Into The Spirit

by Marie Harte

  “Right. You just keep telling yourself that, Junior.” He stopped when he heard Fallon’s door open. “Look, I’ll call you later. Do me a favour and find out exactly what was in those files. I want to know how intimately our guy is going to know those ladies.”

  “Already on it. I’ll call you later to see how everything’s going. Oh and Gil. Try not to make her angry this time. I think your charm needs a bit of work.”

  Gil sneered at the phone and tucked it back in his pocket. He’d resisted working with Wade at first, but the man was proving to be more than just competent. He was becoming a friend. He sighed at the thought and looked up just as Fallon walked into the room. She stopped she when she saw him, her hands curving around the sensual arc of her hips.

  “You know, for a federal agent, you’re not very good with orders.”

  Gil heard her voice bounce around in his head, but was too distracted to understand the words. She was dressed in a fire red shirt that skimmed her body, dipping down low in the front to reveal more than just a glimpse of creamy skin between her breasts. It looked like she had on a matching bra, the delicate lace edge peeking out at the bottom of the vee. Nestled in that beautiful valley was an emerald-coloured stone, dangling from a green suede cord. The stone was shaped like an angel, the surface smooth and polished. When she breathed it almost looked as if the angel fluttered her wings, quivering gracefully between Fallon’s breasts.

  Gil forced himself to swallow as he followed the line of her body down to a mid-length black skirt, which accentuated the lovely curve of her ass. It looked like it was made out of some kind of silk, flowing from side to side with every movement Fallon made. She’d completed her outfit with a pair of black stockings, and it made Gil’s mouth water wondering if they were thigh highs. He felt his face kick up into an amused half smile when he reminded himself he’d find out later, when he’d seduced her back into his bed.

  Fallon cleared her throat, drawing his attention back to her face. She looked anything but aroused and a sick feeling settled in his stomach.

  “Is there a good reason why you’re still standing in my living room?”

  She shifted her weight to the other foot and Gil nearly creamed his pants at the way her skirt and top moved with her. Damn, she looked hot.

  “I’m positive I told you to leave.”

  “Actually, you asked me to lock up on my way out.” He took a step towards her. “As you can see, I’m not out yet.”

  Fallon huffed, but didn’t back down. “It was implied that you’d leave.”

  Gil shrugged. “Well, next time perhaps you should tell me what you want, instead of just implying it.”

  Fallon closed her eyes and Gil felt the sudden need to hold her. She looked lost again, and he couldn’t help but feel responsible. It wasn’t like he enjoyed fighting with her. He just wanted to talk to her, whatever the situation. But she definitely wasn’t making things easy.

  “Okay. Stay. I’ve got plans, so if you’ll kindly move…”

  “I’ll drive you over to Jane’s,” he interrupted, grabbing her set of keys off the table before she had time to react. “My truck’s just down the street.”

  Fallon’s eyes went wide a moment before she crossed her arms over her chest and stared at him. “Excuse me?”

  “You heard me. I’ll drive. It’s not safe for you to go alone.”

  Fallon snorted and stomped her foot. On anyone else it would’ve seemed childish, but on her, it looked hot and sexy and he wanted nothing more than to push her against the wall and fuck her.

  “I’m not a child. Besides, I’ll be inside my car, and then far from alone at Jane’s.”

  Gil lowered his eyebrows and looked at her. There’d been a strange tone to her voice when she’d mentioned Jane’s house and it made him wonder if this barbeque was a cover for something else. He took another step towards her, using his full height to his advantage. “Are you going on a date?”

  Fallon’s face paled, then flushed, and Gil felt his own redden with anger. “It’s not a date. It’s a gathering.”

  “A gathering where there just happens to be single guys,” he added.

  Fallon shrugged and Gil wanted to pound the wall beside her.

  “Jane thinks I don’t get out enough, so she invited me over for dinner. I’m not sure who else is going. I think she mentioned something about a friend of Brad’s being there.”

  “A fire-fighter.”

  She nodded. “A new guy at the station.”

  “And you’re the appetiser for him.”

  Fallon glared at him and pushed him aside as she made for the door. “I’m only going to make Jane happy. If I skip out, she’ll think I’m still sick and then I’ll be banned from the office for another week. Besides, I like Jane and Brad.”

  “And this new guy from the station is just extra.”

  Fallon turned and looked back at him. “You know. If I didn’t know better, I’d think you were jealous. Which seems kind of stupid since you were the one who left.”

  “Fallon, you know I…” He stopped. There was no sense explaining when he didn’t have the answers. Besides, she was right. He had left. If he had any hope of getting her back, he was going to have to make up for that…and more. “Fine. You’re going to a barbeque with your friends. But I’m still driving you.”

  “Why?”

  Gil hesitated. He didn’t want her to worry, but he also didn’t want her to hear about the break-in from someone else. “Wade just called. Apparently someone broke into the precinct last night and took some personnel files from the Human Resources office.”

  Fallon frowned. “So? What has that got to do with you having to drive me?”

  “The guy only took the files for the dispatch centre.”

  Her face paled as she worked it out in her mind. “Couldn't this be some weird kind of coincidence?”

  “Maybe. But I’m not one to bet on a losing horse.” He stepped over to her. “Just do me a favour and let me drive you there. I promise I’ll behave myself and not make a scene at Jane’s.”

  Fallon’s lip seemed to quiver for a second, then she nodded and turned back to the door. She motioned him forward and followed him out, stopping at the side of his truck. “Just remember one thing. I have to work with these people. So don’t do anything…”

  “Stupid?” he suggested.

  “Neanderthal.”

  Chapter Sixteen

  Jane opened the door, a bottle of beer clutched in one hand. She was still talking to someone behind her when she finally turned her head. “Fallon. It’s about bloody time! I was starting to get worried. Thought maybe you’d fallen into some kind of gorge or something.” The woman stepped forward and smothered Fallon in a full body hug. “Another twenty minutes, and I was going to have Brad and the guys go searching for you.”

  “Sorry. I, um, ran into a few obstacles along the way.” Fallon pulled away from the woman and wrapped her arms around her chest as if she were cold. “But I’m here now, if you’ll let me in.”

  Jane laughed and practically dragged Fallon over the threshold, spilling some of her beer on the porch. “You know better than to wait to be invited, girl,” she quipped, stepping back inside before coming to a halt. Gil watched as the woman’s eyes bulged wide, her gaze taking him in. She looked at Fallon, then back at him, rubbing one eye with the back of her hand as if expecting his image to disappear. Then she swallowed hard and locked her eyes on him.

  “Gil?”

  Gil nodded. “Hello, Jane. Nice to see you.”

  Jane snorted and crossed her arms. “I wish I could say the same.” She turned to Fallon. “Want to tell me what he’s doing here?”

  Fallon’s face paled further and her lips pulled tight. She looked from him back to Jane. “It’s a long story I’d rather not discuss right now.” She shrugged and turned away. “Just ignore him. That’s what I intend to do.” She walked inside, turning back to him as she toed off her shoes, “Remember what you promised. Behave.
”

  Gil didn’t have time to answer before she’d turned and all but sprinted down the short hall and around the corner. He sighed and looked over at Jane, wondering if she was going to let him through the door.

  Jane looked him over, shaking her head. “You know. . .when you and Fallon were together, she was a force to be reckoned with. Now…” She sighed and looked down the hall where Fallon had disappeared. “Just do her a favour?” She gave Gil a stern look. “Finish up your…business…and leave her the hell alone. She hasn’t picked up all the pieces from the last time you left. So don’t fuck with her heart. She deserves to be happy.” Jane turned and walked down the hall. “I doubt you can give her what she really needs,” she tossed back over her shoulder.

  “Great! I’m doing great, Jane. Thanks for asking,” he mumbled, stepping inside as he pulled the door shut. Damn, was everyone pissed at him? Hell, all he’d done was show up with Fallon, and Jane seemed ready to persecute him. As far as he remembered, she used to like him!

  Gil cursed and followed the women down the hall, stopping at the corner. Jane’s house opened up into a grand living room, with a dining room and kitchen off to the left. It was the perfect house for entertaining, as one space flowed into the next with only the occasional half wall to separate each room.

  Fallon had made her way over to the fireplace by a large expanse of windows near the far wall. She was talking to Brad, her back towards him. The man laughed at something she said and drew her close for a hug that rivalled Jane’s. He was still smiling when he looked over her shoulder. Gil watched the man’s demeanour change, his brows forming a distorted vee across his forehead. He leaned into Fallon’s shoulder and whispered something. Fallon’s body stiffened and her shoulders pulled up slightly as she shook her head, mumbled something, and looked away. Brad gave her a sympathetic smile, patting her shoulder as he made his way over to where Gil was standing.

  “Gil.” He extended his hand. “Long time no see.”

  Gil shook the man’s hand, his eyes still locked on Fallon’s silhouette. “According to your wife, not long enough.”

  Brad chuckled and slapped Gil on the back in some age-old symbol of manhood. “I wouldn’t take Jane too seriously. It’s her woman’s time,” he waggled his eyebrows. “She gets pretty touchy, especially where her girlfriend’s are concerned.” Brad followed Gil’s gaze over to Fallon. She was talking quietly to two women by the door leading out to the back deck. “And Fallon seems to be her personal mission right now.”

  “So if Fallon’s not happy, Jane isn’t either?”

  “Something like that.” Brad took a swig of his beer, fingering the label with one hand as he spoke. “I think she was hoping Fallon might get out more. Give her something to do besides riding her damn bike.” Brad snorted his disapproval. “She’s insane, you know. I watched her compete in a cross-country race a couple of months ago. The stuff she does is crazy. And I don’t scare easily.”

  Gil laughed and smiled with a sense of pride that caught him slightly off guard. It’d been a long time since he’d appreciated another person’s accomplishments. “Fallon’s always been good at what she does.”

  Brad nodded and turned towards him. “So does this mean you two are back together?”

  Gil raised an eyebrow as he skirted his gaze over at Brad. “What did Fallon say when you asked her?” he countered.

  Brad smiled. “She said you were working on a case together, plain and simple.”

  “It’s plain, all right, but far from simple.” He held the man’s stare. “Let’s just say the jury’s still out.”

  Brad sighed and stepped over so he was facing Gil. “If I were you, I wouldn’t let Jane hear you say that. As a matter of fact, I’d avoid her all together. She kinda had some things arranged for Fallon today. And I dare say you’re a huge clog in her works.”

  “You mean she’d set Fallon up with one of your friends from the station, and she’s afraid I’ll get all territorial on her.”

  “Won’t you?” asked Brad with a raise of his eyebrows. “Or are you staring at Fallon because you’re fond of the colour red?”

  Gil pried his eyes off Fallon and locked them on Brad’s. “As long as your pretty boy doesn’t try to touch her, everything will be just fine.”

  Brad chuckled again and took two steps away. “Glad to see nothing’s changed with you, Gil. Help yourself to a beer in the fridge if you want. There’s soda too, if you’re still on the clock.”

  “Thanks. A beer sounds good right about now.”

  Gil moved sideways, keeping Fallon in his peripheral vision. He didn’t want everyone to catch him staring at her, but be damned if he was going to let her out of his sight, even for a moment. Something about the thought of her being “set up” with another guy burned a hole in his stomach. Not that he had any right to be possessive. He’d walked out—or rather ran—as she’d so eloquently reminded him several times over the past two days, and had thus, given up the right to stake his claim. She was free to see anyone she pleased.

  As long as it’s you!

  He smiled at the thought, reminding himself how she’d assured him she hadn’t allowed another man to touch her while they’d been apart. How no other cock had played in her pussy. And whether she wanted to believe it or not, she was still his. At least her body was. He wasn’t convinced about her mind. She seemed to swing between wanting him close and pushing him away.

  Gil cursed as he opened the fridge and pulled out a draft. He didn’t intend to drink much, but he needed something to cool the raw nerves scratching at the surface of his flesh. He was too wired, and if he didn’t get a hold of his feelings soon, he’d do exactly what he’d promised her he wouldn’t…cause a scene.

  “So. What dragged you out from underneath your rock?”

  Gil cringed at the sarcastic tone wavering behind him and half considered making a run for the patio doors, before reigning in his control and turning around. Jane was standing a few feet away, arms crossed, toe tapping the tile floor. Her face was slightly reddened, the colour fading into a dull pink as it crested her chest. Her lips were pulled into a distinct scowl and he could see the quick flutter of her pulse just below her neck.

  She was pissed.

  Gil raised one hand and took a step back. The last thing he wanted was to get into an argument with the hostess. “Easy, Jane. I promised Fallon I wouldn’t make a scene, and I intend to hold true to that.”

  “Oh. So now your word is supposed to mean something?” She kept her voice hushed, but there was no missing the anger in it. Gil tensed as she moved forward, quickly closing the distance. “Do you have any idea what you did to her? How badly you hurt her?” She snorted and threw her hands up, bringing them back down on her hips. “You have some nerve stepping back into her life when she was just starting to move forward.”

  Gil forced himself to swallow past the lump lodged in his throat. Somehow hearing Jane say what he already knew hurt more than just saying it to himself. “I didn’t step back into her life. You know damn well I’m on assignment. And for the record, I never meant to hurt her.” He looked down at his feet, not able to meet Jane’s eyes. “I just couldn’t be around anyone for a while.”

  Jane tilted her head and snorted in that female way that made grown men flinch. “Save the sob story for someone who cares. You weren’t the only one who lost someone that day. Fallon lost Charlie and you. Now she’s going to have to go through all that again.” Jane looked away, but not before Gil saw the hint of tears in her eyes. “She’s still pining for you. Refusing to go out on dates. Holing herself up in that tidy little house, talking to the ghosts still haunting the halls. Hell, if she didn’t go out on her damn bike, she’d never leave!”

  Jane stopped and pulled herself back together. “Despite what she wants everyone to believe, she’s fragile. And this whole serial killer thing proves it. She actually passed out at work, Gil.” Jane shook her head. “The next thing you know, she’ll be seeing things. I’m worried
about her, and so should you.” She took a deep breath and turned away. “Why don’t you do everyone a favour and finish this. Let Fallon find someone who isn’t afraid to love her…before she’s too afraid to even love herself.”

  “Did you ever stop to think that maybe I’m that someone?” he said, feeling the truth of the statement sink into his soul.

  Jane looked back at him over her shoulder, her eyes sad, unyielding. “Yeah, I thought it. I just don’t believe it.”

  * * * *

  Fallon stood by the window, watching the first drops of rain darken the pavement. She’d been ambling around the party for twenty minutes, but hadn’t found the motivation to seek out the guy Jane had arranged for her to meet. It didn’t help that Gil had shadowed her every move, staying just far enough away no one would notice he was stalking her.

  Great. It isn’t enough there’s a serial killer who’s obsessed with talking to me. Now I have to deal with a man who doesn’t love me, but who doesn’t want anyone else to either.

  She sighed and turned around when she nearly collided with Jane. “Sorry, Jane. I didn’t see…”

  She stopped, her voice fading into a muted gasp. Attached to Jane’s arm was a man who could only be described as beautiful. He had short blonde hair brushed back from his face, and crystal blue eyes that rivalled the sea for their brilliance. His skin was smooth and tanned, accentuating the strong lean muscles poking out from beneath his tee. They rippled as shifted his feet and eased his hand away from Jane’s arm.

  Jane grinned and Fallon felt the heat flush her face. She smiled awkwardly, wishing a hole would just open up and swallow her.

  “Fallon. I’d like you to meet Jackson Brady.” Jane motioned to the male god still standing beside her. “Jackson, this is Fallon Kinkade. The lady I’ve told you so much about.”

  Fallon nodded and extended her hand. Jackson smiled back, delicately taking her hand in his. Her breath hissed out through her teeth as he slowly raised it to his mouth, giving the back a soft kiss as he smiled up at her.