by Jessie Cooke
“Just one leg tonight,” I told her. “I’m going to be so careful with you…but if you don’t like anything at all, just say stop. That will be our safe word tonight.”
“Okay,” she said. Her voice was shaking with a mixture of nerves and anticipation. I was so ready for this; I was afraid that I’d explode prematurely and embarrass myself. I climbed up on the bed and straddled her shoulders. I didn’t take off my shorts; I popped my throbbing cock out through the hole, grabbed her head underneath with one arm and put it in her mouth. It was at a different angle than I’m sure she was used to. I could see the wheels turning in her head as she tried to figure out how to suck me from this angle. Suddenly I felt her wet tongue kneading the underside of it, pressing my erection up against the top of her mouth and then sucking. Her head was bouncing against the pillow and the pleasure I felt was so intense it took everything in me to hold back. While she sucked on me I leaned over and grabbed a blindfold. She tensed a little as I covered her eyes, but she didn’t tell me to stop. I picked up a tiny little silver rake off the table next to the bed. I scraped it down the side of her neck. She gasped and wriggled as much as she could. I raked it down along the sides of her body and I watched as goosebumps appeared in its wake. When I raked it around her round, full breasts her nipples immediately hardened and she shook as a sexy little moan slipped through her lips.
“Is that nice baby?”
“Mm hmm,” she said, breathlessly. I leaned down and kissed her. I felt her try to shove her tongue into my mouth but I pulled back. I was going to make her wait for that. I climbed back off the bed and heard her whimper. Holly was whimpering for me. I fucking rock!
I grabbed what I was looking for and went back over to her. “Here we go baby.” I wrapped the leather bondage bra around her right breast. She groaned…but she still didn’t tell me to stop. I squeezed it tight and then bound the other before strapping the cold buckle between her breasts. The straps made her tits stand straight up…and she was fucking hot. I leaned down and began to kiss and lick her left breast. She was moaning now, no traces of pain…only pleasure. I started to nibble on them with my teeth, scraping lightly at first, increasing pressure as I got more excited and finally biting all the way down. She cried out. I stopped and looked at her face.
She could feel me looking at her. “That’s hot,” she said with a smile. Fuck! I was done. I straddled her chest and let my aching cock rest between her sexy breasts. I moved back and forth, letting it slide in and out between her breasts. I was grunting. I had to come or I wasn’t going to be able to make this as enjoyable for her as I wanted to. I reached down and took my cock in my hand and with her soft flesh underneath and around me, I stroked it and groaned and called out her name just as I shot my warm come out all over her smooth chest.
“I’m sorry baby. You’re fucking killing me.”
32
Holly
Axel just came on my chest. God, it was so sexy. I needed to come too, so badly that I felt I was going to lose my mind. “Rub it into my skin Axel, please.”
“Fuck!” he said. He reached down and let his palm massage his body fluids into my chest, across my hard nipples and down across my abdomen. Shocks of something even stronger than electricity were coursing through my body. I was wigging as much as I could. Each time I pulled on the restraints, they got tighter. I couldn’t believe how wet that made me…how fucking turned on I was. I was moaning so loud that I sounded like a porn star.
“I’ll be right back,” he said, climbing off me. I was all wet and sticky with his come and I couldn’t wait to see what was going to happen next. I felt him climb back up on me a few seconds later and then something touched my right nipple and I cried out. I couldn’t tell if it was hot or cold…burning or freezing…but I realized that it felt amazing.
He covered it with his hot mouth and I realized then it was an ice cube. He started sucking and the heat of his mouth melted the ice and it ran down in tiny little trails and pooled underneath the leather bra. He gave the other nipple the same treatment and then I felt him leave my breast and follow the trail of water down towards my belly, sucking and licking as he went.
He stuck his cold tongue into my belly button and I arched up off the bed. “Jesus Axel! Fuck that feels insanely good.” I felt him pop in a new piece of ice and then he picked up where he left off. He worked his way down to the top of the G-string I still wore. My body convulsed again as he pushed the crotch of the panties aside and rubbed a new ice cube across my clit. I arched up again and screamed, “Oh my God!” I’d never felt anything like that. Why the fuck did I wait so long to do that with him? “Oh shit!” He was still holding the ice in his mouth and he was sucking on my clit. I wasn’t going to be able to control my orgasm any longer. It was killing me already. My body began to go rigid…and he stopped again. “Fuck Axel! Don’t stop…please.”
“You’re so fucking hot when you beg me baby.” I felt an ice-cold finger suddenly enter me. My pussy muscles quaked around him as he finger-fucked me with it. I was out of my head with desire and making sounds that even I hadn’t heard before. In a deep, husky voice I almost didn’t recognize I said,
“Fuuuck! You’re going to kill me.” As he started to pull back, I used the muscles in my free leg to try and pull him down. He let his fingers play with my outer lips. I could hear him sucking on another ice cube. I wasn’t too proud to beg…. “Make me come, Axel. Please! I need to come.”
With a mouth full of ice he said, “Soon.” I thought I might cry. I felt him move his fingers and about the time I wondered what would happen next, he shoved an ice cube up inside my pussy. My head exploded and I screamed. Pulling as hard as I could against the restraints I finally came…and came…and came. I’d never come so hard before in my life.
“Oh fuck! Fuck! Oh my God! Fuck!” I yelled as my body convulsed. I think the room is soundproof, but I really didn’t care.
“Good baby?” his voice was so sexy.
“Fuck! So good! Oh my God! I’ve never came like that before! Damn!”
“You know, you weren’t supposed to come yet. You’re a bad girl.”
Breathless, I smiled and said, “Maybe you should punish me.”
“I’ll give you one more chance,” he said. I could hear the smile in his voice. “I want to play a game. You tell me what each thing is when you feel it inside of you.” I almost protested until I felt him push something into me and twist it. Shit! I was going to come again. “What is it?” It was longer than a finger…and smooth…not really round…
“I don’t know.”
He shoved it in deeper. I arched my hips up off the sheets. I was soaked in sweat. “Guess,” he said.
“A carrot?”
“Good job.” He pulled it out slowly causing me to moan again. The next thing he advanced in slowly was rough and warm and not very long. It was also kind of squishy.
“Sausage?” He laughed.
“Hot dog, but I’ll give it to you.” He pulled it out of me and then I felt it press against my lips. “Take a bite.”
“No!”
“Holly…bite it.”
“No!” I could smell myself mingled with the greasy hot dog smell. I didn’t like it. I felt the bed move and then I felt him take hold of my leg. He flipped me sideways and suddenly I felt the sting of his big hand as he struck my ass. “Ouch! What are you doing?”
“Punishing you for being bad. You have to do as I say.” He smacked me again and I sucked in a harsh breath. I was still holding it when he struck me three more times.
“Ow! Stop!” He stopped.
“Shit! Are you okay baby? I’m sorry. I thought you liked it…”
I had tears in my eyes. “It’s okay. I’m okay,” I told him.
“Damn it! I screwed up again, didn’t I? Let me fix it, okay? Can I fix it?” Before I could respond he was off the bed again. He came back and I felt his hand smoothing something cool and creamy across my sore cheeks. It felt good and I was calming down.
He reached up and pulled off the blindfold. When he saw the tears he said, “I’m sorry Holly. I got carried away.”
“It’s really okay. I just chickened out.”
“Can I fix it?”
I smiled and nodded. He grinned like a kid on Christmas morning and kissed the corners of my eyes, kissing my tears away. He reached up and released my binds and then climbed down and released my leg. He rolled me over onto my stomach then and began to kiss my welts. I felt myself getting excited again and as I lifted my hips he whispered,
“Relax baby, I’m going to make it all better.”
He pulled my soaked panties down and immediately placed his tongue at the base of my ass. I moaned as he began to zigzag it up and down. I raised my torso off the bed and met his face, moaning happily as I felt him take his hand and rub it into my pussy from behind. He let one finger enter me and he wiggled it back and forth. I moaned again, long and deep. He slipped in a second finger and I pressed back into him harder, taking them in as deeply as I could. At the same time I rose up my chest, grabbed the pillow and shoved it underneath my still bound breasts.
Finally I felt his hard cock enter me. I groaned, “Oh yes Axel!” He pushed in gently. He was going in shallowly at first and then pulling back. I was feeling light headed. If I was standing I would have fallen down, I’m sure. He suddenly reached up and grabbed my shoulders and rammed himself all the way deep inside of me. I screamed out as I felt his fingernails scrape down my back. The sweat was pouring off me now. He moved his hands to my hips and pulled me in closer as he plunged in deeper. The world tilted on its axis and my body jerked upwards as another orgasm ripped me apart on its way through me.
He slid himself out and rolled me over again. I was limp like a rag doll. He used his hands to pull my legs up and rest them on his shoulders and then he thrust forward. This time with no hesitation and no teasing he began to pound into me relentlessly. It was rough and slightly painful…and the most erotic fucking I’d ever gotten in my life at the same time. He held onto my hips and his fingers dug into my flesh as his body began to grow as stiff as his cock.
“Oh fuck! Holly! Fuck! I love you!” I felt him come inside of me and then fall forward onto me. His body shook and twitched and I wrapped my arms around his back, careful not to touch any of his sore spots and I pulled him deeper into me. Jesus Christ…I’m in love with this crazy man.
33
Axel
I woke up with a start and looked around. I was in the Red room. I never fall asleep in the Red room. My nose is usually so packed with blow when I use the Red room that I don’t fall asleep anywhere. I blinked my eyes a few times until the room came into focus. It was definitely the Red room. I closed my eyes and let my mind drift back to last night…with Holly. I smiled. I had sex with Holly in the Red room. No…she told me that she loves me and I love her…so technically, I guess I “made love” to Holly in the Red room. Still smiling I patted the bed next to me. It was empty. I pulled my eyes open and looked around. She was gone. Forgetting that I’d been ran over the night before I sat up too quickly. My back felt like a thousand needles had been shoved into it. “Fuck!” I dragged myself out of the bed like an old man and got unsteadily to my feet. “Holly!” I suddenly began to freak out. Did I say something stupid again? Did I scare her away? “Holly!” Shit! I was calling out to her inside of a sound proof room.
I pulled on my shorts and made my way out into the hallway. I’d barely stepped out when I came face to face with Jesse. I was glad I put on my shorts. We were already way too close. “Good morning Axel.”
I raised an eyebrow at him. His face looked like raw hamburger meat. “Morning,” I said. “Have you seen Holly?”
“She took off about an hour ago. She said she had to catch a plane.” I had no idea how he was even talking. His lips were huge.
“She had to catch a plane? Did she leave me a note or anything?”
“I don’t know Axel. That’s all she said. Thanks for letting me stay here.” I waved him off with my palm and went to the kitchen. Where did I leave my fucking phone last night?
“Jesse!”
“What?” he came back down the hall towards me.
“Have you seen my phone?”
“No.” He started back towards the bathroom. I stomped around the kitchen and then the living room looking for it. There was no sign of it.
“Jesse!” He reappeared in the hallway.
“Yes?”
“I need your phone.” He went back into his room and came out with his phone. He handed it to me and I stared down at the face and realized I didn’t know her number. Fuck! I didn’t know anyone’s numbers. “I have to find my phone.” I could hear the desperation in my own voice. “How did she seem when she left?”
“Holly?”
“How the fuck many people left this apartment this morning? Of course Holly.”
“She was fine.”
“Fine? What the fuck does that mean?”
“Okay…not upset…”
“I need my phone! Find my phone!”
Jesse and I split up and started tearing the place apart looking for the phone. About a half an hour later when I was on the verge of throwing myself and Jesse out the window I heard him say, “Is this it?” I went out into the living room. He was standing there with my phone in his hand.
“Yeah, that’s it.” How the fuck many phones did he think I had hidden in there? I swiped it out of his hand and called Holly. It only rang once and then it went to voicemail. “Holly! It’s Axel.” I realized Jesse was still standing there looking at me. “Get out of here, this is private.” I shook my head as he left the room. The boy is as dumb as a box of rocks. “Holly! Where are you? Jesse said you went to catch a plane. Did I make you mad? Call me!” I ended the call and when I did I realized there was a missed text message. My heart raced as I read it,
“Axel. I have to talk to Mark face to face. It’s the right thing to do. I will take the first available flight back as soon as I do. I’m sorry for not waking you up to tell you, but you were sleeping so peacefully. Thank you for last night. I love you.”
I felt like a thousand-pound weight had been lifted off my chest. I could finally breathe. I text her back, “I love you too.” “Jesse!” He shuffled out this time with less enthusiasm.
“Yes?”
“Are you working?”
He raised an eyebrow. It looked painful. “No. I can’t seem to get a gig lately and my producer dropped me suddenly.” I was guessing from his tone he knew that he was dropped thanks to me.
“Yeah…sorry about that. In my defense that was when you were still my arch nemesis.” He didn’t say anything but if I wasn’t mistaken the right side of his mouth may have smiled…or grimaced? Who the hell knows? “I need an assistant.” Okay, it was a smile and something that may have once been a laugh shot out through the dried blood around his swollen lips.
“I don’t know anything about being an assistant, Axel.”
“I didn’t mean you. I want you to find me one.”
“Why not just call a service?”
“Jesus Jesse! I’m letting you stay in my house. Is that my shirt?”
With a heavy sigh he said, “I might know somebody.”
I smiled and slapped him on the shoulder. He winced. Shit. “I’m sorry. I forgot. How are you feeling?” I guess I was obligated to ask.
“I’ll be alright,” he said.
“Can I ask you something? How the hell did that old man get the upper hand on you? What were you doing there in the first place?”
“He called me. He said he was working the twelve steps and he wanted to try and make amends with me. I know that I’m an idiot…but even at my age, I still wish I had a dad like other people do. I went over and at first it was okay. He actually apologized. Then he asked me for money. I told him honestly that I didn’t have any….”
“You don’t have any money? Why not?”
Sighing heavily he said, “Every concert I’ve
had this past year was cancelled at the last minute for one reason or another. My agent dropped me. My manager dropped me and the record company produced what they promised but haven’t done anything to promote it. Forgive me if I’m wrong here, but I was pretty sure it was you.”
“Shit. I’ll fix it.”
“Really?” He acted like he didn’t expect me to admit it. I’ve never been shy about admitting to ruining someone who deserved it. This was, however the first time I felt guilty about it.
“Yeah, shit. I don’t want to do this crap with you anymore. So he asked for money you told him you didn’t have any…then what?”
“He got pissed. He told me I was worthless like my mother and my grandmother. He told me he wished he would have killed me when I was a kid. He told me that I made him sick and he didn’t believe that I came from his loins and my “whore” of a mother must have been screwing around on him. I told him he was the same miserable old bastard that he’d always been and I tried to leave. That was when he hit me with something from behind. I think it was a baseball bat. Everything happened fast after that. I think I got in a few good punches before he took off…but I’m not sure.”
Shit. “Okay Jesse, do me this one favor. I need an assistant, today. I don’t care what I have to pay her. I don’t care what she looks like. I just need someone to get my office in order. It’s a big, fucking mess. In return, I’ll fix the mess I got you into. You can stay here as long as you need to….and whatever else you need.”
He smiled…or grimaced. “Thanks, Axel. I’ll call my friend.”
“Good. Then we need to get down to the police station. I want that asshole back in jail.”
“Got it. Thanks, Axel.”
“Mm hmm.” I watched him go and marveled at how quickly life changes. If someone had told me at this time last year that I’d be in love and that Jesse Lee would be staying in one of my houses I would have laughed them out of the room. I headed to my own room to shower. Today I needed to start getting my life back in order. I really want to be the man that Holly deserved. This was love.