Whistlin' Dixie (Tempered Steel Book 1)

by Adams, Maggie

  The house reminded her of Grandpa Harris’s cabin, and she felt the pang of homesickness wash over her once again. How she wished he was here to hold her and help her through this horrible problem. “This is beautiful, Jamie. I can’t believe no one wants to buy this. Let’s talk to the bank in the morning. I want this house.” She turned to Jamie with a smile on her face and the most enthusiasm she had felt in weeks.

  Jamie reddened at his faux pas and hastened to explain. “Um, this isn’t the house for sale, Dixie. This is Mac’s house. I just wanted to stop in here first to show you how cool it was. I’m sorry. I really didn’t mean to mislead you,” he finished softly.

  Dixie closed her eyes and hung her head. It just wasn’t fair. Not only did another woman have the man of her dreams, he lived in the house of her dreams. Slowly, she made her way back to the car, and Jamie silently drove back into town, the vacant house forgotten.

  That night she dreamed of Mac in his house and his children with laughing gray eyes and coal black hair. She tossed and turned until she admitted to herself that she was, indeed, in love with that house and the dreams that it offered. Almost as fast as I fell in love with the owner. No matter what he had done, she was still in love with Mac. Love had sneaked up on her, just like Grandpa Harris had said it would - only it wasn’t the most wonderful feeling in the world. Grandpa had lied.

  It hurt.

  She glanced at the phone, willing it to ring, wondering how she could have fallen in love so quickly, especially with a man who obviously didn’t feel the same way about her. He hadn’t even cared enough to call and admit he was wrong.

  Well at least he hadn’t cared enough to continue to call after I hung up on in the first five times. Apparently a man of Mac’s character can only take so much rejection.

  Who’s side are you on, anyway?

  I’m for whichever side will allow me a decent night’s sleep. Now, pick up that phone and call him. Let him explain. Apologize and be happy. You get your man, your house, and your dreams and I get some sleep!

  What if he doesn’t want me anymore? I’m a lot to take. I’ve got a horrible temper. What if I’ve pushed him into another woman’s arms?

  What if you didn’t? What if he’s just as miserable as you are? Would you rather spend the rest of your life crying yourself to sleep over what might have been?

  Dixie cringed at that statement. An endless life of pain because she was scared of being rejected? Was it better to cry at night but cling to that bit of hope - or to face it head on and deal with the consequences?

  All right. I’ll call him in the morning.

  Why don’t you call him now?

  It’s three o’clock in the morning! I’m not going to wake him up.

  Afraid a woman will answer?

  Yes!

  Dixie punched her pillow. The last thing she remembered as sleep finally overtook her was that tiny voice in her head taunting her.

  Chicken.

  The next afternoon, Dixie found a note taped to her car door as she was leaving the school parking lot. Peeling it off, her eyes widened as she read:

  Dear Ms. Dixie, we don’t want you to be said no more so we aksed our fokes how to fall in love. They gave us these ideas. Be nice. u r so u can skip that one. Look perdy all the time. U can skip this one to. Sleep in the same bed. Kiss and stuff. Cook good food. My dad says pies r bestis. Love, your class. PS. Gonna send this letter to mstr colsun so u can be happy. p.p.s. my big bruvr helpt us. he can rit.

  Dixie leaned her head against the car door. “Good grief. Now even the kids in town are matchmaking.” Something had to be done about this. Even if she and Mac couldn’t resolve their differences, at least they could patch things up enough to be friends. No, she clarified - she knew she could never be just friends with Mac. He was the love of her life and she had to acknowledge that and find a way to fix this mess. She glanced at the letter on the seat next to her. Well, at least she had an excuse to call him.

  As soon as she arrived home, she tried to contact Mac at the company office, only to be told by Dottie that he was out on the job site. She hated to leave a message on such a personal matter. Then, too, maybe Mac had instructed Dottie to deflect her calls. That depressed her. He had done that before.

  Suddenly, it became imperative that she talk to Mac today to settle this matter between them. She grabbed her keys and drove to the company offices, where Chance told her that Mac had, indeed, gone out on a job, and he wasn’t expected back before late that night. With a tearful sigh, she turned away from Chance’s assessing gaze. “You can try him on his cell. Do you have the number?”

  Dixie offered a bland smile but shook her head. This was too important for a phone call. It needed to be face to face. One more night and this would all be over. She would definitely see him after school tomorrow. She would apologize for jumping to conclusions and calmly asked for an explanation of what she had witnessed. Then they could air out their differences once and for all.

  Hopefully, everyone in town would go back to minding their own business.

  Once she decided on her course of action, Dixie felt better. Maybe Jamie was right and this was all just a silly misunderstanding. If that was the case, she knew she’d have to swallow her pride. She was tired of this silly waiting game. She wanted Mac. She wanted him back in her life, and she wanted him back in her bed. Hell, she just wanted to see him.

  CHAPTER EIGHT

  “Well, Ben, you got a news for me about the vandalism?” Mac inquired as they walked along the bluffs near the construction company offices. He had spent the last few weeks thinking about ways to trap this guy, but nothing was working. Nothing new came to mind. Well, nothing except Dixie. She was on his mind constantly. He couldn’t eat. He couldn’t sleep. He couldn’t think. And he didn’t really know what the hell to do about it.

  “Nope, no new leads - I’m sorry Mac. But I did come to talk to you about something.” Ben hitched up his pants and took a deep breath as he looked out toward the Mississippi River sparkling in the midday sun. “The way I see it, son, Dixie’s a lot like this here old River. Usually, she’s calm as you please.”

  Mac looked him in astonishment. “Are we talking about Dixie Harris?”

  “Hush up and let me finish. Now where was I? Oh yes. She’s as calm as you please, but underneath, there’s a strong current of passions. Suddenly a storm whips up, and she unleashes her fury, only to subside, leaving devastation in her wake. But once the river’s in your blood, boy, you can’t live without her.”

  Mac stared open mouthed at Ben, trying to judge if he was serious. By the earnest expression on the old man’s face, he apparently was. Mac didn’t know how to respond. He wasn’t sure he even understood it correctly. “That’s, um, very profound, Ben.” Mac tried to keep a straight face.

  To his surprise, the old man actually blushed. Adjusting his glasses, Ben stammered, “Well, me and the missus are taking one of them creative writing courses. She thinks I should get in touch with my feminine side.” He harrumphed and winked at Mac. “Of course I told her that seeing she’s my better half, she was my feminine side and if she wanted me to touch her, then just give a holler.” He smiled in his eyes twinkled.

  Mac grinned and shook his head. The old guy was giving him advice on his love life. Well, he had been married for over forty years. “You are truly a Renaissance man, Ben.”

  Ben grinned and slapped Mac on the back. “Ain’t it the truth, son. Ain’t it the truth.”

  Two days later, Mac was sitting at his mother’s table, tasting pies and trying not to think about Dixie. The kitchen was laden with dirty dishes, as Ginny was trying out different recipes and variations of recipes for the cookbook she wanted to feature in the general store. Tonight was Mac’s night to play guinea pig.

  “This was sent by special messenger for you today, dear,” Ginny Coalson handed Mac the folded sheet of paper with a gleam in her eyes.

  He threw his mother a puzzled look and sat down at the kitchen tab
le to read it as she placed a piece of strawberry pie in front of him.

  Dear Mstr Colsun, you say sorry to Miz Dixie for hurtn her feellands…

  Mac read the note again to make sure he had understood it. Then he looked up at his mother, standing at the kitchen stove with a smug look on her face. “Who delivered this?”

  “A young man, about seven years old. Now, aren’t you ashamed of yourself? You’ve got the entire school worried about her. It’s bad enough she just lost her grandfather, now you’ve broken her heart. I’m very disappointed in you, Mackenzie Coalson.” She set a cup of coffee next to the pie. “You march right over there and you fix it. It’s obvious she’s a good girl. She wouldn’t have their support if she wasn’t. Children are inherently honest.”

  “Now wait just a damn minute! I was ready to explain to her that night, but she wouldn’t listen. And then she called me everything but a man in front of a street full of people. And how do you even know she’s sad because of our argument? Maybe her goldfish died or something.” Mac tucked into his strawberry pie with a vengeance, then took a scalding swallow of coffee. “And another thing, how the hell do you know she’s a good girl? She’d be the first to tell you, she’s not a girl, she’s a woman. Besides, you’ve never met her. And her grandfather passing, how’d you even know about that?”

  He wiped his mouth and held up his hand. “No, don’t tell me. I’ve got a pretty damn good idea. The local grapevine has been working overtime, hasn’t it? Well, you can tell all those old biddies down at the parlor to mind their own damn business.” He stood up and sat his dishes in the sink. “That pie was the best one so far. Put it in your book,” he growled. He started to walk out the door.

  “Now you hold on one minute, buddy. Number one, you do not curse in this house. Number two, this letter was not written by some old biddies, it was written by innocent children and you owe them an explanation. And number three, I love you, but as your mother I’m gonna tell you that you are acting like a horse’s ass.” She rounded on him. “You say Dixie’s got a temper, well, so do you. But if you love that girl or even like her a lot, you’ve got to figure out a way for the two of you to live together without tearing each other apart.”

  “And just how do I do that, Mom? Just let her walk all over me?” Mac argued.

  “You start by making her listen. And then you tell her what your feelings are and ask if she feels the same. And then if she does, set down some rules about honesty and about jumping to conclusions. And then you get married and have babies,” Ginny Coalson finished softly as she walked over to hug her oldest son.

  “And what if she says no?” He pushed the question past the lump in his throat as he returned her embrace.

  “She won’t,” Ginny promised as she kissed him on the cheek then pointed to the letter still lying on the table. “That letter proves she’s just as miserable without you as you are without her.”

  *****

  Mac hit the intercom on his desk to ask Dottie for some coffee, but heard Jamie’s voice instead.

  “Dottie? I need an appointment,” Jamie fiddled with the collar of his shirt.

  Mac’s secretary looked up from her typing. Since she’d been the recipient of her fair share of Mac’s foul moods, she was more than happy to oblige. “You talking business or Dixie?

  “I’m sick and tired of watching Dixie mope around the house. She’s lost weight. She’s moody. She is, generally speaking, a total pain in the ass. And I’m sick and tired of hearing Mac snap at everyone. The whole place was walking on eggshells around him. Not to mention the fact that Mac look like death and it isn’t because of the long hours he’s putting in.” Jamie took a breath then continued, “But most of all, I’m sick and tired of answering all the questions about the two of them, and then asking the questions the two of them ask about each other while trying to act as if they don’t care. It’s making me crazy”

  “You know he would never act this way unless he was deeply hurt… or deeply in love. And since he’s too stubborn to admit either one, I’m going to help him. You are going to make sure this little meeting between the two of you clears the air and helps the romance along, you understand?” She ran her fingers down her scheduling book. “Let’s see… how about right now?” She smiled up at Jamie.

  “Now?” He squeaked. “I thought I’d have a little more time to prepare, to think things through…”

  “To talk yourself out of it?”Dottie smiled. “No time like the present, I always say.”

  Mac heard her chair squeak and released the intercom button. Aww, hell.

  Dottie poked her head in. “You have a visitor.”

  Mac didn’t even look up. “It’s not my calendar,” he rumbled.

  “Then I guess I forgot to write it in. Sorry,” she said sweetly as she ushered Jamie in. “Good luck,” she whispered as she closed the door.

  Mac groaned inwardly and gestured for Jamie to take a seat. He knew what was coming. Since the fight, Mac had been interrogated by the entire town. Everyone had an opinion on how to rectify the situation and bring them back together. Apparently, this was yet another person intent on putting in his two cents worth.

  “Mac, er.” Jamie cleared his throat, then began speaking rapidly as he stared at the carpet. “We need to talk. I want to know just what went on between you and my sister. Although I know it’s not my business, I’m making it my business. I’m tired of coming home and listening to Dixie cry herself to sleep and to be truthful, we’re all get a little tired of tiptoeing around your temper. I don’t know all the details, but I do know that you’re both miserable and I think you should talk about it.” He finished his little speech, then dared to peek at Mac to gauge his reaction.

  “Talk about it? I’ve tried talking about it to the only other person that’s directly involved in this debacle, but she’s not talking to me. I tried sending flowers, but she apparently overturned the vase and dumped the contents on the florist’s shoes, which I felt obliged to reimburse him for, by the way.” He took a deep breath and continued. “I could confront her at the grade school, but making any kind of declaration in front of thirty children wasn’t exactly what I had in mind. And I don’t think they’d like to see her temper at the school. I can’t think of any other solutions. So unless you got some grand ideas, just get the hell out of my office.”

  Mac needed to get Dixie alone, somewhere private, where he could explain the situation to her calmly. Where he could take her in his arms and declare his love. Where he could spank the living daylights out of her for giving him so much grief over the past three weeks.

  “Yeah, I heard about the flowers,” Jamie grinned. “You could always sneak up behind her and truss her up. And she’d have to sit and listen to you.”

  Mac cracked a smile for the first time in weeks at the mental picture of Dixie bound and gagged and furious, blue fire flashing from her eyes. “It’s a tempting thought, but I hope it doesn’t come down to that. Any other suggestions?” He didn’t want to fight. He just wanted to have her back in his life.

  Because he was definitely in love with the hot tempered woman. It was as simple as that. “Have a seat, Jamie. I need an idea, preferably one that doesn’t involve ropes and gags. Well, at least not right now.”

  “I don’t need to hear that, okay?” Jamie groaned. “You know this means I’m going to be disqualified from the bet at Montana Max’s saloon.”

  Mac’s eyes narrowed. “And what bet is that?”

  “The one about who’s going to apologize first, you or Dixie.” Jamie’s eyes twinkled. “The whole town’s in on it, you know.”

  “And just who started the bet, if I may ask?”

  “Chance did, I think. Or maybe it was Nick or could’ve been Lucky. I’m not sure.” Jamie paused.

  Mac buried his head in his hands and groaned. “Good Lord, what next?”

  *****

  Across town, Dixie was finishing up with the kindergarten “Show and Tell”. Jason Cranston was last to bring
up his object. “Okay Jason, what do you have for us today?” She smiled up at him.

  He was a handsome boy with chestnut hair and green eyes. He was also very shy because he tended to stutter if he got excited. Her patience with this issue had been amply paid off in her mind. Jason’s stutter was less pronounced, and his self-esteem had improved markedly since she had taken her free time to help them with his speech. The closest speech therapist was thirty miles away in Alton, and his parents had no way to get him there.

  Slowly, Jason made his way up to the front of the class. He paused with his chin down to his chest, peeking at her from behind his lashes. Dixie noticed that he appeared to be very excited about his objects, but the fear of stuttering was making him wary of showing his possessions. He was such an impressionable child and this was a big moment for him. If the other children laughed or giggled, Dixie knew his self-esteem would receive a stunning blow. However, a victory today could be the impetus needed for Jason to conquer the speech impediment.

  “Come on, Jason,” Dixie coaxed quietly, “the kids are waiting to see what you brought today. I bet it’s something exciting. Is it too heavy? Your arms seem to be straining. Do you want me to help you take it out of the bag so you can show us?” She smiled encouragingly and lifted her hands to help.

  Jason shook his head then reached inside the bag to pull out his surprise. He was shuffling his feet in eagernes. It looked like he would definitely overcome his shyness. But as Jason revealed his surprise, the color drained from Dixie’s face.

  “Oh my God! Jason, honey, be careful. Where did you get that?” Dixie whispered as she stared in horror at the pistol the little boy was holding in front of him. He was pointing it straight at the class and the children began to scream. He flinched at the sound and swung the pistol toward her. He looked confused by the children’s reaction, then his eyes began to fill with tears and his lower lip quivered.