by Natavia
I had tears in my eyes because I know I could lose him over this bullshit. We talked for a few minutes until I got home. If anybody could get Royal to come see me, it would be her. I knew she was going to come through for me. I was getting my man back and I couldn’t wait.
Royal
I greeted Vera at the door with Parker asleep in my arms. We went to Chuck E Cheese’s and she tired herself out. Vera was a gorgeous plus-sized woman that looked like Queen Latifah.
“You need to go over there and see about Cam. She was talking real crazy. I have never in all my life heard Cam sound so down. She can’t even make it over here to pick up her own daughter. Can you please go over there and check up on her?”
Vera knows I couldn’t tell her no. I’ve known her since I could remember.
“Okay, Aunt Vera.” I kissed her cheek then Parker’s and exited out of the door. I knew she was bullshitting but I wasn’t going to call her out on it.
Vera doesn’t play. I remembered when I got gum in Cam’s hair. I was six years old and Cam had to be about three. Vera gave me a serious ass whipping. I couldn’t sit down for a few days. Corey stays clear of her. Cam’s pops was cool. You barely saw him and when you did, he didn’t say much.
At Cam’s house, I used my key. Although I wasn’t fucking with her like that, she’s not getting her key back. She better not even think about having another nigga stepping foot in a house I paid for. I think she put blood in my spaghetti or something because all I think about is her. I almost caved in when she came switching into my office today. She needs to feel what she has been putting me through these past couple of months. I’m tired of all her games.
I apologized for fucking Honey. If Cam can’t get over it, we should go our separate ways. I’m not saying that I want her to just forget what I did; that’s impossible. I know I was wrong but if our relationship is going to be based on this years from now, we might as well say fuck it.
The house smelled of vanilla and lavender. It was also spotless. I even tried hiring someone to clean for her but she told me she was not handicapped. I love her strong will. She was perfect. She cooks, cleans, sexes me right, and she handles my financial books for my businesses. She does it all but I’m not feeling the fact she can’t cut shit off completely with her old nigga. The fact that she ran straight to him has me wondering how long she has been doing it and why she felt so comfortable doing it if they weren’t messing around like that.
They have to have some type of communication but all that extra bullshit was not called for. He got one more time to disrespect me and it’s lights out for him. I spared that bitch nigga’s life too many times.
“Cam, bring your ass down here! You got your mother falling for your lies and shit. I got somewhere to be!” I shouted from downstairs.
“I’m right here, Daddy!”
I was speechless. She stood at the top of the spiral staircase with a black fishnet bodysuit on. It was digging in between her fat pussy lips. I licked my lips. Her titties were sitting up with her nipples poking through the holes. When she walked down the steps in those high ass spiked stripper heels, I zoned out. I had to grab my dick. Her blue glitter lipstick and heavy eye make-up was ghetto as fuck but I didn’t care. That shit was sexy!
“You like it, baby?”
She turned around while slowly bouncing her ass cheeks. Pre-cum was close to oozing out of my shaft. She put any stripper broad that I came across to shame. That ass was a masterpiece. Cam was built just like Tiny’s home girl, Shakana, but just a little thicker. I love every single last bit of her juicy ass!
She pulled me towards her then gripped my dick that was straining to get out of my pants. Cam bit my bottom lip. She gently slapped my face then bit my bottom lip again. She was trying to get a reaction out of me.
“Why you acting like you don’t miss me?” she asked, grabbing my hand and putting it between her legs. Cam was soaking wet. She licked her juices off my hand then stuck her tongue in my mouth. That was bold as fuck but I wasn’t mad at all. I forgot why I was even mad at her.
I grabbed the back of her head roughly. “Don’t you ever fucking run to another nigga again! Next time it’s going to bloodshed! I put that on everything I love! Keep fucking with my feelings and you going see a whole new different nigga!” I gritted. She nodded her head then I kissed her. She moaned. I slipped a finger into her and she started fucking it back.
“Baby, wait. I have a surprise for you.”
She pulled me into the living room. She pushed me down on the sofa. She had a bottle of D’usse chilling on ice next to the sofa. She turned the system up and Waka Flaka blared through the surround sound. That’s when I noticed the stripper pole on the mini stage set in front of the fireplace. I’m glad she is finally using it. She gave me hell when I bought it. I took a sip of the smooth cognac.
Cam was twerking to the lyrics. I knew Cam could move by the way she would ride me but twerking those big ass cheeks with that butterfly on it made me want to empty my bank accounts for her. I pulled out three knots then started throwing hundred dollar bills.
Cam climbed to the top of the pole, came swirling down, then dropped into a split while making her ass cheeks bounce. Cam’s been holding back on me! She got down on her knees with her hands on her ankles, legs spread slowly, and bouncing her ass cheeks with her backside facing me.
After she was done, she sat on the coffee table in front of me with her legs wide open. She ripped the material completely off .I now had a full view of her shiny wet pussy. She was dripping on the table. My mouth watered but I waited to see what else she had stored for me. She grabbed a silver toy that looked like a giant ass bullet to a gun but it buzzed. I’m not into sex toys but it’s her night. Cam can do whatever she wants and she did that when she started pleasing herself with it.
“Ohhhh baby, this feels soooo good!” she moaned while pulling at her own nipples.
I freed myself from my pants and started stroking it. She placed the toy inside of her pussy. There was a small puddle starting to form beneath her.
“That’s right, shorty, Get it nice and wet for daddy!”
She screamed that she was about to cum. She squirted as her legs shook.
“Come over here and ride this dick! And if you don’t ride it right, I’m going to start punishing shit!”
She climbed on top of my pole and slid down slowly. I bit my lip. I was never one to bust a nut so quick but I almost did. Her hotbox was warm, wet, and tight as hell. It was too wet. Cam pussy felt different but I wasn’t complaining. As she was riding me, I felt a vibration on my nuts. I slid a finger in her ass to see where it was coming from. She had the bullet between her ass cheeks. The sensation was driving me crazy. It was official. I was pussy whipped. She squeezed her muscles around me. An animal-like growl slipped from me. She licked behind my ear. I was ready to bust one off. She rode me faster and harder and was screaming too damn loud. I lifted up, grinding into her spot until her eyes rolled to the back of her head. She throws her head back leaving her neck fully exposed. I sucked on her neck then lightly bit her nipples. She screamed as she came.
“Are you going to give me a baby?” I asked, slamming her down onto my dick.
“Are you coming home to us?” she asked.
If Cam wanted me to sell my house, I would, even though I would be downsizing. That shit no longer mattered to me.
“I’m already home!” I told her as I filled her with my seeds. She kissed me passionately. Cam bent over on the sofa then spread her ass cheeks and gave me a view of her pussy. I instantly caught another erection.
“Stick in, baby!” she said fingering herself. I thrust into her with all my strength. I grabbed Cam hair and banged her back out. I smacked her ass.
“Who’s your nigga, Cam?” I asked thrusting into her sex then I pulled out. I smacked my dick across her ass cheek making her pussy clench.
“Who is your fucking nigga, Cam?” I asked again slamming my dick into her until she gasped.
I took her breath away. Cam couldn’t talk. She couldn’t answer me as I fucked her long, hard, and rough. Juices ran down her leg and her body convulsed. I went in for the kill. I pulled out then slammed back into her again. This time I locked her ass in underneath me and gave her the long dick. I usually make love to Cam but she need realize who the fuck I am! When her muscles started tighten around me, I slid two fingers inside of her anus.
“I can’t stop squirting!” she screamed as her pussy juices continuously flowed.
Holding my dick at her entrance, I started stabbing her with it. When she squirted again, I rammed into her; her body went limp. I laughed because Cam couldn’t take the dick. I pulled out then flipped her over.
“I can’t take it!” she screamed.
“Shut the fuck up! This is my shit! Complain one more time and watch what I do!”
I put her legs over my shoulders and gave her the best dick I ever gave any woman. The more she pushed me away, the deeper I went. When I pinned her legs up by her ears, she squirted so hard her juices flew on my lip. She goes limp again. I pinched her nipple, thrusting into her harder. I gently smacked her face like how she did me earlier.
“Fuck me back, Cam! Work that pussy on my dick! You wanted this, right? Fuck you laying here like a virgin for?”
She wrapped her legs around me. I played with her swollen pink pearl as she rotated her hips. I held her legs up like a V by her ankles. She pushed me away. I smacked her hand away.
We fucked in the living room for almost two hours. As soon as my head hit the pillow, I was out. A few moments later, Cam straddled me.
“Come on, I’m too tired!” She had drained the life out of me.
“Boy shut up and open the envelope.” She handed it to me.
I opened it. It read Congratulations! A sonogram picture fell out.
“What’s this, Cam?”
“We are about to have baby!”
I was ready cry like a bitch but I didn’t. I pulled Cam close to me and kissed her. I didn’t even realize her little pouch until now.
“How far are we?” I asked, rubbing her stomach.
“Fourteen weeks. I went to the doctor four days ago. That’s why I was trying to call you. I got so sick the night of the party and was sick the day after. I knew it wasn’t a stomach bug but, like always, you never answer when it’s something important,” she said smartly.
I was ready say something but she hushed me. “The past is the past. We are going to get this right from here on out. We are about to have another baby and now I need you more than ever. I won’t bring up Honey and I don’t want you bringing up Koran. This is a new beginning for us,” she said.
I was cool with that but I still didn’t change my mind about killing his ass. Cam officially belongs to me. I won’t hesitate to body a nigga over her and that’s real nigga shit!
Tee-Tee
“You stupid ass bitch!” I yelled at Corey.
Mook called my phone and he answered. I don’t know why he was calling me. He was just a one-night stand, but still, it wasn’t none of Corey’s business.
“You still fucking while you pregnant, though? You’re still the same sneaky ass whore. But you changed right?” he yelled back.
“First of all, I’m not fucking anybody! Second of all, I am single!” I threw a soda can at him.
“Calm down before your blood pressure goes up.” he spoke calmly.
I had to sit down. My ass has gotten huge! I went from a size five to a twelve. My ankles were swollen and I had stretch marks on my stomach and hips. Why was pregnancy so damn depressing? Not to mention that I was alone and had even isolated myself from everyone. I was still embarrassed about what Ashaun and I did. I cried because that’s all I seemed to like doing lately. Damn, I couldn’t wait until Coren gets here.
“I’m so alone. All I have is Cam to lean on,” I sobbed.
“Come on, baby, don’t do that! You know my mom still loves you. You’ve been ignoring her and everybody else. You choose to be alone!”
“I’m embarrassed, Corey, damn! What fucking part don’t you get?” I snapped at him.
His phone rang for the twentieth time .he looked at it then put it back in his pocket.
“Go ahead and answer it. I already know it’s Myla’s knocked kneed ass!”
Corey thinks I don’t know about him fucking with Killa’s girlfriend’s sister Myla. Now the little bitch might be going to family dinners and getting to know everyone. I had no one to blame but myself. I pushed the only man I have ever loved away.
“Why the fuck you worried about her when you let Mook’s broke ass one night you? You are supposed to upgrade, not downgrade!” he snapped.
“Dick is dick. Besides, I have my own fucking money!” He looked like he wanted to fuck me up but I no longer cared. I was done kissing his ass.
“Man, I’m out! I can’t be around your silly ass without wanting to strangle you!” He walked towards the door.
“Running away is not going to solve shit! We have to deal with each other for eighteen years!”
He grilled me looking good as ever. I haven’t had sex since the last time we made love and that was three and a half months ago.
“You don’t understand, Tee-Tee. I can’t look at you. Sometimes, I think I could forgive you but I’m having a hard time too. I don’t think I ever will. Call my mom and my sister; you are going to have to face them eventually. How you’re doing my folks is fucked up. They still consider you family. I still love you though. You are the mother of my daughter. If you need someone to talk to, I am here. However, we are not good for each other. We can’t even get along so I will holla at you later.” Then he left.
The next day, I drove to Jamie’s shop. I was taking her lunch. She loved that nasty ass food from Chipotle. When I wobbled in, all eyes were on me. Keisha’s hoe ass had the nerve to roll her eyes at me. I guess she found out about me fucking Mook, her youngest two kids’ father. I smiled and waved at her. These hoes don’t faze me.
“Look at what the wind blew in,” Jamie said switching out of her office.
She caught me off guard when she hugged me. If a bitch fucked my husband, there would be crime scene tape decorating the city. I held out the bag.
“I brought you your fave.” I handed it to her.
“You read my mind. I’ve been thinking about this steak bowl all day.”
It looked she been thinking about it every day. She looked like she gained at least fifteen pounds since the last time I’d seen her.
“Can we talk somewhere privately?” I asked. I wanted to hurry up and get it over with. When she confronted me, we barely talked because she cursed me out and I let her.
“Sure, let’s go into my office. You look cute, by the way. Pregnancy really fits you.”
I was wearing dark gray wool stretch pants, an oversized black sweater, and a pair of black glitter UGG boots. My hair has grown out a little bit so I had it tapered in the back and sides with a swoop bang.
“Thanks but I feel like shit. My ass has gotten big,” I stressed.
She waved me off. “Girl, you are fine. I don’t think anyone ass can get big like Cam’s though. She has nothing but booty,” she laughed. I joined in.
“Look, Jamie, I know we talked about this before but I have to get some things off my chest. I am truly sorry. I swear I am. I think about it every day and it’s killing me. When I betrayed you and Corey, I wasn’t thinking and I promise that I never meant to hurt anyone. I cannot take back what I’ve done. I want to be forgiven. I know you can’t forget what I did but can you try to forgive me? Y’all are like real family to me and lately, I feel so alone. I even thought about committing suicide. My life has always been hell. Do you know why I was a virgin for the longest time?” I rhetorically asked her.
“My father used to make me perform oral sex on him. He started off sucking my small breasts when I was eleven while he jerked off. When I turned fourteen, he started sodomizing me. He couldn’t risk f
ucking me in my vagina. He was afraid of getting me pregnant. I couldn’t tell my mom because he threatened that he would kill me and I believed him. He was so damn mean to me. He even pissed in my mouth a few times. I hate that man. My mom started to get sick and it got worst. I guess she could no longer please him. No matter what he did, I still couldn’t tell my dying mother. Sometimes, I felt like she knew about it but, no matter what, I love her. I only hustled to help pay her medical bills because we were very poor. I started to even dress like a boy, thinking my father and other men wouldn’t find me attractive. I thought every man was cruel like him. I even tried being with a woman because of the hate I had for men but that didn’t work out at all. I was so confused about my sexuality then I met Corey. I used to see him here and there. When he came home from college, there was something different about him. His swag, his cockiness, and the fact that I could chill with him and be myself. I eventually fell in love with him .when I gave myself to your brother, I knew that he was the man of my dreams. But it also complicated things .I could no longer be the female I was. I thought he was trying to change me but now I know that was not the case. He loves me as much as I love him and he didn’t want anything to happen to me in the streets. I even took a few bullets for him. I rather die than live my life without him. Can you imagine the feeling that comes when someone you love that much no longer wants to be with you? It hurts so damn bad.” I burst out into tears.
Jamie hugged me then rubbed my back. “It’s okay, Tee-Tee. Let it all out. I forgave you but this little girl is a blessing. Even if everyone is against you, you can always count on your daughter to love you, flaws and all. Corey is still young. He loves you a lot but I think he really doesn’t know how to show it. You are the first woman he has ever been in love with. He is crushed right now. The first time he decides to fall in love, his heart gets broken. It’s hard for us to get used to new things. His way of getting back at you is by breaking you down emotionally. He knows you still want to be with him. He is pushing you away to get back at you for the pain you caused him. Let him be and he will come around. I know my brothers. Their egos are too damn big for rejections. Nothing lasts forever. Trust me, I know. You should tell Corey about your father. Help him figure you out .you can’t hold that from him. If you had told him, maybe things wouldn’t have gotten this far. Your dad might even be fucking around with your little brothers. I don’t trust that sick bitch around any children. But you can’t keep this in any longer because it’s holding you back from being happy.”