Love in Troubled Times

by Gayle Riley

  I had it bad for them.

  Was it normal for a human to fall for an alien? Hell no, but at this point, what the hell was normal? What did it even mean anymore? My life wasn’t normal. Being thrown out on the street and forced to figure out your shit wasn’t normal, at least in my eyes. None of this was, and frankly, I didn’t give a damn about what they thought. I began to realize that maybe, the normal life I strove for was to be with the aliens.

  When it was time, I realized my answer. I closed my computer, after printing out a note to my family, and from there, I left it on the kitchen counter. They might never see it, and while it did hurt me to realize they might not care enough, at the same time, I didn’t care. I wanted to finally do what I felt was right, to finally do what my heart set out to accomplish. I began to leave the home, heading over to the lab, to tell them about this. I knew that tonight would change me, especially with how I viewed myself. Maybe just leaving all of this behind, moving on and heading to the future was the way to go. Even though I felt scared, even though the terror of a new life, a new world, a new predicament, seemed to completely envelope my mind, I started to realize this was the way to go, and I knew that I was needed much more with them than anywhere else.

  Chapter 6

  I went inside the lab, opening the door and seeing them there. They looked at me, and as I stopped in front of them, I blushed.

  “Hello there,” I said.

  “Hey there Maya,” Nanel said.

  “What’s the matter?” Xandra said. He saw the concern in my eyes. I tried my best to find the words that best fit this situation. It was a struggle.

  “Listen, I’ve done some thinking. A lot of thinking actually, and in truth, I started to realize my answer. I took a bit of time, some self-reflection, and after a bit of a shocking situation, I realized what I wanted. I want to talk to you two inside the house though. My parents aren’t around. I doubt they’ll be back, but at the same time, if they know I don’t care anymore,” I said.

  They looked at me with shock and awe, wondering what happened to my earlier fears. I let them follow me inside, and when we got to the living room, I locked the front door, sitting in between their bodies.

  “Well, I’ve made my decision. After finding out that I basically don’t have a home, my education is fucked, and I have no support, I’m going to do what I feel is right. I feel completely shocked by all of this, slightly unsure by what will happen to me, but at the same time, I want to take this risk, to do what my heart feels is right,” I said.

  “What is it?” Nanel asked, looking at me with expectant eyes.

  I began to take a deep breath, blushing as I stared at them.

  “I’ll come with you. I want to be your mate,” I said.

  They were surprised, but at the same time, their expressions didn’t change all that much. “I see,” Nanel said.

  “You made the right choice you know,” Xandra added.

  “I figured. I mean, I don’t really have a life here, and in truth, I feel like my life will get better if I just leave, doing what I feel is right, and doing what my heart sets out to do,” I said to them.

  They listened to me, seeing the change in my eyes as they heard this. Instead of seeing the fearful woman who was afraid to take a chance, they see the determined happy woman that is ready to change her life. I felt my heart race as they gave me that look, that look of pure, unadulterated understanding.

  “We’re glad you chose us. If you didn’t…I don’t know what we would’ve done,” Xandra said.

  “Yeah. I was slightly worried you might not. I’m glad you did otherwise,” Nanel added.

  “Plus, ever since the two of us spoke, I began to realize that there were more common interests than anything else. I thought I’d just see you two as aliens and mothering more, nothing more than mere experiments. But when I talk to you, I actually feel like I’m really getting to know both of you a whole lot more than I expected. I learned you two are honestly more compassionate, more human, than even my own family. I was thrown for a loop initially, but after thinking about it, I feel I enjoy that. I truly do,” I said.

  They nodded, listening to me. I blushed as I said all of this. I’m terrible with my words, but I guess they made sense.

  “We feel the same way. We’ve always been told never to speak to humans, never to interact with them, that humans are terrible, but with you, we realized that while some of them are pretty bad, there are others that are worth your time. But you…you fill that void within us, the one we had which craved affection,” Xandra said.

  “I feel the same way. I feel honored to share you with my stepbrother,” Nanel said.

  I blushed as I heard that. I mean, being able to be trusted by these two seemed almost akin to an honor. I began to smile, feeling tears well up in my eyes.

  “Thank you. Both of you. Honestly, I was scared to trust you two, but I’m glad that I did. There are also some other feelings, strange feelings that I’ve never expected to feel before, but when I’m with both of you, I feel them,” I said.

  “What are they?” Xandra asked with concern.

  Do I tell them? Will they understand? I hoped so. I began to take a deep breath, steeling myself.

  “I feel like I’m falling for you. You know how humans have the emotion of falling in love? That’s how this feels. I’m really bad with this. I’ve never been in love before, or even truly understood what love might be, but at this point, I feel I understand. When I’m with you, I feel happy. Happiness is new to me, especially since I’ve always cut those feelings out because I didn’t want to get distracted. But now…I want to let those feelings in,” I said. I really hoped I didn’t scare them away.

  Nanel looked at Xandra, and they both smiled at me. great, I probably royally fucked this up. However, they each leaned in, pressing their lips to my own. Their humanoid bodies felt nice to be around, and when they pulled back, they smiled.

  “We both really like you too. We wouldn’t have asked you to be our mate otherwise,” Xandra said.

  Nanel shuffled, and as he did so, his hands touched my own. The soft gesture, combined with the needy look in his eyes, made my heart race faster than the speed of light.

  “Would you like us to pleasure you tonight? To show you what it’s like?” Nanel said.

  That was another part that I feared. I began to blush, wondering if I’ll scare them away.

  “Yes. But you should know, I am a virgin. I’ve never done this before,” I said.

  They listened to me, shocked by this, but at the same time, they understood.

  “Don’t worry, we’ll take this slow. We can even use these humanoid forms with a little bit of extra fun if that’s what you’d like,” Nanel said.

  I nodded, enjoying that. “I’d like that,” I said.

  They then picked me up, pulling me upstairs to my room. They’d been up here once when I showed them around before my parents got back. I was soon pushed on the bed, with both of these alien men on top of me, using the humanoid frames to help with easing me into it. suddenly, I felt Nanel’s lips upon my own, and when that did happen, I relaxed. It felt so right, so real, and in truth, I didn’t want this to end. I already had it pretty bad for both of these men, and before I knew it, I was kissing them again and again like there was no tomorrow.

  Chapter 7

  I kissed Nanel with a forcefulness that seemed almost surreal. His lips were so strong, so domineering, and in truth, I began to wonder just how this would all play out. However, I started to feel something awkward against my lips. It felt like a tongue, but it was so different from my own. I opened my eyes, only to find out it was indeed his alien tongue. It was much longer than a mere human tongue, but at the same time, it felt almost natural, nice, and amazing in a sense, feeling that alien appendage against my own. I loved the way that it felt, feeling everything just completely and utterly overwhelm me, making me want nothing more than for this to just continue on forever. I then felt Xandra press his head towa
rds mine, pulling me away from Nanel, but not before he let his lips touch and caress my own.

  His kisses were just as arousing and tempting as the other man’s. I began to moan, feeling his lips touch and cares mine, almost making me feel as if I was in heaven. His kiss was much more subdued than the other, but it seemed to have more control, and as he did it, I began to moan, shivering against his body as he did this. He began to press his tongue to my own, allowing me to touch and mingle with his. Touching the alien tongue with my own tongue felt so bizarre, almost too foreign for me, but at the same time, I indulged in this, loving the nature of it. I wanted nothing more than for this to continue to happen forever, for him to have his lips pressed to my own, the subtle nature of my body immediately relishing in the texture of this man’s lips.

  He slipped away, the tip of his tongue brushing against my own. It was so long, almost comical in a sense, but honestly, I really liked it. I began to feel them both against my neck, using their long, alien tongues to tease and touch my body. I felt my hips buck slightly, a small his ghosting over my skin. They didn’t do anything else except let the small appendage almost hang there in a sense, lightly tickling and caressing my erogenous zones there. I let out a small moan, allowing them to completely overwhelm and dominate my body in every single way possible. I felt the smallest touches of their lips, tongues, and their hands as they started to move down. The smallest motions were enough for me, causing me to let out a small gasp, feeling the sudden tension of it all against every part of my body. I felt as if I was already going insane, and as they began to let their hands roam down my body, touching my curves, I felt a sort of hotness that I’ve never experienced before.

  I did have curves, despite always wearing baggy shirts and pants to hide them. When they got to the hem of my white shirt, I felt Nanel grip it, looking at me in the eyes with a gasp. I began to shiver, agreeing to their actions, and soon, they pulled it off, revealing a black bra.

  I blushed, realizing I totally didn’t even bother to put a nice one on. However, they seemed interested, almost curious in a sense, and they let their hands move towards my aching breasts, lightly gripping them through the fabric. I began to shiver, feeling a hotness overwhelm my body as they did this, just barely touching my breasts with the slightest of caresses.

  “Fuck,” I breathed out, blushing as I heard just how wanton and needy I sounded. They began to smile, moving their lips against the tip of my collarbone, touching them there. With a bit of an awkward fondling, I felt the clasp on the back get undone, causing me to shiver as the garment fell off, exposing my breasts. I had decent-sized ones, not too big, but not too small, and as the two alien men looked at them, I could tell the rapturous desire in their eyes was there, the need to touch me, to feel me, to caress me, all of this just completely overwhelming me. I began to feel their lips against each of my pinkened nipples, letting their lips move towards the tip of them with their tongues.

  I began to shiver, moaning out loud as I felt the buds immediately harden as they did this. This was almost too good to be true, almost like this was some sort of dreamlike state for me. They then suddenly moved their lips to the tip of the nipple, sucking on it while they let their tongue caress over the tip of it. I began to moan, feeling excited about this with each and every passing second.

  The way their bodies seemed to move near mine seemed to cause me to feel slightly nervous. I could feel their appendages, but they were far larger than what I was used to imagining. But at the same time, I felt relaxed as the two men started to cater to my nipples, teasing them slightly and sucking on the succulent flesh with their forked tongues. This was amazing, this was so amazing I didn’t know what to do about it, and of course, with every passing second, with every touch they bestowed upon me, I could feel the burning heat between my legs grow even more so, and when they finished, they moved down my body, caressing the area where my pants were with their hands.

  They looked me in the eyes, and I could tell that they wanted to ask me something. I began to shiver, nodding as they spoke.

  “We want to prepare you, but it might not be what you’re normally used to. Is that okay?” he asked.

  “I’m not used to anything, so I’ll take what you’ve got,” I told them with a bit of a glance. I had no idea what they were getting at, but before I knew it, I started to see them fiddle with my pants, pulling them down to reveal my panties. They slipped their hands to each side, pulling the garment off, and soon, they were met with little brown curls.

  They seemed almost fascinated by this, and when I saw the look in their eyes, I blushed. I’ve never been so exposed in my life. However, instead of using their hands against there, I saw something totally different, something that was both interesting, and almost downright terrifying.

  The first one to do this was Nanel. He moved his body slightly, and soon, a tentacle came out from his back. I almost screamed, running away and contemplating whether or not I wanted this, but then, he looked at me. The smoldering glance that he bestowed upon me made me relax, and soon, I began to shiver. I wanted to trust them, and that’s what I did. I began to lay back, feeling the tentacle right up against me, sliding towards my entrance. Instead of it hurting, it instead felt almost nice, and soon, I began to shiver as it moved deeper and deeper inside of me. It didn’t break my virginity initially, but it did problem inside of me. Instead of it being hard to get in though, it was almost coated in some strange, jelly lubricant. I was definitely curious, and as I felt him move it in and out, instead of feeling pain, I felt pleasure. He didn’t break my virginity yet. He wanted to save that for the right moment.

  I began to feel this almost completely overwhelm me, causing me to feel as if I was going crazy with every single touch, every single motion, and every single moment. I looked at them, and soon, I felt another tentacle against my entrance, but instead of it going in, it moved up against my clit. At first, I thought this was going to be terrible, but instead of it hurting, I felt an overwhelming sense of pleasure from this. I began to scream out, feeling my entire body start to completely fall to their command loving how it was taking over me. I don’t regret anything, and soon, the tentacles continued to pleasure me, that is until I felt it hit that spot, causing my eyes to boggle out of my head, the sudden need for more overwhelming my body, and soon, I felt my orgasm just completely and utterly take over.

  I came hard, feeling everything tighten up for but a moment before I relaxed, enjoying the sudden moment of time in my mind. It was perfect, so perfect that it hurt, and in truth, I felt like I was only going more and more insane with time. They then pulled out, looking at me with determined eyes.

  “Would you like both of us tonight?” Xandra asked.

  I looked at both of them. In truth, I was pretty nervous about what this might lead to, and if this might hurt, but at the same time, I felt that sort of need in my body, a need for more from both of them, and before I knew it, I nodded.

  “Please,” I said.

  Nanel got behind me, and Xandra got in front. Suddenly, I began to feel Xandra move his body up against my entrance. He then slipped his pants off, revealing his hardened member. It looked like a normal penis, but instead, it was a slightly bluish color, which surprised me. he then slipped himself into me, causing me to let out a scream, slightly unsure if I could take this. I felt the tentacles on his body come up, teasing my nipples slightly as he did so. However, it didn’t distract me completely.

  Holy shit that hurt. Tears stung my eyes as I felt him inside of me. The sudden breaking of my virginity completely changed how I was feeling, and in truth, I began to wonder if this was the right thing for me. I started to regret the choice, but then, it started to settle out. It wasn’t all that bad after a brief minute, and in truth, I kind of liked the feeling of this. Suddenly, he waited a minute before pushing himself out. He motioned for Nanel to come in, and soon, the other alien did. He slid himself in, and that, combined with the feeling of Xandra completely inside of me, starte
d to make me scream. I couldn’t believe my feelings, nor did I know what to do. My nerves were shot, everything was just so damn overwhelming I couldn’t take it, and for a brief moment, I began to wonder if this would even be pleasurable for me.

  Of course, that was until they started to move. They suddenly thrust into me, each of them taking it slow at first, but then, I started to cry out, each and every sort of thrust started to completely make me feel alive and well. I didn’t know what to do about it, and I definitely started to feel like there was something else that was starting to tubule up inside of me. With every single touch, every single thrust, every single moment, I started to feel everything overwhelm me, and in truth, I wanted to just indulge in this sensation. However, I felt Xandra hit that spot, that damn spot in my body that made me see stars, buck my hips, and lose my mind.

  I felt a tentacle slide behind my pussy, grazing my other hole. I also felt another tentacle stuff into my mouth. The alien appendages thrust into me with ease, causing me to choke on them as I began to feel my climax about to overtake me.

  I came hard, feeling my orgasm wash over my body, feeling everything begin to change at that very moment. It was so overwhelming, so amazing, and in truth, I wanted nothing more than to be in this moment for time immemorial.

  I felt both of these men tense up, and suddenly, I felt something shoot out, coating my insides with it. It was a bit strange, that’s for sure, but I did enjoy the sensation, and in truth, I wanted to completely seal this moment in my mind. The moment that made me feel amazing, and the moment that would change my life. After they finished, they pulled out of me, looking at me deep in the eyes. It was at that point that everything would change, that the start of my new life was nigh, and it was time for me to make the changes I knew I need to make, for my own sanity, and for my happiness.