“It’s all good.” I run a hand through my fucked up hair. “I'll just get you something and throw those in the wash."
"Thanks."
This entire situation is awkward as fuck and I don’t blame Gia for her short responses. Now that I think about it, I’m pretty sure Jen had a hand in getting her to come back here. Considering I haven’t talked to the crazy chick in days, I’m pretty sure Gia wouldn’t have come on her own admission. I wouldn’t put it past Jen if she actually threatened Gia with a couple broken knee caps or a deadly rubber noogie or two.
"You remember where the bathroom is?”
"Yeah."
These one line answers aren’t gonna work. We definitely need to talk while she’s here.
"Cool. See you in a bit."
I don’t wait for her to respond and take off toward the kitchen. This is fucking ridiculous. I’m acting like a fidgety, prepubescent teen whose balls haven’t dropped yet and is still wishing to see his first pair of tits. I open the fridge, pull out a beer, lean up against the counter and start pulling my thoughts together.
When Gia left, and I went through my mini melt down; the guys tried to talk me out of my funk but none of it worked. Convinced that she’d be back, Dirk, Jet and Caleb took off to town in search of some girly shit that she’d probably like when she did find her way back here. I told them it was no use, she wasn’t coming back, but they weren’t having any of it. By the end of the day, they returned with enough girly hygiene products to put a beauty pageant to shame. From soaps to foo-foo deodorants right down to ladies razors and Aloe Vera to soothe her shaved bits and pieces. And let’s not forget the three different types of tampons and maxi pads they tossed onto my kitchen table. I shift my eyes upward and pray that she doesn’t think that all that stuff belongs to another woman.
Fuck my life.
I wait until I hear the shower turn on above me before I make my way up the stairs. It's quiet in the house, except for the shuffling I hear going on in the bathroom as I start to pass it. I know I shouldn’t but my dick and my head are at war with each other, and right about now the only thing on my mind is the beautiful naked blonde in my goddamned shower all soapy and wet.
I feel my cock start to stiffen. I reach down and try to adjust myself. It’s no use. The motherfucker seems to have a mind of his own and continues to knock against the fly of my jeans. I can’t take it anymore. Fuck it. It’s time to bite the bullet and go for it. This can go one of two ways. I’m just hoping for a more satisfying outcome for the both of us.
I enter the bathroom and feel the warm air from the shower circle around me. I make quick work of shedding my clothes, hoping like hell she doesn’t hear me. Trying to be sexy about this business doesn’t seem to be working out so well when I finally get a whiff of my armpit. Maybe I should rethink this decision. For all I know I’m going step into the shower and Gia just might punch me in the dick for freaking her out. But then again, she just might take said dick in her silky, soft palm and handle it on her own.
Here goes nothing.
"Can I help?"
Gia’s eyes quickly spring open. “Roman,” she replies in a broken tone.
She’s been crying.
“What’s wrong, baby?” I ask, bringing my hands up to cup her cheeks. When I look into her eyes, there is so much emotion in that one expression. It’s palpable. I wipe under her eyes with the pads of my thumbs. “Why are you crying?”
“I just…I’m just so sorry.” Gia shifts her eyes toward the shower floor and begins to cry. “I never meant to hurt you. It was a shit thing to do. It was selfish of me and I’m so sorry.”
“No, baby, don’t be sorry.” I prove my words by bringing my lips to meet hers. I pull back and look into her eyes. “I should’ve listened to you. Let you explain. Please don’t cry.”
“But I tried to…”
“I know you did, and I was such an ass not to let you, baby.”
“But Naomi.”
When my daughter’s name falls from her lips, a lump forms in the back of my throat.
“What about her, Gia?”
I will the tears away as I clench my jaw to keep from breaking.
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
Her question catches me off guard. I hadn’t thought to tell her. Besides, I thought she already knew seeing as though she’s Sadie’s best friend.
“I…I don’t know.” My reply is short because I really don’t know what to say. “I guess I just always thought that it was my heartache to bear.”
When her hands slowly come up to my face I nearly flinch at her soft touch. “Not anymore it isn’t. We’ll bear that loss together. You’re not alone anymore.”
When I pull back I notice her tears have slowed. I watch as her gaze travel down my chest and stops at my cock. Her expression changes and so does her breathing as her chest starts to rise and fall in quick succession.
"Touch it, baby, put your hands on me."
It's really fucking sexy to watch her face morph from surprise to lust in a matter of seconds. As she takes in the full meaning of my words, it makes my cock twitch.
I lean in and whisper, "Touch me, baby. I need to feel your hands on me."
Fuck I need her to touch me.
I keep my lips close to her ear as more of the distance between us disappears. "Feel how hard you make me, Gia. Feel what you do to me."
I almost come when she licks her lips and slowly reaches her hand out, taking hold of my shaft. I try to steady my breathing to try to keep from blowing my load too soon. I need to kiss her. I bring my lips down and slowly kiss her, taking my time. Inch by savory inch, I drag my tongue across her bottom lip, loving the way she whimpers against my mouth.
"Roman," she breathes out. "Roman, please."
I can't hold out any longer. I need her. I need to taste her. I need to be deep inside of her. I need all of her.
"Turn around, Gia," I say, giving her one last kiss on the lips. "Bend over.”
She does as I ask, and I watch the warm water run down the center of her back. I place my hands firmly on her hips, watching as I rub my cock against the crack of her ass.
Fuck.
A strangled moan crawls up her throat when I dig my fingers into the skin on her sides. I rotate my hips and give her a small taste of what I have in store for her when I notice a shiver slide over her skin. I lean forward and rest the entire expanse of my chest against her back. Her breathing is shaky, and the sound of it causes goose bumps to cover my body.
"I fucking missed you." There aren’t enough words to convey to this gorgeous woman how torturous the last three weeks have been without her. When her back rises and falls with each ragged breath she takes, something inside me kicks into gear. It’s all that I can do not to fuck her right here and now but instead, I find myself going to my knees with my hands all over her skin. When I slide my fingertips up the center of her pussy, another moan slips from Gia’s mouth. "You like that, Baby?"
“Don’t stop."
She lets out a whimper when my wet, warm tongue swipes across her center. I clench my jaw when she braces her hands on the shower wall and turns her head to watch as I work her pussy into submission. Her body rocks and shakes, and I can’t help the overwhelming need to keep my face buried deep between her legs, fucking her with my mouth until she comes on my greedy tongue.
"Fuck."
As she arches her back, pressing her pussy against my face, it causes me to work harder at trying to make her come. I pull back and run two fingers up the length of her wet pussy and moan when I hear her whimper.
"Come on, Gia, let me hear you.”
I knead the flesh on her hips, slipping my tongue deep inside of her when I feel her walls clamp down around me. I know she’s close to an orgasm when I feel her body start to shake. I speed up my movements, flicking my tongue against her swollen clit and use just enough pressure to send her careening over the edge.
"Oh, God!”
Gia’s release rips
through her body and my mouth welcomes every bit of it. When she comes down from her proverbial high, I steady my legs to stand and wrap my arms around her.
"I never want to let you go," I say, burying my face in the crook of her neck.
Gia places her hands on my forearms and leans her back flush against my chest. I hear a soft cry and turn her to face me. I place my hands on either side of her face and bring her eyes to meet mine.
"What's wrong, baby?"
She shakes her head.
"Gia, please. Please tell me what's wrong.
She shakes her head again and whispers, "I hurt you."
"What do you mean? I'm fine."
"You know what I mean, Roman" she replies with a shake of her head, her eyes filled with tears. "When I told you why I came here."
It hits me. She thinks I'm pissed. Truth is I was never upset. Shocked, yes, but not upset. Had she waited and not took off running from me I probably would've told her yes. As fucking crazy as it might sound I probably would’ve given her exactly what she wanted, what she came here for. No questions asked. But she left before I could say anything. I get it though. I was reactive before I thought about it. I could’ve handled it differently. Maybe processed that shit a bit better, but my dick was hard and she was coming at me with all things baby. When Gia left, I went over the entire thing play-by-play and thought about Naomi and what losing her meant to me. Once I realized Gia was gone, it hit me how much I cared for her and how fucked up and alone I felt when I realized that I couldn’t reach out to hold her. When she left that day it hurt me more than I ever thought it possible.
"I'm not mad, Gia, and you didn't hurt me." I smile down at her. Still holding her face in my palms, I lean down to kiss her softly on the lips.
"You sure? Because I’d be mad as hell if it were me. I’d feel used and taken advantage of.”
I take a deep breath and lean in close to her ear. "Gia, I was lost until you showed up here. I didn't feel anything. I was numb and not really living, and then you came back into my life. I felt alive again, even if it was only for a little while. I felt like I was drowning when you left. I couldn’t breathe, and I felt like I was breaking all over again. You brought me back from a very dark place, a place I’d lost myself to for way too long. I never want to go back there again, and I absolutely never want to go another day without you in my life. I know what I want now, and I will fight until my last breath to keep it. Fall into me, baby, and I swear to God I’ll be right there to catch you. Every. Fucking. Time."
Gia looks up at me with her big, beautiful eyes. "And what do you want, Roman?"
"You, baby.” My answer is plain and simple and to the point. “I want all of you.”
Gia gives me a chaste kiss and a meek smile before she steps out of the shower. My body’s still buzzing with need, and the thought of having my lips on her naked skin makes me want her even more.
As she stands in front of the large vanity mirror, I step out of the shower and make my way over to her. I notice her cheeks are flushed and a slight glow to her skin. She bites the inside of her mouth and places her hand on her cheek, letting her fingertips slowly trail down her slender neck.
"You smell like sex." I give her a small kiss behind her ear. “And me.”
She smiles and tilts her head to side, giving me easier access to the expanse of her neck. I’m convinced that she’s trying to kill me, submitting to my actions, causing my cock to strain against the crack of her ass. As I nip at the sensitive sliver of skin below her ear, I glance up to the mirror and watch as my mouth works her neck.
"It was hell without you here." Gia slowly closes her eyes as my hands find her breasts. "Fucking beautiful."
"Roman."
Her words catch as I start to roll both of her nipples between my fingertips.
"What is it, baby? Tell me what you want.”
Her breathing becomes labored when I press myself against her.
"Tell me what you want." I whisper in her ear before nipping at her shoulder.
"Make love to me, Roman. Please, just make love to me."
I smile into her hair. "You sure?" I ask licking the shell of her ear. "Or do you want me to fuck you, Gia?"
My words cause her body to shudder, and I can no longer hold back when she says breathlessly, "Fuck me. Make love to me. I don't care. I just need you.”
Gia shamelessly grinds her ass against my cock. She's faces the bathroom mirror as I stand behind her with my fingertips digging into her hips. My heart begins to beat faster when she looks over her shoulder, hair still dripping from the water, and says, "I wanna fall into you."
I take in every inch of her beautiful body, a body I have every intention of worshiping. Placing my hands on either side of Gia’s waist, I gently pull her towards me, lightly pressing down on her back with my palm. "Bend over, baby."
It's a beautiful thing when the person you have so much adoration for opens up to you so willingly, wanting and needing you just as much as you want and need them, especially when you can watch your own eyes looking back at you as you show the woman you’ve fallen in love with just how much you adore her.
I drag the underside of three fingers across the length of her pussy.
"Oh, God.”
I notice Gia’s expression in the mirror. Her eyes are closed and her mouth is partially open as she grips either side of the countertop for support. I lean in and wrap my hand around the front of her neck, pulling her head back toward me for a kiss. I move my mouth slowly against hers, letting the kiss linger and intensify.
"Roman, I can't wait," Gia says breathlessly, pressing her ass against my hard erection. “I need…”
I keep my hand firmly wrapped around her neck as I pull away and position myself to enter her. I take a deep breath, lining my cock at her entrance. "Damn, baby, you're so wet for me." I slowly drag the head of my cock up and down her slit, nudging slightly at her entrance.
"Oh, Roman," Gia whimpers as I press on. "More."
I breathe deep and slowly push into her.
Fucking amazing.
"Shit." Feeling her wrapped around me is all-consuming. “Goddamn, you feel so good.”
"Harder."
I look up and see Gia’s eyes on me as she looks into the mirror and watches me as I start to fuck her from behind. It's an unbelievable sight. I start to move faster, grounding out deep with each thrust. Giving her everything I have, listening to her cry out in pleasure, the coiling in the pit of my stomach begins to wind.
"Oh fuck, Roman.” When Gia greedily places her hand between her legs and starts to rub her clit, it nearly blows my mind watching her pleasure herself as I fuck her with wild abandon. “Please make me cum."
I slam harder, giving her what she wants. I listen as our bodies connect skin to skin. "Come for me, baby. Let me hear you," I say through gritted teeth because I can feel my own release on the cusp of exploding.
"Oh, shit!"
I watch as her body unravels around me. "That's it, baby," I say to her as I continue to thrust, urging on my own release. "Shit, baby, you’re gonna make me come."
I grip her waist with one hand and wrap my other around her neck as my orgasm rips through my body. I try to steady my breathing and lean in close to her ear and say, "I don't think I can go another day without you near me ever again. Stay."
Chapter 19
Naked As A Jay Bird
~Gia~
Six weeks. Six glorious, toe curling weeks that I’ve been back at Roman’s ranch doing nothing but eating, sleeping and making love to that beautiful man. After I showed back up at his place and had the best sex of my life, he’d asked me to stay. After talking for what seemed like hours, I’d made the decision to stay, for a while at least. Besides, it’s been nothing short of fantastic. The only downside was the need to call my boss and let him know that I’d be out of the office indefinitely and that I’d be working from home. Needless to say, the man wasn’t very happy with me, but on the flip side, my job allow
s me this bit of wiggle room.
"You ready, baby?"
"No."
"Jesus. You'll be fine, Gia."
"No."
"Okay. What's it gonna take to get you to go in?"
"Nothing, because I'm not doing it."
"Just get in."
"No. You don't know what's in there. Something could bite my vagina or worse, something could crawl up there and make a home for itself."
“You have a better chance of me biting your pussy.” A sexy grin lifts at the corner of Roman’s mouth. “Now get in.”
As I begin to fold my arms in front of my chest, I feel my feet come up off the ground and water hit my back, drenching me at both ends.
"Oh my God!” I bark out, flinging my wet hair out of my face while I try not to drown. “Are you crazy?"
"That’s a very likely scenario," he replies with a wink.
Roman fingers the hem of his t-shirt and pulls it up over his head. Tossing it to the side, he flicks the button on his jeans and releases it in one swift move, causing the denim to slide down his legs. When he steps out of his boxer briefs, my mouth goes dry. I will never tire of seeing that man naked.
The past twenty four hours have been nothing short of amazing. Roman has proven to be an attentive lover, taking my needs and wants into consideration before his own. I've never had any man treat me the way he has. It's a weird feeling to know that someone wants to give you all that they have with no limits and zero conditions, when it’s something you’ve never experienced before.
I take in a deep breath and dip my toes into the water. It isn’t so bad so I decide to plunge all the way beneath the water just as I hear him announce his arrival.
"I'm comin' in!"
My thoughts are wiped out when I see Roman haul ass toward the lake, jumping in feet first, and disappears beneath water. It's pretty cute to watch, but my eyes are naturally glued to his delicious cock. When he pops his head up above the surface, I can’t help but think how absolutely beautiful he is.
After running my hand through his wet hair, Roman pulls me into him, kissing me lightly on the lips and says, "Ever make love in a lake?"
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