Showdown

by Edward Gorman / Ed Gorman

  She didn't know which was worse. That he might see her in the dusk out here. Or that he might not see her.

  She hesitated a moment, fighting the urge to go up to the door and slip inside, pretending that she didn't know Tom was in there. But no. No, she wouldn't do it. She had to get control of herself. This was a form of madness, and she knew it. There were articles in some of the women's magazines about how spurned women sometimes gave in to melancholia that led to insanity or suicide or murder. She didn't feel that she was close to any of these things yet. But it wasn't impossible to imagine that she might get there someday.

  She hurried on to the livery stable. She needed to get a horse tonight. After supper, she planned to go to visit a patient whom she'd befriended at the hospital, an old miner who was dying of a bad heart.

  The stable stank of old hay, road apples, horse, and the rain-soaked wood that had comprised the livery since shortly after the town had been built. She had stopped by here this morning, so the liveryman had a roan all picked out for her. He got it saddled and turned it over. She was good with horses. They generally seemed to like her as much as she liked them.

  When she came out into the street, she saw Tom mounting his own horse in front of the sheriff's office. Again, her compulsion was to make him aware of her somehow. Catch up to him as if she didn't know it was him. Or fall in beside him and simply wish him good evening. Just a casual encounter.

  But she knew it would be more than that. It always was. And it was always her fault for letting it become more than that.

  She just sat on her horse, watching Tom move his animal away from the office. She wondered where he was going. East. Why would he be headed east? She tried to think of whom he might know in that direction.

  She sat there for some time, thinking. And then she slowly began moving away from the livery, taking, at a good distance, the same route Tom was taking.

  She was barely aware of what she was doing. She was almost trancelike. Her eyes saw but didn't see. Her ears heard but didn't hear. Her breath came in sharp little gasps. Where was she going? What was she doing? My Lord, he would hate her if he ever found out that she'd started following him like this.

  He would hate her for sure.

  Prine didn't become aware of the rider behind him until he reached the top of the hill that looked down on the farmhouse where Cassie was being kept. Or where he hoped she was being kept, anyway.

  No light in the house, of course. Moonlight silvered the windows. An awning swung in the wind, banging against the window frame. A wild dog sniffed around the autumn-scorched grass in the front yard.

  He heard the horse before seeing it. A narrow, rock-bottomed creek ran in the distance behind him. Horseshoes clicked against stone, announcing the arrival of horse and rider.

  Prine yanked his Winchester from his scabbard, spurred his animal in among the shallow stand of jackpines to hide.

  The rider was in no hurry to crest the hill. The horse was loping at best. All sorts of names and faces flashed through Prine's mind. Would the sheriff have followed him? Bob Carlyle? Maybe Richard Neville himself? Had somebody followed him previously and figured out what he was up to?

  The scent of pine sap strong in his nostrils, Prine watched as a lone rider appeared in a bald patch on the top of the hill, just about where he'd sat his own horse. He sniffled. Pine sap always played hell with his sinuses.

  His eyes refused at first to believe what his mind told him was true. A woman sat on the horse.

  She dropped down from her mount, ground-tying her animal and walking closer to the rim of the hill so she could see below.

  Why would a woman follow him out here?

  He was about to find out, because he sneezed just then. The damned pinecone. Giving away his position.

  The woman, bold, turned back toward him and said, "Who's there?" Speaking to the darkened stand of jackpines in front of her.

  He recognized her now. "Lucy? Lucy, what the hell are you doing out here?"

  "Is that you, Tom?"

  He nudged his horse out from the jackpines, dropped down out of the saddle.

  As he approached her, she said, "Oh, gosh, Tom. I'm such a fool. I—I swear it was almost like I couldn't help myself. I saw you leaving town. I was leaving, too. And I just started to follow you."

  "Then you turn right around and go back to town. I'm working tonight, and you shouldn't be here."

  Lucy said, "You think she could be down there? Wouldn't they have checked it earlier today?"

  He was angry she looked so lovely in the moonlight. Maybe if she hadn't looked so good—evoking both his appreciative eye for female beauty and his guilt for leaving her—maybe then he would've been able to put her on her horse and send her back. But he couldn't.

  Plus there was the matter of what she'd been able to surmise. He had to keep her quiet about this. He said, "I have to trust you with something."

  "You know you can trust me, Tom."

  "I swung past here this afternoon and I thought I saw three horses in the woods in back of the place. They may be keeping her in there. I wanted to wait till nightfall to find out."

  "Why didn't you bring some help?"

  "I don't want a shootout. They might kill Cassie if it came to that."

  "I guess that's true."

  He took her by the waist and drew her to him as he had so many other times. She was woman-warm in the chill night, her flesh feeling right and good beneath her jacket. "This is something that's between us, all right, Lucy? You didn't see me tonight. I'll just tell the sheriff that I was riding out to see Bob Carlyle's house when I saw a light in the place and decided to swing by."

  "Sure, Tom."

  And then, without any warning, she kissed him. Sliding her arms around his neck. Pulling him toward her with hard, childlike need. And he responded, remembering how good and tender a love she was. How playful she was at times. Again, like a child. And how many nights lying beside her he'd get caught up in her out-loud daydreams of the day when they had two or three children and Tom had gone into some safe business and was making a good name for himself. How easy it had been to share her sense of their destiny then. But always at the back of his mind there'd been a greater dream. And now, with any luck at all, that dream was about to be realized. A hero, a reward, a beautiful, rich girl.

  He eased her away from him.

  "So I've got to depend on you, Lucy."

  "You know you can," she said, still shaken from their kiss.

  "Get on your horse and head right back to town." She nodded. And then kissed him as impulsively as she had the first time.

  He watched her for a good half-mile, till he was sure she wouldn't double back and surprise him again.

  Then he tied his horse to a jackpine branch, grabbed his Winchester, and proceeded to the west, so that he could come up behind the farmhouse when he approached it.

  Chapter Ten

  Prine found road apples but no horses in the timber behind the farmhouse. He poked the apples with a stick. Fresh—not over three, four hours old. No posse would have put up in the timber here. That meant Tolan and Rooney had been here. But where were they now? And was Cassie all right? Had something happened and they had to flee?

  Again, he thought of all the ways kidnappings went wrong sometimes.

  He crouched and began his run across the grassy expanse between timber and farmhouse.

  Despite the cool night, he was sweating hard by the time he reached the door. Nerves, mostly, and he knew it.

  No trouble getting in. In fact, the damned back door nearly fell off its rusted hinges when he opened up. It also squawked like a parrot. It was a good thing he didn't give a damn about making noise.

  The stench of the interior gagged him for a moment. Every kind of animal, large and small, that God had ever created had used this deserted place as a toilet. And some of them had died in here, of disease or nocturnal battles. Rain had stenched the wood, too; it smelled—there was no other way to say it—of the
grave.

  The house: kitchen, dining room, living area. Gutted by time, animals, and most likely hoboes since it wasn't too far from the tracks. For the 'boes this would be like dying and going straight to heaven. A roof over your head every night, even if it was leaky, was hard to beat.

  The varieties of feces beneath his boots were hard as bullets. He crunched and crushed and cracked them as he went about searching for the trapdoor that would take him to the root cellar.

  He moved through moonlit shadow, kicking aside newspapers, animal shit, odds and ends of the clothing as he searched for the outline of the trapdoor. Once, he thought he heard something below him, but he couldn't be sure.

  He returned to the kitchen. That seemed the most logical place for the trapdoor. The farm wife doing a lot of her canning work up here and then carrying it down the ladder to the root cellar.

  He got down on all fours and began moving his gloved hands quickly over every inch of kitchen floor. But nothing.

  He did the same thing in the dining room and the living room. But again, nothing.

  He was just about to walk back to the kitchen when he saw the closet off the dining room. He hadn't looked in there. But when he thought about it, he remembered that some of the early settlers constructed root cellar–like places where they could hole up during Indian attacks. Such places were dangerous. They made the white folk prisoners in a very real way. And if the Indians decided to set fire to the house, the people in the cellar could die from smoke. But when you were outnumbered, as was so often the case—just as the blue uniforms would soon enough outnumber the Indians—a cellar like that was better than standing in the middle of your living room.

  In the closet, he found the trapdoor.

  Lantern light flickered around the edges where it didn't close flush. Somebody must be down there.

  He shoved the barrel of his Winchester down the opening and said, "This is Tom Prine and I'm a deputy sheriff. If anybody's down there, come to the ladder with your hands up. And right now."

  "Oh, Tom!"

  The voice was unmistakable. And, moments later, the woman was standing at the bottom of the ladder, looking up at him.

  "C'mon up, Cassie," Prine said. "I'm taking you home."

  "But Tom—"

  "C'mon up, Cassie. I want to get you outside before they come back."

  She wore a white blouse and brown butternuts that were covered with dirt. Her blonde hair was mussed, but not so mussed that, even under these conditions, she'd lost her beauty. Her face, dirt-streaked, was still radiant.

  He wasted no time when she emerged from the cellar, her lantern in hand. Beneath her the opening was dark.

  He took her hand and guided her through the back half of the house to the sweet smell of the night and the bloom of moonlight on the entire landscape.

  Only then did he relax enough to ask all the obvious questions.

  "Did they hurt you?"

  "No."

  "Did they—touch you in any way?"

  "No."

  "Did they threaten to kill you?"

  She didn't look right, didn't look as if she'd been under the frightening strain that went along with being held for ransom. She looked . . . uneasy—as if there were something she needed to tell him but couldn't quite form the words.

  "Tom, listen," she said, taking his hand, jolting him with the thrill he'd experienced a few other times with her. "I have to tell you something and trust you to keep it secret."

  My Lord, what was she going to tell him? He was perplexed and half afraid to hear it.

  "This kidnapping, Tom. It was my idea. I set the whole thing up myself."

  When he still hadn't spoken a full minute later, she once more took his hand and said, "Aren't you going to say anything, Tom?"

  But there was nothing to say. And this time there was no thrill in holding her hand at all.

  "I ever tell you how pretty you are?" the old miner said to Lucy.

  "I seem to remember you saying somethin' like that a few times, Clem."

  "I hate seein' you, because when I do I wanna be young again. And Lord knows that ain't gonna happen."

  "You need to hold still, Clem. I need to check your heart."

  "How come you ain't got one of them new ones?"

  "Hospital can't afford it. They gave me the old-fashioned kind." Clem referred to the part-wood stethoscope she used. "Now, be quiet or I'll have to get tough with you."

  He grinned toothlessly. "That'll be the day."

  She checked his pulse, his heart rate, his temperature. Then she spent ten minutes trying to clean up the cabin. Clem could live in a latrine—which he came darned close to doing—and it wouldn't bother him. He'd had one glass window, but that was smashed; rain poured through the roof; and the dirt floor hadn't been worked on in years. His food was usually about to turn deadly by the time she threw it out, and his clothes were stiff with dirt. He had an ancient tomcat who was just as unwholesome as he was. The thing was so scabbed up, scarred up, cut up that she assumed it went out and fought mountain lions at night. And probably kicked the hell out of them.

  She was just checking to see if the bread she'd brought Clem last time had started to turn green anywhere when he said, "You don't look happy tonight, Lucy. And I'll bet it's that darned boyfriend of yours."

  The bread would do for a while yet. Not that it would matter to Clem Randall. She set it down on the small, cluttered, wobbly table where he seemed to pile everything—a simianlike man of no more than five-two and one hundred twenty pounds who moved with an elbow-cocked swagger that reminded her of a twelve-year-old pretending he was a gunfighter.

  She came over and said, "He's just confused is all, Clem. Don't call him my 'darned' boyfriend, all right?"

  His dark eyes gleamed. In the lamplight they looked like glass. "You're loyal after he broke your heart. You're a true-blue gal, Lucy. I'll say that for you."

  She went over and sat next to him in the rocking chair by the kerosene stove. The fumes had darkened the walls years before. "I think he may be in trouble, Clem."

  "Eh? What kind of trouble?"

  "I'd better not say. He tried to explain it to me, but he was nervous. His voice had a tremble in it. He sounded sort of scared. I'm afraid for him, Clem, I really am. He's got these dreams—"

  "What sort of dreams, youngster?"

  "Oh, you know, the usual thing. Money and being somebody important and all that."

  He had a crone's laugh, old Clem, almost a cackle. "Well, now, I'll tell you somethin', Lucy. If men didn't have dreams like that they'd never accomplish anything. They'd sit around on their lazy backsides and let somebody else do all the work. You think I woulda mined all them years if I didn't have a dream like that? I can't fault him for that, Lucy. And you shouldn't, either."

  "I don't. It's just . . ."

  "Just what?"

  "Well, when you're a lawman you have certain temptations . . ."

  He stared at her, not speaking for a time. "Maybe usin' his badge in a way he shouldn't ought to, you mean."

  "Yes."

  "I can see where it'd be temptin', have to say that. A lawman has a better chance of gettin' away with a crime than somebody like me does, that's for sure."

  She checked her watch. She needed to be getting on home. She stood up. "Thanks for listening to me, Clem. And I'd appreciate it if you didn't tell anybody anything I said."

  That high-pitched crone's laugh again. "You don't have to worry about me, youngster. Nobody ever comes out to see me anyway, 'ceptin' you and this old Pawnee fella I've known since I came out here. And all he wants to talk about is who's gonna get my cabin when I die. I guess he thinks since he spent so much time puttin' up with me, it's his by squatter's rights."

  She kissed him on the forehead. The sticky forehead. Someday she planned to drop him into a tub of water and work on him head to toe with soap and a scrub brush until she raised welts.

  "G'night, Clem."

  "G'night, Lucy. You say a prayer
for me and I'll say a prayer for you. How's that?"

  She smiled. "I couldn't ask for better than that."

  "I'm getting cold," Cassie said.

  Prine had moved away from her, perched himself on a small boulder near the timber. He rolled himself a cigarette.

  "Aren't you going to say anything, Tom?"

  "What am I supposed to say?"

  "That you understand. That you don't think I'm just a foolish little rich girl. That you don't hate me. The only reason I did this was so that my brother would notice me. Maybe value me a little. I didn't do this for selfish reasons."

  He got his cigarette going and thought for a moment. There was no sense hurting her feelings. She was doing a good job of that herself. She was trying to justify a stupid, reckless act and having a hard time doing it.

  The romance of her was gone. When he looked at her there in the moonlight, she didn't even look so pretty anymore. Just dirt-smeared and sort of pathetic. No allure at all in standing near an outhouse that had been turned on its side and an ancient wagon with only three wheels.

  "You wanted Richard's attention," he said. "You got it. And I feel sorry for him. He damned near came undone this afternoon. Judging by what I saw today, I'd say he loves you a lot more than you think he does."

  She walked up and down to keep warm. "You're seeing it from the outside. You're not seeing how he orders me around and never takes me seriously and makes up these stupid rules. I'm an adult, and he doesn't seem to understand that. I just wanted to teach him a lesson, scare him a little. Maybe he'll appreciate me now."

  He couldn't resist. "Do you have any idea how much turmoil you've caused today? How worried people are? I don't think an adult would do anything like that."

  "Oh, fine, now you sound just like Richard. So high and mighty all the time. Why don't you just leave?"

  "Not without you."

  "Well, for your information, I'm not going anywhere. Tolan and Rooney are coming back. They're my partners in this, remember?"

  "How'd you meet those two, anyway?"

  "Tolan came to the church basement one afternoon. He was looking for a winter coat. I'd had this idea for some time. I think he has a little crush on me. He kept coming back. One day I told him about the idea. We're friends, sort of."