by Mj Fields
“Tell me what it feels like baby,” kissed her harder.
She couldn’t talk; she closed her eyes and breathed deeply.
“Like, oh Lucas” she tried to explain and couldn’t.
He smiled, “My turn,” he moved fast and hard and finally he stopped and groaned, “Baby I love you.”
Lucas pulled her on top of him and pulled out and she moaned. He reached over to toss the condom in the garbage.
He looked at the sheets now stained red and jumped up, he walked in the bathroom and grabbed some tissues and came out.
“Are you okay?”
“I’m okay,” she sat up and felt pain below “Ouch,” she whimpered.
“God Tessa I’m sorry, this should have never happened, I hurt you.”
“If it didn’t hurt it would be happening again right now,” she blushed.
“I love you.”
“You better,” she laughed and looked at him, he looked hurt. “I love you Lucas I need a shower.”
He got up and started the shower, he helped her up. She looked down and saw the blood on the bed, she was shocked and embarrassed.
“I’m sorry,” she blushed and started to wipe the sheets with a tissue.
“I got this, go get in the shower. I’ll meet you in a minute,” he kissed her quickly and smiled.
“You’re going to shower with me?”
“Oh, if it’s alright with you?”
She smiled, “Yes, I would love that I just don’t think I can, well. It hurts.” Tessa stuck out her bottom lip.
“Okay we won’t but I can shower with you still, right?” he kissed her again.
She looked down and shook her head yes.
Lucas stripped the bed and then got in the shower. He washed her hair, and she washed her new friend very well. They kissed, and he washed her breasts and bit them. She asked him to sit, and he did. She tried to sit on him and realized rather quickly that it wasn’t a good idea. He smiled at her.
“You’re relentless, Tessa.” As he was seated she knelt before him, and wrapped her hand around his throbbing erection. She slowly stroked him up and down. She bowed her head and ran her tongue across his head.
“Fuck…” he hissed, taking her head in his hand, guiding her down again. She opened her mouth, taking him as far as she could.
“That’s it, baby,” he said, as he guided her head on his thick, throbbing cock. Basking in his praise, Tessa moved up and down faster, and Lucas fisted her hair even tighter.
“Damn baby, suck me harder.” Moved by his need for her, she continued bobbing faster and faster along his thick length. She felt him twitch in her mouth, Lucas pulled her head away, and grabbed a washcloth, as she continued stroking him, feeling his strong release, as he captured it.
“I’ve wanted to do that to you for a very long time,” she grinned.
“Oh yeah?” He kissed her as he played with her nipple.
“Orally fixated, since childhood. My father had to take away my pacifiers and…Oh no, what time is it?” she asked jumping out of the shower. “My Dad Lucas! I’m going to be in so much trouble.”
“I think we should just tell him the truth,” Lucas dried off. “You’ll probably be grounded for awhile, but I can sneak in every night.”
She smiled “Not funny, and put some clothes on,” she turned around and mumbled, “You are so freaking hot.”
“What was that?” Lucas grabbed her and turned her around.
“Nothing,” Tessa looked down and then realized he was still naked.
“Oh no, tell me,” he laughed.
“You already heard me,” she grinned.
“Nope say it,” he smiled.
“You are so freaking HOT” she yelled and kissed him.
“And you Tessa are absolutely stunning, I love you baby,” he took her towel. He pulled her closer and kissed her, “Round two?”
“Yes please,” he went in the bathroom and grabbed a condom and KY.
He pushed her on the bed and slowly touched and kissed every part of her body, she couldn’t believe it could feel like this all the time. He put on the condom and used the jelly on her. He slowly moved into her.
“You alright?”
“Oh yes Lucas,” and she pushed into him. “A little sore but the pleasure completely voids the pain.”
His hands were always somewhere pleasurable, and she yelled out his name with each thrust. Finally she finished, and he followed a few minutes later.
They lay there breathless and looking at each other. Tessa’s phone rang, and she jumped. She answered it
“Tessa where are you?”
“I got pretty messed up with the cast at camp last night, Lucas found me. Alex, I’ll be home soon,” she said, and Lucas watched the pain in her eyes while she lied.
“I’ll cover for you, get home, you going to make church?” Alex asked.
“I don’t think so Alex,” she said quietly.
“Alright your butt better be home and sick in bed when we get back. By the way is he alive, which one of you struck first,” Alex laughed.
“I did of course, and we are both fine,” Tessa laughed as she looked at Lucas and smiled.
She got up and started to get dressed. She looked at her underwear from the day before in disgust.
“Why the face?”
“I’ve never worn dirty underwear.”
“Don’t wear any; I want it that way from now on,” he smiled and grabbed her butt, “Please.”
“Well what about when I wear skirts?” she asked confused.
He smiled widely, “Especially then,” he kissed her head and threw her one of his Tee shirts and helped her put her bra on.
“That is never going to get old,” he walked away.
“Oh Lucas… is your Mom here?” she asked nervously.
“No Tessa, she isn’t.”
“Well where is she?” she asked looking through his closet for some sweat pants.
“She’s away,” he said in a quiet voice.
She looked at him her eyes saddened.
“Tessa I have to tell you, I really get upset when you look at me like that.”
“First of all, we’re not going to fight already are we?” she asked “And second, Lucas that’s not pity that’s concern, and it’s because I love you and you’re going to have to get used to it, I’ll always get upset when I know something hurts you. Are we good?”
He smiled, “Yes baby, we are so good.”
“Okay so tell me what happened, please,” she put on a pair of his pants and they fell as she walked.
He grinned, “I don’t think they fit.”
She grabbed a hair tie out of her bag and cinched them, “See perfect.”
“I saw and yes you are,” he hugged her.
“Are you going to tell me?” she asked “Or am I going to have to start withholding sex already?” she threw her clothes in her bag.
“After the calling hours, I came home, and she was loaded.” He said. “Your opening night,” he whispered. “So I took her to Tully Hill again.”
“Lucas, I’m sorry,” she hugged him.
“Thanks Tessa,” he kissed her head.
“It would be a lot of fun having you across the hall now,” she smiled.
“Yeah, but Jade will be there.”
“Yep, and you will be there every night until bedtime, I mean if you want to be,” she looked at the ground.
“Tessa as messed up as everything was I loved being there every day, and every night, I have some interesting memories that I will have to tell you about,” Lucas said raising his eyebrow.
“Will you come stay with us? I’m sure my Dad wouldn’t mind,” Tessa smiled.
“Tessa think about that. Do you want your Dad to know my mom isn’t here?” he grinned.
“Oh, maybe not,” she frowned
They walked out and got in the SUV.
“Tessa I’m fine,” he reached across her and grabbed her buckle. “And now, I have you back and I�
�m very good,” he said and grabbed her hand.
“Lucas, I love you so much. I don’t want to think that you’re alone here every night.”
He laughed, “Would you prefer otherwise?”
She smacked him, “Yes, I’m moving in.”
“Oh,” he said, “Okay, how do you think your parents will handle that?”
“I don’t know,” she said laughed.
“Tessa would you really move in with me?” he sounded serious.
She looked at him and laughed. “I was trying to freak you out.”
“I think you did at first, but now--I want you to Tessa,” he laughed. “I want to live together.”
“What’s so funny?” she asked smiling.
“Well, I have no doubt that I love you because I have never felt that way, all those feelings, killing myself staying away from you and trying to make you hate me, all that crazy stuff. Now I just picture it, and I want you with me Tessa every day. I want to wake up with you and go to bed with you and look at the way you react to --I don’t know, everything, including dirty underwear,” his lips curled up slightly and he shook his head in disbelief.
“When I can make that decision we will, is that a deal?”
“Yes, it is,” he kissed her hand.
“Lucas can I ask you a question?”
“Of course.”
“Are you okay, I mean are you really okay?” he shook his head yes and smiled. “Can we talk about everything sometime soon?”
“Yes, Tessa of course,” he said.” I have a question.”
“Shoot,” she said.
“How far did things go with Ben?”
Her eyes widened, “How mad are you going to get at me?”
“I won’t as long as you tell the truth.”
“Do you promise?” she asked and swallowed hard.
“Tessa you’re freaking me out,” he said. “I saw the show, very cute by the way.”
“Okay well did you hear what I said to him at the end about what I was going to do to him on the way home?” she asked. "Oh wait you had that chick pinned against the wall with your tongue lodged down her throat and hands all over her boobs.”
“I heard everything you said Tessa, so did you?”
“Well, did she before that when you walked outside with her?”
He took a deep breath “Yes.”
“And did you return the favor?”
He laughed, “No, I don’t do that, it’s normally all about me, until this morning.”
“Seriously?”
“And I was right, I knew you would be delicious.” he grinned.
“Well why haven’t you before?” she asked curiously.
“I told you, all about me, plus I certainly don’t want to catch anything,” he smiled.
“Well what about me?” she asked, he laughed. “Oh, so does that mean that won’t happen again?”
“Oh no, I’ve found a new hobby, S’mores baby.” He squeezed her hand.
That’s good, she thought and grinned.
“So how many other people since Sadi?”
“None Tessa” he looked at her, “None. Okay spill it.”
She told him about it and about the cop. He laughed, “Ha see, and that wasn’t supposed to happen… he was into you.”
“But, I love you.”
“You better,” he said and grinned. “Anything else?”
“Well he touched my breasts.”
“I know.”
“You heard us?”
“Yep, another not so nice moment,” he said. “I also heard you stick up for me that night.”
“Well why did you ask me?”
“Just wanted to be sure you’re still the same girl.”
“I love you,” she said and took a deep breath.
“Tessa, do you care about him?”
“Yes, I do. But not like you, it’s different; he’ll be my friend probably forever. Are you okay with that?”
“Do I need to worry?”
“Not at all. With both Ben and Toby I just wanted to feel the way I felt with you. And I felt deeply for Toby. Safe, loved, and with Ben he was fun, and I felt like he adored me. But with you, from the first time I saw you look at me I felt …naked…. I know that’s the wrong way to explain it, but I knew you saw something I didn’t know was there. I had a dream about you. I knew…know I love you and that I always will. It scares me but I feel drawn to you.”
“I can tell when you walk in a room Tessa without even seeing you,” Lucas whispered.
“I don’t just feel like I love you, I feel like I need you,” Tessa said softly.
“Mmm, Tessa you’re amazing,” he smiled at her.
“Seriously, dead puppies?” she asked. “Even now that we… you know.”
“Oh even more so now.”
She grinned, “Good.”
They pulled into Tessa’s driveway, “When will they be home from Church?”
“In about half an hour.”
“Perfect” he pulled up to the barn and jumped out.
Lucas grabbed a blanket out from the back; he motioned for her to follow him. She walked in, and he had the blanket on the hay bales exactly like before.
“Lucas I’m a little, okay a lot sore,” she blushed and looked down.
“None of that, just want to finish what I started the other day, please baby,” he asked and gave her pouty lips.
“Oh you don’t have to beg for that.”
He playfully pushed her down and took his sweats off her and smiled as he dove in. Unbelievable she thought.
He was coming back later, she went upstairs and slept. She was happy, exhausted, and felt completely head over heels in love.
~
Tessa woke up to Jade talking downstairs. She ran down and hugged her.
“Wow you look better.”
“I’m feeling much better, go for a walk with me?”
“Sure, your Dad got Chinese are you hungry?”
“No, not yet, come on,” Tessa pulled her out the door.
“What’s going on?”
“Tell me about your night.” Tessa tried to act interested, and she was but really wanted to tell Jade about hers...
“It was nice; they’re hurting as much as I am. His mom is very excited about the baby and seems like she wants to be very involved, she asks a lot of questions. Like what my plans are for after the baby is born. Are you still in this with me?”
“Yes,” her grin broadened. “I actually thought that maybe we could do courses over the summer, it would make next year easier. I think we should look into it. I mean if you could go for part time you’d have more time with your little boy,” Tessa smiled.
“You keep saying a little boy,” Jade said “Why?”
“I had a nightmare about an accident with four people, and most of the time there was a baby boy, for the longest time I thought it was Lucas’s baby, but I still had the dream after. I’m sorry Jade, does that upset you?”
“No, actually Tommy told me about the dreams, Lucas told him. Do you know he used to turn off, oh no sorry I don’t want to upset you.”
“No way Jade-- spill it,” Tessa smiled.
“Okay, but you better not,” she started “Fine, when he was living here he turned off your alarm on your phone on purpose just so he could hold you and kiss you.”
They turned around and walked back to the house. Tessa was quiet and Jade felt bad.
“Are you okay? I’m sorry….”
“Jade I am fine,” she smiled and held her hand.
They got to the house, and Lucas pulled in. He had flowers. Tessa winked and shook her head no. He gave Jade the flowers and hugged her.
“Hello Jade,” he smiled and handed her the flowers.
“So Lucas, Jade tells me…” Tessa started.
“Tessa don’t,” Jade whispered.
Tessa looked angry and continued, “That when you stayed here you used to turn off my alarm when I had those dreams just so you could come in my ro
om and shove your tongue down my throat.”
“Oh yeah, what else did she tell you?” he asked amused. “Jade who told you that?”
“Tommy.”
“What else did he tell you?” Tessa asked.
“Oh I couldn’t,” Jade said, “Sorry Lucas.”
“Do you know how that makes me feel Lucas,” she poked him in the chest.
“Oh boy,” Jade said. “I’m so sorry.”
“No, Tessa I don’t, I do know you enjoyed it and constantly begged for more than just a kiss,” he winked
“Oh yeah? And just how far did you let things go?” she asked pushing him.
“Oh I will never tell,” he smiled.
Jade stood there, and her eyes were wide.
“Just for that, I’m going to…” Tessa started.
“Do what Tessa?” he laughed.
“Lucas you shouldn’t push her when she’s mad,” Jade cautioned him.
Tessa jumped in his arms and kissed him, Jade gasped. When they stopped kissing Lucas looked at Jade.
“Could you please tell her more,” Lucas laughed as Tessa kissed his neck.
“He told me you didn’t touch the two girls,” Jade said, and Tessa kissed him harder.
“Come on Jade give her more,” he laughed.
“And that he loved you,” Jade smiled. “But wanted you to find someone that would treat you right, and that sometimes you cried.”
“Alright Jade, we’re good there,” Lucas smiled at her.
“You cried Lucas?”
“There’s that look Tessa.”
“It’s because I love you.”
“Alright then, I love you baby,” he kissed her face, and they both laughed.
“What is going on with you two?” Jade asked confused. They smiled and Jade laughed, “Oh wow, you’re back together.”
“Let’s just say it was a very long night,” Lucas kissed Tessa.
Alex and Phoebe walked out.
“What’s going on?” Phoebe asked.
“They both finally admitted that they love each other,” Jade cried.
“Oh no, Jade… please don’t cry,” Lucas hugged her.
“No, it’s good, now I can ask you both to be God parents without feeling bad. That’s what Tommy would have wanted,” Jade closed her eyes.