by AJ Schippers
“Please, Alexandra.” She was going to lose it. She could feel Alexandra’s every touch through her jeans, and all she wanted was for her to stop teasing and to slip her hand inside of her panties to take care of the ever-increasing throb between her legs.
It wasn’t hard to imagine the grin on Alexandra’s face. She knew Alexandra loved hearing her beg. She felt Alexandra shift positions, and within moments a finger was gently guiding her face to Alexandra, who kissed her passionately as she slowly trailed her hand down Julia’s body.
Julia groaned as Alexandra continued to tease her by letting her fingertips slide beneath the waistband of her pants. Every touch was more and more frustrating. Her moans turned into groans and with all her might she tried to move her body so that Alexandra’s fingers would touch where Julia desired her so much.
“Are you eager, little one?” Alexandra asked.
“Fuck,” Julia hissed when the zipper of her pants being pulled down echoed in the room and a hand slipped slowly inside to cup her sex over her panties. She bucked her hips, eager for more, and was near to tears when Alexandra’s hand disappeared as fast as it had appeared.
Alexandra gave her one last kiss before moving down the bed to remove Julia’s pants. As she slid them down, Julia felt a single finger trace a moist spot on her panties. Alexandra moaned.
Julia could hear her jeans fall to the floor. Her legs were pushed apart. A knee was placed on either side of her, and she imagined how Alexandra was hovering over her, how beautiful she would look, and, hopefully, how pleased she would be with her.
“Open your mouth,” Alexandra said. When Julia complied, she placed her index finger on Julia’s lips. “Suck.”
Julia sucked the finger into her mouth and flicked it with her tongue.
“Such a good girl you are.” Alexandra moved against Julia’s leg.
She added another finger into Julia’s mouth, then leaned down and sucked on a nipple. When Julia sucked harder on her finger, Alexandra increased the intensity as well. Julia’s breaths went ragged. Her heart beat loudly as her panties were pulled down. “Kick those off, please.”
It took Julia several tries and grunts until her panties went flying onto the floor somewhere. She whimpered at the loss of contact when Alexandra removed her fingers from her mouth. “Alexandra?”
“Yes?”
“Please touch me.”
“I am touching you,” said Alexandra.
“Not where I want you to.”
“All in good time, Julia. Haven’t you learned that yet?”
Julia groaned. “Yes, Miss.”
“Aww.” Alexandra mocked her. “Are you getting impatient? Is this what you want?”
Julia cried out when Alexandra’s finger slid through her wetness. “God, yes.” She moaned and bucked her hips against that finger. Her moan turned into a deep growl when the finger disappeared. Alexandra was teasing her with impunity, and Julia was no closer to an orgasm—and it turned her on like nothing ever before. A sound of approval coming from Alexandra made Julia ache for more.
“Mmm,” she said. “You taste absolutely divine.”
Julia whimpered. So, that’s where Alexandra’s finger had gone.
Alexandra gave her a fast kiss on the lips. “I think I want more of that,” she whispered and moved down Julia’s body, leaving a trail of hot kisses as she moved further south.
She settled herself between Julia’s legs and kissed the inside of her thighs, nipping at the skin as she moved closer to where Julia wanted her most. “You’re so beautiful,” Alexandra whispered as she reached out with a finger and let it slide through Julia’s wet folds.
Julia clutched the sheets and was pleasantly surprised when Alexandra’s left hand reached out and intertwined their fingers.
“Are you okay?”
She took a slow and steady breath, reveling in the sensation of having Alexandra touching her. “Yeah,” she said with a smile. “All good.”
“I’m going to give you a present,” Alexandra said when Julia’s lips parted. “Shh. You’re not permitted to speak. All I want to hear is the sounds of pleasure coming from those lush lips. Understood? You may answer me now.”
“Yes, Miss.”
“Good girl.” Alexandra flicked Julia’s clit with her tongue. The movement elicited a gasp, followed by a guttural moan as Alexandra used the tip of her tongue to draw small circles before wrapping her lips around Julia’s clit, using the index finger of her right hand to tease Julia’s entrance.
Julia wanted to speak, plead for Alexandra to stop teasing her, but speaking wasn’t permitted. Pushing back against the fingers, she sucked in a gulp of air as they suddenly entered her. Tears sprang to her eyes at the overwhelming sensation, and her right hand squeezed the one in hers tighter as Alexandra lapped at the wetness, alternating between sucking and flicking the clit with her tongue.
Julia could feel a finger twist inside of her, making a “come-hither” movement, and her legs trembled. Her breath became more ragged with every passing second, and she tightened the muscles in her legs as she tried her best not to have an orgasm without Alexandra telling her it was okay. She needed to hear it. She wanted it—for herself, yes, but mostly she wanted this for Alexandra.
“I want you to come for me.”
Julia wanted to look down—if just for a moment—and lock eyes with Alexandra, to make sure the words were real. To see the small nod and the smile on Alexandra’s face. Instead she squeezed the hand in hers, and when the squeezed was returned, Julia rested her head back on the pillow. Her left hand moved to rest on Alexandra’s shoulder, leaving an imprint of her nails there as Alexandra’s tongue flicked over Julia’s clit, her right hand squeezing Julia’s hand tighter. A guttural moan escaped from Julia’s lips. She rolled against the skilled mouth that seemed to have no mercy whatsoever as it kept flicking, even as Julia writhed around. She could feel Alexandra moving around, feel the small dip in the mattress. If Alexandra was as wet as she was, she knew the need for more friction would be almost unbearable.
Alexandra flicked her tongue over Julia’s clit once more before moving up her body. Julia whined again, this time at the sudden loss of contact. As soon as Alexandra took off the blindfold, Julia blinked for a few seconds, adjusting to the light, then locked her gaze onto Alexandra’s. Her fingers slipped out from inside Julia and to her clit and started a rapid circular motion. She let her tongue slide over Julia’s lower lip and coaxed it into her mouth, releasing it with a soft ‘pop.’ Julia moved her hand to Alexandra’s head, waiting until she got an encouraging nod, then gently threading her fingers into the soft hair.
“Come for me, Julia,” Alexandra whispered.
Julia was convinced Alexandra’s eyes held entire universes and galaxies, and there was no doubt in her mind that Alexandra would show Julia all of them, if she would just dare to leap with her.
Her chest rose and fell quickly, her breathing shallow now, and Alexandra smiled when Julia bit her lip. As her orgasm lifted her back off the mattress and radiated through her body, she closed her eyes.
“Alexandra.” Julia whispered out a plea as she bucked against the finger that slowed its movement only slightly. Then Alexandra’s lips were on Julia’s in an instant, and their kiss was slow and wet as their lips melted together.
Alexandra moved to the side of Julia and laid down half on top of her as she removed her finger and placed a knee between Julia’s legs. Her left hand moved through Julia’s curls, and she kissed her cheek as a tear rolled down Julia’s face. “Good girl,” she whispered. She kissed Julia’s forehead. “Open your eyes.”
Julia tried to hide her head in embarrassment, but Alexandra just smiled.
“I’m proud of you. How do you feel?”
Julia shook her head. Her throat was so dry. She darted out her tongue to lick her lips. “You’re amazing,” she said. Her cheeks still felt as if they were on fire. “Thank you.”
“There’s more where that came from.�
� Alexandra grinned. “Or did you think this was it?”
“I don’t think I can.”
“Let’s find out together, shall we? I told you, this was a present. I intend to make you work for the next one.” She kissed the top of Julia’s nose. “I want to hear you beg for it this time, and I’m going to deny you this second orgasm repeatedly until you can’t take it anymore.”
She brought the finger that had been inside Julia up to her lips. “Clean my finger,” she firmly said. Julia’s tongue shyly licked along Alexandra’s finger before she sucked it eagerly into her mouth. “That’s a good girl.”
“Oh my God,” Julia murmured when the finger was pulled from her mouth and moved to her nipple. She gasped at the way Alexandra rolled the rigid peak between her fingers and tugged on it lightly, then increasing the pressure. Alexandra’s head moved down, and her tongue darted around the other nipple before teeth closed around it, biting it firmly. “Fuck.” Julia arched her back.
“Tease your clit with a finger, Julia. Get yourself ready for me.” Alexandra closed her lips around the nipple once more. She shivered from pleasure as she brought her hand down and circled her clit with her finger; the knob still sensitive, but the touch not unpleasant.
Alexandra’s mouth released the nipple, and Julia blushed when Alexandra smirked. “I think tomorrow, after our guests have left, I’m going to take you to my playroom. It’s time to introduce you to the St. Andrew’s cross.” Alexandra smiled.
“Faster now, Julia. I’m going to shackle your wrists and ankles, have you spread out nicely for me. Maybe we’ll use the blindfold again, but I quite like looking you in the eyes.”
Julia groaned softly as she could already feel the pressure build up in her again. The anticipation of what Alexandra would do to her was driving her wild with desire.
“I’ll take out the flogger and drag it over your skin. You’ll be naked, of course,” she said. “Can you imagine what it must feel like?” Her nails raked down Julia’s chest. “Soft with a sweet bite as I flick the straps against your skin. Oh, the moaning and groaning you’ll be doing as it flicks against your hardened nipples. I’ll get them so hard, you’re going to wonder if they’ll pop off.” Alexandra grinned. “And when you beg me to stop, I’ll replace the flogger with my mouth.”
Julia bit her lip as her hips rolled against her own finger. It wouldn’t take long now, and she was so ready for it.
“Or perhaps I’ll bring out the ice cubes, tease your nipples relentlessly before dragging a cube down your body, and slipping what’s left of it inside of you. You’ll be dripping wet for me, and I will enjoy it thoroughly.”
Julia’s eyes closed as she moaned loudly. “Alexandra, please.”
“Hmm?”
“I’m so close.” Julia’s finger moved faster.
“I’ve seen your face when you’re about to come. You’re not close enough yet. Your eyes change color when you’re about to come, Julia. Your eyelids twitch slightly before you close them, and your body trembles. You may be close, but you’re not there yet. Faster.”
Alexandra’s chuckle only increased Julia’s sense of want. Julia threw her head to the side as she obeyed her, the tension making her toes curl. A hand was placed over hers, and she nearly cried out before closing her eyes.
“Stop.” Alexandra pulled Julia’s hand away, grinning when furious and desperate eyes met hers. “Not yet.”
“That was mean.” Julia’s clit was positively throbbing, and she wanted nothing more than for the ache between her legs to go away.
“Again,” Alexandra said as she brought Julia’s hand down again and released it. “Go slow until I tell you to go faster.”
Julia exhaled loudly as her finger slid through her wetness once more and found her clit. She was absolutely drenched, and she both loathed and loved the fact that Alexandra lay fully dressed next to her. She gasped when Alexandra’s knee locked itself in place against Julia’s hand, only adding to the already-burning pressure.
“When I’m done with the flogger and the ice, I’ll use my hands and, more importantly, my fingernails. You liked it when I scratched my nails down your body. I intend on doing that over and over again until angry red welts appear and you’ll be squirming and wriggling against my touch. Faster, now.”
Julia’s finger moved faster against her hardened knob, and she felt almost faint when the knee pressed firmer against her hand. “Alexandra, please,” she moaned loudly.
“Please, what?”
“I want to come.”
“Hmm,” Alexandra mused. “Maybe if you ask me very nicely.”
“May I,” Julia tried, knowing it was a half-assed attempt to achieve her goal.
“No.”
“Please.”
“No, faster now,” Alexandra said as she rolled a nipple between her fingers.
“Please, Alexandra,” Julia croaked. “I can’t, please.”
“You can.”
When Julia turned an expectant look at Alexandra, she frowned at the sight of the teeth-baring grin.
“Whatever you think you can’t, I’m telling you…you can. And what’s with that look on your face? Did you think that was me giving you permission?” Alexandra shook her head. “Ask me again.”
“Fuck,” Julia hissed.
“Not yet.” Alexandra smiled as she moved her knee against Julia’s hand.
“Please, can I come, Alexandra?” Julia was practically panting, and her cheeks flushed at the desperation in her own voice.
“I’m sure you can. I think you’re supposed to be asking if you may.”
“Really? A grammar lesson?” Julia clenched her fists, so incredibly eager for an orgasm. Her legs were aching from the tightening of her muscles. She knew exactly what Alexandra wanted to hear, but didn’t want to say it yet. Not as long as the only thought on her mind was that impending orgasm. “May I come?”
Alexandra’s melodic laughter made Julia groan. “No.” She drew her leg back and, without warning, slipped a finger inside of Julia.
Julia gasped and rolled her hips against the finger. “Alexandra, please, may I come?”
“Tell me, Julia,” Alexandra huskily whispered, “to whom does that orgasm belong?”
“You,” Julia said earnestly. “All yours.”
“Good girl.” Alexandra added a finger.
Julia’s back arched as she cried out. “Alexandra, please…”
“Stop.”
“Fuck.” Julia nearly screamed as she halted her movements.
“Such a good girl you are.” Alexandra pressed her lips onto Julia’s.
The intense kiss had Julia gasping for air when Alexandra finally pulled away. Her eyes had glossed over by the time Alexandra’s fingers started pumping in and out of her like a piston.
“Again, Julia,” Alexandra whispered.
“Alexandra, I need it.” Julia wanted to scream as her finger moved over her clit in a circular motion. “I need it now.”
“I know.”
“I’m dying here.”
“Just how I prefer it.”
“Please, may I come?” Her hips jerked, and she bit her lip until she could taste blood.
“Do you want to come, Julia?”
“Yes!”
“Then ask me, Julia. Beg me for permission. Be a good girl for me.”
“Please…Alexandra. Fuck. I can’t… Please, may I come for you?”
“That’s better.” She pumped her fingers faster. “Yes, you may.”
Threads of pleasure slid down Julia’s legs, right into her toes as they carried her right into another orgasm. With an arched back, she dissolved onto Alexandra’s hand, unable to stop the shout of pleasure that came from deep within her. Her eyes were so firmly shut she thought she would pass out from the intensity of her orgasm. When the last ripple of ecstasy passed through her, she pulled her hand away and collapsed against the mattress.
“Good girl,” Alexandra said. She removed her finger from inside of Julia and
cradled her in her arms, holding her close as she kissed her face all over. “I am so proud of you. You did so well.” Her hand rubbed lazily down Julia’s back, and she moved Julia’s leg over her own hip. She spoke soft and encouraging words as Julia’s breathing slowly returned to normal. When Julia started shivering, Alexandra leaned over and grabbed the comforter that lay at the edge of the bed and draped it over Julia. She cooed to her softly when Julia whimpered. “You’re okay, Julia. I’m right here.”
“I know,” she croaked out. “Thank you.” As much as she enjoyed what had just taken place, there was something comforting about lying in Alexandra’s arms. It was an entirely different sensation than just sleeping next to her. She never wanted it to end. Her arm was draped over Alexandra’s waist, and for a fleeting moment, she wished they could be laying skin to skin. “Alexandra?”
“Yes?”
She moved her head so that she could see Alexandra. Her voice was small when she asked the question. “Will I ever get to touch you?”
Alexandra smiled and kissed her forehead before looking into her eyes again. “You will.”
“When?”
“Soon, I promise. Is that what you want, Julia? To make love to me?”
Julia could only nod.
“I don’t want you to doubt what just happened. To me, this is making love. I haven’t allowed anyone to touch me in years. I haven’t opened myself up to anyone like that in a long time.” She smiled sadly when Julia’s face fell and cupped Julia’s cheek. “Listen to me. I wasn’t done yet. I want you to make love to me, and if you need it without there being an aspect of play in it, then there won’t be. But you need to give me some time. Can you do that?”
“Yeah, you can have all the time in the world. Well, preferably before I leave, please.”
Both their smiles turned into frowns at the statement.
Alexandra kissed Julia softly. “Soon.”
It was all the promise Julia ever needed to hear as she closed her eyes and inhaled Alexandra’s scent.
“Sleep sweet, precious one,” Alexandra whispered as she cradled Julia closer to her.
Chapter 15