Society Girls: Kalila
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I moan out loud when his hands move to his jeans. He didn’t wear a belt tonight, because he changed after work, and a part of me mourns the loss of one. There’s not much like watching, and hearing the slide of a belt coming out of a heavy buckle as the man you ache for undresses himself. The flick of the button, and the rasp of the zipper on the jeans covering what I know is underneath, is almost as sexy, and I squirm a little on the table.
“Theo.”
“Are you ready for me, Kal?”
“You know I am.”
“Touch yourself.”
“I don’t need to.”
“Do it, or I’ll stop.”
My hand flies between my legs of its own volition, because I might die if he stops right now. Not really, but it feels like it. I run a finger through my folds, and over my clit as I watch him push down his jeans. He’s commando, because he almost always is, and his penis springs free, standing long and proud. I move my fingers faster over myself as he gives himself a tug, and then he’s pushing his jeans further down, over his hips, his strong thighs, and down to his ankles. His legs are almost as sexy as his abs, and don’t even get me started on his arms. God, I love his strong arms.
“Spread your legs,” he orders, as he climbs on the table behind me.
Once again, my body moves before my brain even tells me to, and then he’s beneath me, on his back. His mouth lines up with me, and I’m not ashamed as he opens his mouth, and catches the fluids dripping from me; I’m too turned on to care.
He grips my hips, and pulls me down on top of him. When I sit still, he squeezes me, letting me know what he wants. What we both want.
I ride his mouth as he alternates between spearing his tongue inside of me, and licking me up and down. My fingers are in the way, and I need to touch him, so I stretch my back, and wrap them around his hard length. It’s awkward, but I manage it, and when he bites the inside of my thigh, I know he likes it. When one of his hands covers mine, and helps me pump him harder, and his other guides one of mine back to my clit, we both moan, and move faster.
Our hands work in unison while his mouth works its magic on me until I explode on a scream, and he quickly sits up with his mouth still attached to me, sucking me down from the high he took me to. I brace my hands on the table, as my upper body is lifted further, and my legs dangle over Theo’s strong shoulders.
With a final kiss, he moves his mouth from me, and looks me in the eye. “I’m not done with you.”
“Good.”
I try to pull him to me, because I learned long ago that I love to taste myself on his lips, but he holds me steady, and licks his lips with a smug smile on his face.
“Who’s in charge, Kali?”
Bastard. “You are.”
“You don’t get treats if you can’t remember that.”
I glare at him, but don’t put up a fight as he lifts one of my legs, and using the napkins, ties it to the modern chandelier Chloe Griffin chose for my dining room. It’s not tight, but it’s snug enough to keep me in place once he’s tied the other one as well. I have to lean on my elbows now, until he places one of the throw pillows from my couch under my head. I’m more than glad that Isa and Teagan have been teaching us yoga as a way to focus when faced with some tough research, because otherwise, this position would be very uncomfortable.
“You ready?” he asks, and I nod, knowing I’m about to be taken for a wild ride. Literally.
Theo
Seeing Kali spread out like this, with her legs bound above her is like a dream come true. Every minute with her is a dream, even when I’m angry, or confused. When it’s just us, nothing else matters; it will again later, but not now.
As I position myself on my knees between her bound legs, I take a moment just to look at Kali. She’s got eyes so blue they’re almost purple, and smooth mocha skin that’s been untouched by violence, and war. As a member of the Society, she may gain a scar or two, but right now, she’s flawless. Her soft hair brown hair is straightened, and not curly how it was when I knew her before, but I still love to run my hands through it. She got a lot of DNA from her father, so although her skin is darker than white, he hair is easy for her to tame. I once told her I love it wild, and she left it that way for me, but in the place we’re at right now, my requests are not a priority, if they ever truly were.
As thoughts like that make me angry, I reach out and twist one of the coffee-colored nipples topping her perfectly full breasts. She gasps, and when I realize it’s not from pleasure, I lean down and lick it, acknowledging that I was too harsh.
Looking into her eyes, I see the war going on inside her. She wants to let me have control, but she’s also afraid. I see it, and it stabs me in the heart. No matter what’s gone down between us, Kali has never been scared of me, because she knows she doesn’t have to be—or at least she used to.
“I won’t hurt you.”
“I know.”
She says the words, but I’m not sure she believes them, and that’s okay. I promised to show her I love her, and I always keep my promises.
I cup her left foot in my hand, massaging her instep as I trail my mouth over the top. I place little kisses up her calves, run my tongue across the back of her knee, and nibble my way around her thigh. I perform the reverse on her right leg, before positioning myself where we both want me to be.
Spreading her legs a little wider, I duck my head, and take one sweet lick. This one’s for her, and I place my hands under her back, and lift her up. Her arms wrap around my neck as I take her mouth, and give her what I denied her before. She moans as she tastes herself on my mouth, and I can’t wait any longer. Entering her on one hard thrust as I have her bent in half in the air is just about the most erotic thing I’ve ever experienced.
She scratches at my shoulders as I hold her to me, taking us both higher and higher, “You like it dirty.”
“Yes.”
“I used to think I had to treat you gently, but you want it like this.”
“I do.”
“I could hold you like this, and fuck you like this, all night,” I tell her, knowing it’s true. I’m strong, and I’m determined, and yeah, I’m horny as hell for my sweet girl.
“Please.”
I remove her arms from my shoulders, and bend her even further, so she’s holding her bound ankles. The change in angle does it for both of us, and I come hard as I feel her shudder around me. I feel like I’ll never stop spilling myself inside her, and when I can finally see again, I’m still hard inside of her.
I need her again, but not the same way. I meant what I said about doing it like this all night, but I need it harder. I need to be closer to her. I need to claim her forever, now more than ever.
Pulling the knots on her ankles free, I slide out, and flip her as I lay her down on the table. Sliding off the marble surface, I pull her to the edge, and enter her again. This time is about me, only me, and I feel a sliver of guilt about it, but then I remember why I was angry earlier. I remember how she doubts me after all she did, and I remember how I’m in charge.
I’m merciless in my taking of her, pulling her hair and biting her skin, When she reaches up, and tears at my hair, I slow down, and turn her head so I can look at her.
“I’m mad.”
“Me, too.”
“We’ve never angry fucked.”
“Until now.”
She turns her head, and bites my bicep, hard. I pull her hair, and she arches her back, pushing into me. “Fuck.”
“Harder.”
I take her at a punishing pace, setting a rhythm that has us both coming again in minutes. My orgasm hits me so hard, I fall to my knees as my cum shoots out over her hardwood floor. Her legs are twitching above me, but I can’t bring myself to my feet. Not yet. Maybe not ever.
“Kali, are you okay?” I ask, once I can speak.
“Maybe.”
“Shit. I didn’t mean to hurt you.”
“Didn’t. Just can’t move right now. So good.�
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I close my eyes again, thankful she’s not injured from the rutting I just gave her. “Angry fucking is pretty awesome.”
“Sometimes. If you take me like that all the time, I may never walk again.”
“Same.”
When I feel strong enough to stand, I stagger to the sink, and wet some paper towels, so I can clean up. Kali’s softly snoring on the table, so I cover her with a throw from the couch before cleaning up her floor. I’ll let her sleep while I finish our dinner, and then I’ll make love to her softly, and sweetly. I don’t know if she believes in my love yet, but I’ve got more than enough stamina to keep trying until she does.
Chapter 4
Kali
I love waking up with Theo’s arms around me. I never thought I’d have this again, and I don’t entirely believe I’ll be waking up like this for much longer, even though he says he’s staying this time. Her hold on him is just too strong.
“Good morning, KASA,” he says, using the old nickname he called me when we were younger. I was wearing a NASA shirt the first time we met, and he changed the letters for me while flirting. It stuck, but he hasn’t called me that again until now.
“Hi.”
“I want to make love to you again, but I don’t know if either one of us can physically handle it.”
I smile, because I lost count of my orgasms last night, and how many times he was inside of me. I’m not embarrassed to admit I woke him more than once during the night, and he did the same to me.
“Probably not, although if we didn’t have to work today, I’d be willing to try.”
“Duly noted. I’ll make sure to match my days off with yours next week, so we can test it out.”
“It’s a date.”
“Man, I want to thank Chloe for picking such a sturdy chandelier for your dining room, but that might lead to questions.”
“I’ll just remind her how much I love everything here, especially the lighting,” I tell him with a laugh.
“Do you want to go to breakfast before work?”
“I’d love that.”
“I’m glad it’s still cool outside, because I marked you up a little.”
“I haven’t been wearing any cold weather clothes, since Vegas is not D.C., but I have some turtlenecks in the back of my closet.”
“Can I pick one for you?”
“That depends on why you’re doing it.”
“Because when I see you today, I want to know I picked the clothes I’m taking off you tonight.”
“I don’t remember us having plans tonight.”
He takes me face in his hands. “I want every night, Kal. At least the ones you aren’t spending with the girls.”
I have to give him a chance. I just have to. My heart needs this to be real, and it feels so right.
“Okay. You can pick something from the back of the closet.”
He looks like a kid in a candy store as he hops out of bed with a goofy smile on his face, and practically runs to my walk-in closet. I hear him moving hangers, and can’t help but smile.
“What’s this? It’s wrapped up like it’s special, but what was it for?” he asks, walking out with something that’s definitely not mean for covering me up.
I look at the sleeveless pink mini-dress inside the plastic covering for a moment, before meeting his eyes. “It’s the dress I wore when you came home.”
His eyes go wide. “You weren’t there when I came home.”
“Because I wasn’t on the list at the gate.”
“That’s not true.”
“It is true. Were they wrong? Did you put me on the list?”
I need it to be true. If it’s true, maybe it will help me get past what happened after. Maybe he thought I didn’t come there for him. It doesn’t excuse what he did, but it would help explain it.
“I told Meg to put you on it.”
“Meg? Well, that explains pretty much everything.”
“She knew I wanted you there. She wouldn’t keep you off.”
“I just told you she did.”
“You’re wrong.”
“Do you understand how it felt to be turned away at the gate? I felt horrible.”
“No. You didn’t want to be there.”
“How can you say that?” I ask, rising to stand, and stare him down. We’re both naked, but it doesn’t matter right now.
“You know why. I wish you’d just admit it!”
“And I wish you’d really your precious friend would do anything to get you into her bed. It worked that night, and she wants it again. That’s why she’s here.”
“You’re wrong.”
“I saw you with her when I went to look for you. I saw…I saw you. And now, there’s no evidence she’s being threatened.”
He staggers back a little. “You saw?”
“Yes.”
My eyes fill with tears, but I refuse to wipe them away. This had to come out eventually, and now it’s out there, and he knows I know it all. He cheated on me with the woman he’s still putting before me today.
“At least it was just her,” he spits out, causing me to step back, and gasp.
“What did you just say to me?”
“You heard me.”
He leaves the room, and I follow, watching him grab his clothes from the floor. “You need to leave.”
“I’m working on that right now.”
“This is it, Theo. This is the end for us.”
“You’re not going to keep putting it all on me.”
“I didn’t go out, and sleep with another man while we were engaged. I’m not still putting another man before you. So, tell me, Theo, how it’s my fault.”
“It’s not worth it, because you’ll just keep putting on this innocent act. God, Meg was right.”
“Of course, she was. Saint Meg couldn’t possibly be manipulating us all again.”
“I’m going back to D.C. once we’ve figured out what’s going on with her.”
I have so much I could say about that, but I don’t. I’m really and truly done with him, and his blinders where Meg is concerned. I deserve better, and I now know for sure I’ll never get it with him. The slamming door echoes the door to my heart that just closed for him as well.
Theo
I can’t believe this. I mean, I can since I just lived it, but I thought we’d work this time. I thought we could be together, and put the past behind us. But this? What just happened? No. It’s over, and I have to be okay with it.
“Whoa,” Nate says, when I almost slam into him coming out of the elevator on our floor.
“Sorry, man.”
“Are you okay?”
“Kali and I just broke up for good.”
“What did you do?” Jade asks, coming out of their apartment, and looking at me like my life’s in danger.
“Me? It has to be me, right? Because I’m the guy?”
“It has to be you because Kali’s been putting up with your shit for years.”
She’s in my face, and I’m in hers, and then Nate’s pushing me back. “Both of you need to take a step back.”
“I just want to get changed, and go check on Meg.”
“Therein lies the problem.”
“Maybe if all of you’d try to help her instead of acting like she’s an enemy, this would be over, and we could be gone, Jade. Ever think of that?”
“If Reina heard you saying we weren’t trying, you’d be out of Corrigan, and you know it.”
“Wait,” Nate says. “You said ‘we’ could be gone. Where the fuck are you going?”
“I’m going back to D.C. with Meg when this is over.”
“With her.”
“Not like that.”
No matter what happened with Kali, I’m not making that mistake again. It was a mistake, because I don’t want Meg like that.
“Does Kali know that? Is that what happened?” Jade asks me with a sneer.
“What happened is none of your business. Now, if you’ll excuse me
, I need to take a shower.”
“There’s no excuse for what you’re doing to her. I hope you one day realize that, and it haunts you, Theo.”
“Jade,” Nate says on a sigh.
“No, let her speak.”
“I’ve said all I have to say.”
“Nice talking, Jade.”
She flips me off, and gets into the elevator while Nate shakes his head. His wife will always be loyal to her girls over everyone but him, and I don’t blame her. Not really. They have to be loyal to each other in order to survive all they do, and see.
I take my shower, change my clothes, and head to work. After a couple hours of tedium, Ainsley lets me know Donnie’s here, so I go down to Meg’s room to see them both.
“Hey man,” Donnie says, give me a bro-hug.
“Hey. Good to see you.”
“This is a pretty sweet setup you’ve got here.”
“Can’t complain.”
I could, but now’s not the time to them I’m going back with them. Or maybe it is, but it doesn’t feel right, so I keep quiet.
“It’s not as nice as Theo’s place, but since everyone here listens to Kali, I can’t go there.”
“Meg, just let it go. This is more than we ever had growing up.”
“I can’t believe Kali’s here,” Donnie says.
“Believe it, little brother.”
“How long are you staying?” I ask him, trying to change the subject to one that’s less dangerous for all of us.
“As long as it takes to make sure Meg’s safe.”
“They’re not finding anything. No threats at all.”
Meg tosses a pillow across the room. “They’re not looking because of her.”
“That’s not true.” Even when I said it to Jade, I knew it wasn’t true.
“Then we need someone better. Find me someone better, Theo.”
“The best are right here.”
“You think I’m lying. We don’t lie to each other.”
“I know that, but if they’re not finding anything, there’s nothing to find.”
“You’ve seen the notes.”
“Yeah.”
“You should go so I can hang out with Donnie.”
It’s the second time a woman has kicked me out today, but this one is more welcome than the other. I don’t want to believe Meg’s lying, but if the Society is saying there’s no threat, I know it’s true. I need to be alone for a little while to try and figure out what’s going on with my life.