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by Gardner Dozois


  No, that farmer and his big old boys’d stay another night. Little Peggy was an innkeeper’s daughter, wasn’t she? Papooses learnt to hunt, pickaninnies learnt to tote, farmer children learnt the weather, and an innkeeper’s daughter learnt which folks would stay the night, even before they knew it right theirselfs.

  Their horses were champing in the stable, snorting and warning each other about the storm. In every group of horses, little Peggy figgered, there must be one that’s remarkable dumb, so all the others have to tell him what all’s going on. Bad storm, they were saying. We’re going to get a soaking, if the lightning don’t smack us first. And the dumb one kept nickering and saying, What’s the noise, what’s that noise.

  Then the sky just opened right up and dumped water on the earth. Stripped leaves right off the trees, it came down so hard. Came down so thick, too, that little Peggy couldn’t even see the smithy for a minute and she thought maybe it got washed right away into the stream. Oldpappy told her how that stream led right down to the Hatrack River, and the Hatrack poured right into the Hio, and the Hio shoved itself on through the woods to the Mizzipy, which went on down to the sea, and Oldpappy said how the sea drank so much water that it got indigestion and gave off the biggest old belches you ever heard, and what came up was clouds. Belches from the sea, and now the smithy would float all that way, get swallered up and belched out, and someday she’d just be minding her own business and some cloud would break up and plop that smithy down as neat as you please, old Makepeace Smith still ching ching chinging away.

  Then the rain slacked off a mite and she looked down to see the smithy still there. But that wasn’t what she saw at all. No, what she saw was sparks of fire way off in the forest, downstream toward the Hatrack, down where the ford was, only there wasn’t a chance of taking the ford today, with this rain. Sparks, lots of sparks, and she knew every one of them was folks. She didn’t hardly think of doing it anymore, she only had to see their heartfires and she was looking close. Maybe future, maybe past, all the visions lived together in the heartfire.

  What she saw right now was the same in all their hearts. A wagon in the middle of the Hatrack, with the water rising and everything they owned in all the world in that wagon.

  Little Peggy didn’t talk much, but everybody knew she was a torch, so they listened whenever she spoke up about trouble. Specially this kind of trouble. Sure the settlements in these parts were pretty old now, a fair bit older than little Peggy herself, but they hadn’t forgotten yet that anybody’s wagon caught in a flood is everybody’s loss.

  She fair to flew down that grassy hill, jumping gopher holes and sliding the steep places, so it wasn’t twenty seconds from seeing those far-off heart-fires till she was speaking right up in the smithy’s shop. That farmer from West Fork at first wanted to make her wait till he was done with telling stories about worse storms he’d seen. But Makepeace knew all about little Peggy. He just listened right up and then told those boys to saddle them horses, shoes or no shoes, there was folks caught in the Hatrack ford and there was no time for foolishness. Little Peggy didn’t even get a chance to see them go—Makepeace had already sent her off to the big house to fetch her father and all the hands and visitors there. Wasn’t a one of them who hadn’t once put all they owned in the world into a wagon and dragged it west across the mountain roads and down into the forest. Wasn’t a one of them who hadn’t felt a river sucking at that wagon, wanting to steal it away. They all got right to it. That’s the way it was then, you see. Folks noticed other people’s trouble every bit as quick as if it was their own.

  * * *

  Vigor led the boys in trying to push the wagon, while Eleanor hawed the horses. Alvin Miller spent his time carrying the little girls one by one to safety on the far shore. The current was a devil clawing at him, whispering, “I’ll have your babies, I’ll have them all,” but Alvin said no, with every muscle in his body as he strained shoreward he said no to that whisper, till his girls stood all bedraggled on the bank with rain streaming down their faces like the tears from all the grief in the world.

  He would have carried Faith, too, baby in her belly and all, but she wouldn’t budge. Just sat inside that wagon, bracing herself against the trunks and furniture as the wagon tipped and rocked. Lightning crashed and branches broke; one of them tore the canvas and the water poured into the wagon but Faith held on with white knuckles and her eyes staring out. Alvin knew from her eyes there wasn’t a thing he could say to make her let go. There was only one way to get Faith and her unborn baby out of that river, and that was to get the wagon out.

  “Horses can’t get no purchase, Papa,” Vigor shouted. “They’re just stumbling and bound to break a leg.”

  “Well we can’t pull out without the horses!”

  “The horses are something, Papa. We leave ’em in here and we’ll lose wagon and horses too!”

  “Your mama won’t leave that wagon.”

  And he saw understanding in Vigor’s eyes. The things in the wagon weren’t worth a risk of death to save them. But Mama was.

  “Still,” he said. “On shore the team could pull strong. Here in the water they can’t do a thing.”

  “Set the boys to unhitching them. But first tie a line to a tree to hold that wagon!”

  It wasn’t two minutes before the twins Wastenot and Wantnot were on the shore making the rope fast to a stout tree. David and Measure made another line fast to the rig that held the horses, while Calm cut the strands that held them to the wagon. Good boys, doing their work just right, Vigor shouting directions while Alvin could only watch helpless at the back of the wagon, looking now at Faith who was trying not to have the baby, now at the Hatrack River that was trying to push them all down to hell.

  Not much of a river, Vigor had said, but then the clouds came up and the rain came down and the Hatrack became something after all. Even so it looked passable when they got to it. The horses strode in strong, and Alvin was just saying to Calm, who had the reins, “Well, we made it not a minute to spare,” when the river went insane. It doubled in speed and strength all in a moment, and the horses got panicky and lost direction and started pulling against each other. The boys all hopped into the river and tried to lead them to shore but by then the wagon’s momentum had been lost and the wheels were mired up and stuck fast. Almost as if the river knew they were coming and saved up its worst fury till they were already in it and couldn’t get away.

  “Look out! Look out!” screamed Measure from the shore.

  Alvin looked upstream to see what devilment the river had in mind, and there was a whole tree floating down the river, endwise like a battering ram, the root end pointed at the center of the wagon, straight at the place where Faith was sitting, her baby on the verge of birth. Alvin couldn’t think of anything to do, couldn’t think at all, just screamed his wife’s name with all his strength. Maybe in his heart he thought that by holding her name on his lips he could keep her alive, but there was no hope, of that, no hope at all.

  Except that Vigor didn’t know there was no hope. Vigor leapt out when the tree was no more than a rod away, his body falling against it just above the root. The momentum of his leap turned it a little, then rolled it over, rolled it and turned it away from the wagon. Of course Vigor rolled with it, pulled right under the water—but it worked, the root end of the tree missed the wagon entirely, and the shaft of the trunk struck it a sidewise blow.

  The tree bounded across the stream and smashed up against a boulder on the bank. Alvin was five rods off, but in his memory from then on, he always saw it like as if he’d been right there. The tree crashing into the boulder, and Vigor between them. Just a split second that lasted a lifetime, Vigor’s eyes wide with surprise, blood already leaping out of his mouth, spattering out onto the tree that killed him. Then the Hatrack River swept the tree out into the current. Vigor slipped under the water, all except his arm, all tangled in the roots, which stuck up into the air for all the world like a neighbor waving good-bye after
a visit.

  Alvin was so intent on watching his dying son that he didn’t even notice what was happening to his own self. The blow from the tree was enough to dislodge the mired wheels, and the current picked up the wagon, carried it downstream, Alvin clinging to the tailgate, Faith weeping inside, Eleanor screaming her lungs out from the driver’s seat, and the boys on the bank shouting something. Shouting “Hold! Hold! Hold!”

  The rope held, one end tied to a strong tree, the other end tied to the wagon, it held. The river couldn’t tumble the wagon downstream; instead it swung the wagon in to shore the way a boy swings a rock on a string, and when it came to a shuddering stop it was right against the bank, the front end facing upstream.

  “It held!” cried the boys.

  “Thank God!” shouted Eleanor.

  “The baby’s coming,” whispered Faith.

  But Alvin, all he could hear was the single faint cry that had been the last sound from the throat of his firstborn son, all he could see was the way his boy clung to the tree as it rolled and rolled in the water, and all he could say was a single word, a single command. “Live,” he murmured. Vigor had always obeyed him before. Hard worker, willing companion, more a friend or brother than a son. But this time he knew his son would disobey. Still he whispered it. “Live.”

  “Are we safe?” said Faith, her voice trembling.

  Alvin turned to face her, tried to strike the grief from his face. No sense her knowing the price that Vigor paid to save her and the baby. Time enough to learn of that after the baby was born. “Can you climb out of the wagon?”

  “What’s wrong?” asked Faith, looking at his face.

  “I took a fright. Tree could have killed us. Can you climb out, now that we’re up against the bank?”

  Eleanor leaned in from the front of the wagon. “David and Calm are on the bank, they can help you up. The rope’s holding, Mama, but who can say how long?”

  “Go on, Mother, just a step,” said Alvin. “We’ll do better with the wagon if we know you’re safe on shore.”

  “The baby’s coming,” said Faith.

  “Better on shore than here,” said Alvin sharply. “Go now.”

  Faith stood up, clambered awkwardly to the front. Alvin climbed through the wagon behind her, to help her if she should stumble. Even he could see how her belly had dropped. The baby must be grabbing for air already.

  On the bank it wasn’t just David and Calm, now. There were strangers, big men, and several horses. Even one small wagon, and that was a welcome sight. Alvin had no notion who these men were, or how they knew to come and help, but there wasn’t a moment to waste on introductions. “You men! Is there a midwife in the road house?”

  “Goody Guester does with birthing,” said a man. A big man, with arms like oxlegs. A blacksmith, surely.

  “Can you take my wife in that wagon? There’s not a moment to spare.” Alvin knew it was a shameful thing, for men to speak so openly of birthing, right in front of the woman who was set to bear. But Faith was no fool—she knew what mattered most, and getting her to a bed and a competent midwife was more important than pussyfooting around about it.

  David and Calm were careful as they helped their mother toward the waiting wagon. Faith was staggering with pain. Women in labor shouldn’t have to step from a wagon seat up onto a riverbank, that was sure. Eleanor was right behind her, taking charge as if she wasn’t younger than all the boys except the twins. “Measure! Get the girls together. They’re riding in the wagon with us. You too, Wastenot and Wantnot! I know you can help the big boys but I need you to watch the girls while I’m with Mother.” Eleanor was never one to be trifled with, and the gravity of the situation was such that they didn’t even call her Eleanor of Aquitaine as they obeyed. Even the little girls mostly gave over their squabbling and got right in.

  Eleanor paused a moment on the bank and looked back to where her father stood on the wagon seat. She glanced downstream, then looked back at him. Alvin understood the question, and he shook his head no. Faith was not to know of Vigor’s sacrifice. Tears came unwelcome to Alvin’s eyes, but not to Eleanor’s. Eleanor was only fourteen, but when she didn’t want to cry, she didn’t cry.

  Wastenot hawed the horse and the little wagon lurched forward, Faith wincing as the girls patted her and the rain poured. Faith’s gaze was somber as a cow’s, and as mindless, looking back at her husband, back at the river. At times like birthing, Alvin thought, a woman becomes a beast, slack-minded as her body takes over and does its work. How else could she bear the pain? As if the soul of the earth possessed her the way it owns the souls of animals, making her part of the life of the whole world, unhitching her from family, from husband, from all the reins of the human race, leading her into the valley of ripeness and harvest and reaping and bloody death.

  “She’ll be safe now,” the blacksmith said. “And we have horses here to pull your wagon out.”

  “It’s slacking off,” said Measure. “The rain is less, and the current’s not so strong.”

  “As soon as your wife stepped ashore, it eased up,” said the farmer-looking feller. “The rain’s dying, that’s sure.”

  “You took the worst of it in the water,” said the blacksmith. “But you’re all right now. Get hold of yourself, man, there’s work to do.”

  Only then did Alvin come to himself enough to realize that he was crying. Work to do, that’s right, get hold of yourself, Alvin Miller. You’re no weakling, to bawl like a baby. Other men have lost a dozen children and still live their lives. You’ve had twelve, and Vigor lived to be a man, though he never did get to marry and have children of his own. Maybe Alvin had to weep because Vigor died so nobly; maybe he cried because it was so sudden.

  David touched the blacksmith’s arm. “Leave him be for a minute,” he said softly. “Our oldest brother was carried off not ten minutes back. He got tangled in a tree floating down.”

  “It wasn’t no tangle,” Alvin said sharply. “He jumped that tree and saved our wagon, and your mother inside it! That river paid him back, that’s what it did, it punished him.”

  Calm spoke quietly to the local men. “It run him up against that boulder there.” They all looked. There was a smear of blood on the rock.

  “The Hatrack has a mean streak in it,” said the blacksmith, “but I never seen this river so riled up before. I’m sorry about your boy. There’s a slow, flat place downstream where he’s bound to fetch up. Everything the river catches ends up there. When the storm lets up, we can go down and bring back the—bring him back.”

  Alvin wiped his eyes on his sleeve, but since his sleeve was soaking wet it didn’t do much good. “Give me a minute more and I can pull my weight,” said Alvin.

  They hitched two more horses and the four beasts had no trouble pulling the wagon out against the much weakened current. By the time the wagon was set to rights again on the road, the sun was even breaking through.

  “Wouldn’t you know,” said the blacksmith. “If you ever don’t like the weather hereabouts, you just set a spell, cause it’ll change.”

  “Not this one,” said Alvin. “This storm was laid in wait for us.”

  The blacksmith put an arm across Alvin’s shoulder, and spoke real gentle. “No offense, mister, but that’s crazy talk.”

  Alvin shrugged him off. “That storm and that river wanted us.”

  “Papa,” said David, “you’re tired and grieving. Best be still till we get to the road house and see how Mama is.”

  “My baby is a boy,” said Papa. “You’ll see. He would have been the seventh son of a seventh son.”

  That got their attention, right enough, that blacksmith and the other men as well. Everybody knew a seventh son had certain gifts, but the seventh son of a seventh son was about as powerful a birth as you could have.

  “That makes a difference,” said the blacksmith. “He’d have been a born douser, sure, and water hates that.” The others nodded sagely.

  “The water had its way,” said Alvin.
“Had its way, and all done. It would’ve killed Faith and the baby, if it could. But since it couldn’t, why, it killed my boy Vigor. And now when the baby comes, he’ll be the sixth son, cause I’ll only have five living.”

  “Some says it makes no difference if the first six be alive or not,” said a farmer.

  Alvin said nothing, but he knew it made all the difference. He had thought this baby would be a miracle child, but the river had taken care of that. If water don’t stop you one way, it stops you another. He shouldn’t have hoped for a miracle child. The cost was too high. All his eyes could see, all the way home, was Vigor dangling in the grasp of the roots, tumbling through the current like a leaf caught up in a dust devil, with the blood seeping from his mouth to slake the murderous thirst of the Hatrack.

  * * *

  Little Peggy stood in the window, looking out into the storm. She could see all those heartfires, especially one, one so bright it was like the sun when she looked at it. But there was a blackness all around them. No, not even black—a nothingness, like a part of the universe God hadn’t finished making, and it swept around those lights as if to tear them from each other, sweep them away, swallow them up. Little Peggy knew what that nothingness was. Those times when her eyes saw the hot yellow heartfires, there were three other colors, too. The rich dark orange of the earth. The thin gray color of the air. And the deep black emptiness of water. It was the water that tore at them now. The river, only she had never seen it so black, so strong, so terrible. The heartfires were so tiny in the night.

 

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