The Dream of X and Other Fantastic Visions

by William Hope Hodgson; Douglas A. Anderson

  “I rushed to the side and stared over; but nothing met my eyes except the shadow of the ship, sweeping over the moon-lit sea.

  “How long I stared down blankly into the water it would be impossible to say; certainly for a good minute. I felt blank—just horribly blank. It was such a beastly confirmation of the unnaturalness of the thing I had concluded to be a sort of brain fancy. I seemed, for that little time, deprived, you know, of the power of coherent thought. I suppose I was dazed—mentally stunned, in a way.

  “As I have said, a minute or so must have gone, while I had been staring into the dark of the water under the ship’s side. Then I came suddenly to my ordinary self. The Second Mate was singing out: ‘Lee fore brace.’

  “I went to the braces, like a chap in a dream.

  The Search for Stubbins

  “And then, on the fourth night, something fresh happened, for about two bells that night the fore t’gallant sheet carried away, and Williams and I went up to fix it. We did this, and I went down to give a hand with the haulyards, whilst Williams stayed up to light up the gear. And then, suddenly, when the yard was nearly mastheaded, Williams started to sing out something queer, and a minute later he came down with a crash, and smashed upon the deck.

  “Jove! We were shaken, and the second sent Tammy (our first-voyage ’prentice) up to take the wheel, to be out of the way. When we’d cleared up the ropes and things we went into the fo’cas’le, and had a long yarn about it; but no one, ’cept, perhaps, Stubbins, seemed to have any idea of the way to look at things. And so the conversation slacked off. He were all so moody and shaken.

  “Presently I heard the second whistling for someone to relieve the wheel, and when I got aft I found he’d kicked Tammy away from the wheel, because Tammy thought he’d seen a man climbing aboard out of the sea, and had, consequently, bunked away from the wheel. I had a long talk with Tammy, over the wheel-box, after the Second Mate had gone forrard to the break, and he told me all about it, and I explained to him that I was growing pretty certain that the ship was open to be boarded by these strange shadow-men; and then the Second Mate came aft again, and we had to shut up.

  “We buried Williams next day, about midday. And after that came the mist, which I always hold brought a queer, invisible atmosphere about the ship, which made other ships invisible to us and, I believe, even the natural sea, though all looked to us as usual, except that we could not see other vessels any longer, though I found out afterwards, as you know, that they could see us. When I say we couldn’t see other ships, I mean only in odd flashes, and then gone in a minute. I know I got kicked away from the wheel and off the lookout for seeing another vessel and lights, which no one else could see. Though I wasn’t the only one.

  “It was on the following night that something further happened. Just at the beginning of the middle watch one of the men, called Svensen, fell from aloft and killed Jock, who was passing underneath. And then we heard Jacobs, who had been aloft with Svensen, singing out like mad on the royal yard. When we got up to him he seemed to be fighting with someone or something; but what it was we couldn’t see. And he went quiet when we got to him, and so we got him down on deck and into his bunk. After that we took in the main royal, and the Second Mate came with us, to keep us company, because he knew there was something very wrong aloft.

  “When we got down again the Old Man sung out to call all hands, and we set to to shorten her down; but up aloft we were all attacked by invisible things that pulled at us, and the whole crowd simply bunked down on deck.

  “When the attack began, Jaskett was just below me in the forerigging; but whether I slid over him, or he gave way, I don’t know one bit. I only know that I reached the decks, at last, among a crowd of shouting, half-mad sailor men.

  “In a confused way, I was conscious that the Skipper and the Mates were down among us, trying to get us into some state of calmness. Eventually they succeeded, and we were told to go aft to the saloon door, which we did in a body. Here the Skipper himself served out a large tot of rum to each of us. Then, at his orders, the Second Mate called the roll.

  “He called over the Mate’s watch first, and everyone answered. Then he came to ours, and he must have been agitated, for the first name he sung out was Jock’s.

  “Among us there came a moment of dead silence, and I noticed the wail and moan of the wind aloft, and the flap, flap of the three unfurled t’gallan’s’ls.

  “The Second Mate called the next name, hurriedly.

  “ ‘Jaskett,’ he sung out.

  “ ‘Sir,’ Jaskett answered.

  “ ‘Quoin.’

  “ ‘Yes, Sir.’

  “ ‘Jessop.’

  “ ‘Sir,’ I replied.

  “ ‘Stubbins.’

  “There was no answer.

  “ ‘Stubbins,’ again called the Second Mate.

  “Again there was no reply.

  “ ‘Is Stubbins here? Anyone: the second’s voice sounded sharp and anxious.

  “There was a moment’s pause. Then one of the men spoke.

  “ ‘He’s not here, Sir.’

  “ ‘Who saw him last?’ the second asked.

  “Plummer stepped forward into the light that streamed through the saloon doorway. He had on neither coat nor cap, and his shirt seemed to be hanging about him in tatters.

  “ ‘It were me, Sir,’ he said.

  “The Old Man, who was standing next to the Second Mate, took a pace towards him, and stopped and stared; but it was the second who spoke.

  “ ‘Where?’ he asked.

  “ ‘ ’E were just above me, in ther crosstrees, when, when—’ the man broke off short.

  “ ‘Yes—yes!’the Second Mate replied. Then he turned to the Skipper.

  “ ‘Someone will have to go up, Sir, and see—’ he hesitated.

  “ ‘But—’ said the Old Man, and stopped.

  “The Second Mate cut in:

  “ ‘I shall go up, for one, Sir,’ he said, quietly.

  “Then he turned back to the crowd of us.

  “ ‘Tammy!’ he sung out. ‘Get a couple of lamps out of the lamp-locker.’

  “ ‘Aye, aye, Sir,’ Tammy replied, and ran off.

  “ ‘Now,’ said the Second Mate, addressing us. ‘I want a couple of men to jump aloft along with me, and take a look for Stubbins.’

  “Not a man replied. I would have liked to step out and offer, but the memory of that horrible clutch was with me, and for the life of me I could not summon up the courage.

  “ ‘Come—come, men!’ he said. ‘We can’t leave him up there. We shall take lanterns. Who’ll come now?’

  “I walked out to the front. I was in a horrible funk; but, for very shame, I could not stand back any longer.

  “ ‘I’ll come with you, Sir,’ I said, not very loud, and feeling fairly twisted up with nervousness.

  “ ‘That’s more the tune, Jessop!’ he replied, in a tone that made me glad I had stood out.

  “At this point Tammy came up with the lights. He brought them to the second, who took one, and told him to give the other to me. The Second Mate held his light above his head, and looked ’round at the hesitating men.

  “ ‘Now, men,’ he sung out, ‘you’re not going to let Jessop and me go up alone? Come along, another one or two of you. Don’t act like a damned lot of cowards!’

  “Quoin stood out and spoke for the crowd.

  “ ‘I dunno as we’re actin like cowyards, Sir; but just look at ‘it!’ And he pointed at Plummer, who still stood full in the light from the saloon doorway.

  “ ‘What sort of a thing is it as ’as done that, Sir?’ he went on. ‘An’ then yer arsks us ter go up agen! It aren’t likely as we’re in a ’urry.’

  “The Second Mate looked at Plummer, and surely, as I have before mentioned, the poor beggar was in a state; his ripped-up shirt was fairly flapping in the breeze that came through the doorway.

  “The second looked; yet he said nothing. It was as though the realiz
ation of Plummer’s condition had left him without a word more to say. It was Plummer himself who finally broke the silence.

  “ ‘I’ll come with yer, Sir,’ he said. ‘Only yer ought ter ’ave more light than them two lanterns. ’Twon’t be no use, unless we ’as plenty ’er light.’

  “The man had grit; I was astonished at his offering to go, after what he must have gone through. Yet I was to have even a greater astonishment; for, abruptly, the Skipper—who all this time had scarcely spoken—stepped forward a pace, and put his hand on the Second Mate’s shoulder.

  “ ‘I’ll come with you, Mr. Tulipson,’ he said.

  “The Second Mate twisted his head ’round, and stared at him a moment in astonishment. Then he opened his mouth.

  “ ‘No, Sir; I don’t think—’ he began.

  “ ‘That’s sufficient, Mr. Tulipson,’ the Old Man interrupted. ‘I’ve made up my mind.’

  “He turned to the First Mate, who had stood by without a word.

  “ ‘Mr. Grainge,’ he said, ‘take a couple of the ’prentices down with you and pass out a box of blue-lights and some flare-ups.’

  “The Mate answered something, and hurried away into the saloon with the two ’prentices in his watch. Then the Old Man spoke to the men.

  “ ‘Now, men,’ he began, ‘this is no time for dilly-dallying. The Second Mate and I will go aloft, and I want about half a dozen of you to come along with us, and carry lights. Plummer and Jessop here have volunteered. I want four or five more of you. Step out, now, some of you!’

  “There was no hesitation whatever now, and the first man to come forward was Quoin. After him followed three of the Mate’s crowd, and then old Jaskett.

  “ ‘That will do—that will do,’ said the Old Man.

  “He turned to the Second Mate.

  “ ‘Has Mr. Grainge come with those lights yet?’ he asked, with a certain irritability.

  “ ‘Here, Sir,’ said the First Mate’s voice, behind him in the saloon doorway. He had the box of blue-lights in his hands, and behind him came the two boys, carrying the flares.

  “The Skipper took the box from him, with a quick gesture, and opened it.

  “ ‘Now, one of you men come here,’ he ordered.

  “One of the men in the Mate’s watch ran to him.

  “He took several of the lights from the box and handed them to the man.

  “ ‘See here,’ he said, ‘when we go aloft, you get into the fore-top, and keep one of these going all the time. Do you hear?’

  “ ‘Yes, Sir,’ replied the man.

  “ ‘You know how to strike them?’ the Skipper asked, abruptly.

  “ ‘Yes, Sir,’ he answered.

  “The Skipper sung out to the Second Mate:

  “ ‘Where’s that boy of yours—Tammy—Mr. Tulipson?’

  “ ‘Here, Sir,’ said Tammy, answering for himself.

  “The Old Man took another light from the box.

  “ ‘Listen to me boy!’ he said. ‘Take this, and stand by on the forrard deckhouse. When we go aloft, you must give us a light until the man gets his going in the top. You understand?’

  “ ‘Yes, Sir,’ answered Tammy, and took the light.

  “ ‘One minute!’ said the Old Man, and stooped and took a second light from the box. ‘Your first light may go out before we’re ready. You’d better have another in case it does.’

  “Tammy took the second light and moved away.

  “ ‘Those flares all ready for lighting there, Mr. Grainge?’ the captain asked.

  “ ‘All ready, Sir,’ replied the Mate.

  “The Old Man pushed one of the blue-lights into his coat pocket and stood upright.

  “ ‘Very well,’ he said. ‘Give each of the men one apiece. And just see that they all have matches.’

  “He spoke to the men particularly:

  “ ‘As soon as we are ready, the other two men in the Mate’s watch will get up into the crane lines and keep their flares going there. Take your paraffin tins with you. When we reach the upper topsail, Quoin and Jaskett will get out onto the yardarms and show their flares there. Be careful to keep your lights away from the sails. Plummer and Jessop will come up with the Second Mate and myself. Does every man clearly understand?’

  “ ‘Yes, Sir,’ said the men, in a chorus.

  “A sudden idea seemed to occur to the Skipper, and he turned and went through the doorway into the saloon. In about a minute he came back, and handed something to the Second Mate that shone in the light from the lanterns. I saw that it was a revolver, and he held another in his other hand; this I saw him put into his side pocket.

  “The Second Mate held the pistol a moment, looking a bit doubtful.

  “ ‘I don’t think, Sir—’ he began. But the Skipper cut him short.

  “ ‘You don’t know!’ he said. ‘Put it in your pocket.’

  “Then he turned to the First Mate.

  “ ‘You will take charge of the deck, Mr. Grainge, while we’re aloft,’ he said.

  “ ‘Aye, aye, Sir,’ the Mate answered, and sung out to one of his ’prentices to take the blue-light box back into the cabin, and led the way forrard. As we went the light from the two lanterns shone upon the decks, showing the litter of the t’gallant gear. The ropes were foul of one another in a regular bunch o’ buffers. This had been caused, I suppose, by the crowd trampling over them in their excitement when they reached the deck. And then, suddenly, as though the sight had waked me up to a more vivid comprehension, you know, it came to me, new and fresh, how damned strange was the whole business. I got a little touch of despair and asked myself what was going to be the end of all these beastly happenings.

  “Abruptly I heard the Skipper shouting, away forrard. He was singing out to Tammy to get up onto the house with his blue-light. We reached the fore rigging, and the same instant the strange, ghastly flare of Tammy’s blue-light burst out into the night, causing every rope, sail and spar to jump out weirdly.

  “I saw now that the Second Mate was already in the starboard rigging, with his lantern. He was shouting to Tammy to keep the drip from his light clear of the staysail, which was stowed upon the house. Then, from somewhere on the port side, I heard the Skipper shout to us to hurry.

  “ ‘Smartly, now, you men!’ he was saying. ‘Smartly, now.’

  “The man who had been told to take up a station in the foretop was just behind the Second Mate. Plummer was a couple of ratlines lower.

  “I caught the Old Man’s voice again.

  “ ‘Where’s Jessop with that other lantern?’ I heard him shout.

  “ ‘Here, Sir,’ I sung out.

  “ ‘Bring it over this side,’ he ordered. ‘You don’t want the two lanterns on one side.’

  “I ran ’round the fore side of the house. Then I saw him. He was in the rigging and making his way smartly aloft. One of the Mate’s watch and Quoin were with him. This I saw as I came ’round the house. Then I made a jump, gripped the sherpole, and swung myself up onto the rail. And then, all at once, Tammy’s blue-light went out, and there came what seemed by contrast a pitchy darkness. I stood where I was—one foot on the rail and my knee upon a sherpole. The light from my lantern seemed no more than a sickly yellow glow against the gloom; and higher, some forty or fifty feet, and a few ratlines below the futtock rigging on the starboard side there was another glow of yellowness in the night. Apart from these, all was blackness. And then from above—high above—there wailed down through the darkness a weird, sobbing cry. What it was, I don’t know; but it sounded horrible.

  “The Skipper’s voice came down jerkily.

  “ ‘Smartly with that light, boy!’ he shouted. And the blue glare blazed out again, almost before he had finished speaking.

  “I stared up at the Skipper. He was standing where I had seen him before the light went out, and so were the two men. As I looked, he commenced to climb again. I glanced across to starboard. Jaskett and the other man in the Mate’s watch were about midway betw
een the deck of the house and the foretop. Their faces showed extraordinarily pale in the dead glare of the blue-light. Higher I saw the Second Mate in the futtock rigging, holding his light up over, the edge of the top. Then he went further and disappeared. The man with the blue-lights followed, and also vanished from view. On the port side, and more directly above me, the Skipper’s feet were just stepping out of the futtock shrouds. At that I made haste to follow.

  “Then, suddenly, when I was close under the top, there came from above me the sharp flare of a blue-light, and almost in the same instant Tammy’s went out. I glanced down at the decks. They were filled with flickering, grotesque shadows cast by the dripping light above. A group of the men stood by the port galley door—their faces upturned and pale and unreal under the gleam of the light. Then I was in the futtock rigging, and a moment afterwards standing in the top, beside the Old Man. He was shouting to the men who had gone out on the crane lines. It seemed that the man on the port side was bungling; but at last—nearly a minute after the other man had lit his flare—he got his going. In that time the man in the top had lit his second blue-light, and we were ready to get into the topmast rigging. First, however, the Skipper leant over the after side of the top, and sung out to the First Mate to send a man up onto the fo’cas’le head with a flare. The Mate replied, and then we started again, the Old Man leading.

  “Fortunately, the rain had ceased, and there seemed to be no increase in the wind; indeed, if anything, there appeared to be rather less; yet what there was drove the flames of the flare-ups out into occasional, twisting serpents of fire at least a yard long.

  “About half-way up the topmast rigging the Second Mate sung out to the Skipper to know whether Plummer should light his flare; but the Old Man said he had better wait until we reached the crosstrees, as then he could get out, away from the gear, to where there would be less danger of setting fire to anything.

  “We neared the crosstrees, and the Old Man stooped and sung out to me to pass him the lantern by Quoin. A few ratlines more and both he and the Second Mate stopped almost simultaneously, holding their lanterns as high as possible, and peered into the darkness.