Boy Toy

by R. R. Banks

  “There's a line out the door,” I say, pointing out the obvious.

  My stomach flutters and there is a tightness in my chest. As I watch him head for the back, I feel myself begin to tremble and I feel the tears welling up in my eyes already. I have a feeling that this is it. That I went too far.

  “I'm calling Jacob in,” Danny says. “To cover the rest of your shifts.”

  “I can work, Danny –” I say.

  “No, you can't, Amanda,” he says. “Listen, you don't want to have this conversation out here in front of everybody. We need to go into my office. Now.”

  I look back at Misty who stops what she's doing to watch me, her face a mask of emotion. I can see her eyes shining with tears and her lower lip is trembling. She knows what's about to go down. And the people in line are also watching closely – everyone here knows I'm about to be fired.

  Even Brady, that smug, arrogant bastard, knows he just cost me my job. And what pisses me off even more is that he looks like he doesn't care. He's just standing there, looking at me, that stupid little half-smile on his face. About the only upside to getting fired is that I can walk out there and slap that smug little grin off his face.

  I sigh and run a hand through my hair. I don't need to go into Danny's office to know what's about to happen. I have no choice though, but to do it anyway.

  I push through the doors to the back, walk into Danny's office and sit down. Right away, I try to explain and beg for my job.

  “Listen, Danny, I don't know what you heard, but –”

  “I heard you berate a customer, again. Amanda, you can't do that. You have to learn to control your mouth,” he says.

  “I can, and I will,” I say. “But in my defense, I wasn't berating him. We were just bantering. It was all in good fun. Ask him.”

  “No, it wasn't in good fun, and no you, obviously can't learn to control your mouth,” he says with a sigh. He rubs his temples and I can tell this is hard for him. “You've tied my hands here and I have no other choice, Amanda – I'm sorry but, I have to let you go. My boss got wind of what happened the other day, and they've been breathing down my neck to let you go. If they find out about this? And that I didn't fire you on the spot? I lose my job too. And I'm sorry, but I can't afford to do that.”

  “I can't afford to lose my job either,” I say.

  “I'm sorry,” he says. “I've given you so many second chances already. And I'm out of options, Amanda.”

  “So that's it?” I ask, a yawning pit opening in my stomach. “I'm fired?”

  Danny shrugs. “That's it, I'm afraid,” he says. “I wish it didn't have to be like this, but you left me with no options.”

  I'm numb with shock. I need this job to pay the bills. I have rent coming up, and I can't be late on that. Not again. I'm already on thin ice with my landlord too. And without a paycheck coming in, I'm going to be totally and completely screwed.

  “Please, Danny –” I say, tears streaming down my cheeks.

  “No, I can't, Amanda,” he says. “I have no choice but to put my foot down. Enough is enough.”

  My body trembling and my mind spinning a million miles a minute, I stand up and walk out of his office without another word, still in shock. I grab my things from my locker and clock out – still not believing I won't be coming back here tomorrow. That I won't be coming back – ever. Every time the realization that I've just been fired hits me, I feel that yawning chasm in my stomach open that much wider.

  I want to go back into his office, beg and plead for my job – but I know it won't do any good. Danny's made up his mind. I know I can't be mad at him. I know I can't blame him. Deep down, I know that I only have myself to blame. If only I'd been able to control my temper. If only I'd been able to hold my tongue. If only a thousand different things – none of which matter anymore.

  I can stand there and think about the what if's until I'm blue in the face. But none of those things will change the fact that I've just been fired. That I'm unemployed. That I have no idea how in the hell I'm going to pay my rent, my bills – or survive. I have no idea what in the hell I'm going to do.

  As I leave the back of the shop and walk out to the front, pushing my way through the small swinging door in the counter, I wave to Misty who looks shell-shocked – like she's about to cry herself. Jacob got in fast and is already working on making drinks – and is studiously avoiding my eyes. Not that we're all that close to begin with. The fact that I'd just gotten canned – and he was taking my shifts – probably isn't even a blip on his radar.

  As I head for the doors, my gaze falls on the customer who started this whole mess. Brady. I try to look away, but he's sitting by the door, watching me with a smug look on his face. I look around and roll my eyes – I have to walk past him to leave.

  “You're right,” he says, catching me by surprise.

  “What?” I ask, stopping in my steps. “What did you say?”

  “I said you were right,” he says. “About the coffee across the street being garbage, that is. I used to think coffee was coffee, it got the job done, ya know? But this right here – this is actually really good.”

  “Yeah, whatever. Good for you,” I mutter.

  I turn to leave before my anger gets the best of me and I do something I'll really regret. This prick just got me fired and the last thing I want to do is stand there and chit chat with him. Screw this redneck jerk. As I move away, he puts his hand on my arm. I jerk it away and look at him with pure murder in my eyes.

  Reading my reaction correctly, he puts his hands up. “Listen, I'm sorry about all this,” he says, motioning to the store around me. “At least let me buy you a drink? Let me make it up to you.”

  “Seriously?” I say, unable to keep the heat out of my voice. “You really think buying me a goddamn drink is somehow going to make up for me losing my job? Really? You obviously don't understand how badly I needed this job – as shitty as it was.”

  “You're right. It's not enough,” he says with a smug grin. “So maybe I can buy you dinner too?”

  I laugh, mostly out of pure shock over what was happening here. This man directly contributed to me losing my job, and now he has the nerve to ask me out on a date? Only minutes before, he was treating me like trash and talking down to me – and now he wants to date me?

  What an arrogant prick. An absolutely arrogant prick.

  “You're a piece of work, you know that?” I'm so pissed, I'm almost shouting by this point.

  “You wouldn't be the first woman to say that,” he says, giving me what he probably thinks is smile that will stop my heart from beating. “Probably won't be the last.”

  “Have a good day, Brady,” I say, rolling my eyes and hoping he picked up on the sarcasm dripping from my tongue. “And I hope the coffee was worth it.”

  I push open the door and walk out into the summer heat, the weight of everything that happened hitting me hard. Again. I don't want to cry, not publicly. Again. I already made a fool out of myself for basically getting canned in front of everyone. The last thing I need is a public breakdown too. It would be the cherry on one screwed up sundae.

  I hear the bell ring as someone comes out of the coffee shop behind me, but I don't pay any attention. I don't want to see or talk to anybody anymore today. I've had it. I'm done. I just want to go home, curl up in a ball and cry myself to sleep – and then sleep for the next ten years. Maybe when I wake up, my life won't be the shitshow it currently is.

  Seriously, can it get any worse than it is right now?

  “Amanda, right?” I hear him say.

  Apparently, it can get worse. Since I no longer have to worry about my job, I simply hold out my hand and flip him off without turning around.

  “Okay, I deserve that,” he says.

  Gee, you think? With my other hand, I hail a cab, giving a silent word of thanks as I see it pulling to the curb a moment later. I can't really afford to take a cab right now – I obviously need to save every penny – but I need to ge
t away from him as quickly as possible before I punch him. The last thing I need today is to get arrested for assault on top of everything else.

  “Amanda wait,” he says, in that slow Texas drawl he probably thinks is charming enough to make me forget that I hate him. “I feel terrible. Can I talk to you for a minute?”

  “Can't you take a hint?” I ask. I step to the curb and hail a cab. “You just screwed me over and ruined my life. Screw off.”

  “That's not what I –”

  I turn and glare at him as I climb into the cab. I give him the finger once more for good measure before slamming the door and telling the driver to go and go quickly. As we pull away from the curb, leaving Brady and his stupid black hat standing there, I settle back in my seat.

  The nerve of that guy, I think to myself as we drive off. The nerve of that arrogant, smug, condescending son of a bitch.

  I need to blow off some steam and although I'd have loved nothing more than to punch Brady's lights out, some other poor schmuck at the gym will have to do. I just need to go home and get my stuff.

  After that, since I can't beat the shit out of rich boy Brady, I'm going to destroy somebody else.

  Chapter Nine

  Brady

  “Thomas,” I say. “Good to see you.”

  Thomas comes around his desk – a nice, but normal sized desk, unlike Kendrick's – and gives me a firm handshake.

  “Nice to see you too, son,” he says.

  Thomas is one of the most brilliant men I've ever known. He came from nothing, made it into MIT and started in the R&D department here at KT – it seems like a lifetime ago. And now, he's sitting in the CEO's seat – keeping it warm for me, he's fond of saying. But like Miss Delia, I think Thomas gives me more credit than I deserve. His are yet another set of shoes I could never possibly fill.

  But, he is an inspiration. A real-life success story. He's responsible for some of Keating Technologies' biggest innovations. It probably wouldn't be unfair to say that without Thomas Newhouse, there might not be a Keating Technologies – at least, not as it's known today. Without Thomas, I don't know that KT would be the empire its become.

  Thomas, Kendrick, and my father were the best of friends. The Three Musketeers. They did almost everything together – fishing trips, camping excursions. I remember getting together with them for family barbecues and whatnot. I grew up around Thomas and thought as highly of him as I did Kendrick. They're both great men. Aside from my father, the best I've ever known.

  Thomas is tall, but not nearly as wide as Kendrick. Whereas Kendrick is built like a linebacker, Thomas is built more like a cornerback – a little more slender and agile. Despite being well into his fifties, Thomas' ebony skin is smooth and unlined. The only thing giving his age away is the liberal sprinkling of white through his still-full head of hair and neatly trimmed goatee.

  He's as un-Texas as Kendrick is Texas – which makes sense, given the fact that Thomas was born in Philadelphia. No snakeskin boots or Stetsons for him. No, Thomas wears a very nice, but conservative three-piece suit. He's a frugal man, not given to lavish spending sprees – in fact, he drives a ten-year old car and has had the same modest, two-story home as long as I can remember.

  My father always told me that I could – and should – learn a lot from both Thomas and Kendrick.

  I take a seat in the chair before his desk, setting my hat on the seat next to me. Thomas walks around, dropping down into the chair behind it. He looks at me and pats the arm of the chair, giving me a wide, warm smile.

  “It's nice and warm for you, son,” he says.

  I give him a smile. “You look better in it than I ever could, Thomas.”

  He laughs out loud and shakes his head. “Well, you can always update it to a more fashionable, stylish chair when you take over.”

  “If I take over.”

  He nods. “Oh, you will,” he says. “I have every faith that you will. Can I get you some coffee or anything?”

  I shake my head. “No, I'm fine,” I say. “Thank you.”

  I don't want to debate the point with him right then and there. Needless to say, I'm having more than my fair share of doubts. Two years may seem like a long time, but as I've pondered it since meeting with Kendrick, I'm starting to see that it's not all that long at all in reality. Two years to find a wife and learn the intricacies of all of KT's different divisions? Yeah, when I really sit down and think about it, I'm not feeling all that great about my odds.

  “How are Marie and the kids?” I ask.

  He smiles and I can see the light of pride in his eyes. I'm not proud of it – in fact, I'm pretty ashamed of it – but deep within me, I feel a small spark of jealousy when I see that look. It's a look of pride I never saw in my own father's eyes – and would never have the chance to see. Thomas is proud of his kids – and he should be. They're both remarkable. But I would have given the world to see that same light of pride in my parent's eyes – if only just once.

  “Marie is good,” he says. “She's keeping busy with the gallery. Anna is graduating from Temple next year. She's going to be a lawyer.”

  “Better keep her away from Kendrick,” I laugh.

  “I plan on trying,” he says with a grin. “But he's already been pouring honey into her ear.”

  “And Jonas?”

  “Jonas is heading out to California,” he says. “He's going to start his PhD work in San Diego.”

  “Marine Biology, wasn't it?”

  Thomas nods. “Indeed. The boy loves the ocean,” he replies. “And all the critters in it.”

  “Yeah, I've seen Jaws too many times to feel comfortable getting into the water like that.”

  “You and me both, son,” Thomas' laughter is booming. “You and me both.”

  As the laughter dies out, we sit back in our seats and stare at each other for a moment. It's as if Thomas is waiting for me to say something – though, I have no idea what it could be.

  “Kendrick said I should come see you,” I finally say.

  He nods. “He wanted me to talk to you,” he says. “About your future. And the future of Keating Technologies.”

  I nod my head and grin. So, Kendrick's plan is employ a two-pronged attack. He squeezes me from one side and has Thomas squeeze me from the other. Clever. Very clever.

  “If you're going to give me the same pep-talk Kendrick gave –”

  “I'm not, actually,” he says with a smile. “I like to think I'm a little more original than that.”

  “Okay,” I say and sigh. “Let's hear your sales pitch, hoss.”

  He chuckles. “It's not really a sales pitch,” he says. “I actually want to show you something.”

  “Oh? And what's that?”

  Thomas stands up and motions toward the door. “Come with me and see.”

  I give him a grin and stand up, following him toward the door. Over the next two hours, Thomas walked me through all of the different departments housed in the Keating Tech building. He showed me everything from the R&D department to accounting. He introduced me to countless people – most every single one of them passionate about their job. And he also showed me some of KT's current projects – some really amazing innovations he hopes to bring to the marketplace soon.

  When the tour was over, we grabbed some lunch in the cafeteria and I heard more stories from more people about how much they love working at KT and how good the company is to them. Nobody knew me from a hole in the ground and I like to think that I've got a pretty good bullshit detector and I can sniff out a brown-nosing, ass-kisser a mile off. But that detector didn't go off once all day. It was really – something.

  Eventually, we make it back to Thomas' office and it's getting late in the afternoon. He has his personal assistant bring in a couple bottles of cold beer for us, giving him a warm smile as she sets them down on the desk.

  “Can I get you anything else, Mr. Newhouse?”

  He shakes his head. “No, Lisa, thank you,” he says. “You can knock off for the
day if you'd like.”

  “Are you sure?”

  He nods. “Of course. Go spend time with your boy.”

  “Thank you, Mr. Newhouse.”

  She gives him a grateful smile and nods to me as she departs, leaving us alone with our beers. I pick up the bottle and laugh.

  “Still drinking the fancy imports, huh?” I ask.

  “It's the one indulgence I allow myself,” he laughs. “Kendrick may be okay drinking the domestic swill, but I never will be.”

  “He calls you a little hoity-toity because of this, you know,” I say, holding the bottle up.

  He shrugs. “What else would an unrefined, uncultured cretin say?”

  We share a laugh and take a long sip of our beer. It's a brand I haven't had before and I have to admit, it's pretty tasty. I'm not usually prone to drinking beer – I'm more of a bourbon man, myself – but when I do, I usually drink the domestic swill, as Thomas calls it. But after tasting this, I might have to re-think that.

  “Good, isn't it?” Thomas asks.

  I nod. “Maybe the Europeans do know a little something about brewing beer.”

  “I've been trying to tell you,” he says. “Kendrick is a lost cause, but I've got hope for you still, son.”

  “You may have made me a convert,” I say. “Just don't tell Kendrick.”

  He laughs and takes another drink of his beer before looking at me. “Do you know why I had you tour the building with me today?”

  I give him a grin. “You thought I needed the exercise?”

  He chuckles. “Hardly. I think you do well enough on that count on your own,” he says. “No, I wanted you to see, firsthand, the impact this company has in the lives of its people. I can tell you from my own experience that working for this company – for your father – changed my life. Bettered my life. And you heard a lot of other similar stories today.”

  I nod. I did hear a lot of similar stories. I didn't realize just how many others shared Thomas' story. Or something very much like it.

  “I wanted you to see that,” he says. “Because I think you need to understand just how important this company is to people. What a difference it's making in their lives – and in the world.”