My Life in the End

by Adriana Alexa

  What the hell was that man? It was a supernatural ability to make me lose control. Worse, to make me like it.

  I took a deep breath.

  My day would be useless that way. I needed to get back there, I needed to talk to him. No matter what the subject ... needed to accept your invitation to join your room, be alone with him even for a few minutes to see him smile, feel his warmth ... maybe even get a hug before leaving.

  I was standing on the sidewalk Baxter deciding what to do and decided that my day would be better with a Greg hug. Yeah ... that's what I wanted.

  ***********

  - Miss Thoen!

  - Hello, Rose. I just forgot to say one thing ... Gregory is busy?

  - Oh ... Miss can get. - I had something urgent in his eyes.

  -. No If it is busy, I hope ...

  - Is not. - She stepped through the hall and I felt something vibrating in my purse. I pulled the phone the second she opened the door and saw Gregory sitting across your desk with the phone resting on the ear. I stared at the phone screen and laughs.

  His smile mimicked mine when he hung up the phone.

  - You said I could call. - He warned.

  - I did not think would do it so fast.

  Rose smiled a brief gesture of reverence and closed the door as I entered.

  I pointed my thumb into the path of where I had come.

  - I did not want to bother you again, it's just ...

  He had left behind his desk. Won the distance to us. His hands were on my waist, pulling me into her mouth. I followed obediently and felt its flavor. That wonderful saliva. I pulled his shoulders preventing it from straying and let Greg kissed me. For very brief minutes.

  His mouth moved just a little and turned into a quiet smile.

  - Hi. - Whispered.

  - What are you doing?

  - I know you. For you have come here just to give me an invitation ... to be back ... I think you want this kiss as I do.

  - Do not be arrogant, Holt.

  - Never. - Exaggerated - Sorry if I got it wrong, then. On here. - His embrace steadied around me - If you do not like it, returns.

  He kissed me again and I was laughing. Leaving our tongues kill the longing of each other.

  - I can not believe you used this ridiculous sung.

  - As long as you keep falling, the ridiculous sung remain.

  I got off the hand that was on his shoulder at his chest, touching his tie.

  Greg held my hand, holding it against his chest.

  - How are you? - I wanted to know.

  - I am fine. - He smiled blankly.

  - I realized I had not asked. - I said - I mean, you look good, but I just ... - I whispered - I only know what I read in the newspapers.

  - I read a lot about me, was it?

  - Compulsively! - I exaggerated - Life made no sense without the man of the ridiculous sung. - He was laughing softly.

  - I missed you. - His arm was still around my waist, his thumb stroking the small of my back so delicious that way.

  - Do not lie. You were dying of anger.

  - Was. - Confessed child.

  - And anger disappeared like that? Suddenly?

  - Don, I do not understand you.

  - So much has happened. We broke up a lot.

  - Yes ... - he pointed me to continue.

  - But you say that you love me. - My voice was that shy whisper that I hated. He preferred to talk to security, as ever. But Gregory was sucking the safety of the environment and turned me in fragile and needy little girl.

  - I say. You want me to repeat?

  - Holt! - I complained.

  - I love you.

  - I am serious.

  - Me too.

  - You spent years having mad at me and want to tell me it's over? Like this? Very simple?

  - I spent years wanting to be angry with you. And failed pathetically.

  I leaned just a little forward and Gregory rested his forehead against mine.

  - And look. - Let go of my waist just for a second to show me his left hand - Alliance already was. All referred to the divorce.

  - Greg ... - shook my head.

  - I'm not pressing you, Don! You will do what you want to do. - He laughed - It's your way, I know. And I love you for that too. You are stubborn and afraid to hurt, I understand. I have not exactly given you reason to trust blindly on me ... Do not get me wrong: I intend to change that. But I'm also not expecting you say you love me today or tomorrow. I do not even know if you still love me. - His smile was a little more cautious now - I'm telling you all this so that it colossally course I'm here waiting. When you settle, if you decide ... Just say "now" and I'm ready. No more games, not games. I do not want to waste time. If you decide to destroy my heart, will destroy. I will not even try to save me. Not from you. Enough of that. So it's ... I love you. Deal with it. - He laughed - And when you solve whatever ... say?

  I bit my smile, trying to disguise it.

  - Just do not make me wait too long? - He asked - not that I go give up. I'm not going. Do not give up on you ever again, but ... But I'm crazy anxiety. Don, my life has been an empty and purposeless thing and then if you say that ...

  - I love you, Holt.

  He paused for a moment before opening a huge smile.

  - The mother?

  - Master. I thought of you almost every day, by that time we've been separated.

  - Think of me every day, was it? - His smile could not seem to get bigger.

  - I said "almost". - I growled - Almost every day. And why not? You saw Tyler ... the boy is your face.

  - It is true. - I was wrong ... the smile could increase, rather - as was the conversation with him?

  We let go a little. But not much.

  - He's worried that you will not like it.

  - Impossible.

  - But he is concerned. Take it easy, okay? Be kind.

  - You're asking me to be kind? - Gave a disbelieving emphasis on words - When did this role reversal happened, huh?

  - I'm just saying that if you hurt my son I yank his balls with a dull serrated knife.

  - You do not have to be as descriptive in threats know?

  - It's part of my charm.

  He laughed out loud.

  - You go? - I wanted to know.

  - For training? I will. I did not know that children seven years already competed in swimming tournaments.

  - Nowadays Children compete at all. I will tell him that you will try to go.

  - Dom. - He held my hand. - I will.

  - Are you sure? Because if I tell him that you go and you do not ... it's already afraid of you do not like it.

  - Laura, I do not care what will happen tomorrow, we cancel until the apocalypse if necessary. I'll be there.

  - It's all right. - I raised hands, symbolizing surrender still not fully convinced.

  - Can I bring you two for dinner, then?

  - You can.

  - Great. What does he like to eat?

  - You'll have to ask tomorrow. - I teased.

  - Fair. - Laughed - And you? Can I take you to dinner sometime in the weekend?

  - No -. I said once and his smile faded.

  - But ...

  - Let's not do it fast, Holt. We will do so slowly and it's not because I'm stubborn or because I'm afraid of hurting me. IT IS...

  - Because of Ty. It's all right. I get it. Yes, I agree. - He added.

  - And let's not say anything to him, now, okay? About us.

  - As you see fit. And .... Ahm ... Dom?

  - What is it?

  - Do you think that...

  - I guess what?

  - Ty ... You he will like me?

  - Oh, you two. - I snapped his hand on his forehead - You are so much alike that gets on my nerves.

  - I think that's good, is not it?

  - Yeah, Holt! - I laughed - It's good.

  - Right. - He kissed my cheek - And you are in need of anything? Cash or ...

  -
. We are not good.

  - Dom, he's my son, too.

  - I know that. But we're fine.

  - How are you ... - he swallowed and I saw that he was dreading the question. I did not want to offend me, but if he would really question my job skills and survival was inevitable. I crossed my arms and stared at him - You know ... - I know. But it would not help him. If he wanted to talk about this crap, to speak. - You'll make me talk, will not you? - I was silent - How you doing to support the two of you?

  - Robbing Banks. One every fortnight.

  - Thoen!

  - Baxter! - I returned.

  - I'm genuinely worried. Can you collaborate once?

  - I worked in France. It was not as good a job as I had here, but it was enough. And now I got a better job in a law firm. I'm going back to advocate, I am making more money and it's all right. Problem solved?

  - Where you are advocating?

  - I will not tell you. - I nodded.

  - Why not?

  - Because you will make its mysterious connections to get me a promotion or a raise. And I like to earn my achievements, thanks.

  - Fair. - She took a deep breath. would not do to argue with me, that part was clear he remembered.

  - But I want to pay the Ty accounts.

  - No need, really.

  - It's not a matter of need, his stubborn blockhead. He is my son. I want to do that.

  Money was not something we were going to need ... but had one thing ...

  - Want to help?

  - I want! Of course!

  - I hate to ask something, but there is some problem with his papers at school in France. Not all are going to the new school and ... I asked twice. They need the documentation and his history there. If you do not release soon ... the school said he had to interrupt his studies.

  - Sorted out.

  - Do you even know which schools are!

  - Does not matter.

  - You can be an arrogant sometimes, you know?

  - I took classes with the best. - He winked at me.

  - I send you all school information by email, then. contact number, these things ...

  - I solve. Do not worry.

  - It's all right.

  It was yummy. The feeling of not being alone. Not having to settle everything and keep everything under control all the time without any help. Now there was someone there with me. That would help me not by interest or necessity. I would support me as I needed because he loved me. I loved truth.

  - After we talked to Ty ... I could travel, was not it? Know somewhere different?

  - Holt, this is not "take it easy". - I laugh.

  - I understand that I can not take you to dinner at the weekend. But I can take you both out?

  - It's Ty's birthday this weekend.

  He hesitated, looked so lost that I had wanted to hug him again.

  - You can have a party? He would not like that?

  - I asked, but he does not have many friends at the new school ... think no one would show up and ...

  - We do a huge party! I rent a space ... A farm ... or a circus! Everyone from school will come! We do ...

  - Gregory! Gregory ... quiet! - I held his shoulders - not trying too.

  - As well?

  - Is he your son. will not try to do it like you giving her expensive things. He does not have many friends here. We will celebrate at home this year. You can come if you want and Ty, but it will be a simple party.

  He opened and closed his mouth like a fish angry.

  - Gregory?

  Expired long.

  - Yes ma'am.

  - Well ... - I shrugged slowly and dropped then - I think I've said everything I had to say. Now I really have to go.

  - Give me a kiss before you go?

  I was laughing as he approached.

  - I felt so homesick that your mouth is almost a crime.

  I shoved my hands in his hair and gave in to his arms. Feeling nostalgic, slow kiss.

  - And you, Baxter? Not late for something?

  - Nothing important. And do not call me that.

  - As? I thought it was the name that you used now.

  - I prefer when you call me Holt.

  I bit his lower lip and he slowly closed his eyes. I should go. I knew I should. But his face was five centimeters of my and I could not resist the urge to lick his lips. A soft moan escaped without authorization and Holt grabbed me around the waist. I turned against his desk, holding me there with her hip.

  His kiss deepened, his touch was more intense.

  And I could feel it right there. It was already hard.

  hard as well.

  ***********

  I was an animal. That's what she did with me, turned me into an instinctive and uncontrollable creature. That soft mouth and delicious moaning softly. Fingers pulling my hair. The thighs in my hands.

  No ... I was not going to control me. I did not want to control myself. And that's exactly why I decided I would not even try. I turned the trail of kisses on his neck in a trail of bites and she moaned making me throb.

  I wanted this woman beyond the limits of sanity. Every detail of her body fit perfectly with mine. The feel of your skin, the lips between my teeth, long and luscious hair pulling, her height, her curves, her gaze. It was all just the perfect way. She was trying to keep the kiss just the kiss, but I could feel his conflict. The nervous hands pulled me by the hair as she kept her elbows between us, pushing us.

  I climbed my hand between the thighs and rubbed his crotch under the cloth. My tact denounced something obviousness and my skittish fingers pushed the curtain aside releasing the passage. I spent the thumb along her smooth skin and my whole blood down pro stick.

  - You are even like a shaved woman, is not it? - He laughed safada - Now get out. I have to work.

  - A fucking. - I held her waist and watched laughing as my hand still exploring his inner skin - Do not fool me. - Licked her smile - you shaved it yesterday damn for today. I was trying to show someone, Thoen? Tell me ... - I was breathing down his neck, looking for his ear with his teeth - To whom did you shaved?

  - Offends me that you need to ask. - Confessed in a horny moan.

  - If shaved for me and now wants to leave while I see? - I put one hand on each thigh her, making her skirt up. - No way.

  I knelt down and let my nose caress the fabric in place, before looking at her, still leaning against my desk, with his lips.

  - Strip? - I asked - If it was me, I want to see.

  - You're a big boy and boy, Gregory. I think I can do it alone. - Provoked and I obeyed. With fingers and teeth, took her panties the way and licked. She moaned loudly and that excited me more than anything: I wanted her to cry out there. I wanted to moan loudly, screaming my name to the entire floor know I was fucking her there. She was mine. All my. That smile to that bastard waxing orgasmic: all mine. And I was hers. I was the man who could not resist it, or midmorning with the busy schedule. That was the message that I wanted to spend.

  Cry, my sun. Yells loudly at me.

  I sucked his suquinho slowly and she moaned between breaths making my dick stretch against the zipper enough to hurt. I licked her todinha entry, biting her clit, kissing her thighs.

  Mal got up and she had her hands on my tie. I threw his jacket back and let her undo node and buttons while releasing my cock pants and underwear.

  - Do not even think of escaping. You will work now full of my saliva and my scolding, okay?

  - And what do you think I came here to do? - He stuck his tongue in my mouth and I was controlling me not to come.

  Undid her ponytail and opened her blouse. I slipped one of her breasts still covered by the bra in hand as he raised his other knee. She fell lying on my desk and I had the absolute conviction in the knowledge that no matter how any other woman in the world she tried, she could never cause me half of that horny Thoen caused and without any effort.

  She was not even completely naked, but scratched my dick, spreading my n
atural lubricant wet point for all little head and then took wet fingers to mouth. Sucking them that impossible way she did, moaning softly as a measured bitch and I was baring her legs and holding my cock for the base.

  I could not resist Laura. It was simply impossible.

  She still had that fucking those fingers stuck in the mouth when I tore. She bit her knuckles choking moan and I wanted her to leave discretion.

  I wanted so badly to hear her scream ...

  - I think I'll need you to kidnap and soon. - I doubled my body against hers - You eat in a decent place, where I can hear the shriek your bastard alone.

  She laughed and I watched her breasts swaying with each new thrust. It would not be long and I was undone within it. Scoured her stomach with a touch hungry, rested my fingers on her clit gently.

  - There. That. - He asked almost tearful.

  - That's where you want, is it? - I turned the thumb in his grelinha and she moaned continuously.

  I held her body for one of her breasts and prodded her clit until you hear the muffled groan become a guttural roar. I kissed the top of her breasts and felt in her breath that she had enjoyed.

  - My turn.

  I pulled her knees up, leaving it open on my desk.

  Every time I ate any woman in recent years.

  Every time I was hard.

  Every time I came.

  It was that scene that I imagined. Or variations of it.

  It was that face. That groan. That smile. That voice. Those open thighs. That pussy beautiful and depilated. That heat. Those lips. Those dark eyes. That hair all over my desk.

  Was her.

  It was always her.

  And now I was there. Catching his breath with my cock still stuck in his body to the stalk.

  Estoquei again. And other. And over.

  The world spun around us and broke up. I came and I came. Tucking my scolding background on my Sun, wanting to be there forever ... do it every day and, preferably, more than once a day.

  I lay on it and felt laughing in my mouth. I am licking my lips, kissing my cheeks.

  - I think I'll need to get another invitation to come to deliver you tomorrow.

  - I'll cancel my meetings, then. - I returned.

  I left inside her and buttoned his pants back. Sun closed the top and down the skirt, I was helping her down from my desk when a noise outside the room caught my eye and the doors opened.