Adored: Book 1 (The Beloved Series)

by MJ Masucci

  “Am I impressing you?”

  “Oh, Julian, you don’t need to impress me. I’m already in love with you.”

  Julian could feel his eyes becoming watery. My sentiments exactly.

  “I want you to be happy.”

  “I am. More than you know.”

  Nina looked out the large floor to ceiling windows as the sun started to set. The waiter came with the bottle of red wine they had chosen, opening it and pouring a little for Julian to sample. He swirled the wine in his mouth and swallowed, then nodded to the waiter to pour. After he had left, Julian held his glass up.

  “What shall we toast to?”

  “I’m not sure. How about to new relationships?”

  “To new relationships.”

  Julian clinked his glass with hers and they sipped their wine. Nina reached out to grasp his hand and he played with her delicate fingers.

  “If we weren’t in public I would suck these fingers,” he whispered.

  Nina shivered at the thought of his mouth being on her.

  “There are other areas I would like to put my mouth.”

  She shifted in her seat as her core clenched. Nina had an idea what he meant by his statement. It was something that she never had before. Their meal came and she picked at it, not feeling hungry.

  “Sweet pea, is there something wrong?”

  “I don’t feel very much like eating. I’m not hungry for food.”

  “What are you hungry for?”

  Julian knew the answer because he was hungry for it, too. His hope was that within the hour they would satisfy that hunger.

  “It’s embarrassing to say,” she whispered.

  “You don’t have to say, I know. We could get this to go if you like.”

  Her face brightened, “Can we?”

  Julian gestured to the waiter and asked him to box up their food. He paid with cash, leaving a large tip and ushered Nina out of the restaurant. After helping her into the truck, he practically ran around to his side and jumped into the driver’s seat.

  “Kiss me. I don’t think I can wait anymore,” she begged.

  His lips clamped onto hers and he thrust his tongue in her mouth. Their hands roamed over each other’s bodies. Julian cupped Nina’s breasts, gently rubbing her nipples. She moaned into his mouth as she tugged at his hair. Julian realizing that the longer they stayed in the parking lot, the harder it would be to separate, broke the kiss. They were both breathing heavy when they separated.

  “We have to stop or I’ll have to find a dark alley to fuck you.”

  “I don’t care. I want you.”

  Even though the night wasn’t that warm, he turned on the air conditioner to cool them as he drove the way they had come. Nina kept to herself, her arms wrapped around her body as if she was holding her passion in. Julian absentmindedly sucked at his bottom lip not realizing she was intently watching.

  “Don’t do that.”

  “I’m sorry, do what?”

  “You’re sucking on your lip. I want to do that.”

  Her revelation made his already aching cock strain against the cloth of his underwear. He wasn’t sure if he would make it into the house with her. Fifty-two minutes of sexual tension later, he pulled into his driveway. He didn’t bother to park the truck in the garage. It would take too much precious time.

  As he turned to step out of the vehicle, he felt Nina’s hand against his erection. She vigorously stroked him causing him to groan loudly.

  “Baby, no.” he groaned.

  “Fuck me here. I can’t wait.”

  Julian reached over and adjusted the steering wheel, then pushed his seat back as far as it would go. Nina scrambled over the console and sat on his lap, leaning back to open his zipper. She caressed him through his boxers and in the dim light of the truck cab, could see his eyes were closed.

  “Julian,” she panted.

  “I know, baby.”

  He pushed her dress up to her waist and slipped his fingers into her panties. She was soaked and he heard her gasp as his fingers slipped into her slick folds. He unbuttoned his pants and freed his cock then pulled her panties aside so that he could enter her. As he did, she hissed and he felt her squeeze him.

  “Easy. It’s not going to take much and I want this to last.”

  Julian latched onto her earlobe, taking the sapphire studded flesh in his mouth. She used the door handle and console to brace herself and began to move over him. He wrapped his arms around her back to protect it from the steering wheel; each movement scraped his knuckles but he didn’t care.

  “That’s it, nice and slow,” he prodded her on.

  “Oh, Julian, you feel so good.”

  He reached into her panties and rubbed her clit with one hand and cupped her right breast with the other. She threw her head back and he kissed her throat, nipping and licking. Then she stilled.

  “Nina, are you okay? Why did you stop?”

  “I don’t want this to end.”

  He chuckled and sighed deeply, “There is plenty more for us to experience. This is just one time. Let it happen, enjoy it.”

  Nina began to move again only this time faster, coming down harder as Julian fingered her at the same pace until he felt her shudder. She buried her head in his neck and moaned loudly as she climaxed. The sensual and erotic nature of her orgasm was too much for him to stand, within seconds his own orgasm followed and he thrust into her until he was spent.

  Julian held her tightly against his chest, his erection still pulsating inside her. At this moment all he could think of was how much he loved her. They had been together for just a few weeks and he was impossibly in love with her. And he wasn’t afraid to say it.

  “I love you, Nina. I love you with all my heart.”

  She gave him no reply but he felt wetness against his neck as she silently cried.

  “Why are you crying? Are you hurt?”

  “I love you, too. I can’t explain it but it’s like you’re my missing puzzle piece. I’ve never been happier in my entire life.”

  He felt her shivering in his arms and he embraced her tighter.

  “Let’s go in the house; you’re cold.”

  “I’m not cold, I’m happy.”

  “Come, baby. I want to light a fire and make love to you next to it.”

  Julian opened the truck’s door and helped her out, reaching back to grab the duffel she had brought and the uneaten bag of food. They held hands for the short distance to the cabin. He wanted to scoop her up and carry her in, but he resisted.

  The fragrance of roses hit them as they entered. Julian had put them in a large vase and placed it on the small kitchen table.

  “Are these for me?”

  “Yes, baby, they’re for you.”

  “Another first. No guy has ever given me roses.”

  “I want to share many first with you.”

  She kissed him then took the duffel bag from his hand.

  “I want to change.”

  “By all means, get comfortable. I’m going to make a fire.”

  Nina went into the bathroom while Julian stacked logs and lit kindling. By the time she returned to the living room, the fire was blazing and he had gone to his room to change. In a matter of minutes, the small cabin was heated. He came out of the bedroom dressed only in a pair of boxers and his socks. She was in a short robe and sitting on the carpet near the fireplace.

  Julian grabbed the soft beige fleece blanket that he kept draped over the futon and brought it to the carpet, sitting down next to her. They sat face to face with their legs crossed. He reached out the caress her face with his fingers and she leaned into his hand.

  “Do you believe me when I tell you how much I love you?” he asked.

  “I do. I feel it deep down.”

  “This is so new to me. I’ve never loved anyone as much as you, not even my parents or siblings.”

  “It’s new to me, too. I thought I loved Caden, but that wasn’t love. It was infatuation. I’ve be
en so sheltered that I haven’t had a chance to experience love this way.”

  “I want to teach you so much and I know there is much you can teach me.”

  “I doubt that.”

  “Why do you say that, sweet pea?”

  “Because I have no worldly experience. I haven’t even been out of the tri-state area.”

  Julian raised his eyebrows, “You’ve never been anywhere besides around here?”

  “Yes, another shitty example of being my father’s daughter. He was afraid if I went too far away, he couldn’t protect me. We always went to the Jersey shore for vacation. Same house, same people. I wanted to meet new people, go away to other places, and maybe even visit Europe or Hawaii.”

  “I want to take you there. I can if you like.”

  “He would never let me go.”

  “You’re an adult. He can’t stop you.”

  She laughed nervously, “You obviously don’t know my father.”

  “Nina, how does he feel about me?”

  “I think he’s just feeling you out. Tony didn’t come here to have Mom’s food. He came here to check up on you.”

  Julian chewed his lip and sighed, “I don’t want them to get in between us.”

  “I won’t let them.”

  He pulled Nina into his lap and hugged her tightly. She put her head on his shoulder and wrapped her arms around his neck. Julian kissed her and she raised her head. They stared at each other until his mouth enveloped hers and claimed it for his own.

  Nina curved her soft body against the steel of his and he groaned. It was feral and erotic as his lips vibrated against hers. Julian followed the curve of her thigh with his hand to her hip and it was when he realized she was naked underneath her robe. Just the thin light blue satin fabric separated him from her nakedness.

  To him, Nina was precious just as she was to everyone else in her family. He held her against him, his tongue exploring the confines of her mouth. He kneaded the back of her neck as his lips brushed down her neck, planting feather soft kisses along as he went. Julian soon became aware that his motions were leaving her breathless as she gasped for air.

  He pulled back to look at her. Nina’s eyes were closed, her mouth slightly turned up in a delicate smile.

  “Sweet pea, are you alright?

  Her eyes popped open as they shined with desire, “I’m more than alright.”

  He ran his fingers down her jawline and over her lips, now plump from their kissing. At this moment he wanted to ravage her, but he was controlled and gentle despite the rawness that he felt.

  “I need something from you,” he whispered.

  “Anything. I’m here for the taking.”

  “Never say that,” he frowned darkly, his face clouding.

  “That is only meant for you. I offer myself freely.”

  “Even to me. Your body is not to be given away; it’s a gift.”

  “Then I give this gift to you.”

  “Baby, I don’t feel worthy.”

  “Rather than argue about whether you’re worthy, let me say you are. You’ve given to me your own gift, the gift of your love that you never thought you would be able to give to anyone. That says a lot Julian, more than you know.”

  He slipped his hands up her back and laid her on the carpet, then unbelted her robe and opened it. Nina’s skin glowed in the firelight. Julian gently spread her legs apart to reveal her glistening folds which he petted with his long fingers. She writhed and shifted her hips at his touch.

  “I want to give you pleasure you’ve never had,” he said as he sucked his fingers, tasting her sweetness.

  She looked at him wide-eyed, her innocence was refreshing and he almost chuckled. This would be another first for her. He hovered over her and she reached up to push the hair back from his forehead as he kissed her hand. He nibbled along her collarbone then dipped to suck one nipple then the other.

  As he descended with his mouth down her body, Nina whimpered, her body flaming for his touch. He nibbled at her soft flesh and kissed the sparse strip of hair on her mound. When he got to her cleft, she tensed up.

  “Julian, what are you doing?”

  He could hear the alarm in her voice.

  “Baby, it’s alright. I would never hurt you. This is part of making love. I promise you’ll like it. If you don’t, I’ll stop immediately.”

  Julian felt her body go lax and he gently worked his way around her outer lips, kissing and nibbling at her inner thighs. Glancing up at her, he saw she was biting on the tip of her index finger; her face had become flushed but not from embarrassment but from desire.

  Julian used his fingers to spread her then dipped his tongue into her opening; he almost groaned at her taste. She cried out as his tongue moved through her folds and tickled her clit.

  “Fuck, Julian,” she moaned.

  He discreetly smiled because she was watching his every move. He spread her wider and thrust his tongue deep inside, causing her to buck her hips ever so slightly. He moved away, biting her inner thighs and she protested, wanting him to concentrate solely on her sex.

  Julian moved up her thigh to her hip bones, first kissing one side then the other. She moaned louder and those moans became more insistent. He touched her breasts, rolling her nipples between his fingers, pinching them. Finally, he came back to her clit, working it with his tongue in slow circles, applying just the right amount of pressure.

  He slipped a finger, then two into her, crooking them as they caressed her moist internal walls. Nina whimpered and said his name, professing her love for Julian as she released. He continued to work her clit until her eyes shut and the hands that had been digging into the carpet uncurled.

  Julian hovered over her body, waiting for her eyes to open. When they did not, he kissed her softly. Her eyes opened, fixing on his.

  “I never felt like this before.”

  “Felt like what?”

  “My body, it’s on fire, like nothing will put it out.”

  “That’s called desire.”

  Julian’s gaze kept hers until he leaned down to suck her nipples and she moaned.

  “No more. I need to rest.”

  He pulled Nina’s robe closed and loosely tied the belt.

  “Would you like to lie in bed?”

  “I like it here. Can you lie next to me?”

  Julian unfolded the blanket and got behind her, then pulled it around them. He held her in his arms, his nose in her scented hair as he pressed himself against her back. She turned and looked at him, then slipped her hand between them, grasping onto his erection.

  “You’re hard.”

  “I am but it doesn’t matter.”

  “I can satisfy you. I want to try my mouth on you.”

  “No.”

  “Why not?”

  “I don’t think you’re ready for that.”

  “I want to try.”

  “Later.”

  She argued no further as he held her in his arms. They fell asleep in front of the fireplace and when Nina woke up, the flames were small. Julian’s arms were still around her and his body pressed against her. The erection that had been there when they had fallen asleep was gone.

  Regardless of what he said, she didn’t want to wait. It was something that she’d wanted to do ever since she had sex with him. She was curious. Nina wiggled out of his grasp and he grumbled in his sleep, turning over onto his back. A smile bloomed on her face as she pushed the blanket back and noticed his flaccid penis sticking through the opening in his boxers. It wouldn’t be flaccid for long if she had anything to do with it.

  She got on her knees and leaned over him, rubbing his length with her fingers. Julian again grumbled in his sleep, but didn’t wake. Nina continued and he began to grow in her hands until he was fully erect. He was quite large, but she wanted to try; she put her lips on his tip. Julian immediately woke up as she took him deeper into her mouth.

  “Nina, what are you doing?”

  “Please, let me explore
.”

  He smiled, bemused by her statement.

  “Be my guest,” he said as he propped his head up with his hands.

  She closed her eyes as she took him in her mouth and ran it down his length. She got halfway and pulled back, swirling her tongue around his head, making him shudder. Julian gritted his teeth and couldn’t help but groan. For him, it had been ages since he had this. Carly had an aversion to sucking him, but she had no problem if he went down on her. He wasn’t selfish, but she didn’t even want to try.

  Nina was different. She wanted to explore and try things. As she continued to work him with her tongue and lips, he had to use every ounce of control not to thrust into her mouth. This was her experience and he wanted it to be a positive one. He could feel himself getting closer and closer to orgasm.

  “Sweet pea, you need to stop,” he said in a breathy whisper.

  Nina removed her mouth from him, “Why?”

  “I’m going to come.”

  “I said I wanted to try and that means everything.”

  She teased him with the tip of her tongue, rubbing the sensitive spot on the underside of his head. This pleased Julian immensely and he moaned her name which made her smile. He could see the corners of Nina’s mouth turn up as she took him deep. Julian could swear he felt the back of her throat when he exploded.

  When he finished, Nina removed her mouth and gave him a pert smile. It was sensual and arousing enough for him to want to take her to his bedroom and lock her there until they were exhausted from making love.

  “How was that?” she asked innocently.

  “You little vixen. Are you sure you’ve never done that before?”

  The look of hurt on her face told him he had used the wrong choice of words.

  “Baby, what I mean to say is you were very good. I didn’t mean to imply anything.”

  Nina didn’t look at him, just stared into the dwindling fire. He sat up and leaned around her to look in her eyes.

  “Sweet pea, what’s wrong?”

  “In high school, there were some horrible rumors started by a boy I dated one time. He said I gave great blowjobs. The truth was that he wanted me to but I didn’t know him so I said no. He told everyone I did and after that, I was even more ostracized then when I first got there. Madison was the only one that believed me. Terrible things written about me on Facebook. So much that I shut my account down. I got prank calls and dirty text messages.”