"Where?" I asked, frantically scanning the room.
"VIP," she pointed.
I looked over and spotted Julius with this stripper named Queen in his lap. He was feeling her up as she grinded her ass on him. They were violating the no touching policy like a muthafucka. This, in combination with treating Natalia like she was his main bitch, had me hot. I stormed over there to confront this nigga; I was tired of the games.
"Really Julius?!" I frowned, pushing Queen out of his lap.
"Damn Allure!" Queen yelled, calling me by my stage name. She stormed off, sipping on a drink.
"I told you when you come here to only get dances from me!" I yelled at Julius.
"You don't tell me what the fuck to do, Bianca!" he spat, and his friends shook their heads.
"So all you care about is that bitch now?" I asked.
"What bitch?" he frowned.
"Natalia!" I spat.
"Man, I done told you I ain't fucking with that girl," he replied frowning.
"Yeah you better not be!" I yelled. "Ah!" I yelped as he grabbed my hand. He squeezed it tight, almost breaking my fingers.
"What I tell you about your fucking mouth, hunh? Don't make me beat yo ass in front of all these people bitch," he said in a low tone, as tears from the pain escaped my eyes.
"Okay, okay. I'm sorry Julius," I whimpered. He gave my hand one more squeeze, then threw it.
"Get out my fucking way!" he said storming out, along with Greg, this dude named Dash, and Menzo.
I ran to the back to get dressed, so I could follow him. I didn't want him running up behind Natalia's young ass, just cause he was mad at me. Once dressed, I ran out to the parking lot, where I saw he was gone already. I sped to his house, hoping he was there alone. Fifteen minutes later I was pulling up, and I breathed a sigh of relief when I saw his car parked there. I rested my head against the headrest as I inspected my hand.
After about 15 minutes of just thinking and shit, I exited the car. I knocked on the door, and no one answered. I knocked a couple more times, and still got nothing. I pulled out my cell and called Julius about three times, and got no answer each time. I was about to walk away, but I heard a female laughing and it sounded like Queen. I stepped to the side once I heard the door being unlocked. Out walked Queen as I expected, and her eyes bucked when she saw me.
"Bitch you fucked my nigga?" I yelled, and grabbed her by the hair.
I slung her down off the porch, and she fell to the ground. I climbed on top of her, and started delivering blows to her face. After a couple punches, I felt myself being lifted off of her and carried away.
"What the fuck is wrong with you?!" Julius yelled, sitting me down.
"Stupid bitch! Ain't my fault your pussy is wack!" Queen yelled.
Julius stormed over to her and grabbed her by the hand. They headed back inside, and I charged them both. I ran dead smack into the screen door, and then Julius came back out alone.
"Go home Bianca," Julius said, standing in his front doorway.
"Go home? You seriously about to have this bitch spend the night with you?!" I frowned in disbelief.
"Maybe. Now get the fuck away from over here, causing all this fucking ruckus!" Julius frowned. He had his shirt off, with jeans on that were unzipped, so I knew he fucked her already.
I admired his sexy body and beautiful face. His caramel complexion was adorned with tattoos, covering most of his 6-foot frame. His sexy face was chiseled to perfection, and his full lips made me wet on sight. I dropped my head defeated, and walked back to my car. I checked my phone all night, and never once received a text or call from his ass.
***
"What are you doing here?" I asked Julius as I walked in my bedroom.
I was fresh from the shower and wrapped in a towel. He stood up off my bed, and pulled my towel from me. "Oh now you want me after kicking me out last night?" I frowned.
"Yep," he simply replied.
He removed his shirt, and I walked over to unbuckle his pants. I released his dick, and dropped to my knees. I made it disappear, and drenched it with my saliva as I bobbed up and down. I massaged his balls as he fucked my face.
"Damn Bianca. Fuck," Julius moaned as my pussy got wetter from the sound of my name on his lips. He busted down my throat, and then I laid back on the bed. I spread my legs wide, giving him full view of my bald kitten. "Why don't you try it?" I asked, biting my lip.
"You know I don't do that," he replied, and flipped me over.
Julius said he didn't eat pussy, but we all knew what that meant. Julius just didn't want to eat my pussy. Anytime a person says they don't give head, it means you just ain't the person they want to give head to; you ain't brought that out of them.
"Oooh damn," I felt Julius slide inside me after putting a condom on. I loved that Julius never fucked raw, which is why him smashing these other hoes didn't bother me as much; he was being safe.
He plowed into me, beating my pussy up. He constantly hit my spot, making me cum three times. He grabbed a handful of my weave, and went full speed ahead.
"Uhhhh, Uhhhhh, fuck!" I moaned as we exploded together. He smacked me on the ass, and then went to flush the condom. I grabbed my towel, and went to follow him.
"I was thinking we could go have breakfast together," I said.
"Nah, I gotta shower, then go meet with Hugo," he replied.
"You don't ever make time for me anymore, Julius," I whined.
"I just did, but I got you later tonight," he said, and kissed my cheek.
"No lip?" I frowned. He didn't respond, as he dipped out the door.
Chapter 11: Natalia
It was Friday, and I was so damn tired leaving work. The only thing that got me through my shift was the fact that I didn't work tomorrow. Julius had been on my mind constantly. He hadn't talked to me since our bathroom encounter, which was weeks ago. I was so damn depressed, and feeling dumber than ever. I pulled out my phone, and decided to call him. It rang and rang, and I got no answer as usual. A couple tears managed to cascade down my cheeks, as my phone buzzed. I quickly wiped them and smiled. I saw Frank was calling, and immediately frowned.
"Hey," I said answering.
"What you doing tomorrow?" Frank asked.
"Probably nothing," I said, looking around and making sure no one was running up on me.
"Let’s go see a movie," Frank replied.
"Frank-"
"Come on ma, I been chasing you for months," he pleaded. I paused for a second, as I walked up my apartment steps.
"Okay," I finally said, and disconnected.
Once in the house, I checked my phone and saw I had no messages from Julius. I shook my head, and then proceeded to shower. I washed my body with my Herbal Essence body wash, braided my long hair, and then dozed off.
***
"You want to go eat?" Frank asked me as he drove from the theatre.
"Not really," I replied. Ever since Julius cut me off, I hadn't had an appetite.
"Aight well I guess I can take you home," he replied.
I didn't respond, and just hoped he sped there. He pulled up to my house, and shut the engine off as if he wasn’t about to leave.
"Well thanks for the movie, Frank," I said as I grabbed my jacket from his back seat.
"Damn, we can’t chill for a bit?" he chuckled.
"Okay," I said.
"I really like you, Natalia," he said, rubbing my thigh. He leaned over and started placing kisses on my neck.
"Frank do-"
"Come on ma," he said in a low tone. He was fine as hell, but I just wasn't in the mood to fuck someone else already. He kissed my lips, and dipped his tongue in my mouth. Just as he glided his hands up to my vagina, the passenger door flung open. We both jumped and I saw it was Julius, with wrath written all over his face.
"Aye man what the fuck!" Frank yelled.
"Shut yo ass up before I shut you up for good," Julius frowned. Frank did as he was told, and Julius snatched me out the car by my arm. He pulled me int
o my complex, and up to my door. "Unlock it!" he yelled. I did as I was told, and he pushed me in. "What the fuck did I tell you?!" he spat, slamming the door. This was the only time I wished my mother was home.
"I- I don’t rememb-"
"Oh you don't? So you let this nigga fuck?" he frowned and slapped me across the face. My lip split, and blood gushed from it.
"Wait, no Julius I didn-” I tried to say, but he cut me off with another slap to the face.
"You can't hit me!" I yelled through tears. I ran away to my room and slammed the door shut. I locked it, and then looked in the mirror at my face. I'd seen women get beat up in the movies, and I couldn't believe it was happening to me.
"Open the fucking door!" Julius yelled, beating on it hard.
"Please leave Julius!" I cried. There was silence for a bit, but I didn't hear the front door open so I knew he was still here.
"Baby, I'm sorry. Open the door," he said in a calmer tone.
I didn't respond as I sat in my closet, scared as hell. Blood was dripping from my nose onto my forearms, as I sat in the fetal position. The next thing I knew, I heard my bedroom door being busted through. My closet door flew open, and Julius snatched me up out the closet. He pulled me close and hugged me tight.
"I'm sorry baby. I just don't want you fucking around," he said as I sniffled.
"I-I di-didn't sle-sleep wi-with hi-him, Julius," I stuttered through tears.
"Get some stuff, we leaving," he replied.
He let me go, and I started to pack a bag. I was scared to leave with him, but too scared to protest his wishes. Once I packed an outfit, I went to the bathroom to clean my face.
"Brush your fucking teeth. I saw that nigga's tongue all in your mouth," Julius spat as he stood in the doorway of the bathroom. He wore gray sweats, a white t-shirt with black writing on it, white socks, and black Jordan slide ins.
I brushed my teeth, and then we headed out the door. It was about 8 p.m. sharp, so it was dark outside when we pulled up to the house. We walked inside, and headed to the bedroom. As soon as we got in there, Julius shoved his tongue in my mouth. He undressed me down to just my underwear, and laid me down.
"Why haven't you called?" I asked as he kissed down my stomach. He didn't say anything as he tugged my panties down. He placed my thighs on his shoulders, and took my clit into his mouth. He told me he didn't do this, so I was caught off guard. He sucked my clit, and dipped his tongue in my hole.
"Ahh, I missed you so much Julius," I moaned as he made me cum. He pushed my legs back towards me, and dove in again. "Ahhh Ahhh," I moaned as I came again. He licked up all my juices, and then kissed back up my body.
"Oh my God!"
I heard a voice say. I looked in the doorway, and there stood Bianca. She charged towards us, and Julius hopped up to block her.
"How the fuck you get in my crib?!" he barked.
"For real Julius? I thought you said you didn't like her!" she yelled, hurting my feelings. I covered my exposed body with the sheet.
"Get the fuck out, Bianca!" Julius yelled, shoving her towards the door.
"I'm gon’ fuck you up, bitch!" Bianca yelled to me, as Julius pushed her outside.
I heard them arguing some more, so I got up to get dressed. I was hurt by what Julius told Bianca.
"Where you going?" Julius asked, walking back in.
"Home," I replied.
"No you not, he said, grabbing me and kissing me hard.
He took my panties back off, and laid me back down. He climbed between my legs, and dipped his tongue in my mouth again.
"Did you really tell Bianca you didn't like me?" I asked as I felt the head of his dick at my opening.
"Nah, she just mad cause you my girl now," he replied, making me smile.
"Uhhh, ahhhh," I moaned as he entered me fully. "This still hurts Julius," I whined.
"Relax Natalia. Shit you feel good," he moaned as he thrusted into me.
"I love you, Julius," I moaned as he dipped his tongue in my mouth.
He continued to thrust into me slowly, as he pinned my hands above my head. He sped up his pace and the sound of how wet I was, mixed with our moans, was all you could hear.
"Fuck…" he moaned as he exploded into me. "I bet not catch you out with another nigga again," he said as he laid next to me, and pulled me close.
"You won't," I smiled. He climbed back on top of me, and kissed my lips.
Chapter 12: Natalia
Two Weeks Later
My stomach had been killing me all night. I assumed it was because I was hungry, so I got up and ate some ice chips. That didn't work, but by 3 a.m. my body was dead tired and forced itself to sleep. I woke up early this morning, so that I could go and buy some breakfast. Afterwards, I planned to go hang out with Lucy, since Julius was being distant again.
"Good morning Dalia," I said as I walked into the living room.
"Morning," she replied, watching TV.
I walked over and sat down on the couch for a second. I wanted to watch a little free TV before getting my day started. I decided to send Julius a text for the 100th time this week, and see if I got a response. Ten minutes passed and as usual, I got nothing. I was getting tired of his antics. He talked to me only when he felt like it, and then if I talked to another guy he went ballistic. As much as I wanted to forget him, I couldn't. I wanted to cry every time I thought about him.
"What is that smell?" I turned my nose up as my mother walked to the kitchen.
"Sardines," she replied, throwing it away.
I immediately jumped up and ran to the bathroom. I flipped the toilet top open, and threw up violently. I hadn't ate much yesterday, so it soon just became stomach acid that I was throwing up. I sat there on the bathroom floor, panting and dry heaving. I looked up to see my mother standing in the doorway, with her arms folded.
"Natalia, you better not be pregnant," she glared down at me.
I shook my head no. "No, I haven't even been having sex," I lied.
"You think I don't know about you and Julius?" she raised a brow. I didn't respond for a couple seconds.
"He is just a friend. We haven't done anything," I said, assuring her and standing up.
"I hope so, because you know the deal. If you get pregnant, you get the fuck out," she said, and turned to leave the house. I nodded my head yes, although she had her back to me.
I closed the bathroom door and cried for a little bit. I couldn't be pregnant, right? I asked myself. This was the first time I threw up, so I didn't worry too much. I thought about every time I had sex with Julius; he never used a condom. I shook the negative thoughts from my head, brushed my teeth, and showered.
I needed to get a second opinion, because I felt my mom was just being paranoid. Once I finished showering, I went to Lucy's house so we could go eat breakfast at IHOP. I was so damn hungry, yet nervous about my current condition.
"Why are you so quiet, Natalia? Julius ain't dick you down last night?" Lucy chuckled as she stared at me.
I scrolled on my phone, hoping a call or text from Julius would come through, even though I knew he only called when he wanted some pussy. I shook my head, upset that I went from being a virgin to a booty call.
"Lucy, how did you know when you were pregnant?" I asked. Lucy had so many abortions that I footed the bill for that I'm sure she knew the signs.
"Why?" she frowned and cocked her head.
"Can you just tell me?" I asked with pleading eyes.
She paused for a moment. "Well, each time was different, because you react different with each dude’s baby. Once, I was throwing up a lot; another time, I couldn't bear certain smells that usually didn't bother me; and another time, a smell made me throw up," she replied.
I blew out hot air, and folded my arms over my chest. "I think I'm pregnant, Lucy," I said, feeling tears well up.
"Oh my gosh. Did you take a test?" she asked.
"I ain't got enough for that bullshit," I replied, letting the tears fall. I quickly
wiped them when the waiter brought our food over.
"You guys need anything else?" the waiter asked. We both shook our heads no, as I avoided eye contact with her.
"We can go to the clinic, and they will test you for free," Lucy smiled.
"Can you come with me?" I asked.
"I'm mad you even asked! You know I will." Lucy shook her head as she ate a slice of pancake. I half smiled, and dug in as well.
***
"Natalia Thomas," the lady from the clinic smiled as she walked into the room.
"Yes, that's me," I smiled.
"Good, I have the right room," she smiled, and sat down. "So we tested you for STD's and HIV, which all came back negative," she smiled. "However, you are pregnant; 4 weeks," she said.
"I am. I see," I said, looking down.
"Yes, so what are your plans? Do you have any questions?" she smiled.
"How much is an abortion?" I asked, hoping it was cheaper than the ones I got Lucy.
"$200," she replied, killing my hopes.
"I-I am going to keep it," I stammered.
"Okay Ms. Thomas. I will write a prenatal vitamin prescription for you," she smiled.
"Thank you," I replied.
***
"What did she say?" Lucy asked as we walked to the bus stop.
"I'm 4 weeks," I replied.
"So what are you going to do?" she asked.
"I'm keeping it," I said somberly.
"What did Julius say?"
"I haven't told him. He hasn't talked to me in two weeks, so I'm gonna drop by," I said as we walked onto the bus. Lucy nodded, and rubbed my back.
I took the bus, and then walked a block to Julius' house. I hated that he had been ignoring me, but I needed him to know about the baby. As much as I wished I wasn't pregnant, I didn't want to kill my baby. I arrived to his house, and sat on his porch. I was going to wait until he came home, I didn't care how long it took. Two hours went by, and his black Lexus finally pulled up. He hopped out the car, and a girl got out the passenger seat. A huge lump formed in my throat, and my stomach began to hurt. I was angry, but more so hurt. He'd been ignoring me after spitting all that bullshit about wanting me, just to be with another bitch. He got closer and finally noticed me sitting there. I had my long, chestnut curly hair down, and was wearing jean shorts, my "keds," and a blue V-neck t-shirt.
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