Rubbed Raw (Triple Threat Book 2)

by Bella Jeanisse

  “I guess.” He picked up my hand. “But no one can replace you in my heart, baby.”

  Then we went on to play a few more games. People asking for autographs or pictures interrupted us several times. It started to get frustrating.

  “Baby, let’s go downstairs and have a drink in that corner booth.” Chad winked.

  As soon as we sat down, I smirked, remembering the time he and I had sex in that very spot. “Oh God, Chad. Look who’s here.”

  Chad laughed. “I wonder if she remembers.”

  The waitress smiled widely at us as she stopped at our table. “You two gonna keep your clothes on today?” I blushed, recalling her coming to our table just as Chad came that night.

  “I think we can manage that,” Chad replied. “Can you get us a Jack on the rocks and a cola, not much ice? Thanks.” She winked at him, and then went to the bar.

  As soon as the waitress put my soda down, I took a sip and looked at Chad. “Are you quitting your job before the tour?”

  “No.” He took a drink from his glass. “I gotta keep up my mortgage payments. My boss said I could work remotely during the day again.”

  I put my hand over his. “You’re gonna exhaust yourself.”

  “It’ll keep my mind off of you, baby,” he sadly responded. He looked at me. “Will he let us hang out after you’re married?”

  “I’ll make sure of it,” I promised, and then picked up his hand and held it in both of mine. “I want us to be friends forever. I need you in my life. You’re more important to me than anything.”

  “Even him?”

  I exhaled loudly. “I think so, but don’t tell him that. He wouldn’t understand.”

  Chad looked at me. He seemed like he wanted to say something, but he hesitated. Then he looked away for a minute as if he was thinking. Suddenly, he kissed me. His hand moved to the back of my head, as he got closer to me.

  I instinctively reacted by kissing him back. When he pulled me onto his lap, we put our arms around each other. I ran my hands through his hair while I moved my legs, so they wrapped around him. Suddenly it felt like the world had stopped and only he and I were moving.

  I tilted my head the other way and kissed him with even more passion. He pulled my hips higher on his legs, hands on my ass. Then I could feel his stiff cock. I softly moaned, wanting him. From there, our kisses started to get more and more urgent. I pressed my body against his. His hands moved up my body slowly when I grabbed his shoulders.

  “I need you,” I whispered.

  Then he put his hands on either side of my face and quickly separated us. “We shouldn’t,” he told me, his breathing really labored. “But I want you so fucking bad.” He pulled me close again and covered my mouth with his.

  “At it again?” I jumped and turned to see the waitress. “I knew it wouldn’t last.” She laughed. “I’ll come back later.”

  I climbed off Chad and sat next to him. “We can’t keep letting this happen.”

  “I know, baby.” He touched my cheek. “Maybe we should go before I try something else.”

  We didn’t talk during most of the trip home. Then Chad’s song came on the radio, and he looked at me. “It’s still true, but I guess I gotta find a way to move on. You been my whole life for so long, I’m not sure I can just let go without some sorta goodbye.”

  “What did you have in mind?”

  “I don’t know. Maybe you should finally take the stuff you have at my place.” He had just pulled into his driveway. “There’s no reason to hold onto it anymore.”

  When I stepped into his bedroom, I looked at the bed. The one he and I made love on countless times. Where I had done so many new things, and we gave each other unbelievable pleasure.

  Chad put his arms around me from behind. “I know, baby. Some nights, I reach out for you, expecting you to be there. I’ll treasure every memory you’ve given me.” He sighed. “That’s why I had to buy this house. I couldn’t let it go.”

  He kissed my cheek and released me. Then we both started packing. I turned away from him as tears fell from my eyes. After a while, I started to feel overwhelmed, so I sat on the bed. How can I do this? Why did things work out this way? How could I have fallen in love with someone else?

  “Baby?” Chad was suddenly in front of me. “Baby, what is it?”

  I sniffled, trying to keep from crying.

  Chad lifted my chin. “Tell me, please.”

  “My heart’s breaking, too.”

  He gently kissed my lips. “I know. I feel it.” He sat next to me and kissed me again. “One last time, please? I love you.” He ran his fingers through my hair from the nape of my neck.

  I sighed and closed my eyes. Our lips met again, open-mouthed, and his tongue caressed mine. That was all I needed. My hand moved to his face, and I lay down with him as we kissed.

  Before I knew it, we were both naked, and Chad was on top of me with a condom on. His hand ran up the entire length of my body. “I love you more than anything in the world, Crystal.”

  “I missed you,” I whispered as I ran my hands through his hair, and he touched my face. It had been so long, and I needed him so much.

  “I haven’t been with anyone else,” he whispered while he pushed his cock into me. “I swear, only you.”

  I looked up at him as his love consumed me, and then clutched him hard. Suddenly, I was racked with spasms. “Oh, Chad… God!”

  “Uh, that feels so damn good.” He leaned down and kissed me while our hips slowly met. “Oh, God, I missed you,” he said as he held my body as close to his as possible.

  I moaned loudly, but, and then tears started to fall. Overcome with emotion, I pulled his face down to me and kissed him again and again. The feeling his slow thrusts created was incredible and so much like our very first time.

  The head of his cock grazed my sweet spot with each stroke. “Chad… oh!” I cried out, trembling within. “Oh!” Again. “Chad… Oh God.” Again. “Oh… Ay… Yes… Yes, Chad!” I pulled him closer, digging my nails into his shoulders as my insides exploded a fifth time.

  “I love you, baby,” he breathed.

  He rolled us so I was on top, and I smiled down at him. He loved watching my breasts bounce. I closed my eyes for a second and reached back to his thighs. I hoped he enjoyed it as much as Giovanni did. Then I opened my eyes so I could see him again. I slowly lifted up as high as I could and slid down.

  He moaned loudly. “God, baby, it never felt like that before.”

  I smiled and continued to ride him, wanting him to give him as much pleasure as he gave me. His back arched when I started to move a bit faster. Then he moaned even louder and writhed beneath me.

  “Stop, or I’m gonna cum already.”

  I smirked; I was glad it was working. I leaned back a little more and moaned. “Chad, oh God, Chad!” My own back arched as I directed his cock over just the right place.

  Suddenly I felt Chad’s thumb against my clit. “This is so amazing,” he cried out as he massaged me.

  “Yes, Chad.” He went faster. I chanted his name as we both added to my pending orgasm. Then I shouted, “Oh damn, Chad!”

  “Crystal, baby!” Chad cried out and held my hips down to him. His cock swelled as I screamed in ecstasy, tensing around him tightly. “Oh, shit! That feels so good.” He gripped my waist while he came, powerfully. “I love you!”

  “I love you, too,” I softly murmured as I relished Chad’s utter bliss. Then I closed my eyes, shocked at my own words. It had to have been just a slip of the tongue.

  “That was incredible.” He sighed. “Baby, you OK?” He ran his hands down my thighs.

  I nodded, not able to talk yet.

  He got me down on my back again. “I came too fast. I gotta make it up to you.” He got up while I tried to catch my breath. My eyes drifted closed as I continued to feel aftershocks from the session.

  Without warning, Chad thrust his still-hard cock into me again. “Fuck!” I shouted as my hips pushed agains
t his. I ground into him while I quivered like crazy inside.

  “I love you so much. I gotta make this last. I’ll remember this night always.”

  Soon, I ran my hands down his back as we moved together slowly. Within seconds, the rest of the world was forgotten once more. It was just Chad and me, and it felt different. I sighed with each stroke, unimaginable pleasure coursing through my veins.

  “Baby, something’s different.” He closed his eyes and moaned. “Do you feel it?”

  “Yeah.” My back arched. “God, Chad!” Each orgasm was even better than the last.

  I rocked my hips side to side, wanting Chad to enjoy it even more. His head went back. “Uh, baby, I love that.”

  He ground his hips into me, caressing my cervix with the head of his cock. I continued my hip movements, and it got even better. As he alternated shallow and deep thrusts, still at a slow pace, I clung to him, starting to lose control.

  “Chad… Chad… Oh God, Chad!” My back arched again as I trembled and tensed within feverishly. I felt the urge to tell him I loved him, but I fought it.

  He moaned as my pussy gripped his cock, hard. “Baby, please, I’m trying to give you… Oh, God, that feels amazing.”

  I forced my body to release him. I didn’t want him to cum yet, either. It was the end to our affair. I had no choice but to give him up. Forever. I closed my eyes and centered my attention on Chad’s massive cock driving in and out of my pussy. It felt so good and fit me so well. Tears fell as I looked up at Chad again.

  “Baby… I feel your love again… I swear.” He took my hands in his and held them as he leaned on me. “Please tell me you love me. Just say it. Please.”

  I closed my eyes and tried to stop my tears, but they flowed faster. “I love you, Chad.”

  “I love you, too.” He kissed my lips and gasped as he pulled his cock out even further before slowly pushing back in. “Baby, this is better than ever before. Say it again. Please.”

  I squeezed his hands. “I love you, Chad.” My back arched, and I cried out, consumed by a surprise orgasm. I pushed my hips up to his and held his cock tight again.

  “Yeah, baby. Show me you love me. Give it to me.”

  Soon I moaned as he went faster. He let me go and got up on his hands again. My mouth opened wide as his hips hit into me harder. I pushed my hands against the bed and lifted up to him as he came down hard a second time. He sighed as we continued that passionate rhythm, while I came several more times. Then we went faster and harder still, bringing on even stronger orgasms.

  I was exhausted and hot. Chad’s sweat dripped onto me, and we were both almost gasping for air. We had never had sex that was so intense. I looked up at him. His eyes filled with love. I wondered what he saw in mine.

  “I can’t keep holding it back, baby.” He gasped as his body tensed. “God, baby… Fuck, I love you!” He held me tightly, hips pressed against mine. “Oh, damn!”

  His throbbing cock erupted, causing me to shudder within. I clawed at his back as the overwhelming feelings continued. “Chad… Damn… I love you.”

  We were drenched in sweat and clung to each other for what felt like forever. I couldn’t stop the tears. I didn’t want to let him go, not yet.

  “Baby, it’s gonna be all right,” he whispered. “Don’t cry.”

  I sniffled. “I don’t wanna leave yet.”

  “Then don’t, baby. Let me hold you for a while.” He stroked my hair. “Thanks for doing that for me. I just needed you to say it as I made love to you. It was even more amazing than usual.”

  After a while, Chad pulled out and lay on his side. When I turned to him and hugged him, he held me close. “He’ll know if you don’t take a shower.”

  I nodded, knowing he was right. Then I slowly got up and made my way to the bathroom. After I was under the water, I heard Chad stripping off the condom.

  “Do you need anything, baby?”

  “I’m fine.”

  With my eyes closed, I told myself that I had to get Chad out of my system. That was why I cheated on Giovanni for what felt like the hundredth time. Right?

  “Remember the first time we made love in the shower?” Chad whispered as he suddenly kissed my neck, below the ear. “It was my first time doing that.”

  I sighed when he ran his fingers down my spine. “Mine too.”

  “So many things you and I shared,” he breathed. Lips brushed across my shoulders. “Amazing memories, amazing sex and amazing feelings. No one’ll ever make me feel like you do.”

  I turned around and looked up at him. “I’m sorry.”

  “No. No more apologies.”

  He ran his hands down my back, over my ass and grabbed my thighs, lifting me up fast. My back was soon against the wall, and then his lips covered mine. I clung to him, not ready for the end. Chad spread my legs apart more and slid his stiffening dick over my pussy.

  “I just can’t get enough of you.” He nuzzled my neck. “I wanna make love to you all night long. I wanna give you a hundred orgasms. I wanna hear my name being called out and feel your pussy gripping my dick for hours. But, I promise; this is the last time.” He shoved his cock into me hard. “I’ll never forget how you feel, and I’m gonna remember how you taste till I die.” He kissed my mouth as he pushed and pulled.

  I moaned, already feeling incredible. He could make me cum a hundred times, and I would still want more from him. “I won’t forget how you feel or taste either.”

  Then the words stopped as his hips moved faster. He clutched me tighter and bored down deep within me, circling his hips.

  “Chad… Oh… God yes!” I clawed at his shoulders while shaking everywhere.

  His thrusts changed after that, deep and fast. “I feel like I’m gonna fucking cum already. How do you do this to me?” He shut his eyes hard.

  I cried out his name again, taken by a sudden orgasm. He looked down at me, and his love showed right through. Then he gasped.

  “Baby, I love you.”

  “Chad… I…” Quickly, I turned away and pressed my lips together, fearing I would say it again.

  He surprised me by nuzzling my neck. “I know you love me, and I know it’s not the same. It’s OK.” Then he moaned and squeezed my thighs.

  I reached out and kissed his lips, needing to feel his love again. He hungrily pressed his body against mine and dominated my mouth with his tongue while his hips started to slam into mine. Soon I was crying out his name again, clawing at his shoulders with the intense feelings within.

  Chad groaned as my nails dug into his arms. “Uh… Uh… Uh… Oh God… Crystal!” He pulled out and held me to him. He gasped and grunted several times, not moving. “I’m still fucking cumming. Damn, baby.” He soon got me to my feet and held my head to his chest. “I can’t believe we have to end this.”

  “We have to.” Tears rolled down my cheeks. “I’m gonna miss making love with you.”

  He stroked my hair. “So will I.”

  After recovering, we helped each other wash and got dressed. Then we sat on the bed again. Before saying another word, I threw my arms around him and started to cry again.

  “I know, baby.” He sniffled.

  * * *

  When we finally got to my apartment door, I kissed Chad good night on the lips. “This is the end. No more. No matter what.”

  “I promise, baby.” He pulled me into his arms. “Tonight was the most incredible goodbye I could’ve imagined. Just remember, I’m always there for you.”

  Slowly, I ran a hand over his shirt, feeling his chest muscles. “I am, too.” I kissed his lips softly and opened the door.

  “I love you, my baby girl.”

  “I love you too.”

  Then I went inside and peeked in on Giovanni, who looked to be sound asleep and smiled. After putting away the things I brought from Chad’s, I quietly walked to the bathroom. As I brushed my teeth, I could still smell him. When I took my blouse off, I realized it smelled like Chad’s cologne. I quickly stripped and
jumped in the shower again.

  The tour came to mind as I washed my hair. I closed my eyes and let that take over for a while, allowing the thoughts of Chad fade away. I imagined Giovanni and me sleeping on the front bench seat of his van. That turned into a vision of us fucking while Phil slept in the back.

  By the time I was cleaning my body, I could almost feel Giovanni driving into me and heard Phil jacking off to it. I had to put my hands on the wall and bend over a bit while the real feeling illusion turned me on more than I expected.

  All of a sudden, a cock quickly thrust into my pussy from behind. “Thinking of me?” Giovanni whispered.

  “Yes!” I cried out, my insides bursting already, even with the slight soreness. My hands balled into fists as I quaked inside.

  His hands rested on my hips as his moved fast. “You were fantasizing, huh?” He sounded out of breath already. “I wonder where we’ll do this on the tour.” Then he let out a soft moan.

  I gasped loudly as he shoved into me harder. His pelvis slammed into my ass until I screamed. After that, he pulled my hips back some more and got in further. Then he went even faster.

  “Come on. Cum again!” he yelled after a few minutes had passed and got much rougher. I instantly screamed while my body shook. “That’s my girl.” Then he clutched my hips. “Uh!” He tensed and shuddered while his release shot out. As soon as he pulled out, he turned me around and held me close. “I love you so much.”

  I clung to him while I still trembled inside. “I love you, too.” Chad was the furthest thing from my mind, thankfully.

  Chapter 37

  I woke up the next morning feeling wonderful and like everything had changed. Chad wasn’t invading my thoughts, as he so often did. All I thought about was Giovanni and I getting married in February. It was almost as if I woke up from a dream.

  After lying in bed for a little while, Giovanni ran a hand over my body as his morning wood pressed against my ass. “I missed you last night. I’m sorry if I surprised you in the shower.”