The Other Occupant
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No one is ever satisfied with the weather they get, but the forest took what it got without complaint. When I couldn’t sleep, I went for a walk in it. It was half past four in the morning - as I passed Alice’s room I could hear her snoring.
I stood in the kitchen to put my boots on. The Rayburn had gone out, and I hadn’t washed the dishes. Marjorie had always washed up as soon as a meal was finished.
I met one of the cats in the garden. It came up to me and rubbed against my leg when I stopped to look at where I’d planted the beans. There was nothing there.
The first faint streaks of light were showing on the eastern horizon, but in the forest it was as pitch black as midnight, and solid, like a door.
A strong wind blew through the trees, and though they protected me from the worst of it, the top branches thrashed and beat against each other. The noise was frightening but I wasn’t spooked, and didn’t want to go back to the lodge. I could see the hall light shining through the glass in the front door, but when I climbed a rise in the forest and then took a track that led down towards Bambi’s hollow, I couldn’t see it any more.
I didn’t meet Bambi or anything else. No birds called - without them the trees seemed naked. A song came into my head, a melody. I tried to whistle it but I was dry. I didn’t get any of the words.
Past Bambi’s hollow, I walked through an overgrown area. It was difficult to see the way, but the path wasn’t slippery. I crossed a wider track and climbed to a hedge that bordered the forest where I sat on a fallen trunk and watched the sun rise.
It came slowly, but the light changed quickly. The first birds started to sing as the colours in the forest began to show. The tree trunks were grey, and the outlines of the top branches gradually appeared, and the fields below me swam out of the darkness as if they’d slipped out of a cave, twinkling with frost.
Alice stayed on to sort out Marjorie’s things. I took the cats to Sadie’s. We sat in the kitchen and she poured two beers. Her parents were at market with five calves.
‘I’ll leave them in the laundry room for a couple of days,’ she said, pointing to the cats. They looked straight at me, as if it was my fault.
‘Three days?’
‘They’ll go back to the lodge if I don’t.’ She spoke with authority.
‘OK,’ I said. ‘If you say so.’
We took our beer upstairs to her bedroom. She had photos of cows on her walls, and some rosettes. There was a dressing table by the window, with her hairbrush on it, and some dried flowers pushed into the corner of the mirror. We got undressed and into bed. Her bed was very narrow. I found a hot water bottle shaped like a bear in it. I lay on my back with my drink on my chest. Sadie lay on her side with her hand on my stomach and the other resting behind my head.
She said, ‘What are you going to do?’
I shrugged.
She kissed my chest. ‘Are you going to stay at the lodge?’
I drank some beer and said, ‘I don’t know. Sometimes I wish I was one of the cats.’
We listened to a cockerel crowing in the yard. From the window I could see the edge of the forest. ‘You could get a job round here’, she said.
A pair of crows flew out of the forest and flapped lazily towards the fields below. ‘I could get a job anywhere’, I said. I looked down at her. She looked away and blinked before closing her eyes and resting her head on my shoulder.
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