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MARRIAGE. MURDER. MONEY.
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That was emblazoned at the very bottom of the page. She wrote
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that we were now living in utter bliss, reveling in our wealth, the for-
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tunes extracted from the fists of our dead husbands.
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e might never have heard of Valerie, might never have read
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her article, if it hadn’t been picked up by a national tabloid
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newspaper. Her website had a few thousand followers— mainly young
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Londoners— and perhaps we’d have stumbled across it eventually or
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maybe it would have been flagged by one of Marnie’s fans. But it was
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equally possible that our lives would have continued uninterrupted.
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Unfortunately, it ended up on the front page of a paper distributed
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across the country in a piece that heralded the nation’s growing fasci-
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nating with true crime. Apparently, there were thousands of blogs,
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hundreds of podcasts. It used our story as an example.
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They said that the blog post had gone viral. It had been shared on
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Facebook and Twitter more than one hundred thousand times, which
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while not exceptional was certainly remarkable. Maybe they were tell-
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ing the truth; perhaps people really were interested in the story of two
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young women who’d murdered their husbands. I suppose I can’t blame
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them; I’d have been, too. But the cynic in me wonders if that feature
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was simply a disguise, a clever way to publish defamatory stories and to
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cash in on the noise and the excitement without real legal risk. They
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quoted from Valerie’s website several times, but they referred to an “al-
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leged” murder and didn’t directly accuse us of anything.
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The piece was published a few pages in, but there was a small,
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incendiary headline on the front, and Marnie and I were immediately
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inundated by messages from our friends and families. They were horri-
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fied not by our supposed behavior but instead on our behalf. They
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didn’t believe a word of it, they said. Have you ever heard such rubbish?
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And what was the world coming to; was fact- checking still a thing in
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this day and age? They eagerly reassured us that no one who mattered
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would pay any attention whatsoever to that sort of drivel.
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We hadn’t seen the article at that point— we didn’t know there was
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a website— and so I rushed to the corner shop to pick up a copy, still in 10
my flannel pajamas, the garish pattern hidden beneath a long black
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raincoat. I brought it back to the flat and laid it open on the breakfast 12
bar. Marnie and I read it together, our eyes sliding left and right as we 13
skimmed each line in tandem and our faces contorting at similar mo-
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ments, identical frowns for the same terrible lies.
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There was a line from Valerie at the end. It said, I absolutely under-
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stand the fascination with these stories, but I think it’s wrong to focus 17
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of the allure. For me— and for many of my regular readers— it’s more
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about the truth than it is about melodrama or scandal. There was a link
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to her website.
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I pulled my laptop from beneath the sofa and opened it up on the
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countertop. The website was slow to load— I suppose we weren’t the
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only ones looking for the original piece— but eventually that red head-
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line appeared on the screen.
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The truth is that Valerie’s article didn’t make much sense. The facts
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didn’t support her proposed version of events at all. I didn’t kill Jona-
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than. He was killed by a taxi driver, a man in his late fifties who was
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serving a prison sentence, having been arrested for inadvertently caus-
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ing a death while driving drunk. And, after the mortgage had been re-
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Valerie was suggesting that we were so inspired by this overwhelm-
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ing success— again, her words— that we then waited a not insignificant
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four years to reenact our plan once more.
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How did they do it the second time? she wrote. I have to confess that
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I was tempted to finish the story here today. I considered keeping you
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waiting until next week for an update. But I just couldn’t do it, not with a 06
story this tantalizing. Even so, I’ll leave a space below and do take a mo-07
ment or two to think about this: What did they do the second time?
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I scrolled down.
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The drugs, she wrote. Is that what you were thinking? If you had
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something more grisly in mind, then I think you’re underestimating these
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two women. Jane Black wasn’t directly responsible for the death of her
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husband: she wasn’t driving the car that killed him. She simply manipu-
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lated the situation to achieve her desired result. The same is true of Mar-14
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know that she was at the library when he died— but she might have
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smuggled a few extra tablets into his coffee that morning.
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It was nonsense.
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But the truth didn’t matter. Because, as I’ve said before, even the
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strangest fiction can feel entirely true. And believable lies are no great 20
feat. It was a brilliant story. And that was what mattered most.
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I should say now that I didn’t respond this calmly at the time. I
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wasn’t pragmatic at all. I was really fucking angry. It burned in my
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stomach, like that acidic ache when you know you’ve eaten something
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rotten, and I felt a strange adrenalized excitement spasming in my
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limbs. I was alive with rage, much as I had been when I first hated
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Charles. I assumed that Marnie would feel the same, but when I looked
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over at her she was crying.
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“How could she . . .” she whispered, so quiet and airy that her voice
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sounded almost like a hiss. “How could she write something like . . . It’s 30
not true. How can she lie? She’s said that— oh, God— how can she say
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She pointed to a line in the middle of the screen. Her index finger
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was trembling. A few words were there in bold, isolated from the rest
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of the text.
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“They’ve always been close,” says a friend of the two young women.
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“Always very insular. Intimate, I’d say.”
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“Who the fuck is that?” She slammed her empty mug down on the
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worktop. “Who the fuck has said that? What sort of— Both our hus-
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bands are fucking dead. And some little bitch is— Who the fuck, Jane?
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Who is that?”
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“Marnie,” I said, and I was a little frightened by her, because I’d
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never once, not in twenty years, seen her lose her temper— she was al-
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ways so contained— and yet here she was, angrier than I’d ever seen
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anyone. “Let’s just take a minute.”
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“A minute? We don’t have a fucking minute. Jane, this will be ev-
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erywhere already. This bloody piece is on doormats across the country,
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waiting to be read with a cup of coffee and a slice of fucking toast, there 17
in supermarkets and newsstands and at fucking airports, and then
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they’ll all pick up their laptops— we did, didn’t we? It’s there in peo-
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ple’s tablets already, all black and white and shining on a screen.”
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“Marnie. Let’s just— ” It was sort of thrilling to see her so wild.
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“Do you think my parents have seen it?” she said. “Oh, God. My
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parents have read it. Oh, fucking hell. And if they haven’t, then how
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long will it be— not very long, I can tell you that right now— until they 24
receive a knock on the door from a neighbor or a polite little text from
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a golf club chum that says, ‘Oh, I’m so sorry that your family are featur-26
ing in the fucking tabloids, what an imposition,’ and snicker snicker,
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most obvious answers, the facts as they’d been confirmed.
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sentences, that was so much more sinister than the words themselves. I
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had this inkling then that we were only at the very beginning. I had a
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suspicion tightly tied to my fear that the worst was still to come.
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A few hours later, we began to receive calls from other media
outlets. I’d installed a landline phone when I’d first moved in
because it made my internet substantially cheaper, but I soon regretted
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that decision. The messages were never- ending, long and descriptive or
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short and punchy, but vast in number and arriving quicker than we
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could possibly delete them. And soon they were emailing and texting
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us, too. The story had captured the imaginations of their readers, or
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listeners, or audiences. And what did we have to say about it? Did we
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want to add our comments? They promised us— all of them— that they
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were different from the other reporters, or radio hosts, or broadcasters.
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The others simply cared about numbers, about the drama, about being
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part of the hype. But us? No, that’s not us at all. We really care. And
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Don’t laugh. It’s not funny. What are you laughing at? “
Put the re-
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cord straight”? Well, yes, I suppose that is a little funny. I certainly
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wasn’t going to be doing that.
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Anyway, Marnie and I knew that the lie— the fantastical tale of two
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lesbian murderesses— was more tantalizing than the truth. Or, at least,
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than the assumed truth. Who didn’t want to read about the two Ma-
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And so we said nothing. We unplugged the landline and turned off
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our mobiles and redirected every email that wasn’t from a recognized
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sender to our junk and spam folders. Then we locked the front door and
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didn’t leave the flat for two weeks, ordering food online every few days
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and illegally streaming new movies. I didn’t call my boss, but I assume
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someone in the office had seen the article because I received a very
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simple message to “be in touch as and when I felt able to return.”
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Marnie and I were confident that the drama would ease eventually.
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There is always a more interesting story waiting to be told. And, thank-
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fully, the photograph used in the newspaper was horribly pixelated. It
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had been taken in our first summer home from university and our
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fancy- dress costumes, while undeniably sexy, made us rather hard to
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identify. There were others of Marnie— on her website, on social
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media— and I know that there was one of me hidden somewhere on my
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company’s website, but that must have been the only one of us both.
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We simply had to be patient.
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Even so, I wanted to know more about the strange woman who had
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so disturbingly inserted herself into our lives and so I scoured the inter-18
net for information. I found out about her marriage: her ex- husband,
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his new wife, their wedding website. I scrolled downward, backward,
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until I found the wedding venue, the endorsement they’d given the
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caterers. I found photographs of her home on Instagram: they showed
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the shared flat she now lived in; her roommate, recognizable immedi-
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ately; the balcony where they’d sat in the summer drinking wine. I
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could see the name of the café opposite and it was easy then to find it
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online, to know where she lived. In the last few weeks, she’d started
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