Holidays at Home Omnibus

by Wait Till Summer; Swingboats On the Sand; Waiting for Yesterday; Day Trippers; Unwise Promises; Street Parties (retail) (epub)

  She knew the day away from her home in Bryn Teg was only delaying the punishment. Tonight, when she went back home, he would be waiting. The stupid thing was, she hadn’t done half of what she was accused of; she’d only had a bit of fun. What harm was there in a bit of flirting and a few kisses?

  She couldn’t stop a smile creeping over her face as she remembered Henry Selby’s face when his wife appeared. Pity Mrs Selby had been so spiteful. She ought to have been grateful to be reminded that a man needed looking after. From the shrill voice that had screamed abuse at her last night, she didn’t seem the soft and gentle kind. Perhaps she’d be a bit more careful in future and look after her husband so he didn’t feel the need to cuddle and kiss others. She ought to thank me, Vera thought smugly.

  There was another passenger on the platform heading for a day out in St David’s Well. Maldwyn Perkins recognised Delyth and Madge but didn’t approach them. His days out were a luxury, a time when he could get away from customers at the flower shop where he worked, and from his stepmother’s constant reminders that he ought to leave home and get a place of his own. He was so constantly harassed by Winifred that he dreaded walking into the house he had once considered his home.

  If only the Army had taken him, he could have gone away without a moment’s regret. Not having to make a decision, or wonder where he would live or what he would do to earn his living, would have made his departure easy, even exciting. But how could she expect him to just leave, find himself a job and a place to live? He pushed the worries from his mind. Today was a rare day off and he was on his own, waiting for the train to take him to his favourite place.

  When they got on the train, others eased off their coats and settled to chatter and make plans for their day, but Maldwyn tried to blot them all out. He looked solemn behind his thick, dark-framed glasses, his knees close together, his elbows tight against his sides, his head bent low as he concentrated on a magazine he had bought, and his ‘closed-up’ attitude discouraged other passengers from trying to make conversation. That suited him. He wasn’t in the mood to be friendly. He wanted to be on his own to think.

  He had found a seat in a carriage far away from Delyth and Madge. He didn’t want to face them and have to talk. He’d hurry out of the station when he arrived and with luck might not even have to wave. They had to change trains half-way through the journey, and Maldwyn ran to where the almost-full train was waiting and managed to find a seat without bumping into Delyth and Madge. There were quite a number of people travelling to St David’s Well, many returning with full shopping baskets.

  As the train pulled into the small station in St David’s Well Bay, Delyth nudged Madge and whispered: ‘Look over there by the door. Isn’t that Maldwyn Perkins from the florist’s shop? In a hurry to get off, isn’t he? I wonder if he’s meeting someone?’

  Madge nodded. ‘Go on, speak to him,’ she whispered back. ‘You know you want to.’

  Delyth made no secret of her attraction to the rather taciturn Maldwyn, but as he was at least six years older than herself she did nothing about it. ‘He’s nice to look at,’ she told her friend, ‘apart from his heavy glasses, that is. They’re so thick they cut you off from what he’s thinking, don’t they? Anyway, I suspect he’s too set in his ways to offer any excitement.’ At seventeen, Delyth rated excitement very high on her list of important things. The train emptied gradually and by the time they had reached the terminus there were only a few passengers to alight. Maldwyn wondered how he would escape from the platform without having to acknowledge Delyth and Madge. The train slowed to a stop and the remaining passengers alighted and hurried to where the ticket collector waited. Showing their tickets, the two girls hurried from the station and headed towards the sea.

  It was almost midday when they arrived and they were the only ones walking down the sandy slope to the beach; others presumably had more comfortable destinations: homes and roaring fires. Delyth and Madge guessed from the loaded bags most carried that they were returning home with their meagre shopping successes. Most women spent hours searching for extras to break the monotony of the restricted food supplies.

  Delyth carried a satchel containing a sketchbook and a selection of pencils, Madge carried a book. They had also brought food and a bottle of Tizer.

  ‘Mad we are, planning to sit on the beach as though it’s summer,’ Delyth laughed.

  ‘If you want to draw the beach without anyone on it, this is your only chance. Full it’ll be, once summer comes,’ Madge said, tapping her friend’s sketchpad.

  They both worked in a shop selling clothes, children’s school uniforms as well as suits and dresses, skirts and blouses for women. When Mr Howard had given them this Saturday off as a reward for their hard work and staying after hours several times to help re-dress the windows or deal with the reorganisation of the stock rooms, their automatic choice was the seaside town of St David’s Well and the sandy bay their destination. Regular day trippers they were, and this was their favourite place.

  ‘Would you like to live here?’ Madge asked. ‘We were going to settle here after the war, John and me.’ Her voice echoed with sadness when she mentioned her sailor husband. ‘We were thinking of opening a guesthouse to accommodate summer visitors.’

  Ignoring the mention of her friend’s dead husband, Delyth shook her head. ‘Not for me. Too dull. Now London, that’s the place to go. Plenty happening there. Once the war’s over, that’s where I want to go.’

  ‘If you marry someone local you probably won’t even move as far from home as this,’ Madge replied, waving an arm around the bay and the headland.

  ‘Someone like Maldwyn Perkins you mean? Fat chance of that!’

  ‘Or someone else we’ve grown up with. Isn’t that what usually happens?’

  ‘Not for me. I like Maldwyn, mind, but I don’t want a boring future. The war is horrifying and there’s no good can come out of something so dreadful, but it has opened the door and allowed us a peep at what’s outside our safe little world, hasn’t it?’

  ‘I hope you don’t leave, Delyth. I’d be lost if you weren’t here.’

  ‘Don’t worry,’ Delyth laughed. ‘You’re probably right and all my plans for adventure in the big wide world will fade when I meet the man of my dreams. But it won’t be Maldwyn Perkins, that much is certain.’ She tried to convince herself she meant it, that Maldwyn wasn’t part of her dreams, as she took out her pencils and flipped open the pad. She began to draw: strong, confident strokes marking the shapes and a softer lead filling in the varying depths and facets of the rocks topped with grass and the burgeoning promise of the new season’s wild flowers.

  Madge watched her friend’s efforts for a while then opened her book. Her bookmark was a photograph of her dead husband and she stopped now and then to stare at it, trying to convince herself he was not coming back. As always, she failed. She stared across the empty beach at the incoming tide and pretended he was out there in a small boat, waiting to be found. He was only eighteen. How could he be dead?

  * * *

  Maldwyn Perkins leaned against the sea wall and looked down at the smooth golden sand. The tide was far out — ‘Gone to Somerset,’ the locals joked. Mal had heard the remark often, and every time the listener laughed as though hearing it for the first time. He wasn’t a local but wished he were. He had always lived in the same valley town as Delyth and Madge, and this was his special place, his day out. He came as often as he could to enjoy a few hours of the sea air, envying those who stayed.

  His home was Bryn Teg, an hour’s journey to the north, a small, friendly valley town to which the coal mines gave life. Behind the house was a stream that ran black from the coal and dust that it collected on its journey to the sea. He’d been happy in the neat little terraced house near the stream, but everything in his life had changed since his mam had died and his father had married Winifred and brought her to live with them. Now, with his father dead and Winifred making the little house hers alone, he no longer felt a
part of the place. Particularly since Winifred had told him she would be leaving the house — the house his parents had struggled to buy and maintain — to her niece.

  He leaned on the strong sea wall and looked down at the beach and the few people wandering along, stopping occasionally like himself to enjoy the peace of out-of-season St David’s Well Bay, and wished he could forget his stepmother and stay here, where he felt anonymous but with a completely illogical sense of belonging.

  It was April 1942 and he was aware that among the people gathering for a few hours of simple pleasure there were very few men. If only he had been able to join up. Instead he sold flowers and tried to ignore the insults of those who accused him of avoiding the fight. He shivered as the slightly chill wind blew mites of sand across the promenade in a pattern of swirls, changing and re-forming as he watched.

  He saw a couple of men walking down the slope at the end of the promenade and on to the sand, carrying some lengths of metal. He settled to watch, content to be entertained by their efforts, which he soon realised were to set up the base for one of the stalls that would soon be selling beach balls, flags, windmills and balloons, as well as the inevitable buckets and spades.

  It would be a couple of weeks yet before the stalls opened for business, but with so many men serving in the forces the stallholders would take advantage of help when it was offered rather than wait for the right time.

  He watched as the lengths of metal were fastened together to form the frame of the stall, which later on would be clad in striped or brightly painted canvas: then his eyes wandered, looking for further amusement. He found it in the café high on the cliff path to his right. A voice, shouting angrily, alerted him to the activity near the steep metal steps that led up from the beach.

  ‘Marged! Leave that will you, and help me get this bit of wood in place.’

  She was a long way away but her voice was shrill and in the silence of the morning, with the tide so far away, the reply was loud and clear.

  ‘For heaven’s sake, Huw. I can’t now this minute! You’ll have to wait!’

  Maldwyn turned and ran towards the steps, his feet sinking into the soft sand at each stride. ‘Hang about, I’ll come and help you,’ he called to a man at the top of a ladder who was banging on the window of the café.

  ‘There you are,’ the woman’s voice shouted, as though she had personally performed a miracle, ‘if the Lord don’t come, he sends.’

  Maldwyn climbed the metal stairway, his shoes making them ring with every step, smiling at being described as God’s messenger.

  The man, who introduced himself as Huw Castle, proprietor of Castle’s Café, waved vaguely at his wife and said, ‘That’s Marged,’ then explained what he wanted. Maldwyn held a piece of wood in place while Huw fixed it with hot bone-glue and screws. ‘Takes a bit of a battering, this place does,’ he explained as he climbed in through the café window and invited Maldwyn to do the same. ‘Every year we have to start early to get the place ready for the season. There’s always a bit of patching needs doing.’

  Marged handed them both cups of tea and welshcakes, hot from the bakestone where more were cooking. As always when strangers met, they were soon discussing the war.

  ‘You heard about Malta being awarded the George Cross?’ Huw asked.

  Maldwyn nodded. ‘I don’t know how they’ve coped with the incessant bombing without giving in. What’s so remarkable is that it isn’t just a handful of brave people, it’s the whole island in agreement, refusing to give in, determined to repel the German Army.’

  ‘Heroes every one of ‘em,’ Huw agreed. ‘Dozens of supply ships sunk and them on the brink of starvation and still they won’t give in. Them and our Merchant Navy and Royal Navy boys show Hitler why we won’t ever be beat and that’s a fact,’ he added.

  ‘We have a son in the Army,’ Marged said, staring at him with undisguised disapproval. ‘Our Eynon was only seventeen when he joined up. And our Ronnie was wounded so bad he couldn’t go back.’

  ‘Everyone is in the same boat, worrying about our boys,’ Huw sighed. ‘My brother Bleddyn who works with us has already lost one son, and his Johnny in the thick of it. Terrible worry.’

  ‘In case you’re wondering,’ Maldwyn said, ‘the reason I’m not in the forces is because my eyesight is poor. They reckon I’d be a liability rather than a help,’ he said, attempting a joke to cover his embarrassment.

  ‘What do you do? Munitions factory or something?’ Huw asked.

  When Maldwyn, shame-faced, admitted he worked in a flower shop, Huw burst out laughing. ‘Damn me, that’s funny. Us sitting here talking about bravery and me selling buckets and spades and you selling flowers. Thank God for our wonderful servicemen and the remarkable Maltese civilians.’

  Maldwyn felt ashamed, as always, when he explained about his job. He had started there as a young boy and had felt no desire to do anything different. He had tried to find an occupation that would help the war effort but each time he had been turned down. Huw sensed his embarrassment and tried to comfort him. Marged watched over the welshcakes on the bakestone and said nothing. There was disapproval in the swiftness of her movements as she turned the flat cakes over, and in her eyes as she looked at him from time to time. She glared angrily at her husband too.

  Why should this boy be safe, while Ronnie was suffering from a damaged leg and Eynon was out there facing danger every moment of his young life? Eynon had already been captured, and had escaped from a prison camp to return to his unit. Huw’s brother had lost one son and the other was in North Africa. How could Huw be so kind to a man of conscription age who sold flowers and make a joke of it?

  Maldwyn learned that the Castle family owned other businesses as well, including a fish-and-chip shop/restaurant, run by Huw’s brother Bleddyn, and a shop that sold novelty seaside rock and other sweets. ‘They’re talking about rationing sweets before the summer’s out, and a sweet shop hit by rationing would no longer survive here on the beach. Being seasonal, we couldn’t cope with the conditions of rationing. We can put leftover buckets and spades away until the next season, but you can’t do that with sweets,’ Huw explained.

  ‘Sell food instead,’ Maldwyn suggested. ‘Bacon and pease pudding goes down well,’ he added. ‘Off-ration food is a sure way to make money.’

  Huw looked thoughtful but shook his head. ‘I doubt if I’ll get a licence. No, it’ll have to be a gift shop selling souvenirs and saucy postcards like so many more.’

  As Maldwyn thanked them and walked away, Huw shook his head and said, ‘There goes an unhappy man.’

  ‘Serve him right, cowardly and useless that he is.’

  ‘No, no, Marged. I don’t think he’s either of those things. I like him. Pity ’elp us if we condemn people without knowing their story.’

  Maldwyn went back to the promenade via the metal steps and across the sand. On the promenade he stopped again and looked down towards the edge of the tide, which was slowly approaching. There were more people about now: mothers with children wrapped up in woollen hats and thick scarves against the chill wind, playing chase with the waves, daring to go close then running back as though followed by a fearsome monster. How many times had he played that same game? Other children, wearing matching hats and coats and with leather leggings that buttoned all the way down the sides to protect their legs from the cold, walked sedately beside prams being pushed by neatly dressed mothers. There were young women dressed unnecessarily smartly for such an outing, giggling at nothing at all, just friends enjoying themselves. He felt a pang of envy. He was twenty-three and there wasn’t much laughter in his life, and few people he could call friends.

  Poor eyesight had lost him the chance of escaping from home when conscription began and he knew that he lacked the nerve to make a move without an excuse, even though his stepmother hinted that she wanted him to leave. He had to get away. If he could make the break and live in a place like St David’s Well, his life would change, he knew it. But leaving eve
rything behind him would take a lot of courage. Like leaping off the highest diving-board without being able to see the water below. He didn’t think he could do it.

  It wasn’t as though he had any useful skills. He worked in a florist, and that wouldn’t get him far if he went looking for work. He couldn’t find useful war work: with his eyes being less than perfect, the Army were doubtful about his ability. The thought of an accident had made them shake their heads when he had tried. Nonsense really. He needed glasses, so what? There were plenty of servicemen who did. His eyes were hazy at times, slow to focus, that was all, but his failure to be accepted into the Army seemed to mark him down as useless.

  * * *

  Vera spent most of her day on the beach. It wasn’t really warm enough for sunbathing and it was too early in the season to swim, so she sat in the shelter of the rocks and read a book, unaware that Delyth and Madge, whom she had known at school, were sitting not far away. She had seen them leaving the train, and had also watched Maldwyn hurrying through the exit on some errand of his own. Vera was a gregarious person and spending a day without company was not something she enjoyed. She snapped the book shut, not having taken in a single word of what she had read, and wandered up to the few shops and cafés that were open for business. Surely she’d find someone to talk to?

  She was determined not to go home until late. Perhaps she’d be lucky and her father would be out, either on his fire-watching or at a Home Guard meeting. Pity he was too old for the Army. It would have been nice to be without his disapproving presence for a while. She and her mam and her sisters would manage all right, even though Mam was getting a bit vague and kept telling them she’d never cope without him. She probably only said it to flatter him into thinking he was needed, Vera thought unkindly.