The Mammoth Book of Best New Erotica 3

by Maxim Jakubowski

  Two other dancers were doing a playful lesbian pantomime, grinding their pelvises together and struggling not to laugh. They all seemed so young, despite their salacious behaviour.

  Other women, wearing brief kimonos, circulated among the patrons serving drinks, cuddling, or simply chatting. It wasn’t long before we had an entourage of three of these little imps. “You want massage?” asked one, kneading my shoulders with clever hands. “What is your name?” asked another. “My name Ao.”

  “They want you to buy them drinks,” Charlie told me. “Whenever a customer buys them a drink, they get five baht.”

  “Is that all they want?” I was overwhelmed by the feminine flood surging around me.

  “Well, of course they want tips. And if you like one of them enough, you can pay to take her out of the bar.”

  “They’re prostitutes?” I suddenly felt slightly queasy. The atmosphere was so different from a State side joint, light-hearted and innocent; I didn’t want to think about how it might be tainted.

  “Well – it’s up to them. The bar pays them to dance and to push drinks. If they want to make a private arrangement, it’s their prerogative. When they decide to leave for the evening, they simply compensate the bar for lost drink income.”

  “Hmm.” As I pondered this, the music changed, becoming slower and more sensual. Meanwhile, the leftmost dancer stepped down from the bar and the remaining women moved left to new positions. A figure appeared at the right end of the bar.

  Something about her caught my attention. With casual elegance she shed her kimono and draped it over a bar stool. Then she turned toward the shrine in the corner near the ceiling. Touching her fingertips together, she brought them to her forehead and bowed, her reverent gesture totally at odds with the environment.

  I felt a strange ache in my chest as I watched her mount the steps to the bar, smooth and sure on her stiletto heels. She was taller than many of the girls, slender and willowy. Her long hair rippled around her as she moved, perfectly attuned to the melody and rhythm.

  She was a natural dancer. Her fluid gestures held me transfixed. She grasped one of the poles leading from the bar to the ceiling and arched backward until her hair brushed the floor. Waves flowed through her, sweet undulations that began in her pelvis and shimmered up her spine. By comparison the other girls seemed clumsy and coarse. She was not trying to entice, it seemed; she was lost in the music. Yet there was something supremely sexy about her performance. I found myself hardening as I gazed at her, turned on for the first time since entering this den of flesh.

  As if she felt my gaze she released the pole, turned and looked in my direction. Her red-painted lips curved in a smile of invitation. Her eyes locked to mine, she unhooked her bikini top and let it slide off her shoulders, revealing sweet, small, firm-looking breasts, capped with almond-hued nipples that surely were erect. She brushed her palms over them, closing her eyes as if savouring the sensation. My penis throbbed uncomfortably in my jeans.

  The song changed to something more upbeat. She shook her hips, did the same bumps and grinds as the other dancers, but the effect was totally different. She was listening to some inner voice. Every now and again her eyes would meet mine, and that luscious smile would light her face. I found myself holding my breath, willing her to turn again in my direction.

  Finally, her set ended. She slipped away into the crowd before I could call to her. I felt a sense of loss totally out of proportion to the situation. Then, suddenly, she was beside me. I discovered that I was blushing.

  “Hello,” she said, her smile even more intoxicating close up. “You like me? You like my dancing?”

  “I certainly do.”

  “You buy me drink?”

  “Of course.” She waved over another bar girl. “Mekong coke,” she ordered. “And you, mister, you want one more beer?”

  “Sure, why not?” I looked over at Charlie, hoping for some guidance. He had one girl in his lap and another whispering in his ear. All three of them were giggling. Charlie caught my slightly desperate glance and shrugged.

  “Go for it,” he said. “We are. Come on, girls!” He stuffed three five-hundred baht bills in the bamboo tube holding our bill, then headed for the door, one girl on each arm. “Have a great time, Pat,” he called over his shoulder. “I’ll see you on Monday.” Damn him, leaving me alone like that.

  I was almost trembling when our drinks arrived. My companion seated herself beside me, her bare thigh pressed against mine, and raised her drink. “Chok dee,” she said, clicking our glasses. Good luck to you.

  I was tongue-tied with nervousness. Fortunately my lovely friend managed the conversation.

  “What your name?” she asked.

  “Patrick. Pat.”

  “Hello, Pat. My name Lek. Means small.” For the first time, she giggled in that girlish way I associated with the other women. “It’s a joke, because I’m so big.”

  “You’re not big,” I said. “At least, not next to me.” In fact, she seemed diminutive and fragile beside my six-foot-two, two hundred and eighty pound frame.

  She took my hand, and a little shiver ran up my spine. Her skin was smooth and cool. “You have a wife, Pat?” she asked.

  I shook my head. “Would I be here with you if I was married?” She doubled over with laughter, apparently finding this hilarious.

  “Most men come here have wives. Never mind. You have girlfriend?”

  I smiled into her shining eyes. “No, no girlfriend.”

  “OK, then, maybe Lek can be your girlfriend.” Without warning she laid a gentle hand on the bulge in my pants. “You like me, I think.”

  I swallowed hard, not knowing what to say. “Yes, I like you.”

  “I like you, too. Maybe we go to your room? You pay the bar five hundred baht, then we can go.”

  I felt a chill. All at once this had turned into a financial transaction. Still, I wanted her. “What about for you?” I asked. “How much do I have to pay you?”

  “Never mind. Whatever you want, no problem.” She pulled me to a standing position. “Come on, let’s go. I like you a lot.”

  On the way back to the hotel, I wondered what I was getting into. Lek was nothing like the hookers I had known. Was she just pretending not to care about the money? She chattered away, apparently unaware of my concerns.

  My room was cooler than the muggy night outside, but still humid. The whisper of the air conditioning drowned out the traffic noise from the street. As soon as the door was closed and she had slipped off her shoes, Lek was kneeling in front of me working at my zipper.

  I tried to make her rise. “No, you don’t have to do that.”

  She looked disappointed. “You don’t want my mouth on you?”

  “Of course I do, but . . .”

  “Then let me,” she said softly. “I want to.” With the hooker, I had to pay extra for a blow job. Lek acted as though I was doing her a favour. As soon as my fly was open, my penis popped out, full and solid as a sausage. She pursed her lips and mouthed the tip, leaving traces of lipstick on the bulb. Then she slithered her tongue down my length, circling the base with her thumb and forefinger while cupping my balls in her other palm. I groaned. It has been a long time since I have known anyone’s touch but my own.

  “Your cock very nice, Pat,” she murmured, in between mouthfuls. She took me deep into her throat and kept me there, sucking hard, nursing my cock like a baby at its mother’s tit. I’d never felt anything like it.

  Already I could feel the come boiling up in me. I began to thrust, jerking my hips, banging the tip of my cock against the back of her throat. She responded by sucking harder, till I felt that her hot vacuum would literally pull the come out of me.

  I wanted to stop. I didn’t want to come so soon. I wanted to be inside her, those graceful, muscular legs wrapped around me, when I came. But she wouldn’t let me go, and finally, I didn’t want her to. I twined my fingers in her hair and pulled her head into my crotch, fucking her face until
I could bear it no more. The semen surged up my shaft, filling her mouth and overflowing.

  She kept licking me gently as my dick shrank back to its normal size. Then she looked up at me and smiled, an angelic smile made sweetly perverse by the creamy remnants of my come on her lips.

  “You like that?” she asked archly.

  “What do you think?” I pulled her to me and embraced her, tasting my own bitter fluid on her ripe mouth. “That was amazing, Lek.” After a while I released her and looked down ruefully at my limp penis. “Unfortunately, I was hoping to use that to explore some other parts of your anatomy.”

  “Never mind,” she said. “Long night. You lie down there and watch me. You’ll be hard again pretty quick.”

  She was so charming that I couldn’t contradict her. I reclined on the bed while she did a little private strip-tease.

  She wasn’t wearing much, but she made every garment count. Moving to some music in her head, she strutted across the carpet, then turned her back to me. She untied her halter top from around her neck. Then she turned and slowly lowered the hands, gradually revealing to me those luscious little breasts. Her skin was a dusky ivory that reminded me of the erotic figurines carved from elephant tusks that I had seen in Okinawa. Her nipples seemed large in proportion. I ran my tongue over my lips, thinking about having one in my mouth. My penis twitched, already coming back to life.

  Next she unbuttoned her miniskirt, shimmied it down to her ankles, hooked it with one foot and flung it playfully onto the bed. Only her panties remained, a black thong that hid the merest sliver of the flesh between her thighs. Looking into my eyes, she undid the ties at each hip. With agonizing slowness, she drew the cloth forward, through her cleft. Then she held the garment out to me.

  My hands trembled as I took it from her. It was warm and moist from her body. I held it to my nose, breathing deeply. Her musk was fainter and more delicate than the Western women that I had known, but still strong enough to bring me half-erect.

  She posed for a moment, silent and desirable, her gold chain and Buddha amulet glinting between her breasts. Then she came and stood by the bedside, her thighs parted, her hairless mound close to my face. “Touch me,” she said. As nervous as a virgin, I reached out my finger and slid it into her folds. She sighed as if in bliss and closed her eyes, twisting her nipples between thumb and forefinger.

  Her flesh was slippery and unbelievably smooth. I thought of sun-warmed porcelain, or stones rounded and polished by the river’s kiss. My fingers found her clit and massaged it gently. I was rewarded by her soft moans. My cock swelled to fullness as I imagined probing her more deeply.

  Lek somehow knew that I was ready. She climbed onto the bed. On all fours, she presented her ass to me. Her pale, swelling cheeks flowed like sculpture under my hands. I wanted her as I had never wanted any woman.

  Fumbling in my pocket, I found a condom and slid it over my now-rampant penis. Then I slipped my fingers back into her cunt, spreading her juices.

  Lek looked back at me over her shoulder. “No, not there,” she said. “Take me the other way. In the other hole. Like a whore.”

  Her crudeness, so out of keeping with her earlier manner, shocked me and excited me. I spread her cheeks and placed my forefinger on the crinkled ring of muscle. “You mean here?”

  “Yes. There. Like that. You want to, don’t you?”

  I did. I had never done such a thing, but oh, I had read and I had imagined. I was afraid, though, afraid of hurting her, afraid of the dirtiness of it, afraid of the unknown.

  “Are you sure?”

  “Do it. Please, now. Fuck me like a whore, Pat.”

  “You’re not a whore, Lek . . .” I began, but I couldn’t continue. My cock surged, hardening to pain. I didn’t hesitate any longer. I smeared some of the lubrication from her pussy over my cock, until I was as slippery as she was. Then I pressed my knob against that tight whorl, that gateway to the forbidden, and pushed. To my surprise, I slid halfway in, halfway into the tightest, hottest space my cock had ever known.

  I grabbed her hips and pulled her toward me, fully impaling her. She sobbed, in pain or delight. From the way she arched her back and pressed herself against my hardness, I thought it was the latter. I began to move inside her. Her muscles gripped me, rippling around my rod. Each time I thrust into her bowels, she moaned, urging me on.

  The sensations and the thought of what I was doing fed on each other. I was butt-fucking a beautiful woman. Reaming her. Screwing her brains out with my cock buried to the hilt in her ass. And she loved it, I could tell, from her mewing cries, from the way she writhed beneath me and thrashed her head about until her hair was tangled all over her back.

  It lasted a long time. My cock seemed to swell with each stroke. Her passage got tighter and tighter. Finally, I could bear it no longer. With a yell, I rammed myself into her and let the orgasm take over. It tore through me, sweeping away all thought in its path.

  When I came back to myself, she was stretched out beside me, stroking my hair. Sweet satisfaction shone in her eyes. “Khorp khun kha,” she whispered. Thank you.

  “Thank you, Lek.” I gathered her in my arms and showered her with small kisses. I had never imagined such generosity in a woman.

  We spent the weekend together. The next morning, breakfasting late in the hotel coffee shop, I was self-conscious. Then I looked around and realized that we were by no means the only Thai-foreign couple in the place.

  She was magnificent company, and a wonderful guide. She showed me the bejewelled Grand Palace and the National Museum. In the Temple of the Emerald Buddha, she lit incense and knelt silently for a long time. I watched, amazed, remembering her reverence in the bar.

  We wandered through the weekend market laughing and sweating in the sun, while she bargained for sarongs and cheap jewellery. We toured the canals on a rice barge, ate fiery curry and fried bananas.

  And, of course, we made love, a dozen times in a dozen different ways. Finally, I got the chance to sink myself into her cunt, while looking into her eyes. It was clear even to me, though, that she preferred entry via her back passage. I was more than happy to oblige.

  On Monday morning, we held hands while waiting for the minivan. All at once I remembered that I had not paid her. I had bought her gifts and given her money for treats, but nothing to recompense her for her time and her physical bounty.

  I reached for my wallet. She put her hand on mine. “Never mind,” she said.

  “But, I haven’t given you anything. I have to pay . . .”

  “No, no pay, Pat. I’m your girlfriend now. Just take care of me, OK.”

  I shook off her hand and slipped five thousand baht from my billfold. Folding it, I stuck it into her palm. “You know I’m going to be gone for the next three weeks. This should help you take care of yourself. I’ll see you when I come back, OK?”

  “OK, Pat. I miss you.”

  “I’ll miss you too, Lek.” The van pulled up and, at the same time, Charlie and the other guys tumbled out of the hotel, looking tousled and somewhat the worse for wear. I kissed her lightly on the lips. “See you soon.”

  The next three weeks were the longest I had ever endured. The days crawled by in a haze of sunburnt dust. The nights I spent fantasizing, remembering Lek’s sweetness and her lust, thinking of new things we would do when I saw her again. I wished that I had a picture of her, but then I knew no photo could do her justice. No photo could capture her dancer’s grace, her whimsical sense of humour, her gentleness, or her blazing carnality.

  Finally, I couldn’t bear it any more. I had to hear her voice at least. I asked one of the Thai members of our team to find the telephone number for Butterfly Bar, and one evening around six p.m., when I figured it would not be busy, I tried calling.

  The phone rang and rang. Finally it picked up. “Kha?” a woman’s voice answered. “Is Lek there?” I asked, miserably aware that I might not be understood. “I’d like to speak to Lek, please.”

 
There was a silence, then the woman laughed. “Oh, Lek, yes, of course. One moment, please.”

  The line crackled with static as I waited. Dimly, I could hear the thumping beat of rock and roll. I had no idea what I was going to say. I only knew that I needed Lek in some way that was totally new to me.

  Finally, I heard a clicking, and then her softly accented English. “Hello? Lek speaking.”

  “Lek, it’s me. Pat.”

  “Pat!” she almost squealed with excitement. I heard her say something in Thai to someone in the background. “Pat, I miss you!”

  “I miss you too, Lek. That’s why I’m calling. I just had to hear your voice.”

  “When you come back to Bangkok?”

  “Not until the end of next week. Friday. I’ll meet you at the bar, OK?”

  “OK, Pat. See you then.” There was a pause, filled with static. “Everything good with you?”

  “I’m fine except that I wish you were here with me.”

  “Want me to come up-country to see you?”

  I laughed at her enthusiasm. “No, no. I’ve got to work, and this place would be pretty dull for a gorgeous girl like you.”

  “If you there, not dull,” she said firmly. “We make excitement together.”

  “You’re certainly right on that score, young lady. But no, I’ll see you in Bangkok. Maybe we can go down to Pattaya and hang out on the beach.”

  “Crazy farang,” she laughed. No Thai girl goes to the beach. Make us black.

  “Well, whatever. Maybe we’ll spend the whole weekend in my room.”

  “Mmm,” she sighed. “I like that.”

  Another moment of staticky silence. Finally, she spoke, so softly I could hardly hear. “Pat? I love you.”

  “I love you, too, Lek,” I heard myself say. I realized I meant it. “See you next week.”

  The last week seemed even longer than the previous two. Then, when Friday afternoon finally arrived, and I was packing for the trip south, my boss dropped by. He needed me to stay until tomorrow, he said, to supervise the grading of the site. “Can’t Charlie do it?” I asked, a bit testily.

  “Charlie’s sick. Got some stomach bug or something.”