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Unlike his father, Filipp began talking at an early age.
Even so, almost nothing that Filipp said when he was very
small (admittedly, just like later) lingered in witnesses’
memories. By contrast, the general’s spirited silence was
more eloquent. Out of fairness, it is worth noting that Filipp was also not very eager to use his ability to speak, despite having acquired it early. Filipp’s speech primarily boiled down to naming objects he needed but since his require-ments were always surprisingly few, his sentences came out sounding correspondingly spare.
Filipp was not a stupid child. When necessary, he dealt
with the complexest of tasks, in both school and nonschool contexts. The main difference between him and his father
was that there were very few tasks on this Earth that he
recognized as necessities. Everything the general did during his life was a necessity for him—he simply had no other
reasons for his activeness. What (as Dupont asked in her
day) transformed can into must in the general’s life, what forged that life into a continuous chain of necessities? A sense of duty? Ambition? A thirst for activity? All those
qualities taken together, defined as a life force? This (asserted Dupont) was in the general. And this was not (asserted
Zoya) in Filipp.
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taught to pick up stamps with tweezers but no interest in
stamp collecting sprang up in him.
‘It develops a child,’ Varvara Petrovna loved to repeat.
‘It envelops a child,’ the general once said.
To the general, collecting stamps seemed like a wretched
matter. Filipp stopped going to the stamp collecting club.
At his mother’s insistence, Filipp enrolled in the corre-
spondence program at the Institute of Light Industry after he graduated from high school. Light industry was not
Filipp’s calling and had never been an area of interest for him. (It remains unknown if there was ever an area of
interest for him.) At the same time, Filipp had never
displayed any particular dislike of light industry (he heard an airiness in the very definition of light industry) and he was not against taking courses at the institute.
Filipp worked as a laboratory technician at the Magarach
Institute when he was a correspondence student. After
finishing his higher education, he became a senior laboratory technician. Although Filipp’s career growth stopped there, he had acquired a genuine passion for the first time in his life: the degustation of wine. Those who explain this passion as an elemental inclination toward alcoholism are not completely correct. In a certain sense, this point of view is based on a statement from the general himself, who once suggested that alcoholism is the lot of low-energy people. This was said in another regard, without specific explanations of what ought to be understood as energy, but the phrase was used
concerning the general’s son after some time had passed.
In actuality, Filipp’s initial passion truly was degustation.
After several years working at Magarach, he could effort-
lessly not only determine, by taste, any brand of Crimean
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wine and its harvest year, but also name the exact place
where the vine was located on the mountain’s incline. His
degustation sessions were imprinted on the memory of
Magarach Institute employees. As one memoir reported, he
would swirl the wine with a light wrist motion and observe its slow, thick flow along the sides of the glass while telling of the variety’s characteristics.
It was he who was invited to the most crucial Crimean
degustations. Filipp’s soft-spokenness and his long, melancholic fingers made an indelible impression on the Party
elite. And though the high-placed guests also asked to have a bottle or two of Stolichnaya (out of foresight, these were kept in the refrigerator, along with brined cucumbers) set out for when they heard stories about the Golitsyn wine
cellars, that did not diminish their respectful regard for the taster’s knowledge.
Filipp truly did take to the bottle. Needless to say, that did not happen instantaneously, as some individual employees of the Magarach Institute were inclined to assert. These
assertions are explainable because they were fundamentally an attempt to separate the concepts of degustation and
alcoholism and, thus, defend the uniform’s honor. By
naming 1965 as the date of the senior laboratory technician’s slide into alcoholism, they turn a blind eye to the fact that his consumption of alcohol had, wrote one insider, obviously gone beyond the boundaries of degustation even
before 1965. It is another matter entirely that this particular year turned out to be a fateful year in the history of Filipp’s fall: Varvara Petrovna died in 1965. She was the only person who had been restraining Filipp at the precipice that had
long loomed.
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His relationship toward his father was respectful but could not be called love. Meaning, perhaps, that it was love, but a love that preferred not to meet with its object, inasmuch as possible. Filipp avoided contact with his father from a very early age. The general had never been rough with his
son and had not even raised his voice at him, but that fact had not made their relationship any warmer.
Freud played no part here. If Filipp was jealous of his
father’s attachment to anyone, it was most likely to fate, which distributes such unequal gifts to people close to one another. He felt like a shadow of his father, and that annoyed him. Abstracting oneself from Filipp’s personal defining
traits, it is appropriate to ask: was it possible at all to love a person like the general? Varvara Petrovna considered it
possible.
In the end, things even worked out that the general spent
his nights in one room and Varvara Petrovna and her son in another. From the perspective of housing permits, this division seemed impeccable. The Kolpakov family lived in one
room, the general in another, and in the third were Varvara Petrovna and Filipp, whose father was never officially determined. Nevertheless, even an official determination of
paternity would never have canceled out the striking dissimilarity between the general and his son.
Varvara Petrovna’s death caused yet more estrangement
between them. Now, they almost never communicated.
Filipp locked himself in his room when he came home from
work. One could gauge what happened in the room only
by his departures for the bathroom during the night: there was paralytic shuffling of feet and spasmodic groping at the whitewashed walls in the hallway. Nothing was known,
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either, about what happened when he was at work, though
his early returns home on cold days evoked constant and
unvarying questions from the Kolpakov family. From time
to time, acquaintances told the general that his son had
been sitting for long periods on benches at the former Tsar’s Garden. That he was standing on the little bridge over the Uchan-su River, leaning heavily on the railing, or simply
dozing at the bus station snack bar. The general w
ould nod silently in reply. When he ran into his son on the embankment during daytime hours, he realized Filipp was no longer working anywhere. Filipp refused the help (including
money) that the general offered. Eventually, he disappeared.
What was later called a disappearance was most likely
an unexpected departure. During the general’s usual outing to the jetty (everyone knew very well what time that was), Filipp showed up at the apartment with a large suitcase.
According to Kolpakov, who had recently finished his army
service, it was a typical demob suitcase, with aluminum
stars fastened to it, a decal of an unknown beauty (made
in the GDR), and sweeping letters that indicated the air
force. According to Kolpakov, Filipp was absolutely sober.
He spent no more than a half-hour in the room then left
with his own suitcase (purchased, in Kolpakov’s opinion, at the Yalta flea market), locking the door of his room with
a key and saying nothing. Nobody saw him after that.
‘No, people saw him,’ Zoya corrected herself after
pausing. ‘He came over soon after the general’s death. They looked at him like he was from Mars.’
Filipp’s room was vacant for several years, until his
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registered and Filipp had not even used his name. According to a decision at Yalta’s city hall, the vacant room was given to Nina Fedorovna. The housing commission that came to
assume the room used the word emptied. When they forced open the door Filipp had locked, the meaning of the word
became apparent to its full extent. It turned out that behind the door there were no books, no furniture, not even any
flower pots. There was nothing at all in the room.
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Solovyov’s doorbell rang at eight o’clock the next morning.
It was Zoya.
‘It’s Saturday,’ she said. ‘I’m going to the beach. Want to come with me?’
Solovyov could not wake up at all. It seemed like he kept
having a strange, perhaps not completely seemly, dream, in which either Zoya or Leeza Larionova was waking him up
early in the morning . . .
‘Yes, I do.’
Leeza Larionova really had woken him up when he was
young, and he had liked that. She would appear soundlessly, like the first snow, which betrayed its own arrival by imparting a certain glow to a room and an improbable whiteness to the ceiling. She would close the door behind her and look at him silently. He would wake up from that gaze.
‘Of course I do.’
He was planning to invite Zoya to have some breakfast
and was about to put on the teakettle but Zoya said they
could have breakfast at the beach. She even refused to sit down and half-smiled as she observed Solovyov hastily
tucking his shirt into his shorts.
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At the beach they bought a few hot savory pastries—
chebureki— and two bottles of cola. They settled on their towels and began their breakfast. The chebureki turned out to be so hot—and greasy, too—that Solovyov froze in a
position of bewildered expectation, his back straightened, and making a helpless gesture. The fatty liquid oozed
through his fingers and disappeared into the pebbles,
steaming. Zoya took some tissues out of her bag and wiped
Solovyov’s hands, one finger at a time, unhurried, then
showed him how to hold a cheburek properly. She was never at a loss, this Chekhov Museum employee, even in the most
complex of situations.
But the cola was cold, very cold. And not fatty. Solovyov
placed the neck of the bottle to his mouth and observed the cola’s vortex-like motion inside the bottle. What seethed right in front of Solovyov’s own eyes blended with the surf, even seeming larger and more significant than the surf, and it
entered his parched throat as if it were the Black Sea’s most festive wave. He drank the whole bottle without stopping.
After breakfast, there was swimming. As they approached
the water (Zoya took Solovyov by the hand), they took
several steps in the foam of a departing wave and walked
into the approaching wave. The feeling of the first time did not leave Solovyov. Surprised at his own recklessness, he
followed Zoya into the deep water. His froggish flailing was no match for the rhythmic smoothness of Zoya’s motions,
but he was swimming even so, and he was swimming
without anyone’s help.
Zoya’s obvious superiority did not dishearten Solovyov;
on the contrary, it probably attracted him. It might even
have aroused him a little. In the end, superiority in the
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watery element really indicates nothing; everything could
take a completely different turn on solid ground anyway.
But every bar set higher than his own gave rise to Solovyov’s competitive interest, and that interest (as he pondered the matter in hindsight) had been lacking in his relationship
with Leeza. Why had Leeza been embarrassed about her
merits?
The sun was no longer a morning sun and it stood,
unmoving, somewhere over the central part of the beach,
burning full blast. Zoya took out some thin lotion that
squeezed out on Solovyov’s scorching back with a snorting
sound. An instant later, he sensed it spreading concentrically along his neck, shoulder blades, and lower back. The lotion’s cool freshness was becoming a quality of Zoya’s fingers.
‘You know, I keep thinking about what the general
dictated to my mother. You must want to find that?’
She had switched to the informal you. And so naturally.
‘Yes, I do.’
Zoya’s fingers were massaging Solovyov’s thighs. He felt
his legs shuddering, involuntarily, in time with Zoya’s
motions. It felt to him as if the whole beach was enviously following along with his pleasure, not allowing him to
receive that pleasure to its full extent.
‘Those sheets of paper couldn’t have just vanished
without a trace. This doesn’t hurt?’ He sensed the rhythm
of Zoya’s hands somewhere a little below his knee. ‘I think I even know where they could be.’
Zoya held her pause. Solovyov turned, grasping that a
continuation would not follow in the same breath.
‘Where?’
‘At Kozachenko’s. Those dung beetles were digging up
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everything they could while my mother was busy having
me at the maternity hospital.’
The Kozachenko couple rolling a ball of manure popped
up in Solovyov’s consciousness: sheets of the general’s
memoirs, stuck to the sides of the ball, flashed through his mind. Zoya thought the younger Kozachenko would not
give up those sheets very easily. Not because he needed
them (what, after all, could he have done with them?) but
because of the unshakable inherited rule not to let out of one’s hands anything that had ever falle
n into them.
Now Zoya—they had left the beach and were walking
slowly along Botkinskaya Street—had a plan. Solovyov
looked from time to time at the museum employee’s
jet-black hair, which was tangled after swimming; he was
discovering her for himself all over again. Absolutely nothing Chekhovian remained in what she was proposing. Zoya
thought the only chance of obtaining the manuscript from
Taras Kozachenko was to conduct a secret search of his,
Taras’s, room. Zoya leaned on Solovyov’s shoulder as she
shook beach pebbles out of her sandal.
‘But maybe,’ Solovyov was awkwardly supporting Zoya
by the waist, ‘. . . maybe we should start by actually asking Taras?’
‘No way. Then he’ll bury that manuscript once and for
all and we’ll never see it again. Our strength is in him not knowing what, exactly, we’re going to look for.’
Solovyov looked at Zoya with doubt; his gaze did not
escape her.
‘This was dreamt up for your sake, after all . . .’
Solovyov felt that in full. Lagging a half-step behind Zoya, his shoulders grazed against willow branches that drooped
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almost to the sidewalk and he thought about the unpredict-
ability of a historian’s work.
When they reached her house, she asked him to come
inside. All the residents were present on Saturday. Besides Taras, Yekaterina Ivanovna Kolpakova was standing in the kitchen: Solovyov had only heard about her up until now. Despite Galina Artemovna (Taras’s mother) poisoning Yekaterina Ivanovna’s husband; despite his cheating on Yekaterina Ivanovna with
that very same Kozachenko woman and his murder of Petr
Terentyevich, Taras’s father; and despite, finally, Galina Artemovna ending her life as a result of all those events . . .
The relationships among those still alive were completely
calm. Their relationships could even be called amicable, to that certain degree possible under communal apartment
conditions.
Among Russian people, a vendetta ceases just as suddenly,
and without motivation, as it begins. Hostility fades in a chain of uninteresting events, just as an echo fades in a sultry Crimean pine forest and just as graves fade in the tall weeds of Russian cemeteries. Yekaterina and Taras frequently went to Yalta’s cemetery together, which was notable, even by