For King and Country

by Geneva Lee

  The self-control I’d fought to maintain crumbled a little with each thrust, abandoning itself to the fulfillment I so desperately craved. Alexander broke our kiss, releasing my hair so that I could lean into the tree as he drove his cock toward a furious climax.

  “Come for me,” he ordered, and I unraveled around him, my limbs tightening and then softening as I shattered into him. He broke over me like a wave across the shore, pulling me out to sea and stealing away my breath as I drowned in his power. As I drowned in him.

  As the final fragments of pleasure swirled through me, his pace increased. He had taken me to the brink and let me fall over while maintaining the rigid self-control he clung to, but now his cock thickened and pulsed in my sensitive channel as he poured into me, flooding my sex with hot semen.

  “Clara. My Clara,” he groaned as he came, and I heard the truth in my name on his lips. He was as lost at sea as I was.

  We were both drowning.

  I lay in the grass, spread naked over Alexander’s jacket while he tightened the saddle for our ride back to the estate. The sun blazed overhead, and I lounged lazily in its heat. I was in no hurry to return, especially given our current state. Half-dressed with his chest bare, his dark hair tousled from fucking, Alexander looked like a god, and I was enjoying the view. Despite the slight soreness from the rawness of our encounter, my core tightened as I caught sight of his unbuttoned pants, and I couldn’t help but want him again.

  Alexander turned and narrowed his eyes, sauntering toward me like a panther stalking his prey. I beckoned him with my finger, sighing as he lowered over me, holding himself in a push-up without touching me. I couldn’t complain because it showed the rigid discipline he’d developed over years of military service, as well as the chiseled muscles. I couldn’t resist running my fingers down the length of his abdomen, the tips of which practically vibrated over his packed abs.

  His eyes hooded as I caressed his forbidden zone. “You were giving me a come-hither look.”

  I arched against him, brushing my nipples across his flesh. They responded immediately to the contact, beading tightly, and I bit my lip, imagining teeth nipping across the sensitive tips. “That’s a shame. I meant to give you a come-fuck-me look,” I purred, arching higher so that my sex made precious contact with his groin. He was hard again, and my legs parted instinctively for him.

  “Now I see the difference.” He groaned as my hands stole to his fly and freed his cock. If it weren’t for its warm, pulsing veins, it could have been mistaken for marble. His body belonged to a different time. It was a work of art that belonged in a museum, and it was all mine. Reaching further down, I urged his sac free, cupping it gently and then giving it a playful squeeze.

  “Christ, I love it when you play with my balls.” His head dipped away from my mouth, finally finding my breasts. He covered my nipple with light suction, increasing the pressure until I felt it between my legs, which tightened instinctively, urging his cock to find its home.

  But I wasn’t done yet.

  “I want to suck you off,” I whispered, and Alexander stilled.

  “If you do that, I’ll only be able to fuck you longer.” He rocked his body against mine, so that his cock slid in and out of my grasp, poking into my pubic bone. The gesture felt like the promise of good things to come.

  But I couldn’t ignore that the sun no longer shone directly over my head. “How long do we have?”

  “Not nearly long enough to satisfy me. I want to fuck you in the twilight and under the stars and as the sun rises.”

  “Yes, please,” I said, licking my lips at the thought.

  “You’re so fucking hot for me, poppet. Do you know what that does to me?” Alexander pushed off of me. Kneeling between my legs, he fisted his cock, displaying its magnificent length. “You’ve got such a greedy cunt. All I want to do is fuck it. Fuck it hard. Fuck it slow. I want the absence of my cock in your pretty little cunt to feel abnormal. It belongs to me, and I’m going to take care of it as often as I can.”

  My sex clenched at his words. I wanted to please him. No, I needed to, because his fulfillment had somehow trumped my own, but I didn’t know how to say that to him. Instead I scrambled to my knees, dropping to my hands, and ran my tongue along his shaft. Alexander’s hand caught my hair, and he urged me up to a kneeling position with gentle force while he stood. His hands stayed in my hair, stroking my head softly as I licked his cock. Catching his balls on my tongue, I sucked one gently into my mouth and rolled it around until his hand clenched my hair more tightly, then I released it and focused on the other one until he urged me back.

  “I’m going to fuck your mouth now.”

  Before he could push his cock past my lips, I was on him, my mouth settling over him. I hollowed my cheeks, sucking and tonguing him with long strokes, and Alexander held back, allowing me to pleasure him. My hand gripped his cock, stroking him hard, urging him toward release.

  I drove my mouth down his shaft, hollowing my cheeks as he spurted against my throat, relishing the heat of his seed until he stilled. Alexander’s eyes remained closed even after I pulled away, pleasantly surprised to see his erection hadn’t diminished in the slightest. When he finally looked at me, I felt scorched to the bone.

  “My turn,” he said in a gruff voice.

  He laid me back, pressing my legs open with his hips. But he didn’t move inside me, despite my pleas. Instead he dropped a trail of kisses down my abdomen, stopping to whisper against the hollow of my thighs. “Do you know why I use the wax seal on the notes I send you?”

  I nodded my head, even as I tried to understand why this was important right now. “So they remain private.”

  “That’s the practical reason.” He paused, drawing his tongue along the crease and making me gasp. “The crest is an old family one.”

  “I had no idea they were so official,” I murmured, growing warmer as his mouth hovered so close to my clit that I could feel his breath on it.

  “Traditionally,” he continued, his fingers pushing into my seam and parting the delicate tissues, “red was used in correspondence to the church.”

  I thought of the red wax seal Alexander had employed, and my blood heated from a mixture of embarrassment and arousal.

  Alexander paused, shifting his attention from my swelling sex to meet my eyes. “You are my religion, Clara Bishop. Sacred. Lovely. I want to worship you.”

  His mouth dropped to my cunt, and my breath caught as his tongue flicked across my clit. He teased my bud with soft, quick brushes that sent small ripples of pleasure through my body. When I didn’t think I could take any more, he settled over the sensitive spot and sucked hungrily. His finger probed my entrance, and I relaxed wider, welcoming him. He pushed another finger in, fucking me with long, deep strokes as his tongue swirled over my clit, and I came undone, shattering to pieces under his skilled assault.

  “You taste so fucking good,” he purred, trailing his tongue along my slit. It was too much for me to handle, and I shuddered, clamping my legs against his head instinctively. He rose to his knees, his hand fisting his shaft, and stared down at me.

  I barely had time to register the contact before he’d pushed into me again.

  “I can’t,” I moaned, my body not yet recovered from the earth-shattering orgasm he’d just given me.

  “I say you can,” he growled. My sex responded with shock, not ready for more stimulation, as he moved slowly in and out of my cleft. Alexander’s thumb found my clit and expertly stroked the sensitivity to excitement. I flowered for him and he sunk deeper inside me. “Put your legs over my shoulders.”

  I obliged, stretching until my ankles hooked over his shoulders. Alexander groaned as his hands found my ass, gripping it tightly as he thrust into me with delicious slowness. I was on the verge of spilling over, and I caught my lip between my teeth trying to make the exquisite pleasure last longer.

  “Wait,” Alexander ordered me. “I say when you come this time.”

  H
e slipped out of me, and I cried out at the absence of him. He shushed me as he stroked his crown down the length of my seam. “I love watching your eager, little cunt opening for me.”

  I whimpered as he rubbed his cock along my sensitive lips.

  “Tell me what you need, Clara.”

  I watched him through my hooded eyelids, his spell making me feel as though I was drugged. “You.”

  “You have me.”

  I wiggled against him, encouraging his cock back to my cleft, but he continued to brush it over my sex without entering me, using just enough pressure to make me incoherently excited without letting me climax.

  “I want your cock,” I moaned

  “I had to make sure you were ready,” he said, stroking his head along my swollen mound until I was nearly breathless. “I needed you relaxed and wet, so I can fuck you hard.”

  “Please,” I whispered between pants.

  Alexander thrust inside me without hesitation, pounding with supernatural speed and force, spurring me toward the edge. My hands groped for something to grab onto as he continued his unrelenting assault. They tangled in his dark hair, and I held on as his cock drove me toward another orgasm. Despite his ferocity, it built slowly, flickering and smoldering in low but powerful waves of fire through my whole body until I ignited under him. I splintered into a wildfire that blazed to life and came screaming his name just as he did, jetting into me with hot, potent jets.

  He collapsed onto me, and my arms wrapped around him, cradling him against me. I didn’t want this afternoon to end.

  “I could do that for the rest of the night.” His words were hot and urgent against my neck.

  “Let’s,” I agreed.

  I felt his lips curve into a grin as he brushed them over my skin and rolled off me and onto his side. “I love that your body is so needy. It’s quite the challenge to keep your beautiful cunt satisfied.”

  “It’s only needy for you.” I gasped as he dipped one finger into my drenched slit.

  “Yes, that’s right, poppet. Only I can give you pleasure.” His finger twitched inside me as his eyes gazed hungrily into mine. “And I will give you more tonight after dinner.”

  I closed my eyes and pictured Alexander taking me on the large four-poster bed in my room. “Promise?”

  “Everything I say to you is a promise.” There was a raspy edge to his voice as he spoke, and I reopened my eyes to meet his. “When I say I’m going to fuck you, that’s a promise. When I say I’m going to make you beg, that’s a promise. And when I say this beautiful cunt is mine, that’s a promise.”

  His lips captured my mouth, and he proved he was telling me the truth as he fucked me senseless one more time.

  Alexander tucked his jacket around me as I did the best I could to get my blouse to close. There was no use. I looked like I’d endured a good fuck, and with the heat still in my cheeks, I didn’t care who knew. I was drunk on his mere presence. That would be obvious to anyone who saw us, but it was more than our physical encounter that lingered in my heated blood. This weekend had proven over and over again that the connection between us was real.

  I was in love with him.

  I no longer had any doubt of that, but I couldn’t be certain that feeling was reciprocated. I heard it in the way he said my name and felt it in the way he touched me—in the soft caress before he fucked me blind. I replayed the afternoon tryst in my head as we rode back to the estate, for once content with the silence that had followed our previous lovemaking. Was it lovemaking though? I searched my memories for more hints, more clues that I wasn’t alone in this state. Surely the fact that Alexander hadn’t pumped me and dumped me like the other girls he’d been photographed with in the papers was proof. He’d even brought me here, amongst his family and friends, which had to mean something. Of course, everyone here hated me, so maybe that wasn’t reassuring after all.

  By the time we rode into the stable, I felt half-crazy. How was I supposed to figure out a man who couldn’t—or wouldn’t—open up to me anywhere but in the bedroom, or in today’s case, against a tree? We had a connection. For now I had to trust him with more than a riding crop. I had to trust him with my heart.

  But as the memory of our wild afternoon stole into my mind, I was distracted from my more analytic musings. Just the thought of his virile, masculine body was enough to make me forget all my worries. But we weren’t alone here, and I couldn’t act on the desire slowly filtering through me.

  I was in such a haze that I barely registered dismounting. The appearance of a stablehand finally snapped me out of it, and I tugged Alexander’s jacket tighter. His hand stayed on my back, reassuring me, even as my cheeks burned as the stablehand gawked at my appearance. The man quickly recovered, averting his eyes and offering a gruff good evening to us both.

  Alexander held my hand as he guided me to the veranda nearest my guest bedroom. I tried not to obsess over the small gesture, even though I was sure I would later. For now, I delighted in the strong, firm feel of his fingers woven with mine. Then it was gone. He held a finger to his lips and peeked inside, gesturing after a moment that it was safe for me to enter. But he caught me in the doorway, pressing me against the frame and kissing me roughly, his tongue sliding forcefully into my mouth. I was consumed, melting eagerly against him. My hands sought the firm abs that lay hidden under his shirt, and I ran my hands down them, my fingers lingering on the jagged scar that he tried so hard to hide. Alexander’s breath caught, aware of my touch even on the scar tissue. He seized my hand as he drew away and shook his head.

  “No, Clara,” he warned.

  I blinked against the tears welling in my eyes at the harsh rebuke. Two steps forward. Three steps back. I had my answer: we weren’t moving forward. How could we ever possibly do so when he hid so much from me? Forcing myself to look away in attempt to hide the pain twisting through me, I gave him a rueful smile. “I’ll see you at dinner.”

  “Clara—don’t.” He refused to let go of my wrist, and when I pulled against his hold, his grip tightened. “Not here. Not in this place. I can’t explain it to you.”

  “Try,” I snapped, my frustration showing.

  “I can’t.” His eyes had grown hard, but for a moment, they smoldered to life as he met my gaze. “It’s not you, Clara.”

  “It never is.” I was tired of the constant back and forth when all I wanted was to know where I stood with him. “I thought after this afternoon—”

  “You need to change for dinner, poppet,” Alexander stopped me. The abrupt change of subject stung as much as his dismissal of me. I couldn’t help thinking this was about more than wanting me to be presentable to his family and friends. How could I ever be what Alexander needed? No wonder they all judged me. We all knew what I lacked—not only the pedigree, but the calculated indifference that could be flipped on like a switch.

  “Maybe I should just go home.”

  “No.” Another command.

  I raised an eyebrow at him. Was he totally incapable of separating his need to dominate me sexually and personally?

  He paused, as though measuring the best way to respond to my obvious resistance to his demand. “I want you to stay, but I’ll understand if you go. I’d leave if I could.”

  “Then leave with me,” I pleaded. Whatever secrets this place held, they were destroying him.

  “It’s not that simple, Clara.” The weight of six years of exile showed in his blue eyes. “I can’t run from this. Not anymore. But there’s something you should know.”

  I waited for him to continue, knowing everything depending on what he said next.

  “If you run, Clara. I will follow you.”

  My decision was made before I reached the hallway. Clutching Alexander’s jacket closer to me, I breathed in his scent, willing myself to believe I could put up with the secrets and the strange double life I’d found myself in. Leaving him felt like an impossibility. I’d lost myself to him completely, and now all I could do was steel myself against the
scrutiny of his world.

  I felt her eyes on me before I saw her, and when I turned, she was indeed watching me, her lips curled into a sneer that did nothing to mask her beauty. I tugged self-consciously at the jacket and made a beeline for my room.

  “Oh my, was there an accident?” she called after me.

  I stopped, my resolve hardening at the venom in her words. I couldn’t run away from Pepper Lockwood. She’d insinuated herself into Alexander’s life, and even though I couldn’t understand for the life of me why anyone wanted her around, I knew she was here to stay. “I need to get dressed for dinner.”

  “You might consider showering as well.” She wrinkled her nose. “You smell like cheap sex.”

  “A smell I’m sure you’d recognize,” I said with a smile.

  “Clara, dear, stupid girl, do you still think you can play this game?” She walked toward me, her thin arms braced against her chest as she appraised my appearance. “You think we’re eating you alive. I can see it in your eyes. You look just like that poor fox they loosed this morning, hopeful but terrified. But I’m here to tell you: we haven’t even begun to feast on you yet. We’re not even past the appetizer course.”

  I swallowed against the rawness mounting in my throat. I couldn’t let her get to me, and I certainly couldn’t let her see me fazed. “I know you like your games. Surround a weaker creature and call it sport, but there’s something you need to know: I’m not the fox.”

  “You aren’t the hunter either.” Pepper’s nostrils flared as she spoke. I’d hit my mark. She wanted me to roll over, but I was no longer willing to wait for her to pounce.