Lost Faith (The Firm Book 1)

by April Zyon

  Tightening his hold on her Tobias dipped his head down to kiss her. “He’s studied psychology, even has a degree. Winston has several degrees, most I don’t even know what they are for and he doesn’t ever show them to anyone. Cherry thinks he goes after them to keep his mind busy, to fill a void and she might be right. But he’s a guy, and I’m a guy, and we don’t talk about shit like that. It’s not in the bro-code handbook after all.”

  “I think that he’s in love with someone and she doesn’t know it.” Gabbie finally said, and that struck a chord inside of Tobias. “Something happened though and I’m not sure what. I just say that because of working with him for the last week or so. There is something going on that’s more than just his typical banter and so on.”

  “You are talking about Winston, right?” The guy wasn’t exactly the chatty sort on the best day. Although even Tobias had to admit Winston did talk with Gabbie more than anyone else now, or ever. But his woman had a way about her, she could probably get anyone to talk to her given enough time. “He’s not the talkative sort.”

  “He and I talk all the time.” Gabbie told him and pulled back to look at him. “When we are sitting there coding we will talk unless one of us is working on cracking a code but honestly there are far too many hours in the day that we simply sit there and that’s when we chat and he tells me all your secrets.”

  Tobias cringed internally at that and tugged her head back to look at her. “What precisely has that man been telling you? I want details, dates and times on every conversation so I know what punishment needs to be mete out.”

  “Nothing big. Basically, just telling me that he’s glad that I’m in your life and you are happier now than he’s ever seen you. I like that, the knowledge that I make you as happy as you make me.” She leaned in and kissed him then, dammit his woman was trying to get his mind on something else, her, and it was working.

  “Uh-huh, anything else?” He would not be distracted, he would not be distracted. Damn her, she knew that nibbling on his jaw made his mind mush. Catching her chin, he held it to keep her under control and maybe find some more himself. “Come on, you can tell me.”

  “No really he hasn’t said anything at all about you. I’ve tried to get secrets and he won’t give them up. He’s told me your likes, dislikes, birthday and so on but nothing too deep. He did tell me you had your heart broken once and he was happy that I was helping you heal but that’s it.”

  He took another minute to stare into her eyes. Satisfied that’s all Winston had shared he nodded and hugged her in close. “You could have asked me for all that, sweetheart.” He was grateful Winston was standing by the code of their team. As he would do for the other man should it ever come to that. There were things you could, and would share and then other shit that was never spoken about.

  “I know that I could have asked you but then I wouldn’t be able to surprise you with your birthday present because I seriously doubt that you would tell me that I missed your birthday the day before we met.” And he could see from the look on her face she was going to make that up to him. “I like that it’s kind of an anniversary for us.”

  “I’d prefer to celebrate the day we met more than my birthday I’ll admit. Never particularly liked birthdays much. I’ve also never really understood the need. You were born, now you’re here, what’s the point of marking off the years?” It was a silly tradition but if she wanted to do something he wouldn’t stop her. Unless she went off the rails and then he’d damn well have to put his foot down.

  “So, if we were ever blessed to have a child you wouldn’t want to celebrate our child’s birthday?” She had pulled back and looked at him with a frown. “I see not really celebrating your adult birthday’s but what about our children? And I would like to at least give you a gift and card on your birthday. You won’t deny me that will you? I’m not saying going crazy overboard, but a card and gift would be lovely, that is if you aren’t against it?”

  Tobias thought carefully before opening his mouth. One thing he knew was that when dealing with women words had to be carefully chosen on most topics. He did not want this coming back to bite him in his ass later. “Kids are different and if they want the whole kit and kaboodle, then so be it. But once you get to a certain age it’s kind of pointless, although I won’t turn my nose up at a gift from my girl when the day comes around. She has special privileges after all.”

  He must have said the right thing because she grinned and hugged him. “Thank you, Tobias.” She pressed a kiss to his neck, his jaw and then laid one on him that he was waiting for. She pulled back so that she could look him in the eyes. “I do love you, Tobias Casey. You are the perfect man for me.” And then she kissed him again.

  Feeling like he’d won a medal, or at least placed to get on the podium, he kissed her back. When she broke the kiss to lick her lips he felt his cock leap behind his zipper. “Why don’t you go lock my door and then we can have a little fun before we head home?”

  “Oh, I like it. Naughty man.” She rose however and walked to the door to do as he told her to do. Standing in front of the door he watched her as she took off her clothes, placing them carefully on the chair at the side of the door. “So,” she walked toward him with that sexy sway she had. “How is it that you want me, Tobias?”

  Unzipping his jeans, he pushed them down enough to free his cock, and then crooked a fingers. “Come sit on my cock and we’ll figured it out from there.” Tobias wrapped his hand around his dick and gave it a couple strokes pausing to squeeze the base and stave off the need to explode. Whenever Gabbie got naked around him it was damn hard to not revert to his teenage self that had zero control.

  She walked to him and straddled him. He was fucking thankful that his chair had openings under the armrests so that she could put her legs through it. When she was resting above him she put her hand on his cock. Fucking hell that was enough to make him bite down hard on his teeth to keep from coming. “So, you want to be inside of me?”

  “Damn straight I do, and I know you want my dick inside you too, sweetheart. So why don’t you guide it in. Then we’ll both have what we want. I’ll make it worth your while, you know I will.” He had more than just chair sex on the plans before they headed out for the day.

  “Oh, I know you will.” She guided his cock into her weeping pussy and began to move on him. Her hands were on his shoulders and she was looking at him with such trust, such love that it nearly gutted him with how lucky he was to have her.

  Grabbing her ass, he helped her to move. Tobias took a second to enjoy her in all her naked glory with the sun beginning to set out the windows at her back. He was suddenly glad he’d paid a little more to get them specially treated to ensure privacy. It allowed them to enjoy the sunset, or rather he got to enjoy his woman haloed by the setting sun. She wrenched his attention back fully with a squeeze from her inner muscles around his cock, that earned her a light slap for the move that pushed him closer to the edge. Tobias wasn’t ready for this to be over any time soon.

  He could see by her smile she liked the small smack to her ass, she always did though, enjoy having him slapping her ass or giving some small bite of pain while they made love. “I’m leaning back, hold me.” And then she began to lean back. Damn she made him feel like fucking Superman with all of the trust she placed in him to keep her safe at all times. His fingers tightened against her ass as she leaned back because the new angle had her pussy tightening even more.

  Her breasts were pushed up to the perfect position. Leaning forward Tobias took her nipple between his lips and began to suck. Flicking his tongue to the tight bud he used his teeth to scrape and give it a pinch. Her pussy clenched even harder on his dick telling him she was enjoying what he was doing. Giving it another nip he sucked another minute before moving over to give her other breast the same treatment.

  She placed her hands on his forearms and squeezed. He loved that she gave so much of herself to him, just like he gave everything to her. “That feels s
o good.” She was riding him harder, her pussy clenching on his dick with every suckle he gave her nipple.

  “That’s it, babe. Ride me hard and squeeze me harder. I want you to drench me when you come. And once you do I’m going to fuck you hard, and fast on my desk. I want the image of your naked body resting there while you scream your orgasm to be part of my every working day.”

  She rode him harder, faster and was squeezing him tightly. He wasn’t sure if she would come before him so he worked her nipples even more. It didn’t take her long however before she was doing just that. She was screaming in her pleasure in just moments. She came hard and tightened her pussy on his cock.

  Squeezing his eyes closed tightly he mentally stripped an M-4 rifle in an attempt to stave off his own orgasm. He was successful, but it was a damn fucking close thing. When she started to collapse he stood with her in his arms and laid her out on his desk. Tobias had to move a couple things but made it work. He propped her heels up on the edge, and wrapping his arms around her thighs to be able to grab her hips he began to thrust like he’d promised, hard and fast.

  Gabbie arched back and reached behind her so that she could clutch the other side of the desk and moved in perfect harmony with him. Damn it felt good too. “Son of a whore I’m about ready to come again.” She had sweat drenching her body, she looked perfect there on his desk like she was.

  “Good because I’m pretty sure I blew out a few things holding back that last orgasm you tried to wrench from me.” He watched her breasts moving back and forth. This image was forever going to be ingrained in his brain. “I want you to come again, harder this time. Pet that pretty pink clit I can see peeking out down there. Wind yourself up good and tight, sweetheart.”

  She did just as he told her to do. She began to rub at the pearl of her clit while riding his cock. She was watching him now with an eager and lustful gaze. “Fuck yes.” She moved on him harder now, faster and he was having one hell of a fucking time keeping from coming.

  “Pinch that slippery little nub, baby,” he ordered. “When we get home, I want you on the bed, naked with your fingers in your pussy. Seeing you like this makes me want to watch you make yourself come by your own hand.” The thought was driving him practically insane.

  “Deal.” She rubbed her clit and then began to pinch it. “I will do anything for you but if I’m getting off with my fingers I want to watch you doing the same. I want to see your big hands on your hard cock until you are ready to come and then I want to be able to take you into my mouth and drink you down.”

  “Fuck yeah,” he croaked out. It was hard to talk let alone think. With the new image involving her mouth wrapped around his cock he was a goner. All finesse and style was gone, tossed out the window, lost to the ages. Now he was pure instinct and need. Gripping her hips tighter Tobias fucked her harder, only his hold keeping her from skidding across the desk atop his blotter.

  Gabbie’s head was back and she moved with him. He saw her throat moving as if she were gulping and gasping for air. Then there it was, she was screaming as she came a second time for him. Her tight pussy fisting his cock so hard that it was hard for him to keep his head.

  What came out of his mouth was nothing coherent. And he didn’t care. He was quite frankly surprised his head didn’t explode or that his knees didn’t give out from the force of the release he had. Holding her tight he pumped everything he had deep into her sheath and then kind of folded down on top of her like a wilted balloon.

  She was gasping under him, one of her hands moved to his back limply and she stroked him lightly which he liked, a lot. “Son of a bitch I really hope your office is soundproofed.” Something he hadn’t thought of at all.

  Tobias attempted to speak but nothing more than a wheeze broke through so he nodded instead. It took him a couple more minutes filled with deep gulps of air before he could lever up enough to ensure she wasn’t crushed under his weight. “All rooms in the place are soundproofed because we all have days where we’re not people to be around. Best to leave us in our little spaces to do whatever until we’re semi-human again.”

  “Thank god. I think that you and I need to do this a lot. I really love working with you.” He smiled at that fact. He was pretty damn happy she decided to work with him too. “I think that we should get clothes on otherwise I’m going to attack your beautiful body again, Tobias and that simply won’t do. We will be in here all limp and weak as noodles while everyone out there snickers at us for being that way.”

  “You look gorgeous you naked, limp noodle you. But you are right. We’d better get you dressed, and I need to straighten myself out before we attempt to walk out of here. Then we will head home, get something to eat, and have a nice lazy night. Especially since tomorrow I have meetings back to back through the day.” Tobias was not looking forward to that. He hated the meetings but they were a necessary evil to ensure the business kept growing and they all kept working.

  That had her frowning, wrinkling her nose in that adorable way he loved. “Well then it looks like I get to bug Winston all day tomorrow, poor man. Don’t be surprised if he asks you for hazard pay.” She was teasing him and he knew it. She happened to love to tease him, it was one of the many things that he adored about her.

  “Winston adores you, but if he starts telling you shit about me again he’s going to be looking for a new job.” Pressing a kiss to her lips Tobias helped her off the desk and held onto her elbow while she wobbled. When she got her legs under her he let her loose, and because he could he gave her a slap to her bottom. The glare filled with heat and amusement had him laughing. “Hurry up woman, I’m hungry.” Tidying his own clothing up Tobias realized how at peace he felt. For the first time in too long his life was exactly how he wanted it to be. Not perfect by any means, but he had a woman he loved and who loved him, friends and a job that kept him on his toes. What more could a man ask for?

  The End