by A. R. Wise
There was another vehicle, similar to this one, which hauled an enclosed truck bed where the other wounded were kept. Those were the lucky ones, the people that hadn't been bitten, but suffered other injuries from the assault. Our truck had been dubbed the pity-wagon, because we were all going to die soon. We were infected, which the other passengers continually reminded me of as they bemoaned their fate. The second truck was sent to meet with the High Rollers, and I was uncertain where they were taking us. It was unnerving to know that a third truck, loaded with cadavers, was following behind ours.
"We're all going to die. We're going to die," said one of the women in my truck. I couldn't see her, or much of anything else, in the bleak night.
Urine, blood, or some other liquid rolled across the metal floor, caught in the grating that was designed to ferry it away. The perforated metal at my back provided a view of the Surface world I'd always longed to see. I could see the stars, and I marveled at their distant blaze. I never got to ask Hailey what she thought of them.
Something bashed into the side of the truck, rattling all of our chains. It came from within, and it banged again. Someone was trying to break free, and the others started to cry out in fear. I'd been warned of what would happen to us, and I was glad I couldn't see. Someone among us had succumbed to his wounds, and the virus was turning him into one of the undead monsters that had invaded the streets of Vineyard just a few hours earlier.
We were each separated from our neighbors by a few feet, allowing enough space to keep us safe if someone nearby turned. There was little room to maneuver, but I could hear as the people on the other side of the truck attempted to. They screamed out as one of the other passengers started to growl and bite. I could hear teeth snapping and fingernails scratching at the metal.
The bindings that wrapped around our throats were tied in a manner that prevented us from moving. When I pulled too hard, the loop around my neck would tighten and nearly suffocate me. It was an annoyance at first, but now I understood why they'd tied us up like this. The zombies were ravenous, and seemed to have no cognitive function other than the desire to feed. When we turned, and became one of these monsters, we would lunge at our fellow passengers, which would cause the bindings to tighten and choke us. I didn't know if that could kill a zombie, but at the very least it would keep them somewhat quiet.
"He's going to kill us," said a man near me.
I could only see silhouettes in the darkness as the passengers on the opposite side of the truck writhed and screamed. The distraught woman that had been yelling earlier started reciting her prophetic warning again. "We're all going to die. Every single one of us. Why don’t they just shoot us and get it over with? We're all going to die."
"Shut up," I said.
She did, for a moment.
"We're all going to die. You might as well accept it."
"Shut up," I said again.
The zombie rattled its chains and gasped as the bindings choked him.
"See. That's what's going to happen to us…"
"Shut up!" I screamed as loud as I could, and even the zombie calmed down in response, as if frightened by my outburst.
Then they all started screaming again. The crazed woman begged for a quick death, the zombie snapped his jaws, and others continued to try and free themselves from the chains. One man, somewhere to my left, endlessly moaned in pain.
I stared at the stars and tried to ignore the people I was stuck beside.
The night wore on, and the cries of the other passengers lessened as their voices grew weaker. I listened as someone else turned, and then another. The living dead were growing in number as we died off. I wondered if my thoughts would remain when I turned, like a prisoner within my own body. Do zombies lament their murders? Do their former selves reside within the corpse's mind, forced to watch as their bodies cannibalize friends and family?
Sleep was impossible. The smell was enough to keep me awake, let alone the sound of the dead and dying, or the pain from the shackles that bound me to the side of the truck. Of all the pain and discomfort, the thing that bothered me most was the way the liquid pooling in the grooves beneath us would splash up every time the truck went over a bump. The trailer would jolt up, and the putrid fluid would hit my face, often finding its way into my mouth. Blood, urine, fecal matter, and vomit mixed into a soupy mess that gagged me. I tried to spit it out, but that's not a taste that leaves easily.
Dawn crept up in a wash of blue that lightened the horizon on the opposite side of the truck from me. I watched as the plains were revealed through the holes and slats in the side of our transport. I was finally able to see the havoc that this disease had wrought on my fellow passengers.
Most of them were dead - but not silent. Their eyes had taken on a milky hue, and they stared at the closest living person with malicious intent. The chains that wrapped around their necks were pulled taut as the creatures tried to lean out and bite whoever was closest to them. Their hands were loosely bound, like everyone else, but I could hear as they scrambled to break free.
Most of the survivors were on the verge of death. Even the ones that only suffered a single bite were now succumbing to the virus. Their skin was pale, their heads drooping, and they coughed over and over.
My wounds seared me, but I didn't feel ill. I looked around for anyone else that might have survived the night in fair shape.
There was a boy beside me, younger than me by a few years, who had his head leaned back and his knees pulled up against his chest. His skin was tan, a welcome contrast to the pale faces of the dead and dying that surrounded us.
"How're you doing?" I asked him.
Various zombies around us responded to my daring speech. They rattled their chains and growled as the boy looked at me.
"Absolutely great," he said with a smirk. "Can't you tell?"
His face was speckled with the liquid from the bottom of the truck that must've decorated my face as well. I smiled and even laughed for a second. "I guess that's a stupid question."
"No, I know what you meant." He said and then rubbed his eyes against his knees to clear them from the droplets of blood that threatened to leak in past his eyebrows. "I don't feel sick."
"Are you one of the people that are immune?"
He shrugged and then winced from a wound I couldn't see. "Not that I know of. I've never been bit. What about you?"
"Me neither. I never actually saw a zombie until yesterday."
He was incredulous. "Seriously?"
I nodded and set my head against the metal behind me as I thought of the safety of the Facility I'd left behind. "Yep. I was trained to fight them, but I'd never actually seen one before."
"How is that even possible?"
"It's a long story."
He seemed appeased by my vague answer and set his head down on his knees. We were quiet for a few minutes before he spoke again. "I don't even remember the first time I saw one."
"What?" I asked. Enough time had passed that I didn't understand what he meant.
"A zombie. I don't remember the first time I saw one. They've been around for as long as I can remember." He set his chin on his knees and stared out across the truck at the line of undead that were chained to the opposite wall. They gazed back, the chains around their necks pulled tight enough to choke out their voices as they stretched out. Their jaws snapped, and the sound of their teeth clacking together was impossible to get used to.
"How old are you?"
"Sixteen," he said. "How about you?"
"Eighteen," I said.
"You were with the High Rollers, right? Were they the ones training you?"
I shook my head. Annie had warned me not to mention that I was from the Facility, but what did it matter now? "I was raised in a place called the Facility. It's deep underground, out by an airport near here."
He stared at me, unsure how to respond. "Seriously?"
I nodded, and we sat again in silence until he muttered, "Wow. I'd heard rumors of tho
se types of places, but I thought it was just conspiracy talk. I never thought they were real. The Rollers always said the military still had a strong hold on this area, but those of us that lived in the towns never saw any sign of them. It's hard to believe they were keeping you down there your whole life."
"And you? Were you born in Vineyard?"
"No," he said. "But my story's not half as crazy as yours. I was born in the mountains somewhere, but my parents moved around a lot. We used to be part of a caravan of traders until I was about ten, and then we were able to stay in Vineyard."
"Seemed like a nice place to live."
"It is." He paused, and then corrected himself. "Was."
"Sorry. Do you know if your family made it out?"
"They didn't live there anymore. My dad died a few years back and my mom hooked up with the traders. I stayed with my sister, who's a year older than me."
"And what about her?" I asked.
"She died."
"Yesterday?"
"No. She got sick from some bad food last year and died from it."
"Sorry to hear that," I said.
He nodded and spoke nonchalantly, "We've all lost people."
I thought of Hailey again, and the vision that came to me when I remembered her was of blood smeared on her cheeks. I forced myself to try and think of better times, but her dead face kept creeping back into focus.
His chains rattled as he shifted to look at me. "Did your girlfriend die?"
I didn't want to answer and just nodded.
"I'm sorry. If it helps at all, I've never seen a prettier girl than her. I was at the party and saw you two there. I had to leave early because I was in charge of getting the meat out of the smoker in the morning, but I was there long enough to see the two of you arrive. You guys were kind of hard to miss. You both look like the girls in the magazines from the Red Days."
"What are the Red Days?"
"Before the plague. You've never heard it called the Red Days before?"
"No. Like I said, I grew up underground. I just broke out yesterday, with my friend that I was with. The past day has been a little insane. This is all new to me."
"Pretty shitty first day outside." At first he sounded sympathetic, but then he chuckled and I joined in. It wasn't funny, but we laughed anyhow.
"To say the least."
"It's not all bad," he said. "You seemed to be enjoying yourself at the party."
"Yeah, that part was nice. I liked the wine."
"What was it like in the place you came from?"
I thought for a moment to try and come up with the best way to describe my life in the Facility. "Sterile."
He waited for more details, but I didn't offer them. "That's it? Just sterile?"
"And safe, for the most part."
"Well, the outside world is pretty much the exact opposite of that. I'm Griffin, by the way."
"I'm Cobra," I stopped and corrected myself. "I used to be called Cobra, but now I go by Celeste."
"That's a prettier name than Cobra. It fits you better. You deserve a pretty name."
I should've thanked him, he was just trying to be nice, but I ignored him instead. I wasn't in the mood for compliments.
"It's not all bad."
"Are you kidding?" I sneered when I responded.
"I'm not talking about our situation." He nodded in the direction of the choking, frothing zombies across from us. "I'm talking about the world; about the outside. It's not all bad."
"You can keep it," I said. "I've had about all I can stand of it."
"Maybe if we make it out of here…"
One of the creatures across from us started to vomit and convulse. It shook and ripped at the shackles until blood began to spurt from around its bindings. The rattling drowned out Griffin's words. The zombie began to gurgle before a fount of bile, saliva, and blood poured from its gullet. It breathed slowly as the syrupy strands hung from its lips. Its face was pointed down, but it looked up at us and growled. Then it lunged, seeming to have forgotten that it was impossible to reach us. The chains choked it back into silence.
"What were you saying?" I asked once the creature calmed down.
Griffin was startled, but was able to focus on me and continue. "If we make it out of here, I'll show you some of the better parts."
"Better parts of what?"
"Of the outside world."
I snickered, thinking he was fooling with me. I saw that he was serious and said, "Sorry to be the bearer of bad news, Griffin, but we're not making it out of this alive."
"We might."
"How do you figure?"
"We might be immune," he said. "That's why they didn't just kill us before. We might be immune to the virus. They have to keep us separated from everyone else until they know for sure."
I considered it while I watched the sun rising over the plains. Beams of light poured in through the small holes that lined the side of the truck, and one of them illuminated Griffin's boyish good looks. He looked exactly like the pictures of men that I'd been shown at the Facility. He was handsome, chiseled, with bright blue eyes and short brown hair. There was a dimple in his chin, and whiskers dotted his jaw. He had full lips, a small nose, and compassionate eyes.
"Don't get your hopes up," I said.
"I feel fine. How about you? Are you feeling sick at all?"
"No, but I'm still bleeding from where I was bit. I don't think there's much of a chance that I'm making it out of here alive."
"Stop it," he said. "You can't let yourself think like that. You have to stay positive."
"Okay," I smiled at him. "I'm positive I'm going to die."
He frowned, but then relented and let out a chuckle before he sighed. "Tell me about your best day. Whatever day that was, tell me all about it."
"I'd rather not."
"Come on," he said and tried to get more comfortable, an impossible task on the metal floor. "Humor me. We might as well talk about something nice."
I thought about it and finally said, "Yesterday. That was my best day."
"Really?" He was surprised. "Why's that?"
"It was the first time Hailey and I were together. We weren't allowed to be together, not in that way, if you know what I mean."
He nodded.
"We decided to escape afterwards, and that's how we ended up in Vineyard. Everything was so exciting, and new, and we were together. It was the best day of my life, and then it all ended." I set my chin down on my knees as I looked out at the blazing sun on the horizon. "I guess it's also my worst day."
"Sorry."
I wanted to let the conversation die. It wasn't that I disliked Griffin, and I knew he was just trying to stay positive as this hell raged around us, but I was content in my slow slide into death. I longed for its release.
"Want to hear mine?"
"Sure." I figured he needed to tell me more than I needed to hear it, and didn't have the heart to tell him no.
"It was this past summer. I was on barrel duty, which is where we take barrels of wine out to other towns. I got to Juniper, and we gave them the barrels in exchange for some pelts. We tried not to do a lot of trading, but every now and again we had to, and most of the towns in the area were happy to get a barrel or two of wine. Anyhow, I was there and I met this girl named Dexy. I caught her digging through the things in the back of my truck." He laughed and snorted as he set his head back against the wall. "I didn't know she was a girl until I grabbed her shirt and pulled her back. I was ready to pop her until I saw she was a girl, and then, you know what happened?"
"No, what?" I humored him.
"She belted me right on the chin. Smack. Knocked me flat on my ass. She was the toughest girl I'd ever met."
"And that's your best day?"
"It gets better, trust me," he said. "We got into a fight, but we got pulled apart before either of us got hurt. It was late, so I decided to stay the night at Juniper and they cracked open the wine we delivered. We had a hell of a night, singing a
nd carrying on, and then Dexy came over to apologize. We got to talking, and before you knew it we were getting to know each other real well, if you know what I mean." He repeated the phrase I'd used earlier.
"Yeah, I know what you mean."
"Anyhow, we ended up sneaking off and climbing up onto a tower they have out there. There's a spot where you can sit up real high, far away from anyone. It's meant to be a lookout spot, but we just stayed there all night, holding each other and talking until the sun came up."
I looked out at the rising sun as Griffin continued his story.
"There weren't any clouds that day. There was just a haze of fog as the sun rose, and it made the whole horizon turn pink and purple. We sat there in silence and just watched it. When it was finally all the way up, Dexy took my hand and asked me to marry her."
"Marry you?" I was familiar with the custom, having learned about it at the Facility, but my understanding of it seemed to be different from Griffin's. I was under the impression that marriage was a bond between two people that was only reached after a lengthy relationship.
"Crazy, right? I looked into her eyes and said yes as quickly as possible." He smiled and shook his head as he closed his eyes and recalled that moment.
"Did she move to Vineyard with you? Is she okay?"
"No, she's still in Juniper, thank God."
My heart sank. He'd mentioned that he left the party early, which I assumed meant he hadn't heard Beach's announcement about what happened in Juniper. He didn't know that his fiancé was dead.
"She's in Juniper?" I asked, hoping that I'd heard him wrong.
"Yes. Safe and sound, and waiting for me to come get her. That's why I'm not willing to go out without a fight. I'm going to get back to her no matter what."
I didn't tell him the truth. I didn't have the heart.
"Will you help me?" he asked after a while.
"Help you what?"