"Who is this?" the girl asked.
"No who are you?!" I spat.
"Natalia, what you doing here ma?" Julius asked, walking up with the girl right behind him.
Tears spilled over my lower lids, as I could no longer hold them in. "What am I doing here? Why haven't you been answering my calls and texts?" I yelled through tears.
"Look man, I ain't got time for this shit. What you need to talk to me about?" he asked as he walked to his door and unlocked it. The girl and I followed him inside, and he told her to sit on the couch. He led me to his bedroom, and then closed the door. "Speak," he said.
"I'm pregnant," I said.
"By who?" he asked.
I was so shocked I could barely speak. "You know I have only been with you." I felt myself crying hard again.
"How I know? I ain't seen you in weeks," he shrugged.
"Because you don't answer your phone! I hate you! You used me knowing you never cared about me!" I cried, hating him for being an asshole, and myself for being so damn dumb.
He didn't say anything, and reached in his pocket. He pulled out a wad of money, and peeled off a couple hundreds. "How much to get rid of it, if it is mine?" he raised a brow.
My legs all of a sudden felt like spaghetti, and a sharp pain shot through my chest. I loved this man so much, and he was treating me like some slut he picked up off the street. All the things he told me just to get between my legs were lies.
"$150 enough?" he added since I hadn't responded.
"$350," I lied. Since he played me, I was gonna play him.
"Aight here is $400," he said, and handed it to me. I was so shocked by his actions, but even more shocked that I still loved him. I wanted him to say he loved me and didn't mean the things he was saying, but I knew he wouldn't.
I took the money, and turned around to leave the bedroom. He came behind me, and hugged me tight. He kissed the back of my head, and inhaled the scent of my hair. He leaned down and kissed my cheek, then my neck and shoulder.
"I wish you knew what I was going through," he whispered.
"Get off me," I said calmly, as tears raced down my cheeks.
He tightened his grip around me, and rubbed my flat stomach under my shirt. His touch felt so good, and all the things he had just said to me didn't matter. He kissed my neck and I leaned my head back, basking in the moment.
"Julius!" the bitch he brought over yelled.
I nudged him off me and left.
Chapter 13: Julius
I didn't want to treat Natalia that way, but I couldn't be with her. She was a little girl, and I was a 19-year-old man. I needed to be with bitches my age. I know y'all saying I should've thought about that before I fucked her but shit, she was so beautiful and her personality was refreshing. I was used to being around these artificial ass bitches, who were only worth the labels they sported. Natalia was different, and it made me like her little ass. I avoided her as much as I could, but at times I would have relapses. I licked my lips as I thought about her cute, petite, 5'5 frame, long light brown hair, her sexy honey complexion, and full lips. I stopped immediately, because all in all she and I could never be. If that baby was mine, I needed her to get it scraped out immediately. I was too damn busy to have a baby by someone I didn't want to be with; well, couldn't be with.
"You good?" this chick named Daphne asked. She was Bianca's "best friend," but as you can see, she wasn't much of a friend. She rubbed my bare back as she lay there, ass naked in my bed.
"Yeah I'm straight," I said, looking over my shoulder.
"You ready for another round?" she asked as she massaged my shoulders. I felt her titties lightly sweeping across my back.
"Nah, but you can give me some head," I replied.
She happily jumped to the floor, and took me into her mouth. She bobbed up and down, taking my full 11-inches with no problem. She had no gag reflexes, and it was the main reason I even started fucking with her. I knew it was shady as hell to fuck Bianca's best friend but shit, in my eyes, I belonged to no bitch. These hoes were shady as hell out here, that's why I wasn't about to let Natalia put her baby on me. Yeah, I hit raw on multiple occasions, but I knew how these chicks worked. Soon as you popped they cherry for them, they was out letting every nigga hit. They came to you to open the can of soda, and then let everyone else sip out of it. “That nigga I caught her in the car with had his tongue all down her throat, so I know he smashed,” I scoffed out loud at my thoughts. My blood boiled at the thought of whoever he was sticking his dick in Natalia.
"Fuck," I moaned as I felt myself about to bust down Daphne's throat. Daphne smiled with my dick still planted deep in her larynx damn near, as I threw my head back. "Shit," I said as I felt myself bust in her mouth.
"Mmmm that tasted good daddy," Daphne smiled and licked her lips.
I hopped up to take a shower, hoping to clear Natalia and that baby out of my mind.
***
"Aye, is that Ma?" my brother Rashad asked me.
I looked over as I continued to drive, and shook my head. "Yeah, that's her ass," I replied.
My mother had been on drugs since forever. My brother and I had acted like we didn't know her for years. It still made me feel some type of way seeing her, but I had to brush it off.
"I hate seeing her like this, man," Rashad commented. I didn't say anything, cause I refused to feel bad for her trifling ass.
"So what's up with the operation you setting up?" my boy Menzo asked from the backseat.
"Everything is going as planned, and don't worry, I'm putting y'all on," I smiled as I thought about my plans. I had one more meeting with a connect, and then everything would be set. Most of the time I was MIA., I was setting up in my soon to be new location, in South Carolina.
"How does Hugo feel?" my brother Rashad asked.
"It don't matter how he feel. He just needs to be happy I ain't setting up out here in Indiana," I frowned, and Rashad laughed.
"So you ain't gon’ tell him?" Menzo asked.
"Yeah I am–when I get ready. If he wants a war after that, then so be it," I shrugged, not giving a fuck.
I wasn't scared of nobody on this damn Earth. Only thing I feared was God, and it had been that way since I was little. If you put your pants on one leg at a time like me, I wasn't scared of you. That's what made Hugo put me on in the first place; he knew I wasn't to be fucked with.
My phone had been ringing constantly between Bianca, Daphne, Natalia, and some bitch I just dicked down named Madelyn. I shook my head and exhaled heavily once I heard it go off. I ain't gon’ lie, I smiled a little when I looked down and saw Natalia's name.
"What up?" I asked as I pulled over into the parking lot of the Castleton Square Mall.
"I don't think I can do it," Natalia sobbed on the other end. I waited until Rashad and Menzo exited the car before responding.
"You ain’t got a choice, Nat. If that baby is mine and you have it, I'm putting you in the ground," I spat.
"I wish it wasn't yours! I hate you," she cried.
"Shit, it probably ain't. Now get it done," I said, and disconnected. If Natalia was pregnant by me and had it, I wouldn't dare hurt her, but I needed her to think that so that she would get rid of it.
"You good?" Rashad asked as I exited the car.
"Spiffy," I chuckled, and so did he.
Chapter 14: Bianca
"Girl, I drove by and she was waiting on his porch," Daphne said as she took a pull on the blunt.
"I warned that bitch," I said
Julius had been ignoring me ever since I walked in on him and Natalia. I felt slightly bad for her, cause her nose was busted and I knew Julius had been hitting her. What was most surprising was that this nigga had just got done eating her pussy. For the two years we had been together, this nigga swore up and down he didn't eat pussy. I knew he did it to her, because I heard her moaning and when I walked in, he was kissing up her stomach.
"So what you gon’ do?" Daphne asked me, snapping me ou
t of my trip down memory lane.
"I got something for that bitch. I know just how to get back at her and get my man talking to me again," I chuckled.
"Why you even want him still?" Daphne frowned.
"Cause I love his crazy ass," I admitted.
"After all he's done to you? Where is your pride?" she scoffed.
"Pride and love don't mix, Daphne," I simply replied. She rolled her eyes and shook her head.
Daphne hated Julius for how he treated me. Every time he did something to me, she wanted me to leave him. I appreciated her being a great friend and caring, but she needed to just stay out of it. I loved Julius, and I knew we could work through this bullshit. I just needed to get Natalia's annoying ass out the way.
***
I watched as that stupid home-wrecking bitch walked out of her school. Although a stripper, I was a great ass actress. Soon as she started walking by my car, I rolled down my window to get her attention. She looked sad as hell, as she held onto the straps of her backpack. I was happy her little friend Lucy wasn't with her, cause that would ruin my plan.
"Natalia!" I called out.
"Bianca?" she turned to look at me.
"Come here for a second," I smiled. She hesitated and looked around. "Natalia, I'm not gonna do anything. I just want to talk, woman to woman," I smiled.
She hesitated, and then got into my car. I cranked it up, and pulled away from the curb. "Wait where are we going?" she asked.
"Just for a drive. I hate sitting in cars, people get shot like that," I replied and she didn't say anything. "I wanted to make amends with you, Natalia." I started.
"You do? Why?" she asked.
"Cause I realized it wasn't your fault that Julius and I's relationship fell apart. I should've been let him go," I lied. It definitely was this bitch's fault. Yeah, Julius fucked around all the time, but he never went as far as he has with Natalia.
"Oh. I'm sorry Bianca, he told me you guys were broken up. I didn't try to fall in love with him," she whined. Yeah right bitch.
"I know boo. It's cool though, I'm over Julius and the situation," I waved my hand in the air. "So, what do you say to a truce?" I asked.
"That sounds good," she smiled.
"We haven't hung out in awhile, why don't we chill and talk some more," I said.
"Okay," she smiled. She was so dumb; I actually almost felt bad for her.
We got to my apartment, and headed upstairs to my door. When we walked in, Greg and his friend Ynez were chilling on the couch just as planned.
"Natalia!" Greg smiled.
"Hey," she replied dryly. They couldn't stand each other.
"This my boy Ynez," Greg said, and Natalia waved and half smiled.
"Want a drink?" I asked her once she sat down.
"No. I-I ca- don't want anything," she stuttered. I shrugged my shoulders, and made Greg, Ynez, and I a drink.
After a while of drinking and good conversation, I gave Greg a look, letting him know it was time to take my plan into action. Greg would do anything for some cash, I thought. He nodded and sipped his drink.
"Damn, Bianca can you take me to the bank? I need to get some cash for my moms," Greg said.
"Aight come on," I said, standing up and fixing my jeans. I noticed Natalia stood up too, attempting to leave with us. "Oh we will be right back Natalia," I told her.
"I think I should get home anyway, I have homework," she half smiled.
"Don't be a party pooper. We haven't hung out in forever. Stay put until we get back from the bank," I smiled. She hesitated, and then sat back down. I winked at Ynez, and then left with Greg.
Chapter 15: Natalia
I wish Bianca hadn't left me here alone with Ynez, but I didn't want to upset her and make her think I wasn't trying to be friends. I mean, why not be cool with her? It was clear Julius didn't care about me like I thought he did.
"So Natalia, how old are you?" Ynez asked, smirking at me.
"I'm 16, until April 28th," I replied fidgeting.
"Damn, only 16. You're beautiful," he commented.
"Thank you," I half smiled.
Ynez got up and sat next to me. He leaned back and threw his arm along the back of the couch. He smelled like strong weed and gin.
"Damn, even better up close," he said, licking his lips. I didn't respond, because I felt uncomfortable.
"I'm gonna catch the bus home," I said, standing up.
"Chill ma, I ain't gon’ bite," he said.
I stared down at him, and then sat back down. Once I did, he scooted closer to me, invading my personal space. He started kissing my neck, and I tried pushing him off but he was too strong. He grabbed my wrists and threw them back, making me fall back onto the couch. He got between my legs, and started kissing my neck.
"Please stop!" I yelled and squirmed.
"Calm yo ass down, and stop acting like you don't give the pussy up!" Ynez spat. He held my wrists so tight that I'm sure my blood stopped circulating.
"Please stop! I'm pregnant!" I told him.
He paused, and stared into my face. He hopped up off me, and I sat up touching my wrists. I hopped up to leave, and met Bianca and Greg standing outside the door.
"You ain't tell me this bitch was pregnant!" Ynez spat.
"This hoe ain't pregnant!" Bianca yelled.
"Yes I am!" I yelled, looking into her mischievous eyes. She planned all this shit.
I stormed out the apartment, and Greg grabbed my ass as I did. I turned around and slapped his ass in the face, hard as hell. He just grabbed his cheek and laughed.
"This ain't over Natalia!" Bianca yelled after me.
I ran to the bus stop, as tears fell down my face. I couldn't believe Bianca tried to set me up. What if I wasn't pregnant? That nigga would've raped me right there. I finally got on the bus to head home, and I dialed Julius. He didn't answer as usual, and I started to cry even more.
Me: Head to my house. I need to talk.
Lucy Bff: Okay.
I finally got home, and I saw Lucy sitting on the stone wall outside my apartment complex. I grabbed her hand, and ran up to my door.
"Dalia?" I called out to see if my mother was home. I got no answer, and plopped down on the couch.
"Okay, what's up Nat?" Lucy asked, sitting down as well.
"Bianca tried to get me raped," I said.
"What? How? Why?" she asked, looking confused.
"She tried to make me believe we were cool, and then left me at her apartment with some guy. He almost raped me until I told him about the baby," I said, looking down.
"We need to fuck her up," Lucy frowned.
"After the abortion," I replied exhaling.
"So you're gonna get it?" she asked, and I nodded my head. "Damn. When?"
"This Saturday," I replied.
Chapter 16: Julius
"So that bitch is pregnant?!" Bianca screamed at me, as I sat on my bed.
"Nah," I replied, not giving a fuck.
Bianca and I's relationship had been soured, and I wasn't sure why I hadn't just broke up with her ass already. Only reason we was together now was because I wanted some pussy, but I was about to say fuck it and leave.
"I heard she was, Julius!" she yelled.
"Man, lower your fucking voice! If she is pregnant, what the fuck you gon’ do about it?" I frowned.
"I don't want you fucking with her! Not like this! You doing too much!" she yelled through tears.
"Ain't nobody fucking with her! If she pregnant, it prolly ain't mine," I shrugged as I slid on my tennis shoes.
"Where you going?" she asked.
"I came for some pussy and head, not all this mouth," I said, tying my shoe.
"Wait, aight. I'm sorry Julius. When I heard she was pregnant, I panicked," she said in a calmer tone. She walked over to me and dropped to her knees to suck my dick. Once I nutted down her throat, she climbed on the bed and spread her legs.
"Is today my lucky day?" she smiled.
"I don’t do th
at, and if you keep asking me, I'm not gon’ fuck with you no more," I spat.
When was she gon’ get the hint? I wasn't munching on her shit, or anyone else’s. I surprised myself when I did it to Natalia. Her pussy was so pretty, and I just wanted to taste her–don't ask me why. As they say, it's always that one person that will make you try anything.
"You ate that bitch out!" Bianca frowned.
"Aight, peace," I replied, putting my dick back up.
"Wait! Julius!" she yelled after me, but I ignored her stupid ass.
My phone buzzed, and I saw I had a text from Daphne. I hoped she was available, because I needed some pussy and Bianca was tripping. I was refraining from contacting Natalia, because fucking her was starting to become too emotional for me. I felt like I was making love and I ain't like that; plus, I didn't want her to think me smashing meant keep the baby.
Daphne: Wyd?
Me: In need of some pussy.
I wanted to get straight to the point.
Daphne: Come thru.
Me: Fasho.
I decided to hit up Natalia, to check the status on that damn abortion. I needed her to take care of that, and not play games.
Me: Have you took care of your problem?
Natalia: My problem?
Me: Did you take care of it or not?
Natalia: I go tomorrow. Can you pick me up? They said I shouldn't walk home.
Me: You can ride the bus. Let me know when it's done.
Natalia: I hate you.
Me: I'll be waiting on confirmation from ya.
I shook my head at her emotional ass. If that baby wasn't out of her stomach by tomorrow evening, I was gon’ have to find a way to get it out myself. These hoes kill me man. I sped off and headed to Daphne's to bang her out.
Chapter 17: Natalia
I cried all night, as I re-read Julius and I's conversation. Why was he treating me this way? Whatever; no matter how much I loved him, I needed to get over it.
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