Distracted Love_Destructive Love Series Book 2

by Autumn Stone

  I’m not sure what to say because he is my employer and I don’t want to speak out of turn.

  “I know he’s your boss, but consider this just between you and me. Do you think something may be off about him?”

  “Well…he might be a bit…moody. I’m not sure if he’s moodier than usual though.”

  “Well, we’ll figure out.” She sighs and takes Lily’s hand “I’m going to take my granddaughter shopping, would you like to join us?”

  “We won’t be in the way?”

  “Of course not!”

  “You know what Liliana, maybe we could have a family day? I’ll suggest it to Dante.”

  “That’s a wonderful idea.” Liliana beams at me and then we’re off for a day of grandmotherly bonding.

  Dante and the (Newest) Model

  We return from our day of shopping with a ridiculous number of bags and an exhausted Lily sleeping in my arms.

  Walking into the living room I’m surprised to see Katarina, the Ukrainian, Dante’s latest lover that I didn’t give a second thought to when his face was in my pants the other night.

  My cheeks flush and I hurry to put Lily down. Dante gets up and takes her from me. “I’ll put her to bed, I haven’t seen her all day”

  “Ok.”

  His mother looks at us with a curious expression on her face.

  “Um, Dante, I was wondering if we could have a family day with Lily and your mom?”

  “Yes.” He basically grunts at her. “Let’s do it in a couple of days.”

  “O-kay…” I’m a bit nonplussed by his response.

  His mom watches us like she needs some popcorn. Can she tell that we hooked up?

  Liliana and I leave and I decide to find him later to set up the date before he gets distracted or forgets the plan.

  I finally get a chance that afternoon and I head to Dante’s office where I think he most likely will be.

  There is a noise and I realize a second too late what’s going on and I see what I cannot un-see.

  Dante and Ekatarina, the Ukrainian, or engaged in the sexiest sexual gymnastics I’ve ever seen. He is fucking her on his desk, he is facing the door and she is facing the other wall.

  He pounds into her with a force that I can’t even imagine. Sweat drips down her back and glistens on his face.

  It’s wrong of me to watch but I can’t move.

  I must have made a noise because he looks up and those green eyes open in shock and then he smiles.

  And, then he pulls out and puts her on the desk like an offering so that I can see everything.

  My eyes open in shock and he proceeds to worship her body in a way that I’ve only read about in novels.

  And, in that moment I imagine that it’s me and I find my hand reaching down into my panties.

  He licks his lips and I imagine he is licking me. Then, he licks her…there… and she jumps out of her skin. I’ve never watched porn, but now I can see the appeal.

  It’s sensual, dirty, and delicious.

  I rub harder and he moves her again so that I can see his member as he plows into her again while facing her and facing me. He leans forward and sucks on her nipples while I pinch mine.

  It’s too much.

  I lean against the wall as my legs lose the ability to hold me up. I rub faster and slip my fingers inside of me.

  He pulls out and sticks his fingers in her and then sucks his fingers and I understand that he wants me to do the same…and I do.

  This is raw, dirty, and the hottest thing I’ve ever experienced.

  He puts himself back in and looks at me with darkened wild eyes. He cums , and I cum at the same time.

  Ekatarina is just along for the ride.

  I rest my forehead against the panel and run away unable to believe what I just did.

  My body is shaking in the aftermath and I am questioning my sanity. What have they done to me?

  Dante

  What just happened has literally blown my mind. I’ve never been so hard in my life and watching the Mouse get off on watching me get off with Ekatarina was the most unexpected and sexiest then I’ve ever experienced and I’ve experienced a lot of sexy moments.

  There is no more pretending that we aren’t going to fuck and we’re going to keep it professional, we’re way past that point. It’s no longer a question of if, but when.

  I want to punish her for watching and I want to punish her because I feel like she has something going on with Javier.

  She’s mine.

  During dinner Javier had fixed a loose curl that had popped out of her bun. He then hugged and kissed her as if she were his. No, the kiss wasn’t on her lips but it was almost as if she were his possession.

  Lily sat on her lap and they looked like a cute little family.

  Fuck that.

  He needed a hit. God, he need to do a line so badly. He noticed that he was need lines more and more. He’d carried Ekatarina to his room, uncaring that someone could run into them naked.

  She slept the uncaring sleep of the well-fucked.

  Rolling up a hundred dollar bill, he bent over the glass and snorted the coke. Looking forward to oblivion. But, no matter what he did he couldn’t escape what he was running from.

  Dante-20 years earlier

  The man they called his father was the Devil. He knew that his father was the Devil because the priest explained that the Devil was pure evil.

  His mother wasn’t married to his father, they were his second family. His father, in the way of powerful men, had a couple of other families besides his and his official one.

  He had a brother.

  But, he was never to speak of his brother or the other families. His mother explained that his father was a powerful man and that powerful men had the problem that they could never hear the word “no.”

  On this day, his father decided that it was time to show him his work.

  “Dante, mi figlio (my son), I want to show you what happens to people when they betray me.”

  He had his men bring in a man, a woman, and two children.

  “Mr. Avenatti, thank you for joining us today. It’s take your children to work day. Say hello to my bastard son.”

  The man is sobbing hysterically and is barely able to get the words out.

  “Bon Giorno Dante.”

  “Hello sir.” Young Dante replied.

  His father smiled, but the smile didn’t reach his eyes. “You know the price that you have to pay for stealing from me and giving information to my enemies. You look surprised. Surely you didn’t think that I wouldn’t find out? I did.”

  His father directs his men to take the children. “Dante, come here my son. You will have the honor of doing this with me.”

  In that moment, Dante knows that whatever they do, it is bad.

  “I want you to hold this gun with me and shoot.” His father tells him.

  “But, daddy, I will hit them?” He is confused.

  “I know my son, I want you to hit them.” His father smiles a real smile.

  In that moment, the fear makes him want to pee on himself. But, he remembers what happened the last time.

  “Dante, if you don’t do this, your mama will get hurt. Gentlemen, bring her in.”

  And, in that moment, he sees his beautiful mamma brought in and shaking like a leaf.

  His father is teaching him a lesson kill, or be killed. But, he is only a little boy and he doesn’t want to know this lesson.

  One of the men points the gun at his mama.

  “Dante, it’s time.” He puts his little hand next to his dads on the trigger and they pull in unison.

  The sound of crying and screaming echoes through his ears as well as the sound of the gunshots.

  That is the day that changes him forever.

  His father has him help with the parents as well.

  And, he knows that his father is a truly evil person, that he is the Devil and that he will never escape what he did that day.

  Dante 1
0 years Earlier

  Everyone knew Dante because he seemed to have a death wish. He loved fast cars, death-defying tricks, and anything that would potentially get him killed.

  Nothing he did, though, could help him escape his memories of that night, or other nights that followed. Until the day that his father was murdered by a group of relatives of people that he’d killed.

  Good riddance.

  Dante inherited the organization and quickly disbanded it because he wanted nothing to do with what his father built.

  He was still a billionaire at 18 years old.

  In the midst of trying to escape his memories he met Jaxon and Jordan Donovan, sons of former colleagues of his father’s. Fortunately, their parents weren’t sadistic like his was…but, they still carried out hits at 18-years old. He was the precocious one in the group.

  Jaxon was torn up about some girl that he loved and let go and Jordan was just working his way up the food chain in his dad’s organization.

  They were young, rich, and white.

  And, the death that he chased wouldn’t find him…yet.

  And, it’s at 18 when he first tries drugs. And, they help him forget. He does ecstacy at his first Rave, Molly at his first major concert, and then his favorite, cocaine.

  And, 10 years later, cocaine seemed to be winning the fight he’d been fighting. Between life and death.

  But three people stood in the way of him wanting to let go and give away to oblivion. His daughter, his mother, and…Cree.

  It doesn’t matter right now. He prepares to get high, just for today, and deal with everything tomorrow.

  6 Months Later-Cree

  She can’t believe it, she has finally graduated with her graduate degree in child psychology. She continues to love her job taking care of Lily, but she has begun to wonder “what’s next?”

  The fantasies of being with Dante are just that, fantasies. Nothing has happened between them since the mountain cabin incident. It almost feels like a deliciously, naughty dream that happened to someone else.

  She continues to work out at night and had lost 50 lbs as a result. She has begun to think that it might be time to buy some new clothes. Sometimes she can’t tell that she’s lost so much weight, she feels like the same person. Then, other times she notices how much energy she has.

  That’s been the best part about the weight loss, the increased energy and the loss of pressure on her knees.

  And, because walking had begun to bore her a little bit, she’d begun to run on the treadmill or outside. Or, she dances and imagines herself in music videos.

  The guys haven’t said anything about my weight loss, but they continue to treat me like their little sister. Jaxon has begun to search for Sienna, his lost love, and Javier has become the brother I’ve never had.

  Dante has become worse and I don’t know why. Every other week he seems to be picking a fight with me or with one of the guys.

  His mother is at her wits end and finally has confided that she thinks he’s using drugs.

  It would explain the extreme mood swings, irritability, and his current weight loss and disheveled appearance.

  In fact, the situation with Dante has gotten so bad, I’m worried about everyone’s safety. He’s become so volatile.

  Dante

  I’m spiraling out of control. Everything has gotten crazy. I’m fighting with the guys, my mom is freaking out, and I’m afraid to spend time with Lily or Cree.

  She has been exercising at night and I think she’s lost around 50 lbs. Her confidence has shot through the roof, and even though she’s still painfully shy, you can see that she has got a swagger to her step.

  It’s like watching a butterfly emerge out a cocoon. She hasn’t bought a lot of new clothes, but she has agreed to wear the nice things my mother gives her.

  In fact, my mother has taken Cree under her wing and considers her the daughter she has never had.

  This weekend both of the kids are with my mom as she considers Sierra her granddaughter as well. And Cree is enjoying a rare weekend without the girls.

  Soon I’m going to have to tell her about the danger that we’re in. I’ve had some credible threats to my life because I worked with the wrong people. My mom and I have been working on a plan to disappear the family for awhile until we get things resolved.

  I don’t want to think about that now. Instead I look at the security screen.

  One of my favorite activities is watching Cree dance in the exercise room to her favorite songs. She has no idea that I do this…I know it’s potentially crossing the line.

  But, there is nothing sexier than watching her move. And today she’s dancing to Beyonce.

  Nice.

  And, as she gets hotter she begins to take the layers that she’s always covered up in off.

  I’ve already done a couple of lines and I can’t fight the urge to see her, touch her, be with her. Making my way to the exercise room I see her moving and looking into the mirror, her eyes are closed and it’s the sexiest thing I’ve ever seen.

  I step behind her and move with her. She stops and her eyes open and stare into the mirror. Then, she surprises me, she lifts her arm behind her and drapes it behind my head and my arm wraps around her waist and we begin to move to the music.

  I drop my head and nibble her neck and watch as my hands move in two different directions. One hand goes lower, to the prize below and the other to her breast.

  I want to fuck her like the beast that I am…but, I don’t, I let the music wash over us. I turn her around so that she’s facing me. We grind against each other and I walk us slowly to the wall. Her leg drapes up around my waist and her head falls backwards as she focuses on the feeling, the tension. I grab a hold of her wrists and hold them above her head and look into her eyes.

  “How does it feel baby?”

  “So good” she sighs against my chest

  “It will feel even better when I’m inside you.”

  Eyes shimmering with desire look at me and she admits the following as if it’s a painful truth.

  “Dante, I’ve never been with anyone before.”

  When I hear that I feel like an animal. The desire to possess her becomes unbearable. For me, to be the only one that she’s ever been with is the most addictive drug I could ever take. I’m afraid that after one hit I’ll be lost to her.

  Maybe, I already am.

  My skin feels on fire as the coke races through me. Every touch of her skin on mine is almost painful.

  She stops grind against me and I let go of her wrists.

  “I want to taste you” Cree looks at me nervously.

  “You’ll get a taste, but this moment is all about you.” It’s hard to say no to nirvana, but, I want to make this all about her.

  I grab her hand and lead her to the downstairs bedroom that’s usually reserved for one of my many guests.

  The music continues to play and To My Bed from Chris Brown plays. Dante had every intention to get her to the bed.

  “Take off your clothes.”

  Cree feels an incredible sense of power in that moment, she slowly takes off her blouse, pulling it up, and over her head watching it slowly drift down to the floor.

  Shimmying out of her leggings she’s clad in her SavageX bra and panties set and she feels so damn sexy.

  His eyes confirms that he wants to be here, with her, no thoughts of anyone else-just her.

  Dante walks over to her, turns her around and places her hands on the mattress in front of her. He then positions her legs wide so that he can worship her from behind.

  The position feels scandalous to Cree, and she peeks behind her to see what he is doing.

  He is biting his lip like he’s going to eat her like a snack. Smack, the sound of him slapping her ass sounds in the room.

  “Eep!” Cree is surprised by this, but, it makes her burn even more. Moisture pools in her panties and begins to drip down her leg.

  “Let me worship you Cree” Dante gets kneels b
ehind her and begins torturing her, slow, exquisite, torture. He lifts her foot and gently touches her the sole of her foot and the drifts upward.