Passion's Hope (The Doms of Passion Lake Book 3)

by Julie Shelton

  She slid to the left toward Jay and watched Nik slide into the middle of the back seat. Jay got up and maneuvered around to sit to Nik’s right so he’d have an unobstructed view to everything Nik did to her.

  “Now, lie across my lap, head to my left, upper body and head resting on the seat. Put your knees up against my thighs, spread your legs as wide as you can, and lift your ass.”

  “God,” she muttered, awkwardly assuming the position he described. She arched her back, raising her ass as high as she could. Instantly, Nik’s fingers were there, sliding through her cleft, dancing over her clit, making the breath huff out of her lungs. “This is so humiliating.”

  “That’s not true, sweet thing,” Jay said, caressing her buttocks. “You only think it’s humiliating because that’s what society has been telling you all your life. Because Perry Bradford deliberately set out to make you feel that way. Because he wanted to abase you. He was trying to break you. But in the D/s lifestyle, we worship our sub’s body, even parts of the body that are deemed taboo by so-called “polite society”. They want you to hide, behind clothes, behind rules, behind fear of censure. We want you to be free. Free to love your body as we love it. Even your beautiful ass. We love your ass. We love looking at it, touching it, plugging it. And we’re going to love fucking it even more, with our fingers, our tongues, and our cocks. Not to humiliate you. Not to make you feel shame. But to exalt you. To revere you. To rejoice in the fact that you trust us enough to share all parts of your body with us. So we can give you pleasure. Because giving you pleasure is what gives us pleasure.”

  Wow. “I-I never thought about it that way.”

  “Because you’ve never had anyone who appreciated you for all the things you are. For all the gifts you have to give. Now you do.”

  She hadn’t even realized she was crying until a tear rolled off her nose and dripped onto the leather seat. “You guys are so sweet.”

  Nik chuckled, his fingers still playing in her wet, swollen pussy. “You might not be saying that by the time we get home” To Jay he said, “Malchik, would you please get the lube from the seat pocket?”

  Jay handed him a flat glass jar with a metal lid. Within seconds Charlie felt a sort of oily paste being rubbed against her puckered hole. A paste that softened with her body heat, becoming more viscous. The tip of Nik’s index finger penetrated her ass up to his first knuckle, then retreated to gather more paste. Each time he scooped up a dollop of paste, he pushed his paste-covered finger deeper and deeper into her ass swirling it around, coating the skin thoroughly with the odd substance. And before she knew it, he had added a second finger to the first, fucking her ass with them as he worked the oil into her skin. As he kept moving his fingers in and out of her anus, spreading the lube, Charlie noticed that the inside of her back channel was becoming distinctly warmer.

  “Um…Daddy?”

  “Yes, my darling girl?”

  “It’s starting to feel warm. Is it supposed to do that?”

  He chuckled. “Yes, myshka. It’s my special punishment lube. A blend of coconut oil, ginger oil and ginger juice.”

  “It keeps getting warmer.” She tried to lift her head, ass squirming as the heat began to build. There was a note of alarm in her voice.

  “It will continue to do so,” he said calmly, as he thrust even more of the lube into her with his fingers.” Ginger contains, among other things, capsaicin, the same chemical that’s in hot peppers, only in far less concentration.”

  “Is it going to burn me?” By now her voice was shrill with alarm.

  “It’s going to feel like it’s burning and itching. The chemicals irritate the nerve endings in the skin. But it won’t injure you or cause you any harm. We would never do either of those things to you. It will make you a bit uncomfortable for a while.” He chuckled. “It will also make you extremely horny. By the time we get home, you’ll be begging us to fuck you. And as soon as we get you home, that’s exactly what we’re going to do. In the meantime, we will play with you, but you will not be allowed to come. Am I clear?”

  She held herself rigid as the sensation in her ass started to feel like she’d been stuffed with glowing coals.

  “Omigod!”

  “Now, I’m going to insert a plug,” Nik said.

  “Omigod!” Charlie felt something press against her pucker and push against it. She resisted.

  “Relax, baby girl. You can take it.”

  I don’t want to take it! For one horrifying instant she thought she’d said it out loud, sagging in relief when she realized that she’d only said it in her head. The plug began to invade her anal passage, stretching her reluctant sphincter, pressing the fiery heat even deeper into her flesh. By now she’d lifted herself up off of Nik’s lap and was supporting herself on her hands and knees, squirming and writhing, bucking her hips. “Oh, my God, make it stop! Please make it stop!”

  “Lie back down, malinkaya,” Nik said, giving her a sharp crack across the ass with his hand. “And keep still. Or I will be forced to add spanking to your punishment after all.”

  “Owww!” Charlie gulped and lowered her torso, trying to keep still. But, holy fuck, her ass was on fire! A fire that was growing hotter by the second, spreading from the nerve endings, into the tissue, deep into the muscles. A guttural growl left her throat as, with one last push, Nik finally succeeded in getting the plug all the way inside her anus. As her sphincter clenched around the narrow end, she released her breath in a whoosh. Her body sagged onto the seat. She lay there, sobbing and moaning, her muscles spasming around the intruding plug, desperately trying to eject it. A move that made the fire noticeably hotter. How could that even be possible?

  “Try to relax, baby girl,” Nik admonished again. “Every time you clench your muscles, it makes it feel hotter.”

  No shit, Sherlock! Biting her lip, she concentrated on relaxing her inner muscles and the heat seemed to ease somewhat. From raging inferno to five-story bonfire.

  “Good girl,” Nik said approvingly and she relaxed even further under his affectionate praise. She could fall in love with these two men so easily. But only if the feeling were mutual. The thought of giving her heart only to be abandoned yet again was too horrific to contemplate. So with great effort she reined in her unruly emotions, tucking them snugly back in place, not yet willing or able to take them out and examine them too closely. Down that road lay a pain of galactic proportions. Emotional pain. A pain a million times worse than the physical, fiery pain she was currently struggling to deal with.

  Charlie sucked in her breath as Nik’s finger began tapping against her clit. Then circling. Then tapping again. It wasn’t until her clit started to feel hot that she realized he had used some of the ginger lube on it, too. As it grew hotter and hotter, she could feel her tissues beginning to swell and become irritated as they became engorged with blood. She also began to feel an itching sensation that sent her arousal soaring out into the stratosphere. “Holy shit!” The shout ripped from her throat. “Daddy…”

  Nik wiped his hand on a wet wipe so he wouldn’t inadvertently transfer any of the heat to other parts of her body. “What is it, little mouse.” He curved his hand over one rounded buttock and began to stroke it across her creamy skin. The volcanic heat continued to smolder, spreading fire into every muscle, every organ, every nerve ending, and every cell of her sex, creating a pleasure/pain of such intensity, she didn’t think she was going to survive. A sob tore from her throat.

  This ride home was going to be endless!

  “Oh, my God,” she groaned, lifting her ass into his touch, rubbing herself shamelessly against his hand. “Please… I-I—I want—I need—”

  Nik chuckled. He knew exactly what she wanted and needed. “What do you want, baby girl?” he asked, continuing his gentle strokes all over her skin. “Tell Daddy all about it.”

  “I want you to fuck me,” she said, although it sounded more like a demand than a request. “I need you to fuck me. Both of you. Over and over, ha
rd and fast. I need to come.” She sobbed. “Oh, God, I need to come!” Her ass squirmed. “Daddy, you have to fuck me! Now!”

  One black eyebrow quirked. “Are you giving your Daddy an order, myshka?” he asked, a cold edge to his voice. An edge that penetrated the buzzing haze of desperation surrounding her, somehow managing to reach her common sense.

  “Well, now,” she said with just a trace of asperity, “considering the position I currently find myself in, i.e. naked in a car with the Space Needle up my ass and my girly parts doused in Tabasco Sauce, it would be extremely ill-advised of me to even think of giving you anything that might even remotely be construed as an order, now, wouldn’t it?”

  Nik and Jay both laughed.

  “Just making sure there are no misconceptions regarding the unique interpersonal dynamics of this particular situation,” Nik said in a pompous voice.

  “Stuff your interpersonal dynamics,” Charlie retorted, her hips writhing on Nik’s lap as the burning and itching continued to mount. Millions of insects were crawling just under her skin, increasing the level of her discomfort. “I’m desperate here. It’s driving me nuts! I need you to fuck me!!”

  “All in good time,” Nik said coolly. “And your lack of respect has just earned you five swats.”

  Thwack! The first blow landed swiftly and without warning, right on the fullness of her right cheek.

  “Owww!”

  Thwack! Another sharp blow, this one on her left cheek. Red hand prints bloomed on her skin, bringing heat to entirely new places.

  “Fuck, Papa Bear, that’s beautiful,” Jay murmured. Unable to help himself, he leaned forward and placed a lingering kiss to the palm of the first handprint on her ass, sticking out his tongue and swirling it over the heated mark. He did the same to the second handprint.

  Thwack! Thwack! The third and fourth blows, against skin now wet with Jay’s saliva, were even stingier than the first two, wrenching two more cries from her. By now, she was sobbing.

  “No, more, please. Please, Daddy… Please…no more.” Her entire body was now on fire. She was shaking like a Titan missile straining to lift off the launch pad. Would she make it? Or would she explode into an earth-shaking fireball. “Just one more, my love,” Nik said, a depth of tenderness in his voice she’d never heard there before.

  Her only response was a strangled sob. Somehow, despite the tender tone, she didn’t find his words as reassuring as he’d meant them to be, because she knew from watching him with Jay that the last blow was always the worst. She tensed, bracing herself.

  “Relax, sweet thing,” Jay said, “It’s so much worse if your muscles are tense.”

  She whimpered, trying to force herself to relax.

  Thwack!

  Charlie screamed. The last impact had been across both cheeks, right over the end of the butt plug, causing it to move inside her, sending out fresh waves of fire. “Please, please, please,” she sobbed, nearly choking on her need. “Please, Daddy, please let me come. I can’t—I can’t take any more of this. It’s torture!” She dissolved into fitful sobs.

  “I know, baby doll, I know how difficult this has been for you. But we’re almost home, so your punishment is almost over.” Nik looked down at her. “You’ve been so good, myshka, so very good, and I am proud of you. And you have earned as many orgasms as you want—just as soon as we get you home and into the shower.”

  “Oh, thank you, Daddy, thank you.” Her entire body slumped. “I need to come so bad,” she sobbed. “So bad.”

  “I know you do, little mouse.” Nik bent at the waist and placed a kiss on her left buttock. “And if you ask nicely, you’ll be allowed to. Very soon.”

  “Attention, passengers,” Solo’s voice floated out over the intercom. “This is your chauffeur speaking. We are approaching our final destination, the Passion Lake Lodge. Temperature is a very pleasant eighty-nine degrees. Please fasten your seat belts, place your tray tables and seat backs in their original upright positions and remain seated until the vehicle comes to a complete stop. Thank you for traveling with Passion Lake Lodge Limos today.”

  Nik pressed the intercom button.

  “Yeah, boss?”

  “Just park outside our private entrance,” Nik directed. “We’ll let ourselves out. And thanks for driving us today.”

  When the limousine finally pulled to a stop, Charlie heard both front doors open and close, followed by the faint crunch of feet walking away across the gravel.

  Jay slid his hands beneath her shoulders and lifted her up off of Nik’s lap, pulling her back to sit on her heels. She cried out as the plug moved once again, sending a new wave of heat shivering through her. She groaned as Nik got out on the other side of the limo.

  “Turn around, Babygirl,” he said, leaning back into the limo. “Scoot toward me and sit normally.”

  She did so and he slid his left arm behind her back and his right arm beneath her hips, sliding her bare bottom to the edge of the leather seat, leaving a streak of lube on the surface. With no visible signs of strain or effort, he lifted her out of the car.

  Jay led them into their apartment, through the bedroom, and into the bathroom. Undressing quickly, he turned on the shower, waiting until the water was good and hot. Nik transferred Charlie to Jay’s’s arms and got undressed while Jay stepped into the shower, lowering Charlie’s legs, letting her body slide down his until she was standing on her feet, although his arm remained around her for much needed support. Charlie was shaking so badly, she could barely stand. As the water pounded down on their heads, Jay studied her face. Her cheeks were flushed and wet not only with water, but with tears. Her eyes were unfocused, lids drooping as she struggled to master the needs ravaging her system. She was exhausted from the overload of sensations and the powerful rush of endorphins spiking through her system.

  Jay bent his head and pressed a lingering kiss to Charlie’s forehead. “Alright, my sweet, sweet love,” he murmured, his lips moving against her skin. “We need to do something that may frighten you, but I promise it will not hurt or cause you any discomfort.”

  She frowned and her lids fluttered upward. “W-what?” she asked, not sure she could take any more. The burn had eased off slightly, but she was done. She wanted it gone. And the sooner the better.

  CHAPTER EIGHTEEN

  Jay nodded to Nik, who stepped into the shower, carrying a very large plastic syringe with a plastic nozzle.

  “We need to irrigate your ass,” Nik said. “It’s the only way to get rid of the ginger oil. That way you won’t have any lingering effects. And Jay won’t burn his tongue when he gives you your first orgasm. He will use this syringe to push warm water into you and you can evacuate it right here in the shower. No soap. No cold water. No holding it inside.”

  Curling his fingers under her chin, he lifted her gaze to his. “Please trust us, baby girl. Please let go of your fears long enough to let us look after you.”

  Biting her lip, she closed her eyes. And nodded. “Okay.”

  Both Nik and Jay heaved audible sighs of relief. “Good girl,” Nik said, pulling her into his arms and hugging her. “That’s my very good girl. I’m so proud of you, myshka. My brave little myshka.” I love you so much. He longed to say that out loud, knowing that it was true. But he also knew that it was too soon. That she wasn’t ready to hear it. “Come, little one.” He led her toward the back of the shower, still holding her while he sat down on the marble bench. “Over my knees one last time, okay?”

  “O-okay.” She sniffled. Her voice was shaky, but she assumed the position across Nik’s lap, held in place by his arm across her shoulders, and his right leg hooked around her left one.

  “Spread your cheeks, little one, so Jay can remove the plug.”

  She reached back and pulled her ass cheeks apart, revealing the red ruby sparkling over her hole. Jay grabbed the cap and gave a sharp pull to remove the plug as quickly as possible to minimize any pain it might cause. She squealed and reared up, but subsided right awa
y when she realized that the plug was gone. Although the burning heat remained.

  Jay filled the body of the syringe with warm water and fitted the nozzle to Charlie’s ass, pushing the plunger in slowly, filling her back channel with the water until the syringe was empty. He repeated the process one more time.

  Charlie didn’t move or utter a sound. The introduction of the water actually felt pretty good and there was an immediate reduction in the level of heat as the effect of the oil was diluted.

  While Jay was irrigating her anus, Nik busied himself soaping up a washcloth, running it through her cleft from bottom to top to remove the oil he had placed on her clit and any residue that had oozed out around the plug. The abrasion of the rough terry cloth over her super-sensitized flesh sent her arousal soaring once again to peak levels. Jay rinsed her off by squirting another barrelful of warm water over her folds.

  “Okay, baby girl,” Nik said. “I’m going to turn you over onto your back. You don’t have to do anything, just let me do all the work, okay?”

  “Yes, Daddy.”

  Sliding his hands beneath her shoulders and her thighs where they met her body, he rolled her over effortlessly, supporting her head on his arm.

  He and Jay began gently massaging their fingertips to the area just above her mound and the water came pouring out of her ass onto the shower floor, washed down the drain by all the jets.

  “Good girl.” Nik rolled her back over onto her belly. This time, while Jay was irrigating her anal passage, Nik insinuated his hand between her legs and began playing with her, flicking his fingers across her frazzled clit, thrusting them into her vagina, making her shudder and gasp.

  They repeated the entire process three more times, filling her then letting her evacuate, until the heat had completely disappeared. Her arousal, however not only had not disappeared, it had grown exponentially, thanks to Nik’s continued stimulation.

  Nik lifted her to a sitting position sideways across his legs and kissed her on the cheek. Then, with his finger on her jaw, he turned her head toward him and kissed her on the mouth. A long, deep, rapturous kiss that sent need jolting through her body like lightning.