me this long to realize it,’ he said.
She blushed at his words. “I love you as well. And thank you for telling me,” she replied.
“You’re very welcome. But please, let me just tell you about how I feel. I have changed. I don’t want to look at anyone else. I want to only have eyes for you,” he said.
She blushed at those words. “Well that makes two of us, because I only have eyes for you as well,” she replied.
“Good. Then let me give you what I’ve been wanting to bestow to you since the beginning. Ayaka, I won’t give you any more trouble when it comes to me staring at any other woman.
I want to change, and I know it may be hard at first, but if you have it in your heart to forgive me, I would very much appreciate all of that,” he said.
She blushed at those words, realizing that he indeed did want to be hers. She then smiled at him once again before she spoke.
“I love you too. And I know that it might be a while. None of us are perfect and I’m sorry for giving you shit. I should’ve been better about telling you how I felt, but now that I got that off my chest, I love you too. I want to be with you, and I want to be yours,” she replied.
He smiled. “Thank you,” he breathed. He then pulled her into his arms, kissing her hard. She was shocked by this, a bit amazed at how he was able to recover so quickly from the shock of this, but she didn’t mind it at all.
She started to kiss him back, not caring about anything else but the pleasure of the moment. She loved this and he did as well.
It was just like their first kiss, but he wasn’t thinking about anything else but her. She wondered if maybe he did have some sort of switch that automatically changed him.
She didn’t know for sure, but at this point, she didn’t mind that he was trying his hardest, for she knew that at the end of the day, he would at least try to make things better for them.
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