The Kitchen Shrink
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The Kitchen Shrink
A Novel
By Dee DeTarsio
Copyright 2011 Dee DeTarsio
ISBN: 978-0-615-44638-7
This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents either are products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events or locales or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.
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Perfect escape, like watching a romantic action movie with a sarcastic friend. At times the heroine fell apart; then she rocked her best Angelina Jolie, with humor, action and a hint of sexiness. —Unabridged Chick
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The Kitchen Shrink
A Novel
by Dee DeTarsio
From TV writer Dee DeTarsio, comes a new novel, featuring the humor, vulnerability, honesty and flaws of a suburban heroine...
The Kitchen Shrink
If your life is a mess, your house could probably use a makeover, too. Welcome to the behind-the-scenes world of reality TV in The Kitchen Shrink:
“My kids smoke dope, my ex is one,
I said ‘nope' when I wanted to run…
Into your arms…And feel your lucky charms…”
When did Lisby Shaw’s life turn into a country music song? Probably when her best friend signed her up for the debut of the new reality TV show, The Kitchen Shrink, for the ultimate life and home makeover! Unable to squirm out of this “it will be fun” opportunity, Lisby tries to juggle her upstairs-behind-the-scenes-life with her downstairs-in-front-of-the-camera persona, where everything she says and does can and will be used against her.
Hopefully, the show doesn't find out about her fling with that hunky carpenter. Or that she and her friend smoked hootch she found in her daughter's room. Lisby cannot believe what a freak show her life has become. At least no one knows about her crush on Sam, Sam, the Cameraman…
Lisby tries to find her way as the TV cameras capture her every move, zooming in on drama with her kids, her ex, her mom and her best friend. Stay tuned for Lisby’s extreme close-up as she becomes a jilted laughingstock on national TV. All is lost…or is it?
Table of Contents
Title Page
Copyright
Introduction
Chapter 1: Swallowing Halloween
Chapter 2: Cheap, and Oh So Easy
Chapter 3: Reality Check
Chapter 4: The Kitchen Shrink
Chapter 5: Real or No Real
Chapter 6: Teal or No Teal
Chapter 7: Freak Show
Chapter 8: Hammered and Nailed
Chapter 9: Teenage Wasteland
Chapter 10: Who’s Your Daddy?
Chapter 11: Squeal or No Squeal
Chapter 12: Sex2
Chapter 13: Mind Over Madder
Chapter 14: Unmet Needs
Chapter 15: Rojo Ha
Chapter 16: Fung Schway
Chapter 17: Oh, Well, If The Mayans Did It…
Chapter 18: Blind Date
Chapter 19: Backlash
Chapter 20: What a Dope
Chapter 21: Polished to Perfection
Chapter 22: Cut It Out
Chapter 23: Feng Shui This
Chapter 24: Spiel or No Spiel
Chapter 25: Regift
Chapter 26: ‘Tis the Season
Chapter 27: That Sam I Am
Chapter 28: Tablecloth of Contents
Chapter 29: That’s a Wrap
Chapter 30: Ta Da
Chapter 31: Here or There
Chapter 32: And The Winner Is…
Chapter 33: After the Break
Chapter 1
Swallowing Halloween
“What are you going to be for Halloween?” Daria asked me, looking like visions of sexy nurses and dominatrixes were dancing in her head. She’s my best friend, the glamorous yin to my granola yang.
“I’m going to be glad when it’s over,” I replied.
“Poor sport.” She pouted, posing in front of my hall mirror, restriping her newly Restylane inflated lips with a cherry-red gloss.
“Whore sport,” I tried to tease her.
“Takes one to know one.”
“I wish.”
“You wish,” she agreed. Turning to me, she sucked her tongue over her teeth. “Come on, Lisby. You’ve been such a grumpy dump.”
“Thanks. Call me names. That’ll make me feel better.”
“Hogan!” She waggled her finger at me, trying to draw out a smile that usually worked when she bellowed out a bad mouthful of a Germanic-throat-clearing Hoooo-gan. It was an absurd reminder of one of the reasons why I got divorced in the first place. My husband (ex now) is a functioning alcoholic. Well, ‘functioning’ is such a strong word. He never beat me, never drank and drove, liked our kids well enough and was gainfully employed as an executive producer at the NBC affiliate in San Diego. But at last year’s Oktoberfest, he drank so much that when he and his buddy Jason clanked beer steins and they shattered, he picked up a roundish chard of glass and nestled it over his right eye, à la Colonel Clink, from Hogan’s Heroes. He was hollering “Hogan” at his buddy Jason while a table of real Germans pointed at him in horror.
“Tell me again how the Germans couldn’t remember the English word for ‘eye’,” Daria interrupted my thoughts.
“Seeing how Brett was totally oblivious of the blood gushing off his cheek,” I shook my head, “they finally managed to scream, ‘your ocular orbit’!”
I finished in an Arnold Schwarzenegger drawl.
Daria laughed like it was the first time she ever heard that story.
I had just been coming back with bratwurst when I heard him yell Hoooogan. I saw the blood on my husband’s face pouring from the bottom of his monocle, and knew I was done with him. Over and out, as Hogan, or was it Schultzie? would have said. I let Jason get him to First-Aid while I drove my sober self home and called an attorney. It was high time too, at least that’s what I later imagined his girlfriend, a twenty-something intern from San Diego State must have thought. As the stone cold sober one in the so-called party of my marriage, I don’t know where the love went, but I could pretty much pinpoint when the dislike began.
Again, Daria interrupted my wallowing. “Lisby, listen up. You did good. It’s been hard, but it was high time.”
“Time for what?” Yuck. I’d heard my tone, and even Eeyore sounded more upbeat. Compared to me Eeyore sounded like he had a heapin’ helpful handful of Xanax.
“Time to snap out of it,” Daria said.
“Oh, and now you’re quoting Mary Engelbreit to me?”
Just then my cell phone rang. “Hello?” I turned my back on my nosy friend. “What kind?” I lowered my voice into the slim silver lifeline that never left my side. “OK.”
Daria smirked at me. She has the ears of a bat. When she wants to. “Are you kidding me?”
“What?” I couldn’t meet her gaze and headed into the kitchen.
“Who was that?” she asked with the superiority of someone who knew they knew the answer.
“It was Ryan.”
“And…”
“He wants some
ice cream,” I said, pulling a tub of chocolate swirl out of the freezer.
“And…”
“And what?” I slammed the freezer door shut. It didn’t bang nearly as loud as I wanted it to.
“And just where is our royal hiney?”
“Upstairs in his bedroom,” I mumbled, trying to jam a big soup spoon into the frozen swirls, wishing she’d be a good friend and just drop it. She brought to the party the smug wisdom of someone who didn’t have kids.
“So, your seventeen year old son, who has no known broken limbs, calls you from upstairs in his own house, to place an order for ice cream?”
My shoulders shrugged. And let she who is without kids cast the first stone.
“And you’re doing it?”
For the first time that day, I laughed. “I know,” realizing how absurd it was and how I’d make fun of some other lame mom for doing the same thing.
Daria tsk tsk-ed her head at me as she opened a packet of pretzel M&Ms.
“I’m creating a terrible future husband for some poor girl. But I can’t help it.”
“How about, ‘hey, lard ass, get your own ice cream and while you’re at it serve me and my friend up a couple of bowlfuls’.”
“While some days that would feel really good to say, A: I would never call any of my kids ‘lard ass’,” I automatically sucked in my own stomach, legacy of my crazy-thin and thin-crazed mother, “and B: he’s taken this divorce pretty hard but at least he’s talking to me.”
“Talking, ordering,” she said. “Potato, potahto.” Daria chomped the pretzelicious pellets. “These are really good. I’m so glad you came to your senses and stopped buying candy that you don’t like for Halloween,” she bared her chocolate swirled smile at me. “Remember last year, the year of the Red Hots and Tootsie Rolls?” She shook her head.
“Yeah, but it’s not even Halloween and I’ve already had to buy two more bags.” I rubbed my stomach. “Curses! Low rise jeans. I’m ready to buy those jeans that are really pajama bottoms. Have you seen those on TV?”
Daria managed to shake her head, roll her eyes and pity me using only about two whole facial muscles, but I got the message, loud and clear.
“Don’t think I’m not tempted,” I told her. “They’re comfy, stretchy pajama pants,” I megaphoned my hands around my mouth, “THAT LOOK JUST LIKE JEANS! Imagine the possibilities.”
“I am deleting that image from my mind and scouring my retinas as we speak. Besides, you’re not ready to totally give up and order, from TV, in the next ten minutes, some ace-bandage-material-painted-to-look-like-jeans ensemble just yet. Who buys those things?” She ate a few more M&Ms. “Need I remind you? WWJD? What would Jane do?”
Jane Fonda is Daria’s go-to guru for everything. If Jane wouldn’t eat it, buy it, try it, wear it or share it, all bets were off. “Jane says no to jammie jeans.”
“It is kind of a genius idea,” I said, whiffing my own defense. I knew I shouldn’t have brought it up. Now I could expect teasing from Daria for the next few months, all about my desire to look stylish and comfortable at the same time. Is that too much to ask?
Daria held up her hand. “Do not even go into your wacky quest for style and comfort,” she warned me. “How many times do I have to tell you, you’ve got to stay in tune with the times.”
“That’s what my great-grandmother always used to say,” I said, agreeing with her.
“Shut up. She did not. I just made that up.”
“You did not make that up. Everybody says that.”
“But, not everybody listens,” Daria said. “You look great,” said my great and good friend, reminding me again why I loved her so. Even after the demise of my happily-ever-after I still wished she could find her Prince Charming. I met Daria years ago when I had stormed my way into my husband’s office downtown, only to have to ‘cool my ugly heels’ in the waiting room. I didn’t know who she was as she passed through the reception area and beamed a smile my way.
“I like your shoes,” I had told her, feeling all self-conscious about my two-years-out-of style black ‘soccer mom’ slip-ons.
“Thanks,” Daria had answered, pointing her toe and swiveling her ankle. “Ardy Forelle.”
“Ardy Forelle? Wow. Where’s that? I usually just hit the sales,” I said, curling my own toes and scootching my feet under the chair, trying to act like I was sitting properly.
“No,” Daria laughed. “R. D. for L. Ross Dress For Less. Twenty bucks.”
Thus, our friendship was born. Especially after she offered me the last Hostess Cupcake in the package she had in her hands. You never could have guessed by looking at what she ate, but Daria was a Registered Dietitian with her own TV show, “Good Mood Food.” She may preach nutrition but Daria swung the other way, practicing her own unique RDA food pyramid, which included Ruffles, Doritos and Assorted chocolate.
Our friendship was cemented and our arteries were clogged at the station’s holiday party, over the shrimp and brie platters, when she won the over-under prize for guessing when the general manager’s wife would pass out.
“Seriously, I’ve been worried about you.” My funny friend, for once, wasn’t joking. She put her hand on my shoulder, a rare touch between us. “I need to help you before you do something drastic.”
I glanced at her manicured hand, a soft welcome weight of solidarity. A hot flush of shame flooded my throat like back wash. I couldn’t even look at her.
“Too late,” I mumbled.
Chapter 2
Cheap, and Oh So Easy
I was so embarrassed, remembering. I went to the refrigerator, pretending to look for chocolate syrup while actually cooling the red patches that I knew were burning on my cheeks. A couple of weeks ago I had been feeling unbelievably low, blue, fat, ugly, unloved, lonely and alone. Ryan was at some party, and Nicole, my daughter, was spending the night at her girlfriend’s, or so she said. I didn’t think I’d ever get so low to consider “hooking up,” as my kids say, with a neighborhood dad, let alone with the Martinator, a divorced guy who was the father of one of Nicole’s classmates.
Good ol’ Ron Martin earned his nickname for going on a rampage when his son’s friends ate all of his ice cream puffs; you know, those pastry covered ice cream bites. Who knew? I would have been the first one to make fun of anyone I knew who admitted to playing hide the salami with that guy. I couldn’t believe it. Talk about being in the right place at the right time. For him, not me. The cool air from the refrigerator made me shiver. At least I think that’s what it was. It could have been the heebie-jeebies from what I had been trying so hard to forget.
Two weeks ago, when I had been so down even my ex was starting to look good, I was having a big ol’ pity party for myself when the doorbell rang. It was just habit, not even curiosity that propelled my feet to the door. It was the Martinator. Oddly enough, I wasn’t even surprised. He stood there with a bottle of wine and a package in his hands. I just stared at him as he said “hi” and shoved on the door to let himself in. Again, habit pushed me to follow him as he went into my kitchen and found two wineglasses. He opened a cupboard door and pulled out a plate on which to array the puffy little nuggets.
I didn’t say a word. Maybe I was having a psychotic break or something. Yeah, like pleading insanity for what ended up happening would excuse my transgression. Anyway, he picked up the wine glasses, which he had filled with a wicked purple hue, and carried them into the living room. He came back for the frozen treat, ha ha, me, and the ice cream. He guided me to the sofa, which could have provided me with an alibi had I needed one; a Costco-sized heart impression on the cushion bore testimony to the hours burrowed on my ass feeling sorry for myself. He sat beside me and handed me a goblet.
By now, more than habit forced the sip on me. It looked good. The valium I had popped earlier rejoiced at the refreshing chaser. He held the plate in front of me. I took one. He set the cream puffs back down on the coffee table and settled back into the couch. He drank his wine. I d
rank mine. As odd and uncomfortable as I should have felt, I really felt nothing. No, I felt numb.
I did feel the wine slosh through my veins, making my body feel as heavy as my heart. I took another swallow, a big gulp, as if it were anti-mouthwash, staining my teeth while rinsing my despair. He was mostly silent. Letting me be. Had I cared, I would have been grateful. Had it been another day, I would have probably been gushing my appreciation at his kindness. I drank some more and ignored the rest of the ice cream puffs. I hadn’t been hungry much lately anyway.
“Lisby,” the Martinator said my name. I didn’t even bother turning my head. He put his hand on my shoulder which I imagined must have felt like a slab of granite under his fingers. An ice-cold heavy jagged piece of rock. He left his hand there, not saying anything else. I didn’t care because nothing seemed to matter anymore. Great, there I was, a lonely washed up hausfrau, languishing to Queen songs. Could be worse, I guessed. I could be languishing to Carly Simon. Standby for the earth moving under my feet.
Slowly, as if the warmth of his hand could melt soft grooves into the crag of my shoulder, I began to feel my neck relax. I sat there, the weight of his hand as heavy as a sandbag inviting me to release my tension. I felt a tickle on my cheek that became an itch. I remember dreading the energy it would take to raise my own hand, but I finally brushed at my face with a knuckle. It was wet. How strange. Then both of my cheeks were itching and tightening under the salty dampness that I just couldn’t be bothered to wipe away.
His heavy, warm hand left my shoulder and began gently wiping my face with a soft white cotton handkerchief. I bet he ironed that, I remembered thinking. My breath began to struggle as tears continued to just seep from my eyes. He placed the hankie on the coffee table next to the plate of cream puffs and turned into my body, embracing me in a giant bear hug. He held me, murmuring nonsense things I used to say to my kids when they were little, and hurt or frightened. “Shh…it’s OK…it’s going to be alright.”