Lydia Dare Wolf Bundle

by Lydia Dare

  Your Grace, indeed! How would anyone ever get used to such a thing? Not that she needed to, since the title was only temporary.

  The doctor frowned, waiting for her to reply. So Lily nodded. “It’s just a bump. Truly, too much has been made of it.” It was certainly the least of her concerns at the moment.

  Had she really just lain in bed with the Duke of Blackmoor? Run her hands along his body, while he pressed her into the mattress? No matter everyone in this establishment thought she was his wife; she wasn’t, and it was a foolish thing to have done.

  “Ah, well,” the man began, pulling a chair up to the side of the bed, unaware of her inner turmoil. “Let me be the judge of that, shall we?”

  He gently prodded the bump above her hairline.

  “Your Grace, you should remove your pins, so I can have a better look.”

  “Oh?” Lily hadn’t thought her mussed chignon would be a hindrance. She sat up slowly and pulled a handful of pins from her hair, allowing her tresses to tumble to her shoulders.

  “That’s better,” the doctor said. Then he ran his fingers over the bump, making little sounds to himself. “There’s just a bit of blood.” He walked across the room and poured some water into a small bowl.

  He returned to the chair, dipped a cloth into the water, and pressed it against her injury. “Have you been experiencing headaches, ringing in your ears, or dizziness?”

  Lily frowned. “A little dizziness. Mainly it just feels like it’s throbbing.”

  Dr. Albright removed the cloth and applied a bit of ointment to her wound. “I’d say that’s fairly common for someone who overturned in a coach, Your Grace. You’re quite fortunate. I’ve seen much worse injuries.”

  So had Lily. “My sister died in a coaching accident.” If something had happened to her, Oliver would be alone again. The sudden thought made her heart lurch.

  He wouldn’t be completely alone. He’d have Blackmoor. Though Lily wasn’t certain that was good at all.

  Just then, the door quietly opened and William Westfield poked his head inside. “May I come in, Lily?”

  She wished he wouldn’t. She wished she never had to lay eyes on him again after what he’d witnessed earlier between herself and the duke, not that she could voice that opinion. Lily nodded. “Of course, Will.”

  He stepped inside, looking much more serious than he had the entire day. “So, Doc, what’s the verdict? Will my sister live?”

  Dr. Albright nodded and then rose from his seat. “Yes, she’ll be just fine. But I am going to give her a sleeping draught to get her through the night.”

  “Splendid,” Will said. “I’m sure my brother will be relieved. See me before you leave, Doctor, for your payment.” Then he looked at Lily, a frown marring his handsome face. “Sleep well, all right, dear?”

  Will wasn’t at all surprised to find Simon sitting alone at a far table in the taproom. That was understandable. That was Simon.

  Finding him earlier, stretched out across Lily Rutledge, looking like he was going to take her… Well, that had been a surprise. Not that Simon was a saint. He was far from it, as were he and Benjamin; but as a rule, none of them dallied with innocent misses. The strictest rule-follower of the pack was Simon.

  For a moment, Will felt a twinge of guilt for so mercilessly hounding his brother all day. But only for a moment. He’d enjoyed himself immensely and, had the tables been turned, he was certain Simon would have done the same. Benjamin would have been even worse. He shrugged off the feeling.

  However, watching his brother nurse a glass of whisky, looking more miserable than he had in the past six years, Will felt his enjoyment of the situation fade.

  He crossed the room in just a few strides and fell into the seat across from Simon. “Bit early to be so deep in your cups, don’t you think?”

  “Bugger off,” his brother snarled.

  Will smiled. He deserved that after all he’d put Simon through today. “Brilliant suggestion. Though I think I’ll wait for Molly.”

  Simon glanced up from his glass, frowning. “Who?”

  Will gestured at the buxom barmaid across the room. “Molly. Pretty little thing, isn’t she?” He winked at her, and she waved back.

  “For God’s sake, Will, it’s too close—”

  “—to the full moon,” Will finished. “Yes, I know. That didn’t seem to stop you earlier with Lily Rutledge.”

  Simon groaned and took another sip of his drink. “I don’t know what’s come over me.”

  It had looked, to Will, as though Simon had come over Lily Rutledge, but he chose to keep that thought to himself. He didn’t particularly care to have a whisky bottle smashed over his head. “Well, it’s obvious you have some feelings for the girl.”

  “I’m a goddamn fool.” Simon downed what was left of his glass.

  “So Ben’s been telling me for years.” Will grinned. “But, honestly, Simon, do you think getting properly foxed is going to change all that…” He pointed to the staircase that led to the sleeping rooms.

  “I’m hoping it will help me forget.”

  “That is a good plan.” Will nodded understandingly. “And in your position, I’d probably do the same thing.”

  Simon grunted in agreement.

  “The only problem with it,” Will continued, “is I don’t think Miss Rutledge is likely to forget.”

  A truly tortured look marred Simon’s brow. “Oh, God, Lily. I’ll have to talk to her.”

  He started to rise, but Will grabbed his arm, pushing him back in his seat. “Yes, but not tonight.” He’d never seen Simon so troubled. It was probably best for his brother to get a good night’s sleep. “The doctor gave her a sleeping draught. She won’t wake ’til morning.”

  Will waited until Simon seemed more in control before adding, “She’s not some tavern wench or merry widow, Simon.”

  “Don’t you think I know that?” his brother grumbled.

  Will sighed. “I think you need to think about what that means. Go for a walk. Clear your head, for God’s sake. You’re going to need it in the morning.”

  Simon shook his head. “She deserves someone better than me.”

  Will couldn’t help but smile. “True, but she’d probably settle for you anyway.”

  Seven

  SIMON SNEAKED INTO LILY’S ROOM AFTER DAYBREAK, when the moon had fallen in the sky and the sun was rising to take its place. He watched her sleep somewhat fitfully under the effects of the sleeping draught, but beautifully, nonetheless.

  She had removed the pins from her hair the night before, and her auburn locks spread like a fan across her pillow. She lay on her back, still in her serviceable traveling gown, with a thin counterpane spread over her. He wanted nothing more than to peel back the covering and lay beside her. He wouldn’t even have to touch her. He just wanted to feel her close to him.

  She stirred in her sleep, her hand jumping on the pillow beside her face as she clenched her fist. Probably thinking about wringing his neck for the way he’d mauled her the day before. He deserved no less. He’d treated her terribly, like she was a common whore with whom he could toy and then never see again.

  But, oh, he definitely wanted to see Lily again. He wanted it more than the next breath he would take. He settled into a chair, which was not nearly big enough for his size, and stretched out his body. He wished he had an injury so he’d have an excuse to take some of Lily’s sleeping draught and escape from it all. But men like him didn’t suffer injury. Sure, they aged, but they healed quickly, even if they did happen to find an adversary large enough to wound them.

  Finally, after he relaxed to the cadence of her breaths, he slept.

  Lily blinked. Bright morning light poured in through the windows. She was groggy, the sleeping draught apparently still in her system. She strained to sit up. That’s when she noticed him. Simon Westfield slept slumped in a wooden chair, much too small for him, with his legs kicked up on the edge of her bed.

  Why had he slept in this
room? Certainly there was some place else he could have stayed. Even under the ruse of playing her husband, she hadn’t expected him to share her room.

  Her movement must have woken him because his head shot up and his eyes flew open. “How are you feeling?” he asked, scratching the dark whiskers along his jaw.

  Tired, sore, and… foolish. “Um, fine. You?”

  He drew his legs from the edge of her bed and rose from his seat. The frown she’d grown so accustomed to over the last day was once again in place. “Miss Rutledge, er—Lily.” He cleared his throat and began to pace around the small room. “I spent half the night thinking about your predicament.”

  It was about time. Lily smiled at him, relieved he wasn’t the beast she’d thought for so long. “I do hope, once you see Oliver, you’ll have some idea what to do. I didn’t know who else to turn to, and—”

  Blackmoor shook his head. “No, no. I’m certain the boy will do fine at Westfield Hall. What I meant to say, Lily, is that I greatly appreciate all you’ve done for Oliver. Daniel wasn’t just my cousin. He was my closest friend. I should have been more involved with his son before now.”

  An uneasy feeling washed over Lily, and she leaned forward, not wanting to misconstrue what he was saying.

  “In any event, I feel I owe you for your time and dedication to the boy. You say you haven’t got a dowry, and… Well, I’d be happy to supply you with one. You’ve certainly earned it—”

  Lily leapt off the bed, and he stopped in his tracks. “How dare you?” she fumed, stalking toward him. He was large and intimidating, but she wasn’t about to let that stop her. “Emma was my sister, and I’ve raised that boy. He’s like a son to me. You can’t take him from me. I won’t let you.”

  Blackmoor stepped backward, surprise in his grey eyes. “If you’ll just listen to reason—”

  “Do you think I’m looking for compensation? Do you think I’ve been caring for him in hopes that you’d offer me a dowry? Do you honestly think I can be bought, Your Grace? I love that child, and I wouldn’t take one farthing from you.”

  His face contorted to a dark scowl, his eyes narrowed dangerously. “There are things you don’t understand, Miss Rutledge. Things you don’t want to understand. Now allow me to help you, and—”

  Before she even knew what she was doing, Lily raised her hand, pulled it back, and slapped him across his stubbly cheek. The sound reverberated around the room.

  Oh, the man had a hard head. But he accepted the blow with dignity, as a man of his station would be expected to do. He barely turned his face. But his nostrils moved in and out as he breathed heavily through his nose.

  Then he stepped toward her.

  She took one step back.

  He stepped closer, his eyes dark and brooding.

  Lily found herself out of room to maneuver when her legs hit the side of the bed. But she refused to be cowed. Not by this man or any other. She lifted one pointed finger and poked it into his chest. Then poked it again. He didn’t take his eyes from her face.

  “You will not take him from me. You simply can’t,” she said as a lone tear escaped and ran down her cheek, her voice cracking despite her intention to show bravery.

  “Would that I could leave him with you, Miss Rutledge,” he murmured softly, wiping the tear from her face with the pad of his thumb. “I have not set out to hurt you, despite the fact that it’s the unfortunate outcome. I wish that I could take it all away.”

  “By taking Oliver from me?” she asked. “You’re taking away my life.” She grabbed the lapels of his jacket and tried to shake the nearly unmovable man. All she succeeded in doing was tugging his clothing, like a silly child.

  The duke took her hands in his, lifted them to his mouth, kissed her bare knuckles, and stepped away from her. He opened the door and stepped out into the hallway. Lily could do no more than drop to the bed, lower her face to her hands, and sob.

  Simon sank into a seat in the back of the taproom. Thunder rumbled in the distance, matching his mood. When he’d offered Lily a dowry, he’d truly meant to help her. She’d said she was on the shelf because of her lack of a dowry. Though he couldn’t imagine any man not wanting her, even if she was penniless. So, he’d offered to do away with that obstacle, making it easier for her to find a husband to love. Someone decent.

  He’d never expected her to become so angry. Or to cry. It had nearly wrenched his heart out when that tear had fallen onto her fair skin.

  He was taking Oliver for her own good, so she wouldn’t be in danger from a pup who hadn’t learned to control his basic instincts. No matter how much Oliver might love her, he needed someone to guide him through these changes. And that someone was him.

  He had to push Lily Rutledge far, far away from him. From both of them. If that mean marrying her off, so be it. Though the image of her smiling at someone else, kissing someone else, holding someone else made his stomach tighten.

  “You look like a storm cloud,” Will said and then plopped himself down in a seat across from Simon.

  “I’m in no mood to converse with you, Will.” He was in no mood to converse with anyone.

  Will leaned back in his chair, studying his older brother. “No, apparently you’re simply in the mood to bark at young ladies. Congratulations on that, by the way. Splendid performance. You were perfectly ruthless.”

  “I was no such thing,” he mumbled.

  “My room is next to Lily’s. It’s not as if the walls are thicker than parchment in this place.”

  Simon closed his eyes, hoping his brother would get tired of pestering him and leave him in peace.

  “You can’t honestly want to marry her off,” Will said quietly.

  Simon took a deep breath, rose from his seat, and glowered at his interfering brother. “Go pester someone else.”

  “You’re making a mistake, Simon.”

  “It’s mine to make then, isn’t it?” But he wasn’t making a mistake. He was doing the right thing, hard as it was. What did Will want from him? “Now go find someone who actually enjoys your company.”

  Eight

  SIMON DIDN’T KNOW WHAT WAS WORSE, HIS INTENSE attraction to Lily Rutledge and his inability to act on it, or having her hate him so much. Her feelings about him emanated from her body in great waves as they rode back to Westfield Hall. The blasted rain continued to pour, so he was unable to ride outside the coach. Not that he would if he could, not when Will was so solidly ensconced in the seat beside her.

  As they’d left the inn, Lily had grabbed hold of Will’s arm, talking animatedly with him. She smiled at Will. She laughed with Will. Yet she continued to ignore Simon. It was as though he no longer existed.

  Simon’s mood darkened more and more as they rode toward Westfield Hall. Not only did Lily talk to Will, she touched him. She reached out to his brother, pressing her fingers to his arm when she wanted to make a point. The tinkling sound of her laughter was painful to his ears.

  To make it even worse, Will ignored him as well. All of his attention was centered on Lily. Go find someone who actually enjoys your company. He could kick himself for saying those words to his brother. Not once did Will look at him and grin. Or tease him unmercifully. Or take his eyes off Lily’s delectable form.

  When Simon finally got Will alone, he would box his ears. He might not even wait to get him alone. He might have to attack him and rip him limb from limb in the coach. He wondered if he would get blood on Lily if he chose to kill his brother in such close quarters. She probably wouldn’t enjoy the sight.

  Simon was relieved to find that being around her during the day was getting easier and easier, despite the coming of the full moon. That first day, he’d been ready to take her, even in the broad light of day. But yesterday, when he’d kissed her, he’d been in control of the beast.

  Simon could not have been more relieved when the coach finally stopped. Jenkins opened the door, and Simon stepped out, turning to raise a hand to Miss Rutledge. She ignored it and took the driver�
�s offered hand instead. He fought back a groan of displeasure.

  “Welcome home, Your Grace,” Billings said as he stepped through the threshold. Simon didn’t even respond as he turned toward his study, anxious to get as far as he could from Lily Rutledge as quickly as possible.

  “Well played there, Lily,” Will said quietly to her, as the duke stalked away from them. Lily worried her bottom lip as she watched Blackmoor throw his hat and coat at Billings, who barely caught them before the force of the items nearly knocked him from his feet.

  “I’m sure I don’t know what you mean,” Lily said sweetly, smiling at Will.

  He used one crooked finger to tip her chin, forcing her to meet his eyes. His blue eyes, so unlike the duke’s, sparkled with mirth. “You know exactly what I mean,” he chuckled. “You would do him a better service if you had him strung between two horses and pulled limb from limb. Poor fellow.”

  Lily sighed. That suggestion had merit. It would certainly make her feel better, easing some of the ache around her heart.

  “Careful how you play him, Lily,” Will warned quietly, his gaze penetrating hers. “It may not be a game you enjoy.”

  “What am I going to do, Will?” she asked. “I can’t just let him take my life from me without even asking my opinion or giving me a choice in the matter. He wants to marry me off, for heaven’s sake!” She nearly shrieked the last but quieted her voice when Will glanced toward the duke’s study.

  “Lily, there are some things you don’t understand,” Will sighed.

  “Then explain them to me! Please! You don’t understand. I…” She stopped when he took her shoulders in his hands.

  “The next card is Simon’s to play, dear. You laid down the first card. Now it’s time to see if he picks it up.” He flicked her nose before passing his hat to the butler.

  “Billings, can you be sure Miss Rutledge is comfortable, while we wait for the Earl of Maberley to arrive?”

  “Yes, my lord.” Billings simply nodded.

  “I’ll leave you to it, then. There’s some whisky in Simon’s study that needs to be tested. For quality, you know,” he added. Then he winked at her and walked away.